>>37747532I once woke up and wanted to have sex with ian curtis, i was on a alcohol bender
>>37747532I just thought of you
>>37747532That these types of people exist in the world and are breathing oxygen and being physically alive as you read this post.
>>37747532Why the fuck has Joker never looked like this?
>>37747592Lmao what the fuck
Some "People" seem to exist just to annoy you
>>37747592
>>37747532There is a skeleton inside you
>>37747886HOLY FUCKIN BASEDNIGGER
I remember seeing this pic and having a very dark vision. I saw an Epstein style island, but for pain instead of pleasure. Some compound in eastern Europe where the ultra rich who like to cause pain go- the type of person who's so rich you've never heard of them. This facility has doctors on staff 24/7 to assist in the torture and keep people alive. There are methods of pain so elaborate and cruel that it would cause the devil himself to avert his eyes. The worst possible fate is what you see in the pic. Over the course of months, your flesh, organs and bones are removed but you are kept alive with cutting edge medical technology. You will feel every cut and your loss of humanity. But once you're just a brain, nerves and eyes the real suffering begins. You are put in a vat that will keep you alive in your current state. But the same machine that keeps you alive is constantly stimulating all of your nerves with absolute pain. You feel pain in the most direct form possible and you never get used to it. There are stimulants to keep you from passing out and LSD to take away your novelty filter so you can't even get used to it. You're kept alone in a dark room with just enough light to see an off button and a power switch that would let you die. You keep your eyes, so the only thing you have to focus on besides the pain is a way to stop it that will never come- inches from the other side of the glass. You are locked in this room like this and you may survive for years, if not decades. This thought came to me fully formed, so I wonder if it really exists somewhere and I just discovered it psychicly.
>>37747592>>37747886cockneys/rednecks are pale pajeets, not europeans.
>>37748090>The worst possible fate is what you see in the pic. Over the course of months, your flesh, organs and bones are removed but you are kept alive with cutting edge medical technologyyes I am familiar with this tech. thing about I could never get past is seeing someone IRL before, and then now they are just a brain & some eyes sitting in the scrone chamber. The physical soul is lost but it's like they're still in there. Maybe just gotta be there idk
>>37747592This is truly disturbing, especially considering blacks don’t have a monopoly on the giant cock demographic
>>37748090Ok guys why is this story all of a sudden changing? The real origin of this picture, at least when I saw it and everyone on /x/ was also saying it was new, was how NHI were the ones doing this. It was some story about how a guy encountered some paranormal stuff innawoods and then all of a sudden he saw a setup similar to the picture. It was in a thread discussing what could possibly be so bad that Tucker and Blink-182 Tom DeLonge were traumatized by it. Now all of a sudden it’s in some Romanian BDSM dungeon? I will say this picrel is slightly different than the one I saw iirc, however was same deal: eyes, brain, and all the nerves.When I really think about this guys, I honestly think the trauma would be so great that you would be able to “break free” with your consciousness. Also first off without the heart pumping blood then in this configuration as picrel would have the brain die. Second, possibly that’s why they were keeping the brain and eyes in a vat of some gooey substance in the original storyline. However I’m no doctor, but doesn’t the brain need some kind of combination of blood and oxygen? Without a nose how is oxygen coming in? I honestly was freaked out about this for a while but then did a real reflection on it and there seem to be way too many factors that might make this not possible imo
>>37747592That settles it;I'm never consuming sóy ever again.NEVER!
>>37747592How do people convince themselves of that?Like, how does that guy cope with the fact that white people just strolled into Africa, subjugated the locals that outnumbered them 100 to 1, took everything they wanted, and forced the nogs to work for us for centuries until we felt bad about stepping on them just because they couldn't fight back?All of black history is about white people dabbing on them.
>>37748301American education system mixed with the heavy use of pornhub
>>37748090>>37748134real interesting, thanks for sharing. someone a few years back mentioned "screaming brains in jars" in some underground super hi-tech bio/med facility. forgot the context exactly, but other strange "psychic / dreamtime / astral" reporters have mentioned things like this.the fact that a detailed vision came to you does mean it has to have a source. reality is stranger than fiction, after all. fiction's only a knockoff of real stuff.
