oc content if possible. Just made this
Technically made into a webm by someone else. but this was made by me. og mp4 copy https://files.catbox.moe/pclk9z.mp4
Pretty town
>>5501421movie?
>>5501433Whatever (1999)
>>5499633Song?
>>5499636wtf happened to kreayshawn
>>5501067living on the coastal regions in korea would be pretty damn comfy
>>5502000scars - novulent
>>5502000trips!
>>5499633Which game?
>>5503308fatal frame
should i give up on this one?
>>5503971add more transition and maybe some better clip selection, i'll recommend using a "cooler" song? it doesn't fit that much imo.
>>5503971Good start my only problem with it is just the song.>>5499633Good shit anon
anyone got the webm of goodnight punpun set to the song "suicide is painless" >
>>5504256thanks!, nothing much really i just liked the screenshot i took while playing, the quote is from "ghouls night out" by the misfits.
>>5505367nice one dude, what's the anime name you posted? and the song?? gonna post another in a while
>>5505421>Song nameA Lady>PerformerTally Hall>AnimeFile name? don't know that one, sorry>HotelTrivago
>>5505436tally hall, they did theory of everything right?
>>5505421>>5505436it's a yume nikki ova I think
>>5505441Ruler of everything, yes. Only two albums before they all split up to pursue their own careers. The music was more or less them kinda passing the time and having fun
>>5505367ok, I made one without the black borders
>>5499636do all these hippies kill themselves before they find a job or what?
>>5501067I could steal organs there he thought. Just a little bit so that people did not notice to much, but I could steal organs there. Paint the town a bright red in contrast with the pastel. I could be their Jeffery he muttered...
>>5499634>>5499635>>5499636kill yourself
>>5500465whats this music from? the only things that come to mind are starbound and kingdom new lands music
>>5501421I feel this is a better version
>>5506756Do a flip!
>>5506756Out of the 12 San Fransisco bridge jumper survivors, all 12 regretted trying to commit suicide and said it was some problem that could've been resolved.These dumb fucks are either>Burning in Hellor>Rotting in the groundNo other option exists for them. Absolute retards, suffering in their self-inflicted misery.
>>5506628its from minecraft, dont know the exact track tho
>>5506903>Burning in Helldoesn't exist>Rotting in the groundso their problems are solved forever, sounds like a good end
>>5506946Ah, you're a doomer depressed loser, got it. Hope you grow up one day kiddo!
>>5506919oh im retarded, thats where i heard it fromi forgot just how good some of the mc tracks were
>>5506745fuck off shill
>>5506793you guys keep posting this, but its just a moviereality is you're uglier than these dudes, and they probably have a wife or maybe even children already, and they're living the time of their lives off the money they made from acting
>>5501067gook favela
made this last year when my grandfather died, today I got the news that my dad died last night. We were estranged for close to a decade and now I can never fix it. Don't wait to make things right bros, the years get away faster than you think.
>>5506745>A Rich Award SystemDo I look like some reddit nigger to you?
>>5501067>favela:(>favela,Japan(lite):0
>>5507170so sorry for your loss anon, i love you
>>5507170apparently he wanted to be cremated, so I can't even see him and say goodbye, it's already over.
>>5508293>I love you It sickens me that people can throw the word "love" around like it doesnt even have any meaning. You don't love him, how could you when you know nothing about him.
>>5508050about to make a cool video with this one
OC
Does anyone have the webm of french musician playing a song on a piano in a concert hall and the whole crowd is singing his song.
Anyone have the unsaucable webm with cover art by Jeremy Mann? I think the art piece was called Downpour
>>5503971>have this>make some weird episode where her fighting ice king gives him wet dreams so he tricks them into fighting, ruining their relationship>pings around several failed relationships >ends up alone with jake dead living in an RVdid the writers start to hate Finn?
>>5501421whats the song in the background
>>5509342just shut the fuck up about it. who gives a fuck if anon actually "loves" the guy because his dad passed away? its another user being kind to another user. quit bitching about it.
>>5506745buy an ad faggot
>>5512572you have a point
>>5501067Looks like south america
>>5503971What song is this?
