games to play when you're currently borderline suicidal
SMT X Fire Emblem.
yume nikki
>>726451596Mgs2
Patholgic 2
Bloodborne. Grind chalice dungeons.i fantasized for a good 10 minutes of shooting myself in the toilet stalls at work today and someone else flushing snapped me out of it.
>>726451596i'll give you two gamesone to make you less suicidal, one to make you moreless: deep rock galacticmore: dota 2
>>726451596Silent Hill 2.
Minesweeper and solitaireThey don't fix it btw
>>726451596LoK games
stalker
Probably a roguelite or something. I don't like anything with school, relationships, jobs or family.
Russian Roulette
>>726451596Real life.
>>726451596library of ruina
>>726452398I've played it last year when my life was a lot worse while it was cloudy grey and miserable outside. Game accurately read my mood. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EydQOWhM0SY
>>726452602LMEOW
>>726451596Getting over it
>>726451596If you're suicidal, don't ask a mongolian basket weaving forum that's known for telling people to kill themselves. Call the police or your local suicide hotline.
>>726451596Expedition 33
>>726452602I know someone who only plays roguelites and you just made me feel worried for him. What other gaames do you avoid or like to play?
I think when I was dealing with my last bout I played a lot of RimWorld.Some people take it seriously but I play it more like a doll house like The Sims.It's more like a fish tank that you can turn your brain off and watch more than play. Gives you moments to think about your own things in between.To be honest though, on my way climbing out, I've realized I play games less and less and get more fulfillment out of being productive in my other hobby/skill, as well as making an effort to interact with real people. Maybe not in real life, but real people.
What’s a method that’s>quick>painless>guaranteed>not messy
>>726453298retard
>>726453298What is the gun that they use to kill livestock? honestly the world would be a better place is world governments made assisted suicide legal, if a person feels like life isn't worth living anymore that is their own decision to make
>>726453298doesn't exist unfortunately. there used to be a site that listed and compared methods on pain/failure rate but I believe it got forced offline. iirc shotgun was pretty good for your first 3, but obviously very messy lol
>>726453298Sever your aorta while inside a bathub, use a very sharp knife, the massive blood pressure drop will make you pass out instantly
>>726453298>What’s a method that’s>quick>painless>guaranteed>not messyPraying
>>726451596Hopscotch.
>>726451596Yeah, it's called Seeking Christ
>>726453580
>>726452110A bad job is always temporary Anon, it’ll be okay.
>>726453298CO poisoning. You go unconscious well before the hurty-deathy part happens.
>>726451596the gym
>>7264532985kg of RDX strapped to your chest while next to a load bearing pillar on blackrock's hq
>>726451596Shin Megami Tensei
I always keep coming back to tf2
>>726451596Cry of Fear
>>726451596racing games takes my mind off a lot of things
>>726452110Eh hm fantasize about that on your OWN time wagie!
Yeah, I would recommend "Quit Being a Little Bitch Simulator". Picked it up during the recent steam sale, really enjoying it so far!
>>726451596Any porn game
>>726453298>not messywho fucking cares? just jump off a bridge and land on concrete
>>726453298stab to heart.Tried it myself, once.
>>726455138nigga what is the point of constantly coping, things just get worse when you try to "stop being a little bitch"
>>726451596Monster hunter gu
>>726451596Go outside, touch grass on the way to the nearest halfway decent looking body of water especially if it's west facing and you can catch it at sunsetto look at not drown in
>>726455387You're reinventing buddhism in real time
>>726455545but i dont wanna go bald
>>726452110find ways to enjoy life anon, change it if you mustfor all the shit I've gone through in life I've also found enjoyment in plenty of others. gotta focus on the good over the bad
>>726451596There's no such things as borderline suicidal. I've put a loaded shotgun in my mouth safety off dozens of times. Often spending hours trying to will my finger to depress the trigger, sobbing and crying but my finger will not obey my mind and move. And thus I am still alive because there is no free will and survival instinct controls you.Changes are if you really, really tried to kill yourself you'd find the same thing, that you are trapped being alive like me
>>726451596Madden because it reminds me of my dad and he would be very sad if I died
>>726455334Not him but I wouldn’t want someone to be traumatized seeing my mangled body parts.
>>726456059>>726455384 here, same. It kind of cured my depression though [cognitohazard expunged], I'm a borderline normie now. Feels good.
>>726455387>WAAAAH WHAT'S THE POINT EVERYTHING JUST GETS WORSE NO MATTER WHAT I DO!!Then clearly you haven't stopped being a little bitch! Maybe just learn to take it on the chin and cope with it yeah? Or give up. But stop fishing for sympathy on the video games board you miserable fuck
A friend tried to hang himself in the summer and he's awake in hospital but doesn't remember having a kid or anything about covid. It's rare you hear of someone surviving and thriving like this though anons so don't even try it.
>>726456059>there is no free will and survival instinct controls you.>nobody has ever committed suicide everStop making excuses. Here you aren't in control because you're a sissy, not because of any external force.
>>726456059Most people have to use substances to push themselves past that survival instinct. Hence most people have alcohol and other drugs in their system when they do it. It makes it easier to make reckless life-altering choices. To do such a thing sober would require insane discipline, and at that point you're already probably at monk level so might as well keep going
>>726453298Loving yourself
>>726456498At least 2 or 3 of those times I got blackout drunk and still wasn't able to sui
>>726456393im going to rape you
>>726453298opioid od
>>726456498That's so fucking lame. If/when I'm killing myself I'm staying sober and looking it in the eyes.
>>726451596RED DEAD 2 NIGGA
>>726451596go outside for at least 30 min. then play something chill that lets you be creative. zero to minimal story and dialog (okay to look for once you start to feel a little better).
>>726451596Glum buster.I dunno if you can still find glum buster.
>>726453497>the world would be a better place is world governments made assisted suicide legalBut anon that's something CANADA does and CANADA are evil communists, us BASED magachads would never!>it would lessen the amount of trannies overnightB-But...canadamunism...
>>726457649damn communists keeping their freedom
>>726456059This. People say suicide is the coward's way out but it takes enormous willpower to overcome your body's desire to live, so suicide is actually the more courageous action.
>>726451596But suicide is haram brotherIf you kill yourself then allah will burn you in hell forever
>>726454941>race ends>character does a little victory thing>"eh it wasn't a real race, and it was the character's victory...">black screen scene transition>see reflection in screen>depressed>look around, see that you're still trapped in your own lifeIt doesn't help.
>>726456395>It's rare you hear of someone survivingSo just don't survive then?>>726457414Ok>go outside>come back and play TotK>every puzzle can be solved the same way despite how creative you can beAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH
>>726457917>playing ubisoft with nintendo paintno wonder you're depressed
>>726457649A good alternative to assisted suicide could be bringing back lobotomies, but this time with modern tools of course, if the glowies do it all the time why cant the citizens
>>726457793I will burn in hell anyway because I am not and will never be a mudslime.
>>726451596
>>726451596you want brain off games. arpg's are the way, brother.
>>726455334> just jump off a bridge >quick>painlessretard
>>726458305where did you got that picture of me
>>726458415you die in less than one second if you fall from a high enough point. and you will die before you feel pain
>>726458305this but the women in this picture all give me those responses
>>726453298Call a helpline bro better days are coming
>>726458305Depressed niggas cooked with this one>>726458508>better days are comingThat feel when actually they aren't though
Just kill yourself, suicidal bros. I listened to the "it gets le better" and then covid happened, now I am forced to take anti suicidal drugs for failing and they also wanna send me back to the nut house permanently. Just make sure you don't survive.Oh and it never gets better. The older you are the harder it will be to do it as well.
