Trying to remember this youtuber's name but I can't seem to find them even after using keywords. The youtuber in question was either Dutch or German, but they were popular in the Lolita cosplay community back in the day. There was a bunch of drama around her, but the things I remember were that she traveled to Japan to escape her batshit insane controlling mother and married a Japanese guy but ended up cheating on him and divorcing. I know there was more to that but I can't remember her name so I could check on what happened since.