I have a real demon raping me constantly, or hallucinations and delusions of a real demon raping me constantly.So there are two realities possible from what I've considered>God Created hallucinations attached to a disease which makes me delusional and think it's a real demon, and the hallucinations are of constant demon rape and inflicted it on me>God refuses to remove the demon raping me because God doesn't want to remove it, God prefers me being raped by a demonFor some weird retarded reason God wants me to experience constant rape. I figured out why it is.We're in Hell and I did something in a past life to deserve this, or God is evil.Looking at outside, animals are slaughtered so we can eat, and rip each other apart. Major churches talk about eternal torture.>I'm being perpetually raped by God because God invented schizophrenia of demon rape and caused me to have it via inventing it himself>A real demon is raping me and God refuses to stop it>Animals rip each other apart alive to eat. We slaughter animals to eat.then add in all the retarded pedo shit, wars, unfair laws, and excessive ammount of time required to work to own a house in modern times.What makes everything make sense is I have a horrible past life and we're in Hell.
Real hell is old age, suffering, death, a cauldron of burning oil compared to wrinkles is nothing
>>41984302If you're not burning, you're not in hell.
Dante gayHis role-playing games are not scary for anyone over 20 years old.
>>41984312I'm ready to burn once a week if I can regenerate like a wolverine.
>>41984312>>41984304>>41984314So God is just evil and refuses to heal me? He prefers me being raped by a real demon or hallucinating rape while under delusion?
>>41984302Welome to Gnosticism.But it's not hell for everyone. The Demiurge doesn't realy care if you're suffering or not. As long as you don't try to escape his domain he's indifferent about you.Reincarnation is real, and if you have a demon on your ass, it might be that you summoned it in your last life. Maybe you have been an occultist and made things wrong, and now these beasts follow you.The solution would be spiritual purification. Some shamans or tantric masters can do that.
>>41984322You hate God and you slander Him, yet you expect Him to do your bidding? Get real.
>>41984330Ive tried not saying what I think about him and sucking it up. He sitll lets me be raped. This has went on for over 10 years.If God wasn't evil he could tolerate a creation being MAD THEYRE BEING RAPED AND TORTURED when they realize God can end it at any time, have asked for help, and asked for help when mad and furious theyre being raped.
>>41984330If you say that God healed you, Christians will kill you, because God loves you more than them.
>>41984349Anybody calling himself christian and killing somebody for something they should be glorifying God for is a false convert headed for hell.
>>41984414good way to save him is just be angry and obnoxiously tell him so, retard
>>41984302I agree I would have never chose this body or this life.. I don’t care how much peeps say.. u signed up for this u wanted this.. like no u actual like literal retard I did not I would have never signed up for this
>>41984302>We are in HellIf only. Then I would be a demon instead of a human. This place is worse than hell.
>>41984302Just take your fucking meds.
>>41984730I swallowed them last night, they change nothing mentally and add beer gut belly fat. Ive tried more than one.up to 1/2 of people with severe hallucinations dont respond to meds. im one of the unlucky ones if this isnt a real demon
>>41984302If a being applied torture it is done to subdue you, not to mete out justice. I wouldn't ascribe by ideas that justice needs to be served on a spiritual level. Since if you were evil and no one cared to stop you or were unable to then they also carry responsibility, and you merely served the Lord's role to point that out. Punishment as a way to teach makes little sense. You can teach someone the value of a life without torture and abuse. That's the hallmark of a higher being.No, first free yourself from whatever delusions have been woven into your spirit. Remove all false dreams and implanted memories. If you accept that demons can weave hellish realms then they could also plant false memories that instill guilt. Imagine putting your sight and sensations through an experience where you abuse someone. Are you responsible for that act? If you "remembered" that in a particular order of events, would it fill you with guilt or anger? Probably. Find your way to beings of the most high.
>>41984330Who started hating who first? Did God hate him first and make him think he’s schizo demon rape bait or what? God is the prime mover and fix it so why doesn’t he? Didn’t pray hard enough? What an asshole.