>>726458674sounds like a you problem my schizo friendget your shit together, sounds like boomer speak but unironically you can break out of the bullshit
OP here I just can't enjoy life mainly because I can't eat properly due to a disease I have while also being mentally ill, every day I'm wasting my life and deteriorating because of it. I'm not really suicidal but I just want a way out of this hell in my life and I hope you anon's can too from whatever suffering is going on as well with you guys.
>>726458674I understand why moralfags want you to live, but you know, just because you want to leave before dinner ends, it doesn't mean you didn't enjoy the meal, it was just time to go.
>>726458668>That feel when actually they aren't thoughwhat if half life 3 releases nigga
>>726458750I am unironically mentally ill. I have no future and can't work or take care of myself. I am useless weight for everyone. Yet they don't let me kill myself. Fuck you and fuck society.
>>726458881that's called defeatism buckobut if you're so set on learned helplessness whatever
>>726453298>not one reply mentioning the helium scuba mask method
>>726458848Valve games mean nothing to me
>>726458983hello /v/ - videogames
katamari
>>726453298Nitrogen gas
>>726458957Because they aren't actually trying to help
>>726458305>alcohol>then drugsbut alcohol is a drug
>>726459324Not in america
>>726451596Find a spot were no one will bother you, and just look at the clouds. It won't stop the tendencies, but it will give you a moment of reprieve, and maybe you'll find another way in the short moment of peace.
>>726452110I’m not sure what changed, but I stopped doing that after college
>>726452905>call the policeHorrible idea.>>726453298Shotgun blast to the dome.>I SAID NOT MESSY!There's some chemical concoctions that might work, but I wouldn't risk fucking around with amateur chemistry. Could ask the Hemlock Society, I don't fucking know.
>>726451682are you trying to push him over the edge
>>726451596Little Inferno.Burning shit is soothing.
>>726452852kek
>>726451596Postal 1>>726453298drowning. I've drowned before and been legally dead, it was very peaceful, until I was revived by some asshole faggot kissing me.
>>726458881You can end yourself shorter than it takes to reply, you're just a pussy bro, accept it and stfu or go do it.
>>726453298just soap and rub, not sure why you people have so much trouble washing your asses.
>>726460016
>>726458674sorry but if you really wanted to kill yourself you wouldn't have failed, been there and realized that I don't really want to die, I hate myself but not enough apparently
>>726454941Fucking based. I don't know how anyone can't be a little bit happy after playing burnout while drunk or stoned. It's fucking awesome.
I love life so much that I'd never think of that but when I'm so desperate that I can't stop myself from crying I play some online games to yell at randoms(no vc, just yell in my living room)
>>726451596Get off 4chan and go to therapy. Talk to family and friends. But leaving here will help.
>>726451596oh noes..don't... pls...you have so much to live for...haha...
>>726461030the rapist literally doesnt do anything, it only works for literal retards/women who dont understand what they are feeling or need attention
>>726461249Therapy works for women and jews, not real men.Go outside and work, do something, move your body.
>>726456204Jump off a high bridge over water then>Police say the naked man who washed up on the beach had what appeared to be a fresh tattoo on his buttocks, simply reading 'Clean It Up'
>>726461313BAZINGAsuicide threads are the funniest
>>726461249>literally doesnt do anythingIt does, but nothing good.
>>726458674The funny thing is, Covid was one of the best periods of my life. The one time the world seemed to slow down to a pace I was comfortable with. And then it was right back to insanity, even moreso than before.
>>726461249>the rapistThat's therapists, Mr. Connery.
>>726461413Oof. If anything that comment would make things worse. I guess the only way to get over your issues is to get swole and have sex even if you have to fuck a prostitute.
>>726461413>>726461560honestly it's not that hard for sex in your 20s. The repercussions of said sex though.... not worth it imo
>>726451596It never occurs to me now because I'd rather stay alive than let the brownoids win. I stay alive so I can one day contribute to their genocide.
>>726461656Being a petty polfag is a pretty pathetic reason to live.
>>726461707>nigcel postIt's your seething that keeps him alive
>>726461707I don't even visit pol. My hatred of browns stem from having to interact with them.
>>726461794I can relate to that. There is no stronger redpill.
>>726461656Op's is probably a brown mystery Mutt.
>>726451596VTMB
>>726451596Play some Dispatch bro, you can pretend you have superhero friends
>>726461903>pretend to have friendsthat would make them more suicidal after 5 minutes
>>726461903>pozzed capeshit VNneck yerself, pls
>>726461413years ago I was going to this therapist and I was expressing my pessimism towards life in general and she kept trying to argue with me but I wouldn't budge, at some point she just snapped and yelled at me. Needless to say it's the last time I went there, going to a female therapist was a silly mistake on my part
>>726461981if you're in USA you can sue for emotional damage if a therapist snaps at you, you can drag her through the mud with her credibility, too.
How is the burning charcoal in a bucket or small grill in a small room method? Considering that since no guns access.
>>726461413>>726461981>paying to talk to a women>constantly giving her the ICK>as she pretends to care>you don't even fuck her like a proper whorejesus christ
>>726462069kike post
>>726462171k be a little bitch and let women get away with shit, surely enabling them won't make them worse. ;)
>>726462110kek, basically this
>>726462091>>726453298carbom monoxide poisoning should be the easiest, no need for a fire even
>>726461783Again, a pathetic way to go about things
>>726462252Jew
>>726451596When I just wanna press buttons and do stuff, my go-tos are:>Bloodborne on PC with the sir daniel skin mod>RE4 (original)>streets of rage 2>FFX (original or remaster with original OST)>Xenosaga 1
I just play Counter-Strike 2 and fighting games. No, it does not help.
>>726451596>>>/r9k/ or leave this site
>>726462335>>726462171
>>726462315No, overcoming your enemies and persevering is extremely manly.(His personal choice notwithstanding, of course)
>>726453298Kill a black person around the leftiest.
I don't really know any games that's pure suicidal depression core other than maybe Silent Hill 2I remember watching this movie legit gave me mild depression for a week and I don't think I can ever recommend it if you already suffer from a depressive state
Talos principle.At least for me it cured my depression and delayed my suicide for a couple of years.
>>726453298If you want it to be easy then you don't really want it. Just suck it up and play video games while you ride out the mental storm.
>>726462395>trigger hebe is a frogniggerLMAO
>>726462069eh I don't care nearly enough, at least this let me bail out early rather than having her stringing me along for months>>726462110yeah... I would have gone to a male therapist, but they are much rarer and probably only marginally less useless
>>726462395saved
>>726457414>go outside, bro>outside:Go "outside" to WHERE nigga? the US is all highways and parking lots outside of specific areas in cities or specific large cities, where the fuck do you want people to just "go outside" to? suburbs are even worse. There is no "outside" unless you wanna drive to somewhere specific. You can't just walk outside and do random shit and talk to people.
