>be me>smoke weed>start telling my friends about the benefits of eating rotten raw meat>start believing screens are evil and that everyone is talking in code>poke the walls with pencils to see if theyd crumple >explain platos timaeus to my friendsis this normal
>>37750083Except for the raw meat, it's pretty ordinary yeah. Weed unironically rips the veil apart and then you're face to face with true existence, you...all alone
>>37750113but the neat thing is you can see the other agents, and see they are all similarly just as confused and befuddled as you are? It's as if an animal which has been trapped in a cage, becomes aware that it is trapped.
>>37750113it was nice
>>37750146Yeah I have noticed the other agents, pretty trippy shit. It's like we've entered another level of awareness. Ok so next time you do smoke, pay attention to your friends, see if they audiate your thoughts and feelings.
>>37750237my friends were not nearly as high as me, i felt like i was on a completely different page to them
>>37750083>>start telling my friends about the benefits of eating rotten raw meatBased high meat enjoyer
>>37750351i spent most my time high talking about raw meat
>rottenidk... i guess i let raw meat rot in my gut, ferment and all that
>>37750083it's making you more schizo/psychic (same thing) whether you should continue depends if you can filter the thoughts well enough.Like poking the wall to see if it collapses, that's crazy, you have to be able to ignore thoughts like that. But you're onto something about screens being evil and people talk in code (not *literally* in code).
Yeah marijuana has a clear relationship with schizophrenia.
>>37750083It's not exactly the norm but this type of thread isn't rare either, I've made a similar one when I was confused after my extreme experience with it. Ernst Junger described cannabis as a dangerous drug he wouldn't ever touch again and he experimented with lsd, mescaline, mushrooms and more a lot. David Lynch didn't like it either and only tried it once I think.Cannabis can really mess with your blood pressure, adrenaline levels and vessels even in low doses, it's not physically harmless. Mentally it can make you misinterpret your body and can cause extreme anxiety and paranoia with a now compromised mind. It has been used as a powerful psychedelic throughout history so most of what popular culture tells you about it is total bull. Spiritually it can show you a lot, often dangerous things and because you're compromised you will interpret the things that cannabis exposes in simplistic paranoid ways such as screens being evil, it showed me that too but take a step back, this is why cannabis is related to schizophrenia, screens are not evil, what the weed was exposing was how screens are an informational output device being regularly used by evil and because it is inherently electrical and dead it can can easily be manipulated by spirits too.
>>37752151see now that's what i was thinking too. i had a lot of other ideas, like when i saw two women wearing matching hats and assumed them to be in uniform and working for some kind of undercover organization>>37752910yeah, it lowered my inhibitions a lot and what i felt it changed the most about me was my willingness to share my thoughts with people. i would usually never say anything considered 'odd' to the people i know, and in sobriety i'm unconventional too. when i was high the /most/ important thing was 'saving' my friends from evilness and corruption. it wasn't scary or bad though, i just didn't expect weed to have that potent of a hallucinogenic effect.
>>37750083It happens.I went through a whole explanation to my mother about how fire is actually a plasmic fungus.>is sown through spores (sparks)>typically grows under the right conditions (temperature, lack of moisture, a base to anchor itself)>eats biological material to sustain itselfIn hindsight, it was the dumbest fucking thing I've ever spoken about.
>>37750237Based telepathic anon glad to see others awaken to this power “Forbidden” knowledge shall become common soon enough
I have been socially and spiritually conditioned to believe that weed is a boring, unexciting pass time. You smoke just to have a little fun or unwind or laze about. That it's not powerful enough for introspection or developmentMushrooms, on the other hand...
>>37753606weed had a pretty strong effect on me
>>37752159schizos can't take a blunt, it talks mad shit to them
>>37750083Every time I've been high my awareness and control of solipsism was in overdrive. It's like everyone was in a movie I was directing. It got incredibly depressing after awhile, and the smoking was starting to affect my gums. I just live in the cozy illusion now with this uncomfortable memory that nothing is actually real. Starting and then quitting weed giving one depression has nothing to do with chemical dependency. It's permanent derealization.
>>37750113>Weed unironically rips the veil apart and then you're face to face with true existence, you...all aloneAs a survivor of that wild ride, be careful because that shits not for everyone. That experience can prove to be crippling and even fatal to those who get blindsided by it
Only ever tried LSD and it was nothing like people talk about.>first time ever doing drugs, wanted to impress hot chick>take 500 micrograms of LSD>nothing happens at first, then slowly we both start hearing static from TV. Didnt even say anything, just both heard it and looked at each other at the same time when we imagined it>hung out for another hour or so.>Completely lost from each other after that and had our own independent high while hanging out>I kept trying to find ways to ground myself and find reference points>look in mirrors, they made me 100% sober while I looked at them.>nearly pass out, so can't have sex, just lay on top of each other>phase out to "meat space" a place where all aborted people, thoughts, and erased drawings (think doodlebob) end up>run through a bunch of doors floating in space, some leprechaun that looked like Guy diamond from Trolls, calls me a cuck, so I rip his soul out.>meat space turns monochrome and I sink straight out and back into bed>Someone MASSIVE is watching me from another dimension for the rest of my high, like 9 hours, it hurts my chest but I don't say anything because I don't want to seem like a bitch>have drinks with girl, we make stuffing and I start going into overdrive explaining how literally everything in the house works, and go through explaining to her all my homework(Math BS/MS)>Inside my own head turn around and say "You wont do shit. Nothing ever happens. 2 more weeks">massive thing watching me feels like a planet the size of jupiter leaving earth's orbit>have a relaxing rest of day.This was several years ago. No negative side effects. All I realized is that drugs are super expensive and there are better ways to spend my money. weed smells bad and is super low class, so I'll never try it.