>>37747532When was a kid had this crazy vision of how I would mutilate my rapists penis.
>>37747532that trump might not win the election
>>37747532>>37748090someone else's astral explorations and notes on a particular underground culture...
Do you know what is truly disturbing? The fact that civilization no longer serves humanity; it is you that exists to serve civilization. Your purpose is not to live and die for yourself, but for the system that subjugates you, and not only is this your reality, but it is one that you have come to accept, and that like you, your descendents will inherit this burden by accepting their place in this world as an object rather than a human being.There is no future, only a waning past, and after that- nothing.
>>37748373Good doom post. This is why you should read up on Hermeticism and magic.
>>37747592Agreed. It's truly, deeply, unsettling to think some members of such a great race as ours is so broken and demoralized think a race as lowly as blacks are superior and strive to invert our already inverted society to degrade it >>37748301This >>37748306But it really comes down to the fact that white people are often raised to hate themselves from birth and see their own race as intrinsically evil. Even though it's entirely the opposite.
>>37748437I no longer find this disturbing like I did when I was younger- I'm good.
>>37747532Its an evil and bladphemous thought tgat an anon came up with here, its so evil that i wont even repeat it here but i will give a hint, the war in heaven before genesis
>>37748373It's not completely hopeless, and certainly not permanent.The system gets progressively more agressive, and eventually it is going to turn to kill everyone, but because the system is purely metaphysical, it can't. We collectively serve as a computer running a program. It's so ingrained into humanity we can't organize to fight it because coming together is what strengthens the system in the first place, and we also can't make a difference alone.But when it gets agressive enough, it will kill us, essentially frying it's own circuits. Increasing the distance between each other until communication is cut, and we stop behaving like an entity.Tthe system will sooner or later try, but it can't wipe out humanity because it dies when it gets too close. I hope the heat will come in our lifetime.
>>37747532pineapple is bretty good on pizzr
>>37748313Jesus that sounds horrible. I mean, rape is horrible too. Haha
>>37748090its weird to think that THAT is literally you, me, and everyoneif it weren't for our bodies, we'd literally all be the same, that
>>37748445I went to public school in the early to mid 2000s and a huge portion of our topics centered around blacks, and glorifying the civil rights movement. They never taught us anything of particular value about it, just how great it was. Then I went to a Christian private school and they tried to teach us to worship Jews. I frequently got in trouble for questioning this
>>37747592Americans are addicted to porn like no other nation on Earth, holy shit
>>37747532I won't say out of consideration for other people.
>>37748090Also you are just describing the exact storyline to one of the Hostel movies.
>>37747886This one is worse than you think
>>37748373That's definitely unfortunate, but I can think of far more disturbing things than having my ego at a disadvantage. If this is truly disturbing to you, it's probably because you're more egocentric than the average person, to the point that not being at the center of everything causes more discomfort than any amount of physical pain. You would have to be insanely egocentric - and I mean that literally, as in, you would be delusional - for this thought to be disturbing enough for you that it outweighs all other possible scenarios. I would like everything to be slanted in my favor just as much as everyone and it is mildly upsetting that it's not, but to call that the most disturbing thought...you would have to be insane.
>>37749244This is just...dark
>>37747532A very convincing feeling that the world is definitely not real and some kind of force likes to torture us within it>>37747865Also this>you've just made your food and are ready to eat>or you are tired and ready to head to bed or just relax>THEY know and call you or message you at that exact moment every time
>some people are literal npcs and some aren't>you can never be 100% sure who is actually sentient
>>37750328just look at their eyes. you can see if there's any though behind them
>>37748301>dabbing on themOnly relatively recently. They used to dab on you before the tables turned.Not that that cuck knows or even cares.It's just a fetish to him.
>>37748090Nice pasta.
>>37747532you'd be stupid to post a real answer to this publicly, some things need to stay in your head
>>37748090Weird innithttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F3huN_8ayWQ
>>37750287Agreed.
I genuinely thought I was in hell reality
>>37751475What makes you now think you aren't?
>>37749189Which one?
