I feel like my mind's about to slip off the edge of a cliff
>>37769009Demonstrably yes. You just answered your own question anon.
>>37769009Absolutely. Look up the Chapel Perilous for starters. The worst thing that can happen is when you get some small glimpses of magikal success or witness some minor miracles...and then nothing, for months or years.. and you start to equstion your entire framework of belief
>>37769009No, if you are already so mentally fragile that something as simple as reading causes you to have a mental break down then literally anything could have.
>>37769009Study of the occult makes you insane because you see the truth. That is why to learn these things normally takes a few years of learning mental discipline.
>>37769009Yeah. The ego likes it when you're blind to the ego. Once you're too conscious, all hell breaks loose.
The answer to this question, anon, is the single most clear-cut, unambiguous "yes" of an answer you could possibly imagine. Moreso than almost any other question. It's like asking me "will gravity pull me down towards the Earth".
>>37769009Yes. Be grateful nothing of real value is ever shared here. It’s the type of knowledge that takes time and preparation to receive, not just be read in 5 seconds like a tweet.
>>37769021You know, I wish what you were saying was true, but it's not. Occult/paranormal things don't make you insane because "you're finally seeing the truth!". Instead it makes you insane because you start interacting with literal interdimensional entities and it's all games and fun at first, until you realize "oh wait, these are actual entities with real personalities and motives, and none of these motives are really aligned to my personal benefit".You start seeing how manipulative and deceitful they are. How so many of them (the vast majority of them) are feeding on your negativity, fear and suffering. And those very same entities feeding on your fear are also trying to push Christianity on you. Almost like door to door salesman or jehova witnesses, they're really selling it hard.And then you gotta contend with the fact that these things are in your head. I mean, they're outside of your head but they can project their thoughts into your head. And you "hear" their thoughts in the same way you might hear your own, but they're not your own. It's a potent recipe for a ton of paranoia.And eventually it just becomes very easy to see why either most people willfully choose to live in the dark about such things, or natural selection just doesn't ultimately select in the breeding pool for people who are connected to the paranormal. And that is likely in large part due to it just being such an emotional drain and stoking such paranoia and fear that it can destroy your everyday, waking, 3D life
>>37769078Yeah they really do love Christianity seemingly, it's bizarre as Hell
>>37769066True. I'm a big believer in sharing information and trying to help out my fellow humans with everything I might have experienced or figured out, but when I come here and think of posting something profound or practically useful that I know on /x/ about the paranormal, I'm just like "meh why I am gonna do this and try to help out a bunch of fucking evil sociopath nazis".It sort of leads to the majority of my posts here being watered down. Somewhat significantly
>>37769078You cannot interact with entities, period. Why does everybody assume that these entities, if they exist, communicate using language? Wouldn't an entity be something more ephemeral, something you wouldn't be able to percive, despite experiencing it's influence?
>>37769102I was never really christian and when I started really having in-depth discussions with these things, and saw how much they seriously tried to evangelize me, it honestly was a massive curveball. And it's like...one minute they're telling you to praise Jesus and worship him. The next minute they're trying to goad you into committing a fucking murder and promising you eternal life in return if you do it for them (because they're gonna loosh off of the suffering).Fuck these things, dude. And experiencing how evil they are + how much they fawn over christianity will def turn someone off of christianity.
>>37769078Lol. Nice little fiction. You know nothing of the occult.It makes you insane because you realize how humanity has absolutely hyped itself up as sophisticated and above nature when all we do is break things down and rearrange them, just like we laugh at monkeys for making beds of leaves. The whole world is demonstrably hilariously artificially held together and all a gigantic lie. And not just physical things but societal roles, laws, sense of worth, it’s all hilarious animalistic bullshit we or someone above us with no good intentions is propping up as meaningful. That is why the occult will turn a man insane. You see behind the curtain and it’s a monkey fucking a football.
>>37769112No man, you're retarded and don't make any sense. They speak English and likely any other language they want and they beam the words directly into your brain with psychic energy. They're likely a million times smarter than us. They're some other species that exist in a higher dimensional space, essentially. And we are to them like monkeys, or cows on a farm are to us.
>>37769128I really don't understand a word you're trying to say. I mentioned something about humans being the equivalent of monkeys to these demonic entities in this post >>37769129 but whatever you're ranting about seems totally unrelated to that. You're incoherent though bro sorry.
>>37769106I’m not. Humans fucking suck and only a select few cut from a certain cloth should ever know true knowledge of the unseen world. We can’t even accept there are tangible differences in race outside of skin color and you want me to trust you with secrets that can unlock true power? Get the fuck out of here.
>>37769141You don’t understand because you don’t know shit about the occult.
>>37769144Yeah OK well like I said in the post you're responding to, "why I am gonna do this and try to help out a bunch of fucking evil sociopath nazis".You're a perfect example of that and in my experience these entities are very specifically trying to engineer humanity to think exactly the way you do. They absolutely feed upon that hatred you are producing and perpetuating. You're just a fat little cow on a fat little farm called America to them
>>37769141NTA but keep poking around and I'm sure they'll make themselves known to you. Hell, they already have, why else would you be here
Eventually you become hypersane.
>>37769147OK whatever I don't care. I'm not here to try to make you think I'm an expert on the occult or anything else. The things I said above are 100% true though anyway
>>37769120They don't actually want you to kill or you would have, that or maybe there actually are multiple entities with opposing sides. Who fucking knows. It's all trauma based mind control
>>37769176Of course people on this board are going to gaslight for them.They turn into frothing, frenzied, ravenous dogs barking for murder and torture the moment they start feeling me getting upset about something or someone. That's what they do. And these are the very same entities that, under other circumstances often just a few seconds earlier, are always like "oh yeah praise jesus christ, he's your savior, I'm a very devoted christian and you should be too!"
>>37769153I assure you there is nothing you can teach me.
>>37769163Only in your mind, my very young padawan.
>>37769194By the way, on top of what I wrote above, that's because it's the demiurge. The christian god, as well as any abrahamic god, is the demiurge, so that's why they love him. And they're not a part of my imagination, or unconscious, or hallucinations or anything like that either. I am absolutely 100% convinced of that. Unambiguously.