>>726462485when I look back at this movie I realize how ridicolous and over the top certain scenes are (probably intentionally), but when I watched it while depressed it hit pretty hard
>>726462485good film
>>726451596Katamari DamacyWe <3 Katamari
>>726462595drive to a national park then dumbshit
Tropico 3
>>726462370there is too much sex in /r9k/
>>726462595Plenty of fotest in your image
>>726451596When I was in a really bad place about a year ago (It was the first time this kind of thing has ever happened to me honestly, it's kind of terrifying how much it can literally change your day to day life) I could barely find anything that I could play for decent periods of time. It wasn't theraputic, but I would often just get home and lay in bed watching sitcom reruns until I fell asleep and then went back to work the next day. The only stuff that really worked for me was stuff that relatively short form or arcadey in terms of your goal/objective. I've always been a big fan of CoD Zombies so that was a mainstay. I can't speak for whatever your other hobbies are but for me I really wouldn't say vidya helped me get out of my rut. From my experience I would say throw a few different things at the wall and see what sticks, everyone deals with this stuff differently and you never know what will work for you. Even if you can find one thing that at least stabilizes your mood or helps take your mind off whatever is causing you grief.
>>726453298Not killing yourself?Alternatively the suicide pods, Belgium and Switzerland have them i think.
>>726453298I havent found one yet, though images of what my skull would look like after a 12 gauge have been appearing more and more lately
>>726462837and canada
>>726462608https://youtu.be/FXL8sbalC8I?si=tZqhqXookIjH7WqE
>>726451596DMC3
>>726462485When I was going through some shit not long ago a lot of it centered around existential dread/failure to launch as a society. It wasn't a perfect movie but a lot of parts in Bugonia really shook me in that regard
>>726462837>>726462934suicide is a crime in the US cause they need all the slaves they can get fuck this place
>>726462837>>726462934>asking for big daddy governments in cuck countries permission to dieFUCK, I'd rather live in pain for the rest of my life.
>>726462995suicide is a crime in most places, in most times, and yes because you belong to the state/king/emperor
>>726463021congratulations, you just outed yourself as a cuck for life itself, that is some prime projection you got there.
>>726462948https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXFEVqi4iPEI'm assuming Coppola isn't too popular on this site but I love the soundtrack for this movie
>>726451596Drakengard / NieR
>>726463078>western nations that import millions of darkies to replace their own people, letting them rape and murder at will also THE LINE MUST GO UPnice jew-posting, anonI guess you really think Op is a brown, so he muct live
>>726451596Dispatch
>>726463196once again, prime projection you got there
>>726461413>>726461981>>726462110>>726462515Don't go to a male therapist, go to a GOOD therapist.If they're under fourty you're just a dummy for a normal to practice empathy on.Though i've seen bad older ones too.
Expedition 33 >>726452110why do you have a gun at work?
>>726463256>therapist>therapist>therapistJust cut yer nuts off, already.
>>726451596Monster Hunter: World Iceborne>inb4 play some other monhunno
>>726463276You don't carry a pistol on you at all times just in case you need to shoot a criminal or yourself?
>>726451596dark souls 1
>>726462983>Lanthimosafter Kinds of Kindness I don't feel compelled to watch other movies by him
>>726463276>why do you have a gun at work?Why don't you faggot?
>>726463296Sorry, not trans.
>>726463367Based
How fucking mentally weak are you people?It's all in your head, all made up, and you kill yourself over the illusions and delusions? If you have a brain, use it, you have the capacity and ability to do so. Meditate you lazy fuck.
>>726463378I missed that one but the others I've seen from here were decent/good
>>726463348>>726463391Im a felon, if I get caught with a gun I'm fucked. I gotta keep them at home sadlybut even when I wasn't I never got a CCL
>>726463468kinda worthless aren't ya?That's cool, you can just chill here until you decide to finally pull that trigger.
>>726463021Good?But ibdon't think they're government funded though, so you'd just be giving a rich cunt more money before you die.Don't Americans love that?You'd get to lick corporate boot one last time.
>>726463451Modern medicine allows for 99% infants to survive.Before then, only about 50% of kids reached adulthood.Not saying I'd be the one to survive, but shows you how so many weak people are alive bumbling about.
>>726451596The fuck is borderline suicidal?
>>726463296No anon, I AM the therapist.
>>726463660he wants to kill himself but is too much of a pussy to go through with it ie, "le cry for help"
>>726463660close to wanting to kill yourself but not actually just pure anguish and suffering
>>726463465I remember enjoying The Lobster, but KoK was just pseud trash. The only good part is when you see Emma Stone and Margaret Qualley getting fucked doggystyle for two seconds
>>726463451None of the most common reason for people to kill themselves are just in their heads.Getting rejected by society will fuck up any mentally healthy human.
>>726463819>anguish and sufferinggay, lol
>>726463686>I AM THE RAPE
>>726463861takes one to know one
>>726451596GTAOnlineget killed over and over by the flying bike grinding for one yourself
>>726453298As somebody who recently attempted suicide, I really don't recommend it. While I was bleeding out I had a realization that whatever issues I have now are guaranteed to follow me to whatever place I'll end up after dying. I didn’t see any hallucinations or entities or something else, it’s just something that occurred in my head. But if you are 100% certain about that, than make sure you know how to approach it. Trust me, it’s not as simple as stabbing yourself in the neck (I did it like 7 times), liver, hip or cutting your hand, and make sure your knife is really sharp if you go for that method, I didn’t and that’s why I still live. Also, it’s not scary at all, at least I didn’t feel frightened, only cold from the blood loss.
>>726461839great answer
>>726463913damn...
>>726464157>As somebody who recently attempted suicide, I really don't recommend it.Nobody wants to take advice from a failure.Let's hear from the guy who succeeded.
>>726464365they can't say anything because they succeeded and are at the closest to peace we can fathom.
>>726452110At least having a gun would cause less damage in the long run if you do it outside. Drowning yourself or kissing a train has a nasty habit of involving more than just the initial cleanup crew. I'd be more than happy to take that piece off your hands if you don't want it.
>>726464408or in hell, suffering
as cheesy as it sounds, Dark Souls 1it has a reputation of helping people who are depressed for a reason
>>726464507>hellHEY EVERYBODY, THIS GUY THINKS THERE IS ACTUALLY SOMETHING AFTER THIS LIFE
>>726464553>screeching all capsWhat's wrong, anon? Did I touch a nerve?
>>726464365>Let's hear from the guy who succeeded.it's fucking rad, all my problems have literally vanished, and the DMT overload right before dying was the icing on the cake
>>726464553Of course there is, it's another life. What you thought you'd get off easy and not have to live through this shitty existence more than once? Guess again bitch, the demiurge has plans for you.
>>726461560>>726461637>to have sex, you just have sexNormalfags in charge of giving better advice than "draw the rest of the damn owl"
>>726451596Hey OP, I'm sorry you're feeling this way, here's some games genuinely:Condemned; Criminal OriginsF.E.A.R. 1Killer 7HL2Silent Hill 1-4Yakuza seriesI find playing games that are atmospheric and horrific can kind of sap you out of the mood. Playing upbeat games just makes you feel worse. Yakuza is a fun comedy, drama, action game that doesn't take itself seriously.Some movies I recommend are:Synecdoche New York Lost In TranslationGood TimeTry listening to some good music too:Oneohtrix Point Never just came out with his album Tranquilizer, his album 'Again' got me through extreme depression. I won't lie and say it gets better, but giving up isn't fair to yourself.>>726452905I called the suicide hotline once when I was about to electrocute myself, and the person was so shitty at their job, it made me laugh and I felt better. The girl yawned and was like "Just don't dude lol, I hate my job just don't kill yourself, it's not worth it *yawn" It was so fucking nuts, I couldn't believe it. Maybe she actually knows what shes doing because I actually got annoyed.
