I AM A LOSER TOO SHY FOR LIFE AND TOO SHY FOR ONLINE, WHERE DO I EVEN MEET PEOPLE ONLINE?25M, incel here, yes virgin and no friendship, no sex, no gf, no love. No memories made of anything worthwhile, I've been a shut in for 7 years, still going on now.I'm so shy I even lurk online, I haven't made online friends either.OVERINTELLECTUALIZATION. To dissect your thoughts, to dissect your life and vivisect all life experienced. To me the day is a blur of one computer screen showing me many things, reading-games-movies-online-porn-books-etc. One huge zigzag nowhere, hobbies abandoned and mentally explored. Daydreaming, research on what makes me an incel and what other thing the sun carries every day with every single sunset and dawn. What other new excuse or new thing to focus on and see myself as lesser for or worse than. Day after day. I've never cried at being alone and having no girlfriend or sex or friends. I have felt...little. I have memories of even less on my feelings.I don't allow myself to be spontaneous even alone. I tried drawing with love and got burnt out, I never drew anything I wanted to actually write, for fun. Just endless practice, endless grinding fundamentals but never anything fun or personal. I am ashamed of being someone who exists and takes space and volume in life. I am ashamed of having been born for the reasons I endlessly research (oh not tall enough, not hot enough, your face, your looks, this and that) and the more honest that I just carry a huge sense of embarrassment about merely being.I don't allow myself to feel, I dissect. I analyze, I research, I ponder and ponder and probe and with "analysis" the rape of any emotion that could surface. I don't know what to do. I...thought of volunteering, an easy way to get out, meet people or be around people. I haven't had online nor irl friends ever..what to do? and what to do to solve my problem?
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I...thought of volunteering, an easy way to get out, meet people or be around people. But I couldn't quite do it. I am obviously insecure about my looks that I consider poor so I consider myself inferior. I don't want to inconvenience others nor be vulnerable. Being seen is a nightmare for me. I went out of my home weeks ago to spy and watch from afar. I was tracking online a volunteer group from my city, i wanted to see what the people looked like from a far. Saw a lot of people my age, gen z, 20s, etc, women some cute, some ok, the guys mogged me. i quickly left.>>35047409but i dont know if i can
>>35047411What's the worst that can happen?>hi>hey>lmao ok ur retarded, removedThat's about the worst that can happen. Just try again it's not like you're losing valuable time
>>35047432i just dont know if i should or if i can
You're literally me but I feel like if I talked to another person exactly like myself it wouldn't really lead to any breakthroughs.
>>35047500Lets do one thing then...I wanna research put that to test if you and I are that similar, you know your birth time?
you sound so cute
>>35047500>>35047529I am very into astrology, dont mock me. The serious type of astrology. My own birth chart tracks scarily well to issues I face. but then again...another dosage of overintellectualizing life rather than living it>>35047541I am not cute...thats kind of the main problemif i was cute id have been myself instead of hiding for 7 years, get on some app and get dates which to me might as well be fantasy...or some date and finally get to experience lovevenus 8th pisces in my natal charti wanna know what love feels likesadly it seems i cant no longer feel stuff and will from birth to grave be a golden star incelI paid wheat waffles for a face rate...and oh well, things happened! bad things happened on that email chain.
heres my hikkomori incel self, i bought pro face rates that confirm me as sub5https://litter.catbox.moe/vj1kowrr7gp0kixa.png>>35047432
>>35047706Eh I don't see how that's sub 5, you're not a 10 but you're certainly not a 3
>>35047740GOOD THING YOU ASKED, I WANTED TO MENTION THIS. I WAS ITCHING TO TALK ABOUT THISSEE THIS VIDEOhttps://youtu.be/DFvvzhukdWkWHEAT WAFFLES HIMSELF RATED ME 4/10 I BOUGHT HIS RATE, I KNOW HES RIGHTI SPENT A YEAR RESEARCHING THIS DAY TO DAYhttps://youtu.be/0bHJ-4cgdlE
https://youtu.be/Jg_HFbrWj3YI CAME BY INVITATIONTO GENERAL CHELSEA MAYHEMTHEN GOING OUT TO SOMEWHEREYES I WAS GOING SOMEWHEREA SINGLE RANDOM MEETINGWITH YOUR EYES AND IM BEATENAND NOW IM GOING NOWHEREI KNOW IM GOING NOWHEREWITH ALL THE VOICES IN MY HEADTHE CLEVER WORDS I NEVER SAIDOF ALL THE THINGS THAT HAPPENED
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jg_HFbrWj3YIN A GIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIRLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL PANIC!!!!THIS TRAFFIC MAKE IT THROUGH MY MIIIINDITS AAAACRUUUUUSH PANICSHES GOT ME AT OMIZEDhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jg_HFbrWj3Y
>>35047755Idk who that is but his scale is dumb af, no one can be a 1? or a 9?