>>37769203>>37769208Yeah that's cool dudes, I don't have any desire to "teach you" anything or partake in whatever your fucking cringe starwars jedi LARP is. Just keep me out of it and keep it to yourself and your fellow fanclubbers, please
>>37769210Your daily reminder Gnosticism was born from Jews bitching Alexander The Great conquered those pussies so the Jews did what the Jews do best and they whines and cursed God and said the Creator of this world must be an evil who delights in our torture. Fucking pathetic.
>>37769215Didn’t realize I wasn’t allowed to quote movies in here. Have fun with the voices in your head.
>>37769194Dude I'm not knowingly gaslighting for them, but I've seen them possess people. If they really want you to do something they either can if they really want to or they have restrictions put on them. Impossible for me to know. But think more deeply, don't be controlled by emotional thinking
>>37769220No one's interested in your pseudohistory, christian theological propaganda, or retard nazi attempts to scapegoat jews for everything you dislike and everything that's convenient for you to scapegoat them for, as per the norm for nazis. Just save it man. Maybe head on back to /pol/ and post it there and maybe someone there will mildly care
>>37769220You shouldn't have opinions on the "divine' until it has made itself known to you. If it hasn't, you're grasping like a child in the dark
>>37769229I'm not 100% sure what you're trying to say but there seems to be some sort of legal system in place in their society, where there are certain laws they do have to follow. Or are supposed to anyway. In the same way a farmer can't do certain things to a cow due to govt regulations. They appear to live in some kind of fascist society in a higher interdimensional plane which lets them exploit us pretty fully but apparently there are a bare minimum of minor laws.
You guys didn't have to start arguing... What is wrong with humans
>>37769239>>37769229BTW what I wrote above about them living in a fascist society but where there are a bare minimum of laws protecting us from total abuse as their cattle...I glean that stuff from years of talking to them. For example one time they told me they'd really like to explode my brain, and that they 100% could, but that they're "not above the law". Stuff like that. A ton of other examples too in talking to them that eventually, in time, gave me some ideas and inferences about the society they live in
>>37769239Buddhism promises psychic powers and etc for highly attained monks, also the ability to see other planes of existence. Very interesting to me
some of the truths can cause extreme dissociation+depersonalization and hinderance of one's ability to harbor empathy for othersNot in a way that causes maliciousness, just apathy and fatigue. All depending. Getting to a certain point, alongside harboring certain pieces of knowledge that allow you to truly push yourself into the end, can attract the things responsible for negative synchronicity, which can drive someone insane if they aren't aware of le truths via tricking them into false enlightenments or losses, or just torturing them with intrusive thoughts. They can be rlly scary, as they can erase or manipulate every part of your anatomy aside from the fundamental components, so if you aren't detached from what you aren't, and/or are unaware of self defense, it can be a deeply unpleasant experience, but they can't really do anything to you. Also, at higher states, your mind will start to invert itself unto reality immensely, to th point thaur your emotional issues and problems may materialize in some way and t0rment you, which can be deeply unpleasant! And spook some people I guess!If you gain spiritual knowledge, without also teaching yourself how to apply it practically, and understanding the inverted or -other half- of th truths when they've been applied in active practice, you can reach a level in which reality starts to melt and hinderances become much more scary and bold, but you can't defend yourself, heal yourself, or ensure peace. This can probably lead people down into, enough festering, to le point in which they develop mental illness, or a severely harmful coping mechanisms
>>37769230That is literally where Gnosticism came from. Literally.
>>37769255They can lie to you or deceive you, they're not required to be honest, as I'm sure you've seen. I'm sure it's interesting but it could all be lies. I can't imagine what I'd believe if I actually believed what they communicated to me
>>37769266Once more man no one is interested in your fascist pseudohistory where everything is the fault of jews, and christian republicans are the world's goodest guys, and the holocaust didn't happen "but it should have", and nazis were good pro-worker socialists, and all of the other stupidity and blatant fucking bullshit.
>>37769273There's lies but then there's also just stuff you can observe and infer from years of observation, and that's what I'm referring to. For example, they fucking love /pol/acks
Isaac Newton? Hypersane. That's what I'm talking about. Right over the top of the swing set.
>>37769129Correct. They're so complex that they'll catalyze a movement in your mind that'll present itself as thought form that your mind will verbalize. If I was entity, you're the last retard I'd speak to. Don't be a half-head kids, it's a recipe for disaster.
>>37769290That's a real cool story bro. Thanks. I mean it's super interesting. Anyway moving on...
>>37769009Oh yeah. Want a taste while the mince’s on here quarrel among each other? (I like chaos.)Go grab a care out of your kitchen and put it in a brightly lit room and sit down on the floor and look at it, and contemplate what it is you are actually looking at. Go from you are looking at a chair, to you are looking at individual pieces of a chair, to you are looking at wood that has been cut into individual pieces of a chair held together by metal brackets or glue until you finally get to you are looking at part of a tree that sprang from a nut that was uprooted and cut into several sections, cut again, and cut again then sanded and polished then cut again for a specific purpose then matched with similar parts maybe from the same tree maybe another entirely formed and shaped for purpose held together by what is either refined mined ore or used to be a horse’s hooves. Now take that entirety and do the same kind of break down with the tools used for cutting and the places they were cut and the PEOPLE who cut them. That’s probably the most occult thing that is ever been posted on these boards. Pretty easy to lose your mind and that’s just step the tutorial.
>>37769276I don’t know where you are getting any of that from me. I simply told you the origins of Gnosticism.
>>37769297I'd be mad too if it took until now to realize that I'm talking to myself. You should be grateful that you didn't post my reply yourself this time.
>>37769307No man, you're not special. Just another cookiecutter nazi on 4chan using identity politics to pursue the interests of the rich
>>37769311Bro whatever. Honestly I don't even know what you people are trying to say when you reply to me half of the time on this site
>>37769316Me neither.
>>37769312I don’t know where you’re getting that from faggot. Because I said races aren’t the same species? Ask a doctor if race matters.
>>37769319It's an issue of where you people on the far right, being so inherently and naturally deceitful, just outright say stuff and then 10 seconds later you're turning around trying to deny you said it. Calling people crazy for acknowledging your own behavior. It's just how you all roll. Trump certainly is a prime behavior of that and none of you ever have the self-awareness of how it just makes everyone passionately hate and despite you even moreso
>>37769009Life always demands sacrifice. Is your sanity that important? Think of the bigger picture. What did you want with so called magic and knowledge in the first place?
>>37769319>>37769329I mean to say "Trump certainly is a prime example of that behavior" instead of what I ended up writing, obviously.