>>726462171Jej>this person I went to in order to help with my depression made me more depressed.........therefore they deserve no blowback and really I guess I'm at fault for being so depressedWho's the real kike here?
>>726451596Obscure one, but I recommend if life is going nowhere.
>>726463845>when you see Emma Stone and Margaret Qualley getting fucked doggystyle for two secondsWell I suppose there's no harm in me putting it on my watchlist
>>726459714Stopped for me after I became permanently unemployed.
>play gamesWhy bother? You'll cure your depression faster if you watch a streamer play instead because then it's kind of like having a friend right there in your room entertaining you.
>>726462763Yeah but it's tranny sex so it barely counts>>726462834>watching sitcom rerunsMy friend rewatches sitcoms constantly but he cheats on his girlfriends a lot so the depression is probably earned
>>726461413>sheThat's your problem. You need a man to help you with a man's problem.
>>726464943>watch a streamer insteadbased modern anon
>>726461413I wonder what goes through their heads now with this phenomena no longer relegated to the realms of unwashed NEETs and outcasts like him. Must be a real eye opener for those living in a fever dream.
Lexapro for two years. It helosx regulate my emotions. It was mindblowing feeling like a normal person for the first time. Like shedding massive weight, I felt invincible. I could be put in any situation and Id eventually figure out a way to get myself out of it, because I didnt have my feeling to hinder me down. My doctor didnt reccomend it to me for long, and after two years he walked me though tapering off it. I thought I might crumble and fall to pieces, but I didnt. Along the way, I unconsciously developed the skills to manage myself. The glass is only half full.Highly reccomended.
>>726464710>implying it's not the same one over again
>>726465202Nietzsche pls
>>726465126They write alarming opinion pieces on Salon about the incel alt-right danger.
>>726453553Very messy. Especially if you dont tell anyone. It can take days for someone to clean you up, or even weeks.
>>726464645projection, AGAIN what is it with you?
>>726465753not his problem, he can check into a motel
>>726465640Nothing that a forever war can't solve. You don't need to worry about a rolling virgin crisis when they're too busy lining trenches with their carrion fed bodies. It worked for WWI and WWII. Lockheed makes a little bit on the side and you can give your worthless life to a valued cause.>Captcha : <XM<A2S><
>>726465753I know someone who worked cleaning apartments and homes where murders, suicides and natural deaths have taken place.A body decomposing in a bathtub was one of the absolute worse things he ever dealt with.
>>726465753>It can take days for someone to clean you up, or even weeks.For the Japanese that can take years when you consider the amount of hikkis living in and around that.
>>726451596original ps2 version ofc. I feel like you have to be mentally ill to play this game these days. it's such a huge grind it's insane
I've got a really shitty autoimmune condition that leaves me constantly exhausted and aching and I can barely use my arms for normal shit even after trying different meds for three years. Government already denied my disability claims and appeals because "well you were basically completely paralyzed when you first developed it but improved, just work as a walmart greeter lol." Been ghosted by everywhere I've applied, even shitty greeter jobs, and the government labor office guy basically just told me to chatgpt a cover letter and apply everywhere and lie about my condition and has done fuck all else. I feel worthless and haven't been talking to my friends because I don't want to trauma dump to them, and now they probably think I hate them or I'm just a dick. I'm trying really hard to think of a reason not to just kill myself. Anyway I was going to try replaying original RE4 if it doesn't make my hands hurt too much. Thanks for reading my blog.
write 10 things you want to do before kys, and try to do it, in the process maybe you rediscover the greatness that life is.
>>726466358Try moving out of your shithole country.Can't get much worse.
>>726466358at least you have a valid reason, most depressed fucks are just "sad," lol
>>726466440nice try ivan
>>726466407Are you seriously assuming someone that wants to die has ten fun things in mind they want to do?Are you a woman?
>>726463609>have to ask you commie masters permission to die>then beg the jew to use their state mandate KYS machinelmao
>>726466590I have that too on top of all of this because the medication I'm on gives me horrible anxiety and depressive episodes, and I get to choose either that or my joints turning to stone again.
>>726466358For me, life begins and ends in my room. Whatever happens outside is the world's problem.
>>726466621>He doesn't want to drive a dirtbike through a minefield while blasting his AK at an entreched line of nazi satanists.
>>726465868Fat Mutts will not die for jews, same for chinkshttps://www.pastemagazine.com/politics/china/chinese-military-newspaper-our-army-is-shrinking-b
>>726466806sounds pretty badass, nglshame about the meatcubes
>>726466730Shitty attitude, but we are talking about suicides after all.
>>726466721"Awbuhbuhbuhb, i-i want to die i'm such a sad wittle boy, buht i don wanna give this private company money to do it b-because.. communism?"
>>726466901Be a man, KYS like one fatty.
>>726466901>Awbuhbuhbuhb, i-i want to die i'm such a sad wittle boyI say this.
>>726466930I'll be living while you cry and moan like a bitch.
>>726466991Good.You may thank me for saving your life now ;)
>>726466407How much would having sex with 10 girls at once cost?
You know what fucks me up the most?The Fucking Money, materalism and all that, don't get me wrong I like cars, I like PCs I like some consoles, but the fucking money, it drives me fucking insane, you have to slave for that shit, or be a smart ass and outsmart everybody else and make money that wayfuck money seriously
>>726466673just try not to think in bad stuff and try to do those 10 things
>>726467195VBucks don't grow on trees, anon.
>>726467027Wait, i thought you wanted to kill yourself?Bitch why are you even replying to me when i also said not to kill yourself?
>>726466358I also have a autoimmune condition t1d that has fucked me up mentally which also controls my energy which has also made me unable to sleep or eat properly. I can't comfortably eat or wanna give insulin anymore because I have a pump device that constantly malfunctions and overdoses on me. I don't eat out with my friends or family ever since my food options are limited which has impacted my isolation. My OCD and diet has forced me eat little to no carbs so I don't have to deal with high or low blood sugars anymore so that means I haven't had pizza, bread, or candy in like 4 years. It's like being a prisoner of my own body and mind I'm borderline anorexic. every fucking day I ask for a cure, the bare minimum for the medical industry to fix me and a million others from this shit It shouldn't be hard if you're able to make synthetic fucking insulin. I really don't ask for much.
>>726467271It's fine, most anons here won't have much long to live, what's going ~10, 15 years early, that's nothing.
>>726467195Money is just a representation of status.All the average normalfag cares about is status because they're animals.you WILL participate in the game.
>>726466358Have you tried being an entrepreneur creating some app or running online agency basically reselling other peoples skills? You dont need any papers for that
>>726467361>>726466358>born too late to die quietly in infancy>born too early for a cure to be found
>>726467389I’m considering joining some monastery or something. I hate money so much, I’m a retard and I dont know how to make it, I dont want a job (as If I would even find one) for fucks sake I dont want to be a slave.
>To combat the depression with joy:Ape Escape 3 >To make the depression worse: Lisa >To trick yourself into no longer feeling depressed because you simply have too much bullshit to do:Any Yakuza game
>>726467389>>726467195Money is just energy, it being represented as a fiat currency to us doesn't mean we don't need it to pay for shit to eat and sleep. Complaining about won't change things, you have to endure this gay ass world just like the rest of us, at least you weren't born Indian or African.