World War III will heavily involve child soldiers as karma for our corrupt, obsolete, industrialist views on children's roles in societyThe war will end when these children cause twin massacres that mirror each other in number, and make past ones look miniscule
>>37751512Life isn't really that bad. I wouldn't say I'm suffering, just kind of bored.
>>37747772Because Joker isn't fat
When my cat was really sick I had a thought about mercy killing him. I didn't, and he got better. I still feel really guilty for thinking of that.
>>37747532A thought I have is that the uncanny valley effect is a survival instinct and that previous peoples needed the ability to recognize that someone may not be human
I could really just unbuckle my seatbelt and spin the steering wheel on the highway, and with two small hand movements all my problems would be over
>>37747532Music is actually a form of spellcraft, though most musicians don't realize it.It can predispose or normalize a person to thinking and acting in certain ways. Promiscuity, murder, substance abuse, religious/atheistic idealization, entitledness, etc.Take your favorite song, analyze the lyrics, the instrumentation, the genre its associated with, and the personal life and beliefs of the musicians who created the song. To start you off down the rabbit hole of musical sorcery: bass creates this shamanic drumbeat of vibratory repeats which lulls the mind into a passive receptive state.If you want to know about the state of mind of the population, look up the most popular songs of the year. You'll begin to see patterns. A section of each country's deep-state is dedicated to this type of public brainwashing. Even if you don't know the language of the song, the instruments will act as a surrogate.
>>37748332So what's this? Somebody used remote viewing to spy on a race of Chinese chuds?
>>37753637I think this most days I go to work. My hands actually twitched today. I think I need help...
>>37747532I don't have thoughts; my brain does. It's just a computer that a ghost operates.
>>37749244This video produces me more anguish and existential horror than any Lovecraft's or any other author's story. This video makes me want to scream in horror, but the sinking pain in my chest is too pressing to even utter a word out of my mouth. Seriously, fuck the modern world, I will focus day and night into manifesting the end of liberalism and democracy. If you have a conscience (you) should join me Anon, together we can manifest the end of this shit into reality, once and for all.
I once considered playing Genshin Impact.
>>37747532THoUgHts remain in your head. Just install my NeUraLink.
>>37747532Why does this resemble the yokotaro nier automata mask?
>>37755609I had that thought as well.
that trump might win
>>37748227That's easy. Assuming that doctors don't have the means to do this yet, they just leave the body parts that are needed to keep the brain alive. The idea is that they remove as much of the body as possible while still keeping the brain alive and healthy.
>>37751512People who say this is hell are overreacting.
>>37747532blud mewed
>>37751790He's probably just trying to show that he's familiar with American media. It's something that ESLs do. They go out of their way to demonstrate a surface level knowledge about our media with a lightly disparaging tone. I think they're both annoyed by our culture and want to be fully integrated simultaneously, so it comes out in the form of drawing unnecessary comparisons to films they've seen while sounding mildly triggered. An ESL will mention Daffy Duck, Elvis Presley, and Burger King all in one sentence while rolling their eyes and fake yawning. They think it makes them sound culturally integrated when it really just makes them stick out like a sore thumb.
>>37748134Quit LARPing, asshole. Although that definitely is a depressing though.
>>37748301They didn't. They bought those slaves. The idea that the Europeans just started abducting people from the beaches of Africa is untrue despite being what most people believe happened. They had already been enslaved long before the Europeans arrived. They really purchased them just to bring them to a place with far superior living conditions and set them free within a century. It was actually kind of nice if you think about it.As for why black people are dimwitted and aggressive, they were all traumatized as children by their abusive mothers. Most people don't see it for what it is because of how worshipful they are of their mothers in adulthood, and to most people, it comes across as having a strict upbringing, but victims of child abuse often minimize their suffering to the point that they idolize their parents more than the average person. A healthy adult doesn't kiss the ground that their parents walk on. In reality, black people are members of an entire race that was terrorized during their most crucial developmental years, which has destroyed their minds and led them to where they are now. I can't think of any solution other than to forbid black women from raising their children. Ironically, if black people didn't have this problem, then this type of white person wouldn't exist, because they're ultimately attracted to big, dumb, aggressive brutes, not people of African descent per se. They're really just homosexuals, and race is something they've latched onto as a way of expressing their homosexuality. In a world where black people weren't disproportionally abused as kids, they wouldn't be able to target the black race, and their homosexuality would expose itself for what it is. But as it is, black people are the object of their fetish, since the symptoms of child abuse turn them on.