>>37769329Are you a bot? Lmao
>>37769334OP, I'm not sure I feel like I got thrown into it I grew up in a atheist household which I think is causing even more doubts. But at the same time I don't think I could die without knowing anymore
>>37769334Crowley is a pedophile faggot that didn't know his asshole from his mouth. He participated in a ritual when he went to Egypt that involved having sex with two young boys.
One more thing I know about them, and it sounds really lame but it's true, which is that they are really averse to the power of love. It is the truth. Love upsets them. It upsets their agenda in some way. The thing that sends them into the most ravenous frenzy is a feeling of hate. That's what feeds them the most. And love seems distinctly unpleasant and even trying for them.My working theory about this universe has long been that we are in a simulation, sitting on a looshfarm in whatever this higher dimensional reality these demonic entities inhabit.The demonic entities are running this loosh farm and selling our loosh for profit. We are an agricultural product and they are capitalists, exactly as a farmer exploits his cows.Negativity and especially hate is somehow, to them, the agricultural product they're trying to bottle and sell. And love is apparently detrimental to their profits in some way. I have, at some point, theorized that if we could all get together and love eachother enough then we might put their farm out of business by making it unprofitable. That would mean no racism, no bigotry and iultimately of course no fascism
>>37769361As the pic shows. He went mad. We all have choices. We all make choices. Are you warning OP of the dangers of continuing the path to enlightenment?
>>37769337Literally no one is talking politics in here you faggot but Trump is going to win so go cry somewhere else.
>>37769303Hey guys, I don’t feel very good.
>>37769408Yes. You are born enlightened.
>>37769415LOL like I said here >>37769329 dude, "It's an issue of where you people on the far right, being so inherently and naturally deceitful, just outright say stuff and then 10 seconds later you're turning around trying to deny you said it. Calling people crazy for acknowledging your own behavior. It's just how you all roll. Trump certainly is a prime behavior of that and none of you ever have the self-awareness of how it just makes everyone passionately hate and despite you even moreso". Thanks for illustrating a perfect example of yourselves and literally everything I am discussing about you all for the others to see
>>37769361You’re in a thread about the occult. It’s why I roll my eyes at anyone who says they are actually in this. It’s not real if there isn’t some insanely dark shit like rape and murder and that type of stuff going on.
>>37769429I’m not the same poster you have been arguing with. Trump is going to win and if you don’t want him to you’re either a fucking moron or not American.
>>37769009Depend son the person. Some people, yes. others, never. It's almost better to feel like you can go insane, because if you're the type able to fully accept everything then your outlook on things can make you seem like a monster to others.>>37769078That's step 1. Step 2 is the shared dream of reality and seeing the lines blur with entities showing up in there or becoming able to influence the world around you. All magic is channeling, you channel things when you hear their thoughts. As your ability grows, your channel does too passively, and things will begin participating in real life around you using your channel and you must contest your own channels. Catch-22, you're either totally unaware and an NPC in the world flowing around you flowing with it, or you become aware but allow other things to participate with you.
>>37769353I grew up quite the same actually. That upbringing can be almost as detrimental as a controlling religious one. It does give some foundation. You question everything right? Back to your problem. My personal view is that you should always be self aware and ask others around you for their thoughts on how you’re doing. You need to process both reports (others and your own) and decide whether or not you should proceed. I’m a proponent of taking breaks. Your mental state affects everything and the last thing you want to do is try a ritual whilst your mind is a giant shit stain. It’s best to walk away from all paranormal and occult and just go back to living life in the material for however long until you’re feeling up to going back in. Since you even ventured to study the occult that should show you that you’re like the tarot card “fool” and that means you question the world around you and want to know more which takes you back to spirituality as the material will never truly satisfy you at this point.Take a break though. Process what you’ve been through. Go back when you feel up to it. You also don’t need to take my advice.
>>37769431"The word occult means "hidden." It's not hidden because it's hard to find, it hidden because even if I handed it to you or force-fed the information through a tube you still wouldn't get it. The occult is obscured, you can hold it but you can't know it. It's invisible. The "seeker" and the student are not one in the same.
>>37769449Thanks that's surprisingly helpful for 4chan
>>37769462K cool. Faggot I responded to said Crowley didn’t know his shit because he raped a little boy. Sounds to me like he knows it quite well and the faggot has no idea what they are pretending to larp as.
>>37769438Bro every post you make is just overtly confirming and demonstrating everything I've said about your rightwing types and it doesn't seem like you got a shred of self-awareness over it
>>37769009You need a focused path, learn to read Tarot
>>37769494I have made two posts. One telling you politics aren’t really welcomed here, and the second calling you either a foreign faggot or a moron, or likely both.
>>37769442Whatever dude, sounds like just the usual rationalizations people make when they start "working with" the fucking demon interdimensional slave drivers that have all trapped here and are sucking our negative psychic energy like vampires suck blood. Anyway that is what it sounds like to me and generally people like you are willing to do the fucked up shit that they want you to do for them. Like kill or otherwise cause horrific pain and devastation. Just the types that sell out to them essentially
>>37769503Bro fucking nobody cares about you say "hurrrrr I made 2 posts". No one fucking cares if you made 2 or 20. You're proving me right unequivocally literally with everything you post. It would be funny if it wasn't simultaneously so fucking pathetic and sad
>>37769505>>37769442By the way you know it's just like that movie They Live. They give rewards for the people who sell out their own kind and fuck everyone over and help them advance their fascist agenda
>>37769508To what audience? Do you even know where you are? You are objectively a moron if you want four more years of what we have been through and the deflation coming end of the summer hasn’t even crossed people’s minds yet.Trump is going to crush this election. That’s a good thing for the US. Kill yourself please if you are a citizen and feel otherwise.
>>37769520Aaaaand there it is.