>>35047816I AM SUB 5 THOUGH AND MY LIFE TRACKS, ITS OVER LOL
>>35047832Life isn't over if you're sub 5, idt you even are but w/e
>>35047846im going to cut my cock off and eat it actually loli love duran duranin a girl panicits a crush panicwomen hate meit is said that women hate me all 5 billion women on earth hate me and want me fucking dead and castrated for being sub 5
I’m 40 and had a similar youth. All I can say is your life is just starting, even though it doesn’t feel like that to you. If you can find a good career it will allow you to interact with different types of people and you’ll eventually meet people that know you’re damaged but still like you anyway. Don’t be desperate, like I said you’re just at the beginning so no need to panic. I find that people can instinctively smell out desperation and this becomes a turn off for most. Just be friendly, you don’t need an army of friends and I’m most certainly sure there’s a girl out there that will find you charming. Being interesting also helps, find a hobby that you enjoy, just for yourself, not to impress anyone but for you. My gf is not the geeky type but she will sit and listen to me talking about DBZ and 40k all day just because she likes my voice.
>>35047391don't listen to the other retards. there's nothing you can do. you've obviously already given up inside your head. and in real life, the only thing that can change people like us is ourselves, no one is going notice you silently suffering and save you.maybe someday something random will happen that will change your mindset for whatever reason. maybe you'll just wake up one day and think "what the fuck have i been doing till now??" and actually change something. maybe. probably not though. people live and die alone all the time and no one cares or notices. so just accept it and stop worrying or caring. or convince yourself to do something
>>35047391I'm in the exact same position as you and I can tell you that it's over
>>35048619This
>>35047391There ae a billion men in the world uglier and stupider than you. You're just a lazy narcissist. Yes, narcisisst. You think people are actually going to give a fuck if they happen to see your ugly face. They arent, you aren't that important or noteworthy. Most people embrce this philosophy and understand the complete anonimity it gives them, but not you. You want to think you're somehow different or special. You aren't. Everyone has these feelings of ugliness and awkwarness, you're just the weak cowardly waste of sperm that has given in to them. You make a lifestyle out of taking the easy way out. What a disgusting way to live a life. Why even bother surviving? There's no point if you're never going to go anywhere or see anything!
Talking to people is terrifying, even online. Voice chat? Face to face? Even worse.t. 34 year old virgin
bumping againim ugly and will hav eto wear a hair system soon
>>35048922Stay scared, never try, die lonely.
>>35048751I'm sorry to be the first person to tell you that but you're retarded
CAN WE FOCUS ON MY FUCKING THREAD? THE FACT THAT MY THREAD WAS IGNORED DISPROPORTIONALY ON /SOC/ tells you how ugly and far gone i am
OP here, this is my photo. I am ugly so my thread on /adv/ was ignred as normies and humans there thought that i need no advice. im a waste of life so they dont wanna spend the tribes resources on me, time, talking.this is evolutionary behavior based on looks.I...kinda wanna eat people.>>35048955
>>35047391>I'd like to be friends if you're up to it, lemme know if you have discord or insta
you don’t even look bad. you’re just a dork making yourself sick
>>35049065i got certified rates plus i look choppedi only get 4.3 on pinkmirror
I'm a female and I'm open to be friends.
>>35049138>>35049046i dont think i make a good friend but sure i mean whats your discord? you into astrology?
>>35049004You're a liar.
>>35047391Jews have successfully erased any opportunity for losers to meet online.
>>35049763Probably something wrong with people like us ngl
so can people tell me more about my problems
add me, i’m “perpetuallity”
>>35048751this, op is just fishing for (female) contacts under a veil of "woe is me" people are falling for it too
>>35049046>>35049138ashasaly>>35050590added
>>35050590actually it didnt work lol, add me at ashasaly>>35050747i rarely post on soc and i barely add anyone, i might be looking to see if that changes
>>35050747Ur just mad u aren't shameless and pathetic enough to attention whore in this manner and the girls that are adding him are equally as fucked up of individuals who are doing le classic "I can fix them"
>>35049026>this is evolutionary behavior based on looks.>I...kinda wanna eat people.The archetypal indigenous cannibal. Fascinating. You have been complaining for a long time, OP. You have so much hope, and this is why you continue to post; it is the same for me and suicide. I believed I wanted to die very badly, and I had convinced myself of that much. At the very least, I believed I could be made no happier than lying in bed and daydreaming about death or being saved from near-death, and that the best life would be dying in someone's arms. When this illusion broke apart, I was left much less lively than before. It was as if all the color in the world had been squeezed out into bedpan of my memories. I cannot pinpoint the realization, but it came with all the others, like "you would have killed yourself if you really wanted to," or "no one will love you," or "I am really very indifferent to it all."To be precise, I never wanted to live more than when I wanted to die.Every time you post yourself is another certain plunge into rejection, another run into the affairs of man (and woman), another failure, another chance to find redemption. It would be interesting for you (wouldn't it?) to see the day you stop hoping. Then you will be left in this state of uneasy acceptance. If I am being honest, I am afraid that this is how everyone is, that to be "human" is to feel this way and to be indifferent to life and, at the same time, death, if only because the first is not very noteworthy and the latter is a chore. At the very least, love being impossible, you can live for the next burger or beverage you consume. Very human indeed.Good luck finding a female.