>>37758983White anxiety/discomfort with black male sexuality is as old as slavery. White fears of sexual inferiority to blacks are as old as slavery. It is clearly the psychotic driving force behind lynchings, which were ALWAYS a black man who "raped" a white woman. It is not a new phenomenon which now finds expression in these absurd race fetishes which are so prevalent in America (among men and to a MUCH lesser extent among women)We seem to have a problem with male sexual insecurity in general at this point in history. I see this as largely a consequence of industrial labor and the feminist push for professional women. So the weird race stuff has always been around, and perhaps has to do with power relations (the massive advantages of white people came with a largely unspoken insecurity about racial difference). And now we have had a 20th century that has annihilated male self esteem, and now Porn.It has to stop.
>>37759007This. Enslavement liberated some blacks from a more dreadful existence in Africa. Also gave them a free ride across the ocean on ships even modern day blacks couldn’t produce. They essentially worked off their admission price to have access to whites and their superior civilization. Enslaved blacks here and their descendants have a much better existence here than if they were left in Africa. They should be grateful.
>>37747532That all we see is an elaborate illusion, and that there is something more to this I am unable to grasp with my feeble limited material mind. It all seems so absurd. Don't do drugs bros, bask in the glory of ignorance.
>>37759048>White fears of sexual inferiority to blacks are as old as slaveryIt's older than slavery.
>>37759255Moron. Africa was a [not monolithically-- don't test me] paradise. God you people think everyone on earth was living in a modern slum before European arrival and you have no sense of premodern life at all. North America and Africa were wide open and free, and the people were deeply connected to the land and its plants/animals/climate. Hut life was good. Not unlike life on the Steppe, or life on the Outer Hebrides, or life in the old German farming village. There was food to eat, work to do, culture to pass the day, and an abundance of natural beauty.
>>37759421I have a large penis. Maybe that's why I do not understand this race fetishism bullshit to save my life. I really, really wish people would relax and realize that very few women are pornstar whores. Lots of them like cute sex. Porn is ruining people goddam
Another day of Murica and their>AHH BBC IM GOING INSANE!!lmao
>>37747532Is that Judge Holden? Just about time for my yearly rereading.
>>37754087Good luck!
>>37759850Nasty themes but pretty proseA classy whore with the clap
>>37759007Ok you were spitting fire until you pull on them being mostly gay. Also how do you set someone free that have no knowledge of the land don't the dirt to even grow shit from i believe it was a way different environment also i believe the school doesn't give anything good about black people and what they did like building a really good railroad system for shipment or how they made the gas masks better for WW1 I've learn black people can't create but they will try to make something that is already created better like the lawnmower. In school its just slavery and MLK and thats it. They are more like you guys than you think well that what a lot of asian men would say
>>37759007Basado
>>37760279First, blacks are feminine you must admitSecond, german science trumps american ones and we wouldn't have this cult of "science" if people respected actual scientist rather then talkshow hosts
>>37760356I will even give you this single mothers are indirectly making black men turn interracial if their mothers are verbally abusive, i understand feminine actions like too much emotions as for celebrity black men all them are gay. As for technology im just talking about back then. As for the whole german has better technology won't complain im wishy-washy with technology with the whole A.i. coming out.
>>37747886>>37749244It is said that he lost his mind when his wife cheated on him.
>>37750944>historical revisionism Arabs had the upper hand for a while due to being born in the fertile crescent, but Africans have always been at the bottom. Sorry.
>>37748301Lol he doesnt think of it that deeply. Just a sexual pervert who gets excited from humiliation. They are nasty but hardly most shocking thing on internet.
>>37747532Every time something bad happens or I remember how shity my life is I go into a manic state, my inner monologue becomes a voice that tells me to destroy all my belongings, to stab myself, gauge my eyes out, drive my car at full speed against a wall or rip out my intestines. Besides that I’ve had really bitter talks with my mom about how I didn’t ask to be born and she was selfish for forcing me into existence and suffering, and I know I hurt her with that, so now, I still believe that but I don’t tell it to her
>>37759048Blacks also freak out when a white gets a black girl so this is not a White thing. Blacks do rape more so it's not a surprise that they did that in the south as well. Given how rare lynchings were, it's not impossible, or even improbable, that a majority of the lynchings were due to rape.