>>37769526And there what is? What are you even trying to say? Try to articulate yourself, dude
>>37769521It's just amazing with rightwing types. Some nazi anons above start ranting on about "the jews" and I say how no one is interested in their fascist pseudohistory or attempts to scapegoat jews for society's problems in order to protect the rich.Then people like you show supposedly bitching me out for "discussing politics" even though I'm only responding to your own rightwing kind. And then you're on here with your fucking retard MAGA rants. It's so much of a perfect example of "rights for me but not for thee" and just accusing others of everything you're guilty of, and gaslighting everything you do, and looking people directly in the eye and lying to them and saying that you're not guilty of all of the things that you're abjectly doing directly in front of everyone's eyes.And that's what MAGA is. That's what fascism is. That's what the right is. That's what America is. That's what 4chan is
>>37769505The trapped here meme is just that, a meme meant to discourage and take away power from people capable of doing work on these other layers. You aren't trapped here, but it is disingenuous/downplaying to call it a playground or learning place. The world is not your enemy, nor is it a place to learn lessons or whatever downplay, it is an altar, a place to grow yourself. Like a gym. The lords of the physical are real, and you got to deal with them one way or the other. It's delusional thinking you can never interact with them. Yes, the ignorant are NPC's, slaves told to act x and do y, and this law exists regardless of your will. When the entities feed/use you, you can very well volunteer someone else to take your place, but you can also use this altar and awareness to tell them what to do and take the reigns yourself skipping this process as you accrue power. When you channel, you are god in that instance, when you are channeled, you are the creation. Taking your place as god around you and moving creation around to grow and exalt your spirit and self can be done without simply substituting.The interdimensional beings are necessary, even fighting against them can be working with them. You got to come to terms with that some day.
>>37769549I think that, for obvious emotional reasons, it's just really hard for you to personally accept that you're a completely pacified agricultural product sitting on a farm somewhere in a higher dimensional reality, run by some other species in the same way humans run farms of other species, with a totally pacified nervous system with a digital simulation being wired into it in order to distract you from, and blind you from, your surroundings. I think it's just some that's hard to accept for obvious reasons. It's truly observable though if your eyes are open to it, I mean do me a favor and read pic related, which is a post I made on this board now a few months ago
>>37769548I’m not denying I’m doing anything. I would genuinely prefer you die than vote for a continuance of the last four years.
>>37769548Hey faggot do me a favor.Spell esoteric.
>>37769574OK cool story well I'm totally uninterested in all of your MAGA rhetoric, which is 100% unsolicited, and I'm voting for Joe Biden in November '24. Seethe
>>37769548>>37769534>>37769526SHUT UP AND MOVE THIS TO DISCORD OR WHATEVER YOU SELFISH PEOPLE FILLING UP THIS THREAD WITH GARBAGE. YOU BETTER BE BOTS.>>37769009>>37769128Yes, it is like a play and everything and everyone is carrying out their role. It's all paradoxical gaslighting mind bending soul breaking shadows on a wall and when you turn around from the wall you are all alone with barely anyone to talk to about it (except places like this minus the entities like the ones above arguing).And this is when the page turns to another chapter, you are alone and carrying a heavy burden and heaps of confusion. Do you lose yourself or stay on track and learn to control yourself seeing it to the end? There is a lot to say...
>>37769581You’re the one who brought up politics you fucking faggot.You’re fate is sealed all I needed was for you to say that. Forgot where you were?Sleep tight ;)
>>37769591No it's that you people talk about your political views on the right all over /x/, and it's totally unsolicited, and then the moment anyone from the left pushes back on you it's "OH MY GOD HOW DARE YOU DISCUSS POLITICS! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME! MY RIGHTWING VICTIMHOOD! MY RIGHTWING VICTIMHOOD!"
>>37769598IGNORE HIM YOU CHILDAre you so weak you have to respond to that mess of a bot or looney whatever he is? GET A GRIP
>>37769598Cool now this fuck is making witchcraft death threats against me for being a democrat. And still trying to accuse me of "bringing up politics" which is what he and his rightwing buddies did, not me.Yes I'm voting for Biden you horrific POS and your attempted pro Trump black magic, apparently to murder me, is only going to incense me further to vote for Biden
>>37769591Now this man I believe to be my brother in the mystic arts.
>>37769549Totally agree brother. Not really answering OP’s question but this post is a gem.
>>37769078That... is the truth anon lol
>>37769606>>37769598Also I just wanna say one other thing on top of what I just wrote above, NOT ONLY am I gonna go vote for Biden, but now just because you did this to me in this thread, threatening Trumpian black magic witchcraft on me, I just donated another 10 dollars to the Biden campaign. Just now. Cope and seethe
>>37769617>>37769606>>37769598Wait wait wait wait wait just donated another 10 dollars to Kamala Harris too. And Elizabeth Warren. Doing a few more tonight too just because of you and your Trumpian black magic witchcraft threats against me anon
>>3776900999% of occultists are skizzos and druggies, it's the droogs and mental illness causing this.
>>37769617A fool and his money will soon be parted. And his soul.
>>37769572Your image is summarized as above, so below. Not a 1 to 1 reality. Double slit is due to subtle influences of wills, time dilation is real and exists because density of a plane causes time (actually causality as it filters down through layers to manifestation) to be more concrete and less ambiguous, as above so below, density in the real world behaves the same way. Speed of light IS NOT the max and is somewhat a misunderstanding of science. First of all, the speed is no fixed, it is confined/defined by the variable speed of light. Second, what light is (photon waves) is really the same philosophical and physical vibration phenomenon as sound, energy conducted through a medium. As above as below applies to this as thought is applied to medium of planes in the same function, and can be faster as it is not bound by time, location, nor physical medium, but a medium on a different dimension. Your understanding by image as well as the comparison to a universal farm confining higher beings shows the issue with the box your thoughts and actions work out of, in that it is downplaying yourself. To borrow metaphor, we are all God. As God, you set for yourself your limits through framework. The framework you present not only insinuates imprisonment, but limits your potential to a fixed value whether by what a simulation is or what a higher being (that is able to be confined) is. You create your reality, and this limiting view is itself a product of adversarial interdimensional forces. It is best instead to understand you are a spiritual infant, a being growing and evolving with immense potential, imitating in likeness of God and interacting and strengthening upon the altar prepared for you here. Higher dimensional realities exist, bits of you extend there, but you need to become aware and then establish presence on them. You are growing, evolving, into a mold of infinite potential. It is important to break out of your programming and internalize that truth.
>>37769078The smartest people learn to control fire and not play with it in their corn field. Some people light the fire and never get another chance to learn. Know thyself before you open doors you never thought were openable.
>>37769630>>37769617>>37769606>>37769598Hey anyone else wanna make Trumpian black magic witchcraft threats against my life with me tonight in this thread? I'll do a game with you, make the threat and for each threat I'll donate another 10 dollars to another progressive democrat politician AND I'll match it with 10 to Joe Biden even though he's only a moderate dem! Not my usual style, but I'll do it all for you! This is good for the democrats cha-ching!