>>5513104bleeds no more by silverstein there's 3 versions re-recorded and re-released it twice all same lyrics tho
>>5505436>Emancipator Natural Causebased
>>5507170>>5508333I'm sorry for your loss man. May you always make the most of your relationships from now on
>>5506628C418's Dead Voxel - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wGQDJNksrAM
>>5512633I'm Not in Love - 10cc
>>5499633Somebody posted this here a while back and I always found it so tragic. Bam's dad was so good. He worked so hard to help his son carve his own path in life. He really did his best but he couldn't see or stop (idk which) his son from destroying himself. I saw a documentary on Bam's life and his childhood was a dream. Its just sad man. Even when you try your best sometimes life is just too much for you to handle, and if you try to leave the beaten path you can get stomped.
>>5506919>>5515172
>>5506756With limited prescience within now, an unlimited forgiveness seems apparent beyond.
>>5515244With limited prescience now, unlimited forgiveness seems beyond apparent.
Just broke up with my GF of almost two years, bros. Sending feels. Feels bad.
>>5515872
>>55158723
>>55158724
>>5505436I like this. Looks a little dated, so attempted a remake.
>>5500465Had to compress to hell to even be able to post this here
>>5501421>>5506793Just remade it because holy hell those are ass.
>>5515872Warning and 40 Watt Sun will see you through.
>>5516118i only just now realized where this gif came from
>>5505421idky but the song reminds me of The Beatles
>>5501811is it good?
>>5501423hurts too much
I don't give a fuck I get my throat slit
>>5516483sum more shitty/depressive mashups i've made using the same gif/instrumental
>>5517848
>>5506946>Doesn't existWe're living in it and can't get out>so their problems are solved forever, sounds like a good endYou're stupid and default to the extreme end solutionWhen you start to fix yourself up you also start to consider other easier options to make things a little betterThe feeling never goes away though. My first option is always end without even thinking but then option 2 begins to form and I go from thereThese feelings will never leave you. They just shrink down into a little weight you carry and while sometimes it seems like the heaviest thing in the world the next day it starts to get a little lighter again then you plateau or plummet again before climbing back upFixing problems isn't always a one and done. Sometimes you got to take minute steps and congratulate yourself that today you did something like checked the mail since yesterday you couldn't and decided to drinkNormalfags won't care about your microscopic wins but they also don't want to kill themselves as strongly so you make do
>>5501067Korea seems like a total shithole>>5501423Just turned 29. Barely escaped this but I don't think I'll be able to have kids which is all I ever dreamed of, other than dying in combat. I should be grateful but the higher I get the less I can ignore how much pain there is.
>>5499636real life mindbreak and it's not even hot
>>5503971Holy cringe
>>5499633Not OC, but can someone please post the one with the pic of 1950s US street w/ shops, cars or something "why - don't ask me why..." ?
>>5520628what a twist
>>5507170I’m very sorry for your loss, anon.
yeah i know Cuntano isn't anyones cup of tea but it was the only other clip that came to mind when thinkin of the clip to the right
just droppin this to bump thread https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ctPuCMczJIw
>>5520628I don't get it
>>552264360065=boobs600=boo
>>5516290>>5500465Re-Compressed in its OG Resolution
>>5499636her face has way too much makeup to be a real hippie
>>5505367>>5505421video/animation is done by artist : https://danbooru.donmai.us/posts/7334249Yume Nikki is old pixel art game it's really strange and strangely comfy, webm is pretty good example of how strange game is but it\s kinda fun in it's own way give it try
>>5515251With limited prescience now, unlimited forgiveness seems beyond apparent.
>>5506878was he happy ?
>>5516118what the fuck is this
>>5522705kek
>>5515872Sorry dude. Itonically I just started a relationship and after so long it feels surreal
>>5520628This post in this thread was pure comedy Thanks
>>5505367Kek this game's fanbase has (well, had is more fitting) the highest percentage of schizos who either are suicidal or offed themselves already.
>>5515197Dude come the fuck on, Bam's dad was cool and all but he didn't "try his best". He didn't know how to be a dad, he just knew how to be a cool dude, but when you're a brat you don't need a cool dude, you need a dad, and I understand that it's a hard, complex thing to be, but to say that he did "his best" is fucking complete bullshit.
>>5523732Black Bullet
>>5499633god i really need to replay the ff series
>>5499633i just love early 2000s game aesthetics. i know it's probably just bias, but i can't help it.