>>726467653I wish I could just build a cabin in the woods to live there for free.
>>726467521>I dont want to be a slave.You don't even know what being a slave is, you coddled white boy.
>>726467703You can, there are hundreds or thousands of people who live in the National Parks, camping permanently, moving from time to time to avoid the Rangers.
>>726451596play something bright and happy like Dragon Quest 11or something deeply depressing like Dark Souls like the other anon suggested
Once you go so far jnto depression and Suicidal ideation your brain just breaks and you become happy again.I see suicide as the ONLY dignified way to die. Being old/sick and decrepit wasting away in a hospital bed like a coward afraid of death is the worst way to go.I think in the long term when immortality is conquered humanity will stop idolizing living and all death will come from suicide. People will realize it's the logical endstate and something different people need different amount of time to work towards.There are also two kinds of depression. One is just trying to escape your bad circumstances. In this case killing yourself is not the answer. Then there is the depression where it's just that life and existence itself is not for them, this is me and suicide is justified here.I have never been happy, I don't enjoy life and never have. I spend most of my time reading philosophy and thinking about existence like I'm an observer of life and not a participant. I'm probably schizoid because I have never felt loneliness in my life. Society and other people genuinely don't interest me. I have already decided I will kill myself and I'm at peace with that knowledge. I'm not suffering anymore, there is no internal struggle.Im just staying alive as we speak out of a sense of duty to raise my son as a single dad. Once he moves out and has everything settled it's time for me to step out. He knows about my lifelong depression. I don't agree with it being clinical depression. It's more a philosophical realization that this existence isn't fit for me.
>>726467731ewww. third worlders deserve it because of their ancestors failings. first worlders do not. this is why its trauma
>>726467521Same story here, all i ever wanted was to help people and not be some wagie but people are assholes.but if you join a monastery you can't play games and you'll just be a slave of god or something.Best to just stay indoors and practice escapism.
>>726468049Why not stay till the end if youre going to die anyways?
Man this year was really shitty to me because i was in a college course i hated and only got into because my family conviced me to. This year was the first time i cried in years because i just hated it that much.If there is any other young anon here who is at this same crossroad DO NOT follow their "advice". You do not have to do something you love, but please do something you at least tolerate.
>>726467731I'm sorry you have to be brown.I really am.
>>726468124>you can't play games and you'll just be a slave of god or somethingYeah and in my situation its kind of a cool solution. I’m 32 and been on the escapeism for 15 years now
>>726451596Blood West.I like cowboys.Rockstar will make amends by making Undead Nightmare 2.
>>726468179>>726468064Exactly, you just need a little perspective:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R62Gsgl6kL8
>>726468137"the end" is when I decide it's the end, not when my body decides to give out. To me that feels like being an indecisive coward that just let's circumstances decide their existence for them. By killing myself on my own philosophical terms (and not by stress or sadness) I transcend biology by going against my biological programming to stay alive and prove to myself that the intellectual ideals I hold are ultimately the most important thing.
I stopped being suicidal when I started drinking
>>726452852underrated
>>726468323Ah I see now, you think you’re smart. I don’t know, I feel like its pointless to kys, its like a movie you have to watch, you dont know the rest of the movie if its sny good and yet you decide to turn it off
>>726468137>Why not stay till the end if youre going to die anyways?Slave morality.not even jokingRomans killed themselves rather than face shame and indignity.So did the Samurai, and even the Native Haitians when Columbus enslved them, they would rather kill themselves than live as slaves suffering under evil.
>>726451596i wish i was a womanquite literally all of my problems would go away if i was born a woman. im so fuckin depressed man
Play one of your favorite games. Sometimes you just need a reminder of happier moments.
I’m sticking around till at least 2030 to see if we all end up nuking each other or aliens actually show up. At least by 2030 theyll have ruined everyone’s jobs with AI so we’ll get to see that
>>726468443>tranni-talkLMAO, of course you are here too
get on antidepressants, seriouslyi wont fix everything with you but you will probably stop feeling hopeless>>726468443>all of my problems would go away if i was born a womanwhy?
>>726464782>The girl yawned and was like "Just don't dude lol, I hate my job just don't kill yourself, it's not worth it *yawn" It was so fucking nutsshe sounds hot. maybe suicide hotlines should just transition into phone sex hotlines. that would distract you pretty good
>>726468458
Remember: If you are suicidal, and specially if you are stuck on a dead end job, you should convert that suicidal tendency into a self sacrificing heroic tendency. Next time you see a kid about to be run over by a car, jump and push away the kid so you get run over instead, this is a guaranteed way to you get Isekaid into a better world.
The worse part about getting older is the boredom. For me it's just an endless cycle of sleep and vidya.>>726468443I don't want to be a woman, but it really is fucking insane how they just coast through life on god mode.
My depression evaporated once I just stopped doing things I didn't want and let others deal with the consequences.I was at work and my boss was being uppity, so I just stood up and went home, quit on the spot, not my problem.>oh no but what about rent bills and food?!!I deal with it when it becomes a problem, or I don't and become homeless, either way I won't do things that I don't do anymore. You know what's funny? Suddenly I'm not scared and have no pressure anymore. I feel like I can do anything I want because I'm one of the few truly free people that isn't afraid of consequences and just do whatever the fuck they want in the moment.Will I become homeless? Maybe, I literally don't care, the only thing I know for sure is that I will never do anything that I don't want to do ever again in my life.
>>726468558>being free like an animal... or a niggerbased anon
>>726468558Based. This man is not afraid live a REAL LIFE. He knows its merely an adventure, and all the fears in your head are keeping you in check. Once you loose your fears you become free.
>>726468558
>>726452905>call the policeyou must be an alien or something, what the fuck is wrong with you
>>726468678he's white
>>726468407what if the movie is unbearable to watch?Also living isn't something you can do passively, every day you have to get out of bed and go to work and shit (unless you lucked out in some way), and you have to keep up a facade of happiness with others because nobody wants to deal with a sad fuck that wallows in self pity. If you don't things will only get worse and worse untill you're a homeless bum sucking dick for crack, but having to hold on and to keep everything inside slowly eats at you until eventually you might just break.I'm lucky enough to have always found the will to live and a smidge of hope beneath all the sorrow, but I do understand why people kill themselves
>>726451596Well, why are you "borderline suicidal"? Are you so bored out of your mind that you get suicidal ideations? If yes, while nasty, they are ultimately harmless since unless you have a weak character you won't actually follow through with them.Are you a NEET and feeling like a failure who can't accomplish anything? I feel you bro, but playing more games won't solve that.I'm studying to get a driver's license now since 99% of jobs require you have it, that alone will open a lot of doors to you and while getting a job is far from certain to give you satisfaction in life, I am looking forward to become at the very least a bit more self sufficient, it will do your mental wellbeing good to see that you're capable of something, anything at all, to have self efficacy. Just studying alone is giving me some much needed variety, something constructive to do; instead of doing jackshit all day doing a bit of studying makes gaman' afterwards feel earned. Begin small like that.It's a start, this is working for me but I understand it may not work for you, everyone's situation is different. Good luck to you OP and anyone else reading this, we gotta make it, we don't have a choice, killing ourselves wouldn't really accomplish anything, what's in it for us
>>726468558>>726468595>>726468637That is literally how all homeless people think. It's not some amazing apex predator mindset lmao
>>726468482nah, when i was on lexapro I stopped feeling anything, and that was worse than just hopelessness
>>726468476because being a man doing a soulless job is so much betterliterally just become a vtuber or a streamer and congrats you are set for life
>>726468558Based apex predator mindset
>>726468746Some people just weren't cut out to be slaves; we're all hunter-gatherers at heart.