>>37769639YOU are THEIR agricultural product, dude. Not the only way around. You're not "controlling them" that's just some dumb narcissistic fantasy.>>37769636Well that's a cool wall of text and all but it's not too coherent and you're mostly just denying the usual scientifically observative facts rightists hate or randomly saying unsubstantiated things
And honestly, I will state that, for the most part, this has been a interesting thread. Comparatively speaking anyhow. And despite the lots and lots of fascist trumptard stupids.
>>37769659Are you 13?
>>37769654>you’re all SG!>There is no hope!Ok Bubi, nice demoralization. What’s your plan? Do nothing? Let worms eat worms?
>>37769609There is a nice community on youtube on the quantum of conscience channel. I don't post it ever but i'm telling you about it.
>>37769009If you define insanity as no longer thinking like a neurotypical average human normalfaggot then yes you will go insane.It’s the price you have to pay.You know the elites literally sacrifice children and thousands or millions of people in mass sacrifices like 9/11 or WW1 and do other horrific shit like it’s nothing. By all "normal" measures they are insane and yet they are the most "powerful" people or at the very least the overseers of the many, or so they seem to be.It’s what it takes to start playing the game.
>>37769680It's not an attempt to demoralize you, it's just about being objective. It's just about accepting certain realities as objectively true that some like the sorts on this board might want to reject for emotional reasons. Because they are so emotionally unpleasing.And I wrote my theory on what I believe could potentially foil or frustrate their plans for us above >>37769386 it's the power of love no matter how silly or corny that may sound to 4chan fascist's ears
>>37769611Well, that one was in reply to another anon, but thank you. Guess as evidenced by others, one can devolve into irrationality when confronted with the great responsibility or go the other way and suffer "wizard syndrome," the illness of becoming narcissistic and developing delusions of grandeur with or without actual power. I wish you the best in your own navigation of the world and that your enemies are unable to impede you.>>37769654It was probably my mistake for starting on too high of a metaphysical level assuming enough learnedness on the subjects for you to connect the dots. I will make sure to footnote every claim to its relevant scientific paper and publish it in the marxist journal before pasting it to this taiwanese basket weaving forum for your viewing pleasure next time. Best to trust the science after all and get your boosters.
>>37769700>>37769680And I'm gonna post these songs naturally>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y8HOfcYWZoo>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBl2QGAIx1s>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b_zHQ6kFuQ0That's what I believe, though. The power of love, AND ONLY THE POWER OF LOVE, may one day set us free from demonkind, or at least mitigate their control on us
>>37769702>It was probably my mistake for starting on too high of a metaphysical level assuming enough learnedness on the subjects for you to connect the dots. I will make sure to footnote every claim to its relevant scientific paper and publish it in the marxist journal before pasting it to this taiwanese basket weaving forum for your viewing pleasure next time. Best to trust the science after all and get your boosters.OK cool, you're tooo cool for me and you're just 1000X more better of a human than me, I do not care Obiwan
>>37769710OH MY GOD IT’S CHRISTKEK GUY IN A NEW MASK dude seriously how have you not just killed yourself yet?
>>37769725I dunno who mean, guy, sorry. I'm not a christian I am gnostic spiritually
>>37769732>>37769725>I dunno who mean, guy, sorry.don't know who you* mean, I mean.
>>37769732Lol your religion is Jewish cope.
Bros you know earlier when I posted those "power of love" songs above? After one of those was done playing this Madonna song came up in my queue and it's so fucking good. This is one of my favorite songs.I know it's a little bit off topic but srsly don't so many of us feel this way sometimes? This song is much what it's like dealing with demons and negative supernatural experiences>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lWA2Lt4Se40
>>37769740I'm not a believer of any abrahamic religion so whatever you're ranting about right now obviously makes no sense, as per the norm for /pol/acks. You people just randomly use "jews" as non sequiturs to blame for everything you dislike, because that just helps you further your rightwing agenda of protecting rich people
>>37769078Bullshit
>>37769754What part u think is bullshit, man? I've got like a half hour before I got to turn in to bed. Hit me with it, ese. Lay it on me.
>>37769641anon chill stop coiling yourself, I implore u to go meditate until you attain a state of detachment Anyway I promise u guaranteed protection ;p
>>37769009No. It's just another set of knowledge and beliefs. I shouldn't do this, but Magick and the Paranormal are beliefs. Magick is any rite, ritual, experiment, ceremony, practice, prayer, blessing, curse, request, or contemplation that is used to ask a Higher power to grant you something you want; it's also using your Will to effect a psychic, paranormal, supernatural change or wish fulfillment. Yes, that means Christians are definitely included -- they've guarded their near monopoly on it in the West for close to 1700 years! That's why all the old grimoires and occult groups use Christian symbolism. It's why the Golden Dawn and other "occult" groups heavily used it in their writings.The Witchcraft Acts of England, Scotland, Wales, Ireland, and the British colonies, for example, were a historical succession of governing laws penalizing the practice, or, in later years, for pretending to practice witchcraft, and they only ended tn 1951. It's why "Psychic Readers" in the US are usually ordained if they have any brains to stop the police from charging them with fraud or worse. Jesus said that his followers would do greater things than he did, and when they tried to they were called witches. (The persecution of"Christian witches just needed an accusation BTW) That's why the Christcucks ignoramuses are here - to use FUD to scare people from reading, inquiring about it, or practicing it. It's why the Christian Nationalist liars want a monopoly on it again, and more!
>>37769774Isn't it so fucking cool when you're on the internet, esp a site like 4chan, and surrounding by rightwinger Trump cultists. And one of them literally begins to threaten you with black magic witchcraft because you say you're voting for Joe Biden. And then all of the other Trump cultists crawl out of the woodwork in the responses and tell YOU to chill. Not the psychopathic murderous black mage Trump cultist. No no no. They tell the random Biden supporter who did nothing wrong to "chill". This is the right. A bunch of unbelievably gaslighting and manipulative fucks and sociopaths
>>37769009>Can the Occult and spirituality in general make you go insane?Short answer?>YesLong answer?>Yip
>>37769009Yes, because we are made for THE ONE TRUTH, the billion spiritual theories going around are just there to confuse us away from Jesus and the life of growth in holiness.