>>5515872Sorry you had to go through that anonMy current gf of 2 years is starting to worry me as well. Nothing has really happened yet but i haven't been comfortable in a week
Anyone has that video of Ryan gosling in Blade runner saying "I just need to get through this year, Month, Week" ??It's like when he says i just need to get through this year it shows painful memory then he says month and so on
>>5499636I fapped to her nudes
>>5507112it is never over until you say it's over. always harbor hope and never let it die. be defiant
>>5520628>164 yearsShrugs transcending lifetimes.
>>5515882I miss being in hell. I felt alive.being in paradise is so numbing.
>>5506903To play devils advocate if you live from falling like 600 feet it doesn't matter what situation you're in you're gonna go "woah! i love life" because of the sheer miracle of surviving that fall. That's the sort of thing that turns the non religious into the religious. Unless you have one of these experiences life is still going to be for the most part soul crushing
>>5520628This made me think of "The Game". And now I have just lost "The Game". Fuck.
>>5515872gf of 6 years broke up with me, I feel so alone holy shit
>>5517840based gravity boys fan
>>5526127what is that some organ version of sad past?thought koyaonsqansi first
>>5523727doubt it.the lonely death is one of most peoples worst nightmares.
>>5515872hey anon, i got out of a 7 year old relationship, she was still with me because inertia mostly, She was slowly seeing me more as a friend, than a boyfriend.I knew i was not getting what I was aiming for (a genuine relationship) so even tho I loved her with all my heart, I knew I was only a "friend in the process" to her.I ended things with her as a sign of love to myself.I still think about her even after a year has passed, but....it has gotten better, the whole thing has gotten better.What i'm trying to say anon is that...It will get better
There was a webm I saw a long time ago that had "ocean eyes" as the background music. Anyone have that one?
My life will change in two hours. I'll be deciding between two roads in my life, do I continue being a teacher or do I say screw it and go for IT? I'll have a deciding last discussion in 2 hours and I'm still not sure, I feel that I hate my work sometimes. I just don't know. Teaching, IT, teaching, IT, what should I do, fuck.
>>5499633https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Xv4QggZJ_ccba to make webms, the audio at it's lowest setting is 3.9 megabytes and i don't want to mangle it even further
There was a video I am looking for, where the guy describes looking at a girl, and then looking away, and the girl is described as looking so sad as he looks away.It was narrated and I came here for it.
>>5506518For most it's a phase. For some they'll OD in time. And some will keep the hippy shit going but tone it down to get a job, usually after seeing one OD.
>>5517126It's one of those french broody films based on a novel. (Never could get my hands on it cause it was never translated). But it's pretty funny at times in a bleak kind of way. Does a good job of holding a mirror to those who have mysanthropic world view without shouting "look at how much you suck" that some modern movies like to do.I enjoyed it and if it sounds like it may appeal to you, give it a go.
>>5507112yeah, i know.
>>5517126It's depressing, but I do recommend it, even if just to set the context of the clip that keeps getting posted here. It's free on vimeo with English subtitles.
>>5531774who is that?
oc
>>5499633
>>5499636I imagine her head must be hurting like hell all the time because all the drugs
Just finished slapping this together.
>>5527191obrigado
>>5515872>>5523764>>5515872>>5526344>>5531774>All of these motherfuckers had relationships with gf>fucking feels thread on the fucking 4chan Shit, this hits harder than any webm... I’m already an absolute minority even here, for everyone else, incels and being a virgin at 30 is just an internet meme, of course anon had a normal relationship, of course anon was experiencing an ordinary normie life, you’re the only one left to live in this meme, just a complete loser and piece of trash even here. Just a nonentity, holy shit how I'm worthless...
>>5518677song sauce?
>>5515872Atleast you had a girlfriend, for 2 years as well, I’ve never, and at this rate I never will. So count your self lucky.
>>5539756mathbonus - there is light in us
>>5539475you are not the only one, but we are definitively a minority and it feels like shit, other people can't relate or understand, have to live like an alien, as something jaded and too damaged, to live knowing I have so little worth I can't have once what everyone else have so easily, something so basic as the fulfillment of a basic instinct like that, oh, and the gaslighting, the fucking gaslighting everywhere, from family, coworkers, the internet
>>5539475>>5539910You fell for survivorship bias. The only ones replying are normalfags that need to feed their ego. The actual losers are too depressed or barely care enough to blogpost.
