I feel like I'm going insaneOn the surface, my life is going well. I'm going to college, I've been building my portfolio for yearsBut all these years, I've been aloneI've been coping with it as much as I can, I created a social media account to just talk about my life as if I was talking to a real personSometimes I even talk about my day in 4chan threadsBut I'm still alone! HahahaMy mom used to get drunk. She vented all her problems to me when I was a kid, and I thought she changed, I really did, but I was wrongI'm never gonna stop being lonely.. it doesn't matter how better I get at art, how many projects I join, I'm still just lonelyIgnore this post if you want, I don't care, I don't even know why I'm typing it
Anon, you are completely normal, and the more you aspire to be ‘just like the others’, the harder it gets. The ‘others’ that you see, are a minority, most of us (and especially those of us that waste time here), just need to lose the social pressure, learn about wide ranging things (except maybe politics), and chat casually without expecting huge discourse (then you look like you’re trying too hard), expect lack of interest, don’t aim too high. Remember, “You’re pretty, lets fuck.” only works about 0.1% of the time.
Its going to be ok. I remember when I found out I was gay and retarded and I had the same reaction.
I know the feeling.I suffered from severe depression and anxiety for many years. I can't exactly pinpoint how it changed, but it did. I used to rarely talk to people. Now I talk to anyone and everyone. Hell, I used to just lurk in video games that had social aspects. Now I play VRC and hug and cuddle and laugh with anyone and everyone. You're not trapped. You can change. Your circumstances can change. Have hope that it can because it absolutely can. The only constant is change.
>>83834344Post your work
>>83835144I drew this a few days ago>>83834737Thanks for the response. I really would like to change but I'm stuck at my parents house for the foreseeable future until I graduate, if I weren't here I would've hopped on vrchat ages ago, I've been interested in it since I was a teen. Oh well. Maybe an opportunity to make a friendship will pop up at my college eventually
>>83834648How do you actually deal with the retarded part
Get a social life or distract yourself with goyslop
>>83835852Very cute anon I like it
>>83834344just die
>>83834344make some discord friens to chat with c:can i add you?
>>83835852I would still try to get into the game when you can. I tell people that the game either makes you or breaks you. Since you're on 4chan, it's incredibly doubtful that the game will break you as you have likely seen and heard worse here.I just find the game to be such a release. You can just be completely open and honest since most people are doing the same. You connect with people on another level entirely. It's just an absolute blast! If you don't have a VR set up, try desktop mode first to get a feel for it. But I HIGHLY suggest getting a VR set for the game. It absolutely changes it for the better, but getting into it with desktop mode gives you a sense of what it's about, like a grand tour.
>>83839617 (me)its pikerfn if you comeback and the thread died