>>37769786anon I'm a radical leftist, I'm just here 'cause I currently have nowhere else to goI'm telling you to chill because you're just making it worse for yourself
>>37769786>>37769774Also my type-y is off because I'm falling asleep over here and will be in bed shortly. And that's just the way it is, so sorry.
>>37769801No you're not a "radical leftist" obviously. That's just the same stupid shit you idiots always say on /pol/ as if anyone is going to believe you. Manipulative sociopaths
>>37769805well, I'm going to help you anyway.
>>37769805I dunno man, most people go "I'm radical left" or "extreme right" because most people on the internet are extremely fucking narrow-minded and think their problems are the only ones that matter
>>37769812Dude no one is impressed by you nazi fascist morons relentlessly trying to pretend you're "the left". Just fucking drop it man. You're only embarrassing yourselves
>>37769814see >>37769815 just stop dude. No one else cares and no one else thinks you're funny, or however you think you're being perceived
>>37769786Well you want to talk about politics so let’s make this democratic. You have one (announced anyways) death hex on you and one protection. You’re ducking annoying and I’ve killed for less so make it two death hex to one protection.Oh and my method is especially awesome. You die of sepsis!
>>37769824So does this mean you're done with your "um ackshually I'm a radical leftist" LARP now? Jesus fucking Christ dude, just fuck no. Literally no one upon this Earth think any of you fascists and your relentless attempts at manipulating and deceiving people are fucking funny.
>>37769824>>37769828By the way like what did you really think you were gonna gain by trying to make people think you were a "radical leftist"? Did you actually expect people to believe it? I think it's the most amazing thing about you people how you seem to exhibit almost no fucking self-awareness of how transparent your bullshit is and how literally everyone sees through it.
>>37769837I’m not the same poster as the other guy. Did you not see I counted a protection spell for you? Though something tells me my man is reconsidering at this time.
>>37769847No one fucking cares about your bullshit bro just fucking drop it. Go back to /pol/
>>37769548Dude i am a complete third party here to this supposed argument. You are pretty much ranting about right wingers and nobody is arguing with you. You are being delusional right now and I suggest taking a break from politics
Honestly you can't even post on /x/ without an inevitable scourge of /pol/ nazis infecting the place and spreading their billionaire-loving bullshit.
>>37769865Really no one cares about your nazi LARPs where you keep on pretending to be a different person even though you're extremely obviously the exact same poster, bro
Rightwingers will always just be the most deceitful people you'll ever meet. They'll practice deceit like most organisms will practice breathing. It's just so inherent and natural to them. Their endless attempts to manipulate, gaslight and false flag people on the left are a great example of that.
>>37769871You have been weighed.You have been measured.You have been found wanting. I say to you surely you will have drawn your last breath before the twice sixth day of the twice sixth month when the Dark Lord’s Son turns 33. This is my word power availed through me through ጨካኝ ነው።left hand of the Dark Lord and as such incontestable.
>>37769892Great, didn't you forget to practice your LARP as a "radical leftist" here? You completely fucking moronic nazi.
>>37769018>for months or yearsYeah, I'm in this position right now. What do I do?
>>37769897>>37769892BTW about 90% of what you see in politics is rich ass rightwingers pretending to be "radical leftists". Usual false flags. It's their bread and butter. You'll never meet an organism as deceitful as a rightwinger and they do it all to support rich people. Most here on 4chan are the children of rich parents
>>37769897Every once in a while it’s not a larp around here. This guy called on some beings name who is literally “It’s Brutal”.It might be time to hop off and go Jack off to furry fag porn before bed or something man.
>>37769917No it's always a LARP on 4chan. It's always a LARP when you're dealing with fascists, rightwingers. It's what they do. Obviously this guy coming here saying he's hexing me because I voted for Joe Biden after telling me he's "a radical leftist" I mean WTF do you want me to say. Go ahead and partake in the gaslight along side him as it's what most people on this site will do. Bunch of fucking spoiled ass rich kid rightwingers here on 4chan.
>>37769917>>37769922>Bunch of fucking spoiled ass rich kid rightwingers here on 4chan.BTW the whole world knows what spoiled rich kid rightwingers get up to at night in their free time, after they get done preaching about christianity, culture wars/identity politics and pious family values in public.
When you see everything in American politics, and it's like super asinine identity politics supposedly from "the left", or people blocking traffic in the name of climate change, and doing all of these other things that can ONLY result in making more Americans vote for the republican party, that's all the fascist. Everything the fascist does is cloak and dagger deception. It is their bread and butter. It is all they know. They know how to deceive humanity instinctively like organisms know how to breathe. That's why every rich person is a wealthy fascist funding all of the identity politics that will try to turn you into someone voting for fascism. And that's the same sort of deception you see, on a smaller level from their less talented nepotistic larvae here on 4chan, in this thread where they're like "oh yeah I'm a radical leftist, now lemme tell you why u suck and the Trump supporters are actually right!"
>>37769009>I feel like my mind's about to slip off the edge of a cliffFor sure. As you indicate, yourself - not everyone will handle all the concepts and ideas so different from the mundane perception of reality. And on top of that some explorations of certain concepts, both right and self-delusions - stem from insanity so of course they also encourage some of it if one explores them.Certain detached perspective, a lot of self-awareness and introspection, rejection of compulsions stemming from certain revelations (like risk of narcissism, megalomania, pushing away responsibility for oneself, losing understanding of mundane concepts) is very important.
>>37769942And you can go on /pol/ and see it all too. Doing the exact same thing. Taking all of the same fascist identity politics from rich corporations and posting it on /pol/ to try to get a reaction and make people vote for fascism. It's how they disseminate the propaganda. It's how they get you to vote for fascism. Then they tell you it comes from "the left" so you'll blame the left, hate the left, and NOT blame rightwing fascists.
>>37769942>>37769947And they'll look you straight in the eye and say stuff to you like "big privately owned capitalist corporations? Those are THE LEFT and they're trying to push a COMMUNIST AGENDA!"Privately owned companies, they will tell you, are pushing a "communist agenda" with their identity politics like CRT or "wokeness" that only serve to make Americans vote for MAGA. This is how they manipulate the masses and make people vote for MAGA
>>37769942Of course. The left of today has little to do with liberty and freedom of the left of generations ago. The current left is more so of marcist communism, with victimhood adoration, equality no matter the merit and equalization of society at the sacrifice of individual - and elites love it because uniform mass to manage from the position of The Party where all the power would be centralized is exactly what they want....but it's all outside of the scope of this fucking thread, so why are you bringing it up? Go to /pol/ with it.