>>37753728The psychotic drowns were the Mystic swims joyfullySingularity is by far my favorite thing nothing is more comforting for me then knowing I’m god
When you are the stone the builder refuses nothing is better then becoming your own architect
>>37753796i demo'd a more or less $3000 vape setup last weekend imagine hating that smellyes it looks much more professional than your best espresso setup
>>37753807lol some dude made a retarded outsized and goofy looking vape so he could fool dum suns into thinking it’s special and worth 3k when a 5 dollar disposable vape pen will do the same job Like you guys realize all a vape does is heat material
>>37753836>everything is the same because it has the same name based and glowniggered
Nig
>>37752910>>37753386It's well known at this point that weed is bad, bad, bad, for schizos or anyone predisposed towards being schizo. I have a friend who's schizoid and it makes him terrified, he can't handle the perceived loss of control/perception.For normal people or those with other kinds of mental wack that isn't schizo, it's fine in terms of the direct effects. I've hardly experienced anything more interesting than everything feeling dreamy and "more."I don't believe for a second that it's not slightly addictive (addicting? idk) though, just from my own experience. The chemical might not be, but not having to worry about things and simply feeling good is.
>>37750083>smoke weed>suddenly only want fruit and vegetable>processed foods suddenly disgusting
weed can help you get through the absolute worst experiences but it will also get you into them, same as alcohol
>>37750083philosophers are all gay and so are you
>>37754649Ger
>>37752910>screens are not evilF O O L
>>37753796>larp>neckbeard picture
>>37755106I'm not schizo, but I had a panic disorder as a teen. The 2 examples I gave aren't schizo either. You're oversimplifying it.
Da voices bro even I cant stop them
>>37750630I've definitely aten raw meat while high. Probably just venison though which is pretty good raw any way.
>>37755980Weed got me into eating raw bacon Shits so good
>>37755429not true at allweed is a blessingdon't disrespect the herb
>>37753728Im pissed off that weed gets sold as>makes you dumb and want to munch food lmaoNo it fucking tore away the veil and made me see and realize things I wish I hadnt. I quit a long time ago but still get bouts of intense derealization where I can notice my senses working (if you know you know). Started believing in aliens and demons, alternate realities, thought I was God, thought if I believed anything hard enough it became reality and I was just making myself believe I was mortal, all that stuff.I cant believe its a normie tier drug. I quit and spent half a year in a derealized daze before slowly coming back to my senses and being able to live relatively normally. Alcohol helped ground me a lot during that time. It tells you "quit overthinking things, just live your life, dont worry so much. Its okay to not know things, enjoy the little things and appreciate what you have". I know people talk shit about booze a lot but it genuinely helped ground me by slowing my brain functioning down lol. I eventually became Christian after everything I had experienced on weed. Logically no longer being an athiest it was the only path to follow.
nothing more faggy and dead internet theory than still doing green text with "be me" shit. its super funny that indoctrination is still working on the npc userbase no doubt
>>37755214processed food looks like plastic to me when im high and sober, but especially when im high
>>37753606No, it is very significant to spiritual development if you use it with the intention of dissecting your mind. You will be amazed/bewildered by what is revealed to you
>>37753563Yeah, it's very significant. We're in for a crazy ride if this is only the tip of the iceberg in terms of powers
>>37756626>>37756632so i take it that it’s ok, even good, to proceed with frequent marijuana use even if we seem to process it differently to the majority of the population
>>37756644Your dubs confirms it..we are a rare breed of schizo that can actually use this as a psyconaut experience.. it's a blessing and curse, your mind and will must be strong
>>37752910It's very powerful if you have no tolerance. This is when you really get the benefits or the pain. I will say there seems to be something there with weed and screens. visiting /pol or /x and noticing some type of influence. Very consistent with 4chan and maybe a few other sites like pornhub. It's like an internal monologue but it shows up out of nowhere and tries to influence.
>>37756689when i was high it felt like i’d just put nada’s glasses on from they live. screens really scared the shit out of me
>>37750083i wish i could smoke weed without having to deal with spiritual parasites
>>37756689the cevs from looking at screens for too long when you're high are cool
>>37750083I have cannabinoid hyperemesis syndrome where if people smoke large enough amounts long enough they end up in vomit hell - its not an innocent plant
>>37753796>first time ever doing drugs>wanted to impress [anyone] >take 500ug of LSDI hope you learned a valuable lesson
>>37750083You should maybe see a professional. Your experience was not normal and youre probably mentally unhealthy.
>>37756557normies literally just fucking think they're posting on 4chan on a regular day like it's always been the same shit since 2003 here
>>37759405Define a normal experience.
>>37759428To be fair, this place was way better in the early 2000's and I don't remember /x/ being nearly as faggy in the late 2000s/early 2010s.
>>37761386that's what i said brainlet
>>37750113>True existanceSounds like a huge cope for someone who cannot relate to the true existance.You literally fucking alter your mind retard, there is nothing true about what you're doing you're literally just using a coping mechanism to escape the true world and live in a fantasy.
>>37764033Lol, it shouldn't bother you meathead, don't you have to preach about the King or something?
>>37756013How are you not sick