>>726468746It’s not but if you’re homeless you’re free. And that is the most important thing in the world. You exist even for few seconds without a worry
>>726468558This is just a long cope, I don’t believe you for a second.
>>726468840homeless people arent free, if anything they are caged more than the wagie
>>726468786Women are by far the most miserable tho, all they do is complain and bitch.And it's only a tiny percentage of them who can make a living doing that, you'd just be another fat ugly chick crying that she can't find a rich guy to marry.
>>726453298Just bee urself
>>726468897Off grid people who live without bills are free then
>>726468897Homless are mostly junkies and mentally ill.Hobo life is where it's at.
>>726468558no pain no gain, fool
>>726468746it only took a few minutes for the fear mongering bootlickers to show up, like clockwork
>>726468953Yeah, that's true
>>726468909>Women are by far the most miserable thoStatistically that's not true>all they do is complain and bitch.This thread is going to hit bump limit and it's doing the same thing
>>726468953Nigga you gotta pay property taxes to live. No one lives free
>>726468984Slaves hate seeing free people.
>>726468909If you you're a female and become a vtuber you're pretty much guaranteed to get at least a dozen or so viewers. If things get really desperate you can just settle down with one of your simp ass viewers.
>>726451596Disco Elysium. It gets memed on here but it's genuinely a very uplifting, without babying you, and relatable game if you're at that point.>>726468049>Once you go so far jnto depression and Suicidal ideation your brain just breaks and you become happy again.Kinda true, I remember crying all night, never before feeling so absolutely certain I was going to kill myself, and the next morning my brain was like an abusive family member realizing they went too far suddenly backing off and trying to make it up to me.
>>726469012Yeah but its probably more manageable than wagie life
>>726464927This. NEET life for the past 20 years and never felt better. Have nice house for my kids to romp around in and I kept to plap my wife's fresh hairy pussy every day and night. We're all gonna make it, anons.
>>726469012lmao what a cuck you are. It would be funny if you'd only restrict your own freedom but you're telling others what they can and can't do based on your own conformist fear and thats just despicable, kill yourself
>>726469050Does that sound like a good life to you?
>>726469067Sorry silly normalfag, NEET is a mindset. You certainly can't be one if you're married to 3DPD.
>>726469157he just wants to suck dick for a living
>>726468523I guess it depends on where you live but I've not once seen a kid about to be run over.
>>726469176Take your incel shit somewhere else, nobody cares, it literally has nothing to do with your relationship status you cringy robot. Not in employment, education or training, thats it. Anon can fuck or not fuck as much as he wants and so can you and you can both be NEETs. Jeez, some people really are toddlers
>>726469157is streaming not a dream job? working for a living sucks dick and every person who streams for a living says how grateful they are to not have to do that anymore
Been a NEET for 4 years since high school, I dread having to get a job eventually. Being treated like shit my whole life really did a number on me. If my future coworkers treat me like shit too, I'll fucking lose it.
>>726467403That sounds like it would take a shitload of skills, connections, and money. I wouldn't even know where to start with that. How do you make an app?
>>726469346I was referring to his example specifically of streaming to a dozen viewers and then marrying some twitch simp when it doesn't work out as a career.
>>726452110Dude, if you're going to kill yourself, at least avoid making a mess. Someone has to clean that shit
>>726469379Can’t you NEET for 10 years like a normal person?
>>726468746>It's not some amazing apex predator mindset lmaoShow me where he implied it was
>>726469157>Getting someone who is infatuated with you to take care of you and make you set for lifeSounds fine to me. Of course maybe not to a woman who only wants the 7 foot vampire billionaire.
>>726451596Get drunk,do drugs,and fuck sluts every weekendMake a routine out of that 2-3 days every week and you are goldenYou will need a job aswell but that routine will make you forget the suicide part
>>726469442He can't, because he's only 22. Obviously.
>>726469343>Endless seethingHope he sees this bro
>>726469414You dont have to make an app specifically, but you need to talk to people which is freeCheck out this guyhttps://youtu.be/miM6LCX08VQ
>>726469485dealing with woman would make me more suicidal
>>726451596Kingdom hearts 1 and 2 to establish childhood joy.
>>726469447Why? It was implied in the tone of the entire post that he was bragging and you're autistic and wouldn't be able to see it
>>726469067>20 years NEET but still enough money for a house and a familysadly not all of us are living life on story mode
>>726469585Thats where the alcohol and drugs play their part
>>726468962I would say a hobo riding the rails and doing oddjobs is more free than the average homeless yeah
>>726451596Killer 7
>>726469612This I’m a NEET for 17 years and I made like 5000 USD total
>>726467361try lugols iodine. Might not fix it, but helps.I have a similar condition.
>>726469557Not watching some random brown person. Give me the QRD or kill yourself.
>>726469542I'm not seething anon I'm cringing about you taking your blatant self pity into this discussion and sullying the good name of NEETdom with your yucky incel cumbrain. Not everything is about sex and you have to be 18 to post here
I hope you anons hang in there. I'd be sad if any of you died or got hurt.
>>726469442And have no job history at 28 years old? (if we include the 4 years I've been NEETing so far) Sounds like a terrible idea unless I somehow win the lottery or some other shit like that.
>>726469715>hey I run an agency we sell business automation>how much?>3k >deal>hire a person doing automation for 1k keep the rest, repeat
>>726466358Stay strong, brother. This world is only temporary.
>>726469595This is some projection. Anon was just telling about his life and how he grew a spine as advice for others here. And because you're afraid and because you know deep inside he's right but you can't do the same you think it's bragging as it feels offensive to you. Hope you find the courage one day to stand up for yourself as well.
>>726451596Play some hardcore action game so that you focus on gitting gud instead. E.g. From shit, Silksong, Cuphead, Ninja Gaiden, Nioh etc. All my favorite games because I'm clinically depressed hahaIt actually works
>>726469771>hang in thereHeh.
>>726469728Literally nobody mentioned sex or anything of the sort except the NEET Anon bragging about plowing his wife, retard-sama.
To all the depressed people in this thread: listen to this song and remember that everything is going to be alright.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aW8uGXlyF9U
Not everything is going to be alright and that is fine as well.
>>726451596hentai games
>>726470091If you're here able to type in this thread, you're doing alright.
>>726470326>>726470091If even perfectly healthy normies downs their sorrows in alcohol,drugs and sometimes medications what about unhealthy people who are actually suffering physically because of their condition every day?Ever think about that you fake optimists?It's not the same being sick for a day or 10 days to 10 fucking years,every single day.If your base state is feeling good and the only negative you have are stupid emotions you don't know shit.
>>726470540I have painful skin deformities that I used to get made fun of for in school. It fucked me up mentally. But also I'm trying not to take my living situation for granted. Sure I'm definitely a failure compared to my siblings and peers but at the end of the day I can still shitpost on 4chan.
>>726461030>Get off 4chan and go to therapy.sure lemme just magic up thousands of dollars so I can hear a woman try to lie to me about how beautiful life is and how I have so much worth (until the money I'm paying her is gone)>Talk to family and friendsdon't have any>But leaving here will helphow?