>>37769954>...but it's all outside of the scope of this fucking thread>...but it's all outside of the scope of this fucking thread>...but it's all outside of the scope of this fucking threadAnd this is what they do all in this thread, and others on /x/. They show up, they start randomly interjecting their things about "the jews". And the moment you respond with anything other than their rightwing dogma, they start pretending you "BROUGHT UP POLITICS WHERE IT DOESN'T BELONG!" and refuse to take any such responsibility for themselves
>>37769009Life doesn't matter anymore and it has become very obvious everywhere you go. You can feel it when you are out in public, no one gives a fuck about anything anymore. Even normies are blackpilled husks now.I go to work and basically just do nothing. I don't give a shit if they fire me, it literally doesn't matter at this point. I'm poor if I'm NEETing and poor if I work full time. This society is pointless.No community, no property, no families, no future. Where the fuck do we even go from here?
>>37769962It's because they're always going to blame others for what they're doing. Always. They're always going to do things, downright fucking criminal and murderous things often, and then turn around and just randomly say "the leftist did that" or "the jew did that" or some other random conspiracy and scapegoat.
>>37769962The first anon brought up politics, the other one pointed it out, while still sharing his opinion. Don't look too deep into it nor try to detail the thread further.
>>37769979Bro no matter what you're all always one giant homogenous orgasm looking out for one another and taking the side of one another. So it doesn't matter what really happened to any of you. No matter what it's always "rightwing good and leftwinger bad" obviously. No one gives a fuck. Vast majority of people are not fooled by any of you but in the end you only need a hand full of uneducated white plebians in the middle of America to be fooled by you. Whom you intentionally rob of a right to an education and economic prosperity in order to keep them poor and ignorant so that they're easily manipulated by the republican party. Whilst simultaneously randomly telling them that "the left" or some other random, unfalsifiable and invisible conspiracy is responsible for their suffering
>>37769009Yes, and I yearn for the knowledge that will finally make me mad
Someday people will wake up to the fascist ruse being perpetrated upon the whole of America by the wealthy and the powerful, I hope.And then on that day everyone will be free from the slavery they've plunged us into. ONLY on the day of the communist revolution we'll all be free.I've got to got to bed.
>>37769989>you're all always one giant homogenous orgasmKinky.>No matter what it's always "rightwing good and leftwinger bad" obviouslyDuh. And if you go to leftypol it's the other way around. Echochambers. But I'll tell you a secret. I would be considered a leftie a few decades ago. If I am "rightwing good" it's only because the left-wing abandoned me, shat on principles it was to uphold and then went full retard further left into veneration of the worst ideologies and practices in existence. At least the right still holds some of those principles I believe in.Anyway, enough of derailment I got baited into. Stop participating in it as well, go to /pol/. I will if I'll want to speak with you or others about this subject myself. Here, I want to read more about occult and spirituality possibly leading to insanity.
>>37769112The demons search the mind for images, and take them as their portrait. They are formless, yet take form.
>>37769112This anon is somewhat right in that their existence isn't physical and so they don't have bodies, organs that are spread over three dimensions of space etc. Those who manage to astrally project beyond the low level of "I am me floating in my room" and go beyond material sphere of existence tend to claim that entities they communicated with didn't communicate in words but direct transmission of concepts the words weuse symbolize and describe. You would be able to perceive them somewhat, just not the way you perceive them now, with physical senses responding to physical stimuli.At the same time, at least in some cases the mind of practitioner filters things and brings them closer to what's familiar for the person - thus things getting shape, location and form, thoughts becoming "telepathic speech" etc.
>>37769153Hatred has nothing to do with it though. Two people can accept the same fact that race is not just skin color and both could react differently. One could react with hatred while the other reacts with love. It's really up to you mate.
>>37769581Dude, what's your problem? I think you're a literal tranny. Don't see any other reason why you had to infest this interesting thread with political sperging. YWNBAW
>>37769549You’re the only one here who’s right on the money. Care to elaborate anymore about this?
>>37769230>>37769276It’s always hilarious to see folks like this who are used to moderator-enforced manufactured consensus. They shriek about how “everyone agrees with me!” Because they’re used to everyone who disagrees with them getting banned. Then they go somewhere where dissent is allowed and they look like the loony that they are.
>>37771020Tick tock, chud. He's right and you're outnumbered here, and everywhere else - online and off. Fascists should not expect mercy.
>>37769892This is a real fucking curse lol Biden sperg you are fucked
>>37769009How unfortunate.Have you tried responding only to positive suggestion?
>>37769009Insanity isn't a side effect, it is a prerequisite
Want to play with the infinite parallel processing ability of the Mind?https://pluralityresource.org/plurality-information/The most simplified definition of the term plural that includes all people who take the label is “someone who shares the same physical body with other individuals.” Such a group is sometimes referred to as a system, though many plural groups use different terminology. Because plurality can take many vastly different forms, it is difficult to expand this definition without excluding someone who might otherwise share characteristics or concerns with most other members of the community. It does seem this basic trait is the only thing groups of people who refer to themselves as plural universally share. In other words, there are many, many ways to be plural, and no two systems are the same even as far as basic characteristics. There are a lot of trends in the community, however, and various types within the umbrella term of plural that seem to be subsets.There is a prevailing theory in the community that sees plurality as a spectrum going from singlet (one person in one physical body) to median (a term describing groups that have one main member plus others who are somewhat separate) to multiple (a group of distinct individuals in which more than one person can take control of the physical body). Groups who deviate from these subsets are seen as occupying an in-between ground along the spectrum.
>>37772608In addition to living in the outside world while fronting, many plurals have what is known as a headspace, innerworld, soulscape, or equivalent term. These are worlds that the people in a system inhabit inside the mind when they are not in front. Often headspaces take on the appearance of a physical location, and they can be anything: Earth-like landscapes of forests, mountains, oceans, buildings, etc, or places altogether different. They can be any size, from a tiny room to a galaxy with multiple solar systems. Headspaces sometimes contain a location that represents the front, or the connection to the body that allows one person or another to control it and act in the physical world. This can take the form of anything: a chair, a patch of ground, a room, a stone, etc, though not all headspaces have such a place.There is huge variation in how much control the members of a group may have in altering their headspace. In some systems, people can destroy and remake it at will; in others they can only explore. Some groups have no awareness of a headspace at all, while others have a conscious awareness of everything that happens to them when they are in their headspace.