>>5532830It is Koyaanisqatsi
>>5539954>nothing happened>the injustice
>>5539475hey, anon. i'm turning 32 and i have a gf right now. we've been together for about a year. before that i only once had a gf for about three weeks in my mid 20s. two of my friends are older than 30 and never had a gf.since i spent most of my 20s alone and feeling rejected and turned 30 thinking i will never find love, i can sympathise to a good extent with you, i kinda know the feels even though i have been more lucky and i finally feel loved. and you are right that it makes a difference. life is unfair and there is no reason why i should be more lucky than you.still let me tell you this: the biggest mistake i made in my entire life was giving up. i thought that i thought i had no chance left anymore. in the past six years, i didn't develop myself at all, i was basically just neeting, letting myself down. had i not done this and instead maintained a positive attitude and worked hard, i would now be in a much better position to tackle my life and create a foundation for starting a family. because of that mistake the future of my relationship is now uncertain. that hurts.the lesson i have learned from this, which i can hopefully pass to you, is that it is vital to maintain hope and strive for good, to not get blackpilled by one's own misery even though there seems to be every justification for it.and maintaining hope is effort, it is going against the current. please do it, anon. you don't know if, by some strange cosmic chance, fate will strike you and suddenly turn you into one of the lucky ones. let me tell you: these things happen. and when they do, you better be ready. at worst, you will just increase your chance of fate striking you. so don't mope, keep your head high and strive. do better than me, anon.
>>5540457The cop looked at him funny, and he's used to beating the shit out of anyone who looks at him funny. Can you imagine how hard it must have been to restrain himself?
>>5540483>him he's him himselfpretty sure that black dog is supposed to be a woman.
>>5539475>>5540479i forgot to tell you. my friends who are older than 30, they are both doing fine. they don't mope. they do shit, they have fun and they enjoy life. even if fate doesn't strike you, you can do fine. i have great respect for them, much more than for myself. i just got lucky, they have attitude. and attitude > luck.
>>5540485What a bitch
>>5530138Lol
>>5539954>German Shepherd: Man that cop stared at me because of my breed, how racist!>Retriever cop: lol that guy looked like LeDog James, could it be him?! Ah, no way! Dammit, I should have asked!
How are you anon ?
>>5516101>>5505436It was already done a long time ago anon, there's probably about 3 or 4different versions of that webm now counting yours lol.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q-hgzwksdyQ
>>5530138>2:32>curb your enthusiasm theme plays
>>5540578would have been funny if you just said "kwab".
its a long shot but does any anon have the webm I saw about a month or so ago of various Group B Rally clips set to what I can best describe as hyperborea-edit-type music?I do not know why I didn't save it but the sheer nostalgia and yearning I felt from that video was gnarly
>>5506903Actually number is 29. Still all regretted it though.https://scribe.rip/@ennyman/a-lesson-from-29-golden-gate-suicide-attempts-a42f4ef3f970
>>5540650Worst than ever anon.
>>5523933Very much this.
>>5515872Would she have been a good mother? My 2 year GF wouldn't have been.
>>5540650my shit is fucked and my family is dying faster than I can pay attention but I just have to keep trucking, and it's fucked, and no one really cares. not in the way that someone caring matters, or the way in which it can change something. it's just all this sort of nonsensical or mere sort of caring that is customary. hope you're doing alright anon, much love
>feels>it's just a music threadYou people aren't sad, you're just faggots.
>>5540488>they have fun and they enjoy lifeYou sure about that? I'm basically THAT friend in my social group. 28, no gf, barely any dating experience, while everyone around me eventually found someone. I pretend not to care and to be fine alone. When in reality I feel crushing loneliness every day of my life. There is nothing I think more about. I think about it when working, I think about it when at the gym. It's like a shadow stuck to me that follows me where ever I go. Friends help with the loneliness, but at my age any social event is filled with couples and you constantly get berated about your dating life.Reality is for some people it just will not happen. Don't know if it's just luck or something innate about your personality that is offputting, but some guys, like me, simply repel women. I have stoner friends who have 0 hobbies, no career, very little social life, who've had very attractive and sociable chicks just appear out of nowhere. Like literally the first non family chick they talk to in years and they just fall in love with them. >just work on yourselfI did. More than you can imagine. I know there is more to that, but if you were to just list the objective stats about me I'm miles ahead of all of my non-single friends. I'm like some kind of obsessive patrick bateman character just autistic instead of a sociopath.I know how this sounds, but I don't think I am owed a gf or am some special snowflake sigma male. Just trying to explain I'm not a shutin discord mod waiting for a gf to fall out of the monster can. For some people it just doesn't work out, which has increased a lot since society no longer requires people to be in relationships. The only thing I'm actually bitter about is how social life slowly develops into a couples thing with age, where being single makes it difficult to go on vacations or do other activities with friends
>>5540650It was my birthday today. Only my mother and 1 of my friends remembered. This one person I texted last night pretty much ignores the bulk of my text and only responds to the last sentance. I remember when bdays were comfy I didnt even have any cake...