>>37761971women are literally evil
>>37762854It's not an American thing.
>>37748469post it pussy
>>37748090This is so crazy to think about. You're not even a human being anymore, just a receiver of pain. The idea that this is happening right now and has been happening for decades is terrifying.
>>37762894Why? It's just some convoluted schizo fairytale that he's going to word in the most cryptic way possible.
>>37748469>the war in heaven before genesisBoring. You might as well tell me how the Easter Bunny tried to kill Santa.
>>37762920Kek.You'll burn in Hell and be surprised.
>>37747532That i will die alone and forgotten quickly.Fortunatly, that won't happen since all my data have been stored up to this point.
>>37762925Whatever gets you off, asshole.
>>37762925You're just as likely to burn in hell as I am.
>>37753638Music is a strong nurturing factor indeed, Music magic is as ancient as humanity.
>>37749244
>>37747532that I still browse this shithole.
>>37759435Yea seriously. I don’t even watch porn. Tons of girls like missionary with the lights off, and there’s nothing wrong with that. Sex is the best because of the emotional connection you have with someone. So yea, I can’t get behind this whole white sexual inferiority thing. But maybe because I also have a huge BWC
>>37759048It also doesn’t help that women who care a lot about their careers and hold less “traditional” views are extremely unattractive. Sorry ladies, pick one: being aggressive in male-dominated areas like the boardroom, or understanding being a homemaker is actually not an easy task so get a man that respects that. The latter will end up with a happier life in most cases. Unless you are Sheryl Sandberg and become a billionaire, but even then you can see she isn’t happy with life. And that’s because she subconsciously wishes she had a more traditional relationship
>>37755701Ok.but we are talking about the picrel where it’s just a brain eyes and nerves
>>37751790Hostel: Part II
>>37758817Why did you assume I was an ESL? I’m a 30s white male chad from the USA. He literally did describe to the T the plot of Hostel: Part II you dumbass. And your post is the one that looks like a bot wrote it.
>>37759425He also mentioned their descendants, not some sliver of time in the past. Where would you rather live: North Africa or North America? Yea, shut ur ass up dude
>>37762817Why is your life so bad my guy?
>>37763003What difference does it make if there are a few additional body parts? The point is that they've had almost their entire body taken away and exist only to feel the most intense pain that the brain can process for every single moment of its existence. As long as you've taken as much of the body away as possible without killing the brain, it's the same idea.
>>37763011Can you shut the fuck up?
>>37763034No
>>37763034Faggot
>>37763044Didn't think so.
>>37763047Umm, OK? you were the one who asked buddy you got downs or something ?
>>37763046Kill yourself.
>>37763048I can tell that everybody in your life wishes you were dead.
>>37763049Serious question— why you so pissed off at a random 4chan guy? Anything I can do to help (other than shutting the fuck up, of course)? If you need money let me know I’ll cashapp you or Venmo
>>37763057Haha actually it’s the opposite. Prom king here but that was a long time ago. I’m a very magnetic guy, I just like to quasi troll and be obnoxious on here. In reality I’m also very generous so the money thing was serious
>>37763058Simple, you're fucking annoying. Nobody gives a fuck about anything you have to say.
>>37763062You're a LARPing faggot. Nobody takes you seriously. Please shut the fuck up and kill yourself
>>37763066I’m unable to lie
>>37763063You realize half of my responses were people asking me questions or referring to something I said, right? I was asked which Hostel he described then was accused of being ESL. Either way, you get your panties in a bunch wayyyy too easy. I honestly think you need to go grab a massage or go get an escort and get a nice blowie (Eros.com, make sure they are “Eros verified”)
>>37763070Well, you ruined the thread already, so I guess there's no point anymore.
>>37763028True, I didn’t think of it like that. Keeping just the required body parts is probably just as bad if you’re just sitting on a table like picrel. And that is probably doable today
>>37763077I'm not personally convinced that you're not ESL but I'm not interested in anything you have to say either way.