>>726470540Bro I have chronic kidney stones and scream so much every other month that I have permanently damaged my vocal cords to the point where I can't pronounce the h vowel properly anymore. Emotional depression is way worse.
>>726470937Therapy is real but only works for specific types of people. You and me aren't the type it works on. But that doesn't mean therapy is fake or just some bitch talking.
>half of this board is depressed suicidal fagsand people wonder why everyone on this board say all video games that come out are shit
when I lost the will to liveI became suicidalbut then I lost the will to suicide and to livewhat am I now?
>>726471293>what am I now?a NEET
>>726471202> Emotional depressionLiterally cured by sun exposure and sun gazing but modern medicine doesn't want you to know this, you may become too healthy.
>>726471382I live in a shithole, there is no sun here ever, also its winter and my hands are so cold typing this that I can't even feel them
>>726453298kurt cobain method is unironically the most painless
>>726471642You can try vitamin D but its only a fraction of the power of the sun,a tiny part of it.Try to survive the winter in your shithole country and sunmax sin spring and especially sumer.All hours with sun outdoors, tan until you cant no more, look at the sun at the bright distance.Only indoors when no light outside ok?
>>726471784having to work and save money to buy a shotgun and also get a license depending on where you live can be pretty painful if you are already suffering
>>726471837>>726471642You can stay in the shade ok dont burn to a crisp but you need some direct expsure and AVOID INDOORS at all costs
>>726471884why don't you just rob the gun store? just walk in with a knife and grab a shotgun off the wall, what's the worst that will happen? the clerk will shoot you?
>>726470540You're just stuck in a negativity spiral.One day you'll be happy for real.
>>726471884if you really want to die you can get creative, join one of those skeet clubs, get a buckshot and make it work
>>726471924The clerk probably wont kill you but immobilize you and then you would have to worry about the physical pain and hospital bill
>>726451596Sekiro
>>726471289The board is depressed BECAUSE games are shit
>>726462837>suicide pods>quick>painless>guaranteed>not messy
>>726471382>just go outside in your smog riddled slav commieblock shitholeYeah nah
how to stop drinking so much?not drinking daily but i find myself having like 3 days a week sometimes 4 of drinking
>>726472593why? alcohol has been humanity's friend for many centuries, you wouldn't abandon a friend would you?
>>726472593You drink so much because you really like it.Why do you want to stop then?Is it worth it?Like what would you do instead?
>>726472593If you're not physically addicted yet. Your best bet is to replace it with another addiction like porn or some autist game like factorio/grand strategy that distract you hard enough from life to have the same effect.
>>726472697>centuriesMore like for several millennia. It's why we won't ever be free from alcohol.
>>726471289the other half are discord tr@noids and /pol/nigs ')
>>726472593Anon, we started farming, not for food, but for beer.
>>726472712>You drink so much because you really like it.i guess, but sometimes it feels like a waste of time>Why do you want to stop then?Is it worth it?>Like what would you do instead?i don't really do anything when i drink. i guess it's becoming a form of procrastination from drawing, but even when i do drink i don't really do anything to try and enjoy the free time. barely even play vidya
>>726472494
>>726471293ONE of USONE of US
>>726451596If you're feeling THAT bad then just go out, or travel (even if it hurts your wallet) , that would cure your ass.UNLESS you have some severe physical or terminal illness then sure i get why someone would wanna end it... but if it's just mental shit then you'll get over it.Ah, and unironically get a VR headset dude... i aint shitting you. Go watch DEOVR videos , especially nature videos and stuff in full 3d, it can really make you appreciate life in general
>>726473215>don't feel like living>don't feel like dying, either>just wish I could sleep forever most of the time
>>726473215VR porn is also good, the high is amazing, even tho it doesn't last and you get used to after a few months.
>>726473215outside is where the hurt comes from bro
>>726473364go to nature, avoid humans
>>726469956>Genki RocketHoly shit i havent heard their stuff in aaaaages since the PS3 days or so. Thx.The track you uploaded isnt their best tho..
>>726473402THIS
>>726473215>travel (even if it hurts your wallet)Just go to a whorehouse
>>726473215>just go out, or travelgreat way to get someone on here to actually an hero themselves. traveling alone is miserable if you're an autistic fuckwit.
>>726458957helium tanks you can buy aren't pure anymore specifically because of this, now they're diluted with some oxygen so not only will it not kill you, it will hurt bigtimeor so i've heard
>>726473303
>>726473364I didnt mean interact with people broski, just enjoy NATURE, go watch animals, go look at birds, stare at the blue sky (well when winter ends) , the simple miracles of life.Dont bother with other humans until you connect with the beauty of nature
I don't blame you for wanting to kill yourself. I can't stop you. But I can post a cute anime girl.
>>726473448It could be a great idea some people here live in terrible countries with no no sun like UK or slavs, travelling to the mediterranean or a tropical country,a sunny country with good weather could be great for them
>>726473584>posting dead chiyo
>>726473584she is heavily injured
>>726473448>great way to get someone on here to actually an hero themselves. traveling alone is miserable if you're an autistic fuckwit.Why would travelling alone be that terrible? you REALLY wanna have some annoying fuck tagging along with you 24/7?? sounds worse to me dude.You'd go elsewhere to experience sights and sunlight and maybe beaches etc, NOT exactly so socialize, at least not in OP's case or someone's case where they feel suicidal.At that point who gives a FUCK what others think of someone travelling alone anyway? just do it. The only thing thats a bit scary about travelling alone is maybe language barrier or getting lost... yeah ok, STILL better than being suicidal. Never said "get lost" in another country or go to Hostel Part 4... kek
>>726473303>family is the reason my life sucks and am suicidal>can't KYS because family will get SAD
99% of you suicidal anons don't want to die, you want a different lifethat distinction matters and is actually, if obtainable, the solution instead of just dying
>>726473979i don't want to spend most of my waking days wageslavingthe different life i want isn't possible in this shithole country
>>726473902okay? get away from the toxic family and leave them alone. They havent got your ankles in shackles literally do they.. You gotta ask yourself if THEY are the ones who need you or (you) are the one who really needs them..
>>726451596Stardew is good if you want to keep your mind constantly preoccupied
>>726474034>i don't want to spend most of my waking days working like 99% of peopleWelcome to real life faggit, hope you enjoyed your childhood/ teen years and maybe early 20s.Just accept it like almost everyone does. Thats no reason to feel suicidal like a bitch. Many people have MUCH worse health issues than just "oh nooooo not work!!"
>>726474150>shut up and eat it>it's NORMAL, so just BE NORMALthanks bootlicker
>>726474034>i don't want to spend most of my waking days wageslavingthis is the fate of everyone who wasn't born rich, whatever country you are in
>>726458017Yeah a lobotomy sounds pretty good some days desu
>>726474221>bootlickerLicking who's boots? lol Anyway you got the message, get over yourself. If you're healthy physicaly and mentally you have nothing to bitch about, just work. Life isnt fair, dont just expect to be part of the 0.1% top just because those exist.
>>726453640The one where you drown in car fumes inside a garage? Your eyes pop out and explode on the ceilling.
>>726474150Sheep
>>726451596I've wanted to kill myself since my mom died. I miss her so much. Love people while you can.