The only thing keeping me alive is the internet. I've gone too far now to kill myself but having to suffer for the rest of my life is going to just suck
>>5543765Happy birthday Anon. I also spend my previous bday like that, It seems to me that only I could enjoy my life being here.
>>5540650feeling hollow
feels like I am going to leave this society behind and find somewhere peaceful to be, I am literally tired of my job, people around me, family, daily grind, money, materialistic possessions, social media, boss, future, past, present, women, reproduction, and even myself and my emotions it's all just tiresome I need escape from this I need to find somewhere I could be just be myself. away from all this things which making my life leaving hell.
>>5540645kek
>>5540578heh
>>5534524what did you do anon
>>5517840DRAIN GANG TAKE A KNIFE AND DRAIN YOUR LIFE
>>5543502>but at my age any social event is filled with couples and you constantly get berated about your dating life.yeah, one shouldn't do that. i don't bring up that topic if i can.>Reality is for some people it just will not happen. Don't know if it's just luck or something innate about your personality that is offputting, but some guys, like me, simply repel women.well, there are some guys for which that applies. you would need to be quite hideous, dumb and/or unambitious with no interests or personality whatsoever. otherwise i'd say it's far more likely that this rather is something you just tell yourself. it's easy to tell yourself that one is simply left out by fate and there's a some sortf of solace in that sort of self-pity. but for most men, that's just false. for some, however, that may very well be the case. from what you write, i don't think that's the case for you.i don't want to pretend like i know why it is that some men with few or no qualities attract women while other very formidable men don't. probably the three most important factors for finding love are living well, being genuinely both kind and frank, and showing up. not for banging bitches or having chicks, mind you, but for finding love. i suspect that most men who are lonely perhaps lack a bit in all three, but for the most part, lack in showing up.
>>5540485gross
>>5539756https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f3BglNI4uFw
>>5499634the west...
>>5526779
>>5540650Not one of my better days...
>>5540650I graduated from a tech trade school, which really doesn't mean shit since i've now realized i don't want to pursue a career in this field anymore. Right now im just NEETmoding and trying to pick up a basic wagecuck job like janitor work so i can have some income for myself to build a new PC. Aside from that, i still don't have my driver's license, still have never had a relationship, and i feel so behind compared to everyone my age. I guess "tired" is the best way to describe how i feel right now.
i dont even know why im trying so hard at this point. the only thing left keeping me from ending it is a catch 22, the occasional 2-4 days of super motivation that goes away at a moments notice, and the pipe dream of finding somebody. wish i was born on north sentinel island. would be so much fucking easier
>>5545983I can't really help with most of this because my life is just as much of a dumpster fire but about driving... I guarantee you can do that. I didn't get my license until nearly a decade after all my peers did. I don't know where you are, but I'm sure there are driving schools near you - you can probably pull up half a dozen on Google Maps. I can tell you I felt like a total fucking loser when I first stepped in there - a grown adult that didn't know how to operate a car - but that was it. Every other time I went it was easier because every other time I had learned more and felt better about my abilities. Eventually I was feeling good enough to take the test and it was all over. All you gotta do is muster the strength to go through that door the first time and it's all downhill from there.