>>37763027Broke, credit card debt, lonely, currently in college, can’t afford to take care of my mom or dog, I prolly have some thyroid issue and my knee is fucked, it cracks every time i flex it I was supposed to get surgery years ago but I can’t afford it money and time wise, I can’t sleep on the night and I feel sleepy all day, idk, I’m rotting away
>>37747532Probably the thought of having sex with your mom
>>37763128Damn i really struck a nerve with you bro, lol. Luckily the difference between me and you I have a huge cock so I sleep soundly at night.But hey in all seriousness, did my black comments piss you off? I’ll apologize for that. But you should get a thicker skin bud
Just so everyone knows there is a baby dick black guy who is impersonating your boy Ron Mex
>>37747532that you are everybody and everything that has or will ever exist and you are them forever with no escape from being them
>>37747532The most disturbing thought? Life is pretty much a joke when you think about it. If you really really look closely. You become the punchline. It is a sinking kind of feeling. It starts slow at first. Like an orchestra, like some strings. Peeling themselves apart for the sick amusement of a player gone mad. Are you really there at all? Or is it the sick play of some higher puppeteer for their own sick amusement? More disturbingly though. Sometimes. It's both. Sometimes there's nothing there at all. https://youtu.be/f_eJ_0JMt7chttps://youtu.be/IzWsLaolyLwhttps://youtu.be/-O-9U_QKhgAhttps://youtu.be/U4jhZ_HB4v0Are you ready?https://youtu.be/bsAJbBOpWp0
>>37747532I've been wanting too see the footage
I often think about how I will never have children because I'm short 5'5 asking im
>>37763165I'm a Mexican man and you make me uncomfortable, please don't post about such thoughts again. If you want to fetishize minorities please stick to niggers.
>>37763262>mexican>minoritiesOnly if you're latinx, sweaty.
>>37763271I'm a Mexican living in Mexico, I said "minority" as an euphemism for "non white person"
>>37763279My apologies
>>37763277Rude
>>37763297bottom?
I will die one day
>>37749244>the worst cuck ever has bred and I haven'tmadness. Is it really over?
Because of some baby dick jogger impersonating me earlier this is the official trip code of ur boy Ron ladies and gentlemen. I know nobody gives a shit but I want it to be recorded
>>37747592Honestly, these ppl should be burn en public places for all other to see what happens to race traitors
>>37749244Holy fucking shit
>>37763279Whites are a global minority. You are using American slang on a worldly scale which is equivalent to using internet speak in real life. In short; you are being gay.
>>37747532Humanity's domination over the earth is a bad end scenario. Earth can only have a chance to make something good and lasting if humanity dies out.
>>37747532often at night i fantasize about hitting my ex in the face with a hammer over and over again. when i feel really shitty i just imagine her being in horrible pain, and watch her crying and begging for me to stop hurting her.
>>37750308it sounds like you just have terrible boundaries. turn your phone off, or at least silence notifications.
for some reason the eggs load birth and spell, unsure why -
>>37747532>What is the most disturbing thought yo've ever had /x/?When I realized that it's real, it still took time for me to believe it. It was just too much. That they're really doing this was so hart do take that it made me speechless for a while.There has never been a crime like this. Not even close. The Nazis, the communists, all that looks small compared to this.
>>37747532The realisation that everything in society is a delusion and that there is nothing fantastical about this world or our species. We’re just here wasting time until we drop dead because of how fucking boring everything is. Realistically we’ve already solved every issue and could live comfortably until the sun dies out yet we insist on creating problems or leaving our problems unsolved. Why? Because problems distract us from boredom. It’s why everyone and their mother fixates on stupid drama and picks sides over the dumbest shit. There’s no real integrity behind it. Just a convenient distraction to spend time on. In the end we like things being problematic. It’s our method of suicide by wasting time on problematic things that are either really unimportant or could be solved very easily if we actually cared to. Our delusion is how we stay ‘sane’.
>>37764709When are the billions going to start dying? 2 more years?