>>726474069>get away from the toxic familythank you anon, that never occurred to me beforeyou've saved my lifeyou are a saint and a genius
>>726474346>you're not allowed to be sad, you are not a disabled poor starving african child>you MUST be happy, despite fat cats who don't have to work a single day in their lifelife must be great when your worldviews are built on cognitive dissonance
>pull myself out of depression >now think this thread is retarded Literal skill issue
>>726474361not my problem
>>726474069just move out bro. just cut contacts bro. housing market? bills? what's that?no chance you are a day older than 20
>>726474483Congrats on your transition.
If you have a VR headset; Blood TrailHelps you get a lot of anger and frustration out
>>726473979I don't want a better life either. I want to stop existing without suffering.
>>726474632gore is so depressingwhat's wrong with you
>>726474635stop crying you bitch
>>726463067The state will own me and I will be happy
>>726474635I understand.To live is to suffer.
>>726474912stop saying things to this sociopath leech
>>726474675Depression very often stems from suppressed anger and frustration, even if you're not aware of it. Not letting those feelings come out just makes you more depressed, it's an infinite loop of emotions that feed on each other.Releasing the anger in a non harmful way like in a violent game can help break up the loop which will ease your depression trust me bro
>>726456059Sometimes I wish I had an easy way out just lying around to see how serious I am
What can be concluded from this thread is that life itself is a negative thing, and every "positive" experience is merely a distraction or a temporal compensation. If that wasn't the case, then people wouldn't ever feel depressed or bored, because to them just being, no matter the conditions, would feel awesome. The interesting question to ask yourself is this - what do you stand to lose when you die?
>>726475079perhaps, I just don't want to see another human being destroyed like that
If anyone here is hurting please go to the doctor. We have pills that can fix this. You have a chemical imbalance in your brain and it can be fixed. I know most of you are averse to this (that's how you even got to this point) but if you are determined to actually kill yourself, what do you have to lose by trying the pills for a few weeks and seeing what happens?
>>726474635You're weak. Kill yourself or don't quit crying about it
>>726475491nah they all should do us the favor (they won't) but they are here to milk attention instead, they really do deserve what they "wish"No one cares, grow up.
>>726475343Being an adult means dealing with the realities of the world, it's just bantz in the end.>>726475491>be a junkie like a degenerate or worse, a white Karennah
Fight and die for Israel instead
>>726451596>games to play when you're currently borderline suicidalAre you asking for games to push you over the edge or reverse course?
>>726475619CARED ENOUGH TO POST, BROCARED ENOUGH TO POST~
>>726463451adhd go brrr
>>726475646Jews just want money, which they get plenty.
>>726475694I'm here to nudge those asshole to actually do it
>>726463451Shitposting is my meditation.
>>726475491shut up satan
>>726475768Based, but these fags are too pussy to do it.
>>726475808NOOOOOOOO
>>726474497Of course it isn't bitch, its never your problem but anon is asking for non messy ways to an hero.
>>726471293Rotting
>>726475976Fermenting.
>>726472494One of the drugs used in the canadian assisted suicide method (no such thing, it’s murder) paralyzed the body so in the last moments you feel like youre drowning and one patient who survived described it as a desperation to take a breath but being unable toReminder this is eugenics and state sponsored homicide of the disabled and elderly
>>726475891here's the OG non-slop version
>>726476318better to kill the old than import jeets(they will do both)
>>726475396>another human beinggrow up
>>726468516>kills himself at 48Not so optimistic now Mark
>>726453298Old age on your death bed surrounded by loved ones
>>726452110Grinding chalice dungeons is probably why you feel like killing yourself.That shit is boring af.
>>726476770Colon cancer at 63, in a crowded hospital surrounded by Filipino nurses, no family.That's the best I can do for ya.
>>726475808STOP IT!!!!!!
>>726476770best i can do is a stroke that leaves you paralysed and unable to speak, imprisoned in your own mind for... let's say a year and a half. until an incompetent nurse forgets to properly move you around and massage your muscles, which results in a blood clot
>>726476348BLUE BOARD!
>>726473584thats not cute you autistic retard
>>726475491pills are for white women who don't understand that the reason they're feeling sad is because they're whores, not for men
>>726477794>musky suicidal incel still thinks he is genetically superior to womenAnd this is why you are begging for 4chan to convince you not to kill yourself. You can't simultaneously think you are the pinnacle of human experience but still be too much of a failure to even stay alive.
Antichamber
>>726477986>aquaWhy don't you fuck off
>>726476770slowest method, congratulations
>>726477171eh... ill take it
>>726476770>loved ones>4chan
>>726477986attaching tranime to your post makes everybody who sees your post immediately think you're a retard, you know that, right?
Fear and Hunger
At least we're not brown.Thank god for not living in a shitskin country.
>>726476648>cringe gorehound tells another human to "grow up"
>>726478390Imagine being born in USA....
>>726478327I am beloved by many.I don't deserve to be, yet I am.
>>726478545the burden of success...
pls rember that wen u feel scare or frigtennever forget ttimes wen u feeled happywen day is dark alway rember happy day
>>726477986Thanks for ruining Aqua to so many anons, she is disgusting.
>>726478656Thank you little anime girl, posted by a likely paedophile.>>726478390this
>>726478656thanks man
>>726479136
>>726453298Inert gas asphyxiation. You just have to make sure to get pure gases. Stuff like helium these days is all diluted to make sure people don't kill themselves with it.
>>726479304It makes me angry how much people want to keep others living in misery. Obviously, they mean well, but damn, let a guy go in peace
>>726479437In a few decades, once robotics are advanced enough, it's gonna go the other way. You may even get paid to kill yourself. For now though, the elite still need the cattle work.
>it's another "terminally online incel woe-is-me circlejerk"if you faggots would just get off the internet for a week you'd be amazed at how easy real life is
>>726453298Growing old.
>>726451740Got a kek from me
>>726479632glad you joined ussee you next thread
>>726479652t. never took care of a dying old personit's slow, painful, and messy as poop
>>726462485Good movie but if it made you depressed that's probably because you self insert. For me it just gave me a big sigh of relief of "wow I'm glad I'm not Jewish and from New York trying to be an L.A. Jew"
>>726479632THE WHINING WILL CONTINUE UNTIL MORALE IMPROVES
>>726462995Suicide is a crime because it's murder, you fucking retard.
>>726479820t. Yes I have retard, but you're not the old person.
>>726480015so is abortion, you nigger cattle
>>726479632>The year: 2033>Cancer is cured, all non whites returned to their origin countries>Cunny bots are legal and available at any store>Healthcare is free, and minimum wage is $400 an hour while a loaf of bread costs $0.50>All cars run on biofuel, only 2 cents a gallon>Evil Jews/Indians/fourth Reich villains of capitalism have been removed from their positions, stripped of their assets, and imprisoned on the moon>Housing is affordable and available to everyone, homelessness is non existent except for those who wish to live in the wilderness off grid>All drugs are legal and possession and manufacture is legal>A new reinassance of video games happens with some of the best games of all time coming out every year>Anon will still say that life is shit and find something to complain about and that suicide is the only answer
>Brings up abortion in a discussion of self murder for no reason except to be a massive faggotWhy are they like this?
>>726480409bitch-CHAD
>>726480485>everybody needs rights except your babies in your wombwhy are libshit so intrinsically evil & vile?
>>726480409to be fair, the average anon lives better than a medieval king, material-wise just shows you sometimes you need a purpose to live on, not just comforts
>>726451596Blue Archive dailies keep me alive.
>>726481641maybe I should start...