>>5526344>Nothing has really happened yet but i haven't been comfortable in a weekshe probably cheated
>>5506960Where do you find that copium you're huffing
>>553947530 and always been alone here
>>5540650Not so good. It hit me that I'll probably kill myself once 4chan goes down or degenerates so much it's basically unusable. I've been here since 2005 and it's pretty much the only way I can socialize. I've had school mates and people I could sort of talk to about hobbies but I've never had a true friend. Now I'm old and most people my age have their friend group locked down and have families. I'm weird and traumatized, getting to know new people with all the social minefields that come with it is just too much. Yet I'm not made of stone, despite being autistic I'm also human. Very few people can actually become hermits and talk to nobody for the rest of their lives. My parents are aging and will die within the next 20-30 years best case scenario, odds are they'll die much sooner. Then I'll be alone in the world. I never wanted a wife and kids, even as a child I knew that was never in the cards for me. Packing the family into the car and driving off to the relatives for some get-together. I just wanted a friend, someone to have my back and be happy to see me for once in my life. I tried my best growing up but it all ended in misery and now I'm too tired and damaged to even try. It's too much work. I miss my past. I miss being a kid. I miss being able to smile and feel joy. I miss when none of this mattered, when all I wanted to do was sit in my room and play with my toys, read gaming magazines and play Red Alert.
>>5499633I made this back in January. 2nd time posting it. Still alive
>Never seen as date able >Only ever seen as a friend>Confined to the fate of being the one to witness other's happiness and love>I am now the "Uncle" of all of my friend's children.It doesn't hurt so bad once you get used to it. I can still impart some wisdom, lessons, and morals to their kids. Does it sting to know I'm in my thirties and the only one who's still an unmarried virgin? Of course. You just gotta learn to work with what ya got and don't got. It is what it is.
>all these people in this thread with relationshipsmeanwhile me, 29 last girlfriend I had was when I was 15, virgin, hardcore depression unable to work. I chose this life, I just don't fit into society.
Does anyone has that webm of the Witch talking to the Grim Reaper about fantasy
Had a woman physically recoil when I accidentally bumped her elbow while I stood up too fast in the bread aisle today.I was about to drop an "ope sorey" but the look of utter vitriolic hate shocked me into silence and I just stammered and clumsily walked away.I'm not even an uggo I'm just an average skinny fella with stock white guy face #3 man what the hell
>>5548234go right up to her face and frown while saying in a commanding but not hostile tone>"EXCUSE ME, CAN I HELP YOU??? MA'AM EXCUSE ME DO YOU NEED H E L P ?????"
>>5548234Women hate men that aren't attractive. Even being average doesn't protect you now from society due to hypergamy. It's tiring but also liberating knowing that you can do whatever the fuck you want now as an ugly or average guy because most people hate you anyway. Only people I'm nice to now are other ugly/average faggots that haven't become self hating assholes that don't like anyone.
Think of all the wasted youth
>>5547424Glad seeing you alive anon.
anyone have that webm of a mattress out in the middle of a forest, I think its somewhat pixelated and might have soft music in the bg
>>5548524WOULD
>>5548524When i get to the point of being a rotting sack of shit lying on my death bed and blink back to all my memories, most of them are probably just going to be me staring at a computer screen kek
>>5545140You are absolutely right, for most people it's a lack of showing up. I also could definitely do more, but it's hard when your're spending most of your time in male dominated social spaces. Dating apps are useless for me, the few chicks in real life from my social circle I asked out rejected me and I don't really meet anyone else.
>>5547698I'd rather live alone somewhere innawoods without human contact than subject myself to that humiliation
>>5547177Reading this makes me hate modern society. Not only that you have to suffer like this, but that people will say shit like>at least you have running water bro>at least you aren't forced to fight in a pointless warSomehow being kept alive by the comforts of modern society is supposed to make you feel better how about existing in absolute hell
lads its not sadness and edginess anymore. its just everything am associated with becomes shit. nothing works, ive lost the plot, no goals no happy memories no relationships just being there. not offing cause ive got a nice family.
>>5539150I hate women so fucking much.
>>5539954I see so many "muh raysizm" strawmen. Yet this never happens.
>>5549140video games with high intensity numb the loneliness for me.in the few hours of trying to solo difficult things i forget who i am and have 90% focus on the game.i dont get hungry or tired, i just want to challenged hard enough to not think about it.music games suck for that lol
>>5549160i know what ur saying.ive put 1600 hrs in dota for this reason, everything stops working after a while tho.