>>37748090Anon wrote "I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream" but with rich people instead of AIs
>>37764854Kind of. The prediction for VAIDS is 3 to 5 years. The fist got it 3 yeasr ago, so in the next 2 years it will happen. If the prediction is correct.
>>37764709>>37765043There's also the prion theory.Then we will have literal zombies and mass insanity by 2030
>>37762794Sorry yourself.
>>37765069Maybe the elites go zombie hunting then.
>>37762817dont do that to your mom dude its fucking bizarre. its an argument for 12 year olds that think theyre way smarter than they actually are.
>>37748090That's some dark eldar haemonculi shit.
>>37748373dunno man, in a sense it kinda is the natural flow of things imo. If you imagin a civilization as a organism it makes sense, since the cells in your body also act not for themselfs. They rather serve to keep the overall organism alive even at their own detriment. In the same way, I feel like we evolve from being individual agents to cells in a society.
>>37748090It’s called the Agony Matrix. Directs neural stimulation. All of them. Imagine the worst pain you've ever felt in your life, times a thousand. Now imagine that pain continuing forever. Oh, that's right. You don't have to imagine.
>>37761971Was it with a black guy?
The thought that I will never fall back asleep ever again. I had multiple anxiety/borderline panic attacks while thinking about it, but time heals wounds I think. Now that I think about it, it's not exactly about not falling asleep, but not being able to think about anything else ever, except of this thought. That's what scares me.
>>37747532It's less of a thought and more of a deep, inbuilt dread. I don't know how to describe it right, since I've only felt it a handful of times in my lifeIt's the idea that space is both too big and too small at the same time. There exists things that are so small that we can only theorize on their existence. Anytime we move, we're displacing countless things just by shifting a finger slightly. And yet at the same time, there exists things so overbearingly large that simply calling them "bigger than us" feels like playing at our egos. As if that's the only scale that matters. No matter what we can see though, there is no upper or lower bound for scale. It makes the thought of moving unbearable, that so many things are happening even in simple living that it overwhelms me. This type of thought gets worse with nightmares, where I imagine everything moving everywhere all at once. I am simply a part of it, neither small nor big, being pulled away as if by a currentThe worst of it, however, was when I tried to get high. I thought I knew what I was getting into. It was just marijuana, but it made me feel like I was in hell. I have never been so aware that time and space were connected before. Everything melted together at a speed that turned my thoughts to mush. I couldn't even move. My friend just told me that I would be looking into space wide-eyed for a while, then jolt forward and yelp before settling back into the couch. Felt like eternity. Have never tried any drug since and I don't plan to
>>37751869It's quite disturbing still that people seem to be comfortable with this thought
>>37750944>French niggerloverWow how surprising
>>37764797>Realistically we’ve already solved every issue and could live comfortably until the sun dies out yet we insist on creating problems or leaving our problems unsolved.This is a really apt characterization of human civilization right now. In an objective sense, being a human being right now is easily the best possible conscious experience you could have. Unless you're insanely poor, in a war, or debilitatingly disabled mentally or physically, no other animal life compares. We have all the material comforts we could possibly ask for. We aren't worried about dying constantly or finding food or water to survive. But we almost need a certain amount of adversity in our lives. There's something deep inside us that compels us towards conflict, even if it's entirely fabricated and meaningless.
>>37767296>It's the idea that space is both too big and too small at the same timeAn interesting tidbit is that the size of the average human is almost the exact midpoint between the size of the observable universe and the smallest possible thing we can measure. Either we're lucky and we do sit right at the middle, or our measuring limits are just a consequence of the size we happen to be. Maybe it goes even further in each direction of scale.
>>37750287Kris likes em dark too
>>37763003We currently keep organs alive for days by manually pumping oxygenated blood through them manually. In fact, they've done it with rat brains successfully. The brain can survive without any other organs as long as the blood vessels are still filled with nutrient rich and oxygen filled blood.
>>37768459In the course of a couple hundred years, the average person (in a first world country) has gone from hunting and producing their own food, living in dirt and wood cabins they built themselves, and having 100% responsibility for their own defense and safety to living in a protected environment with all of their needs completely taken care of. It takes a lot longer than that for behaviors to evolve, so humanity feels the need to make shit harder for itself because there is so much less work and difficultly in day to day life.