>>37769009it can work both ways; obsession with the occult can lead to mental illness, and mental illness can lead to obsession with the occult. like a circle.
>>37772616Many individuals that are part of plural groups experience their mental appearance (how they actually look) as being different from their system’s physical body. Often they feel what are known as phantom limbs or a phantom body, having the feeling of a body structure slightly or vastly different from what is physically present when they front. They can identify as species other than human, and many have taken the personal label of Otherkin or therian. Dragons, ordinary housecats, trees, vampires, elves, lionesses, or any other species on Earth or off can be part of a system. There are also plenty of ordinary human beings of course. For the most part, it isn’t safe to assume that someone in a system looks just like the body, though this can also happen. Often, people who are a different species or a different sex than the body they inhabit will experience dysphoria when fronting: males may feel disturbed by being in a female form or vice versa, and non-human creatures can be bothered by lack of tails, wings or other limbs not found on a human body.
>>37772628A major issue for many plurals is the tendency to doubt their own reality and existence, in addition to dealing with the skepticism of singlets around them. The stigma of being seen by some as mentally ill can be very disturbing and harmful to plurals, often causing them to hide their plurality from the world. A lot of groups work hard to seem like singlets in order to avoid being viewed as crazy or attention-seeking. Few systems are out as plural to everyone they know. Many times the pressure to be a singlet results in plurals doubting their own sanity or the existence of the people in their group, which can result in all sorts of practical problems.The mental life of plurals can be confusing and difficult for singlets to understand, but what goes on in our minds is real to us and affects the reality of our lives. The immense variation of the human mind creates further complications in the already difficult task of making sense of being part of a group inhabiting one body. No plural can tell someone else if they are plural, know how another system is structured, or prove how any other system has come into existence. There is no formula or universal cause. No single system can determine what is true for any other because of the kaleidoscopic nature of plurality itself. The best we can do is gather together to help each other make sense of whatever we may have in common, and to find that perhaps we are not alone.<3
>>37769078Yeah
>>37769078Also the Christian shit.. what the fuck is up with that.
>>37769159This is also the truth.
>>37769386Yeah
>>37769520Yeah
There are swarms of little demon puppets in this thread. Subtle but it's almost hard to miss.
>>37769548Yeah
right hand path is what I call it when I jerk off everyday
>>37769639You know they lied to us right?
>>37769078This post is the thread now. Why are they like this? I used to be into the Christian charismatic/pentacostal movement and it was just like you said. But why the hard on for Christianity with mystics who aren't even Christians?
The whole point is getting more and more insane until you get the life you want. Are you a coward? If you were born a Man, chances are the Source, God, etc... wants you to be brave, courageous and go after what you want and fight for it. Life is a giant party when you know to your core you can die at any moment.
>>37773288
>>37769009If you don't have a stable foundation of practice it can or if you dabble in high level magic without a specified intent but for me it actually had the opposite effect through a consistent routine of ritual work I actually managed to get rid of my psychosis and convince my psychiatrist to get me off medication.
>>37773358Not OP, but glad to hear such a story.
Another interesting thread ruined by bots, namefags & glowcunts
>>37773580You're ruining it for yourself, dear. Leave everyone else alone.
>>37773779>Calls himself Luci Sure thing you cringey glowfaggot
>>37773824Chuds r dum
>>37773209Because you live in North America.Just like Padmasambhava tamed the rampant spirits of the Himalayas to fearsomely spread the Dharma, the spirits of North America were tamed to preach the word of Christ.
>>37769078>They feed off your negativity and suffering>They want you to convert to Christianity, which is made so you become as positive as you can be and even though you suffer, you do it with the best outlook and don't let anything take you downIt's one or the other, kike nigger. Denounce the talmud and say nigger or you are just another jewish kike well poisoner.
>>37772708Yeah, it's perfectly clear that this is a well poisoning effort, possibly by samefagging. No matter. Christ will win in the end.
>>37774424You're responding to the samefag. If the same entities were harassing you they would attack Christianity. They only have one weapon, doubt.
>>37769263Hello fellow traveler
>>37769009https://discord.com/invite/bgSNpESF
>>37774404Your the type of Christian I revel in toying with. I want you to serve me, Baal Worshipper.
>>37769009Go ever further child. Drop your sanity and run into the catacombs of wonder and truth.
>>37769009Take a break and meditate on what you've learned.
>>37769159doesn't sound like something an hypersane person would say
yes knowledge vs wisdom is dangerous madness can be a crucible probably but who knows
>>37769429>welll ackshually you are a facist and that means bad or something This retard is a recruiting agent for everything it hates. Such an insufferable moron my god
>>37769338>Trump certainly is a prime behavior of that I dont know how this thing ever got around to the idea that it was intelligent and so much so that it should be telling people what for. It said that nonsense twice like it was making some kind of grandstand
>>37769600You have the whole of reddit to fuck right back off to. You can all go put your reality blinders on over there for the sake of peoples fee fee's.
>>37777037wth is wrong with reddit>? it's our sister website
>>37777045>sister period blood brothersThis is the problem with X, way too much overlap with these fucking faggots
>>37769215You need to realise where you are not welcome troon
>>37770561Good luck explaining that to them. These "my guy" types think they are enlightened because they sound like the televison. Hands down most retarded people online and they cant even see it
>>37769786you suck
>>37769009You need to calm your mind. Leave it to the subtle mind. If you meditate with the aim of calming the mind, you'll see that the answers simply arise in our mind.
>>37777958This. With a still mind detached from the senses/thoughts you too can see the world honored one.
>>37769112Energetic interaction is definitely a thing.
>>37774404>>37769078>And those very same entities feeding on your fear are also trying to push Christianity on you. Almost like door to door salesman or jehova witnesses, they're really selling it hard.This is because Christianity teaches you to become a scapegoat. Why must you identify as a sinner if all sins have been paid? Because you're to be like the Christ of Christianity - a scapegoat. Don't be Abraham, Isaac or Scapegoat. Rebuke it all.
>>37777998>identifytranny shit. you are a sinner it doesn't matter what you identify as.
>>37774404occultism is based on the kabbalah that's why they hate Christianity.
I dabbled in the Occult and now my life is fucked and Im literally quite insane. Is the protection anon still around? I am in a dire need of one...PLEASE!