>>5549140I've been working out because of this empty feelingGetting stronger, leaner and buffer has made me feel something again. Vanity does have some merits I guess. >It's pointless, you'll just die anywayOf course, I'm just lookin to feel something NOW. I don't care if I die 40, 50, or 60 years from now or even tonight. I just want to have felt a feel again other than nothingness
yeah
>>5549164try destiny 2. solo the dungeons.
>sister is crippled>Crohn's disease, autism, severe OCD, depression>She's my best friend>I'm going to have to move out soon, won't get to spend much time with her anymore>She complains a lot about not wanting to live anymore, she means it>she has no other friends to spend time with but me>she's my best friend tooI just want to be there for her bros...It's gonna be so lonely without her.
>>5550519i don't know what to tell you man>She complains a lot about not wanting to live anymore, she means itif you truly believe that then you're probably gonna lose heron the other hand it's not your job to spend all your time with her, caregiver burnout is a real thing
>>5550530She's not so crippled that she needs full time care, she just can't make friends easily, can't live on her own, etc. She's intelligent and creative, physically fine except the disease. She's in a really awful position though. I don't blame her for wanting to call gg on it.
>>5550532in that case you ought to help her make a friend before moving out if you care about her mental state especially if she's autistic and doesn't handle change very wellit's a shitty situation overall and i don't envy you
>>5550534idk how. She doesn't leave the house much, got pulled out of school (this is a positive thing), and is extremely rude to everyone she talks to.She has online autistic nazi friends but nothing much in real life.
>>5550519Why dont you let her live with you?
>>5550556She's not willing to leave her home (her mom probably wouldn't let her either.) Eventually she might if she's still around when our parents pass away.
>>5550566Then why are you leaving?
>>5550570To clarify, it's a split arrangement, she's my half sister, her parents never lived together, I never moved out of my dad's house. Dad ran out of money, is finally moving in with his gf and the kids after 15 years. Selling the house I live in. (I'm 27, but have stayed at home for a long time due to my own illness.) Sister is staying where she's always been mainly. Will never leave unless she has to.
>>5550579Ah, that sucks.
does anyone have the webm of the dead guy that looks like a mummy next to the fuckdoll that says "you failed retry?" im trying to look for the song in it
>>5539954If you're posting this garbage you should end your bloodline right now.
>>5540386I remember this film, I jerked off to the lead actress.
>>5550519wtf your sister is actually me>have crohns >got pulled out of school because of crohns and never went back>not diagnosed with OCD but highly suspect that i do have it >friend who is actually diagnosed with OCD also believes that i have it>never leave the house >only online friends>used to seriously think about suicide nearly daily, but thankfully i have gotten better with thissorry for posting my life story, but your sister's struck a chord with me since its so similar to mine. i hope things pan out for you two, you seem like a good brother, anon
Waifus come and go
>>5550846The most painful thing is a girl losing her beauty
>>5501067Go get crushed to death in a crowd gook
>>5539150suicidefuelsuicidefuelsuicidefuelsuicidefuelsuicidefuelsuicidefuelsuicidefuelsuicidefuelsuicidefuelsuicidefuelsuicidefuelsuicidefuelsuicidefuel
>>5551062I know. It's the only way I found to express my vitriol while staying within my nature. I'm alone and empty. I apologize if this has made you feel what I have felt for over 20 years. I have no one but myself and my fellow anons.
>>5550841are you a female girl?
>>5508050I've been to see her live. She supported Johnny Jewel. Did an amazing rendition of Laura Palmer's theme with him
>>5551135no im a guy
>have nothing as a kid>be happy>have most things as an adultt>be depressedlollmao
anyone have that webm of the singer girl looking into the camera and saying I love you?? (not the one with the comedy dude in it)suicide tier shit
>>5551574i wonder why
>>5543044This is a tough one. Especially for those who are bad at letting go or handle loss poorly. I'm not sure if that's a skill you gain or you're born with it. Don't really have advice, but losing our people is something we all do, and it fucking sucks every time always.
>>5540650I am fine. In the late hours I can afford to do my own thing and spend time with myself. Tonight I will play some Civ 5 and drink some wine.How are you? sorry to ask so late.
OC for total victory
>>5551934I like it. Must have taken a while to gather all the clips you wanted. The intro is right on point.
>>5551941Thanks, I'm new to editing so I kept it simple.
>>5547698I'm in this position because I turned down the few chances I had (smelly ethnic girls)maybe I made the wrong choice
>>5551611WAITING ON THIS