>>37768579It's pretty astonishing to consider how lucky we really have it compared to all the humans who existed prior to us. For hundreds of thousands of years, humans couldn't even dream of the things we take for granted now. I feel like we should all be a lot more grateful for this. There's so much discourse about how modern generations have it so hard. Despite very real economic/societal problems, it's really the best it's ever been if you zoom out even a little bit.
>>37755667we can only hope anon
>>37768542Well thanks for making this scenario scary again
>>37763011>I’m a 30s white male chad from the USA.This is the most Indian thing I've ever read.
no idea why "ron mexico bwc" is posting so much on the /x/ board on 4chan.org8 the b8. Gr8.
>>37748090Wasn't this basically what they did in Martyrs?
>>37747532That magic is real and other people (and possibly other entities) are constantly seeding harmful ideas that may affect you even when equipping yourself with positive spiritual thinking and healthy psychological habits. Stay safe online. They're just trying to slowly kill you.
That all this could just be a DMT trip as I'm dying.
>>37747532i drank like 3 local coffees, one or 2 of them was a "depth charge" - a large coffee with 1-2 shots of espresso in it.I get home, take a nap a little later.Have a dream where i am a microscopic, like tardigrade, mini insect - i think i was an insect and this other predatory insect came up to me and chomped my head off, kind of like a chicken without a headi felt and heard the crunch of the head as if i was eating it myself.very gross, very disturbing, has fueled bad thoughts since then at some points
>>37771823basically mini centipedes
>>37747540That's normal, Ian Curtis is the best
>>37749244The fact his name is "Kris", Fucking resembles to Chris-chan..., Fuck...
>>37747532I don't want to give the glowies more reasons to keep tabs on me so I'll pass.
>>37748332Sranc
>>37751869>child soldiers as karmaupon realizing most "adults" are just enormous, strong, overgrown children with sex drives, access to substances, access to weapons and large machines, "rights" -- and then i saw this img here.well i just started thinking really hard.all those brats sweeping chimneys, working in mines, getting mangled by machines built by actually intelligent thinkers... and the state of the world today.well. it all really comes together to get the noggin joggin. the true thinkers are being badly oppressed, and the plebs are getting welfare gibs and more rights than true souls.really makes ya thunk.
That the government wouldn't do x
I think you guys might be a little crazy lol
>>37759007>why black people are dimwitted and aggressive>blah blah blah not their fault>blah blah systemic this systemic that blah blahthey weren't built for the same purposes other peoples were.
>>37748373>your descendents will inherit this burdenThey don't have to. If that's how you really think they would suffer then it's not that hard to not create them. In fact, enough people not doing that could put an ultimate end to that problem because there would be no people.
>>37747532Human existance is only describable with language and metaphor and the raw input you experience will never truely be explained
>>37773395The kikes infiltrating it would though
I'm not telling you. You just want to find some kind of backdoor into my consciousness. I won't allow it. Stay the fuck out of my head
>>37747532after i listened to the voices in the holler and made my own mask and started my divine work
>>37767296>There exists things that are so small that we can only theorize on their existence. Anytime we move, we're displacing countless things just by shifting a finger slightly. And yet at the same time, there exists things so overbearingly large that simply calling them "bigger than us" feels like playing at our egos.that's pretty interesting actually, because once i did a fairly biggish dose of LSA and got a view of... well, idk what to call it, perhaps others have seen this... "the room of everything" where there were like... INFINITY++++ "things" that resemble brittle stars, in every color combo imaginable. but all of these writhing, squirming, multicolored, randomly-appendaged star things were like the physical embodiment of "things" and they were aaaalllll thrown together in a gigantic, gargantuan, beyond colossal brightly lit eternal room that was bigger than anything our feeble little minds can comprehend.i couldn't fathom such an endless room full of innumerable, unique, different, eternally writhing squirming THINGS. can you imagine counting and sorting those?? it was like the storage room with no boundaries, for all the different ideas & variants of all the stuff that was ever imagined.man i dont have words for that. no one does.
>>37748090sounds like hostel
>>37763321I've got something more disturbing than that: I will die one day.
>>37772669Just say it.
>>37759332Is that Dr Kleiner???