>>41984302No where in the bible is God said to be infinitely loving and kind. In fact there are several instances where he massacres innocents like the first borns of Egypt. The lord of this world, biblically, is the devil Samyaza/Samael/Lucifer. Heaven is only promised by Lucifer in the bible [mistranslated as 'morning star'] who is Samael the poison of God; or, the Deceiver. In Sumer, the oldest culture, humans were outright said to be created for the purpose of being slaves. There is no ever loving creator that is constantly looking out for you - that is a deception of the devil. The reality is you either reincarnate or go to hell -- and there is no higher deity to save you.All humans can do is either attempt to communicate with the daemons oppressing them or cope by being extra religious misreading the scriptures. Those are the two options.
>>41984302God is dead, sorry to burst your Bubble
So Gematria says that Lucifer(well, close enough, the manifestation/avatar), who is the son of the Devil/Satan, is a tentacle demon violating our minds, and thus is how the matrix works. Let me show you some stuff that kinda points to this as a but of back up:The philosopher Descartes 'invented' a thought experiment about an evil demon(or genius) that basically kept you in a dreamworld. Here is an excerpt from Wikipedia:"In the first of his 1641 Meditations on First Philosophy, Descartes imagines that a malevolent God or an evil demon, of "utmost power and cunning has employed all his energies in order to deceive me." This malevolent God or evil demon is imagined to present a complete illusion of an external world, so that Descartes can say, "I shall think that the sky, the air, the earth, colours, shapes, sounds and all external things are merely the delusions of dreams which he has devised to ensnare my judgement. I shall consider myself as not having hands or eyes, or flesh, or blood or senses, but as falsely believing that I have all these things.""Link to the Wikipedia page itself:https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Evil_demonHere is a video about rap3 being involved with fake reality. Not the source of it, but still linked with it:https://youtu.be/drRDcf4vF-k?si=4qxD--PXePFxpecm>666s are everywhere, like in Monster Energy, and even in all life(carbon that makes up life has 6 protons, neutrons, and electrons(666) and 6 letters), hexagons are the most efficient shape when packing things together, etc.>Satanic symbols are even embedded in landscapes & money of major places like the US Dollor & Washington D.C.>The Bible states Satan is owner of this world
>>41984302are you seeing someone?buy an orgone pyramid full of copper or silver or gold sacred geometry keep a small one with you as well it literally interacts with the ions in the air like a living thing with a scalar field and affects demons the exact same way sage doesit could be because your good and your under attackor because your with the wrong person whichwould make you a piece of shit w no soul
>>41986436Unless you didnt know than itd make you someone whose dating a demon and being raped by a demonwho should be furious because you fell for the vax or banged someone who did and now your dna is going to shit and your soul is gone whoever it was
>>41984738Some medicine becomes less effective over time. The body likes to balance itself and the brain is no different. Your brain's idea of normal is also the same state that gives you hallucinations, so if you're on the kind of antipsychotics that need active management then your brain is adapting to the medication to return to normal. Talk to your psych about if your dose needs to go up.Other medications take time to kick in and lapsing the medication can mean you have to go through the build-up period all over again.You might also just need a new medication entirely, or for a physician to look you over and take immunological and lifestyle factors into account. The body is complex and none of this (the hallucinations) are your fault if you're seeking and maintaining your treatment.This is why health care needs to be both free and universal. At least partly because schizophrenics need active and intensive care to stay in reality and acknowledge no one is perfect, so schizophrenics can and will lapse their treatment and instead of being penalized with withdrawal of care entirely they need consistent access.
your dna links you to the person your supposed to be withyou were made from them and you look likethem. At least, win you were born you didpeople tan and get fat or strong and the sunshines on them or frowns, but you can still tellalthough ask God who it is you and I will know you know now you understand biological warfare
>>41985328Im right here mortal>>41984730>takes meds>gets raped by demons>they tellem, take more medsNo, take your Me DsGo D
>>41986480do you know how many cops it took to rearrangethat bumper? that is a puppy protection device ofBiblical calibre. Bumble Bee EditionIm pretty sure Ive exposed OP as a gross troonand/or a disgusting reminder of what they took fromus, what theyre entire system was rigged to do, whatevery single one of them was trying to do.They were trying to make everyone fuck everyone elsessouls instead of their own to escape accountability for allof the worst barbarisms satanists atrocitisms ever committedthey wanted everyone complicit and dumbed down so theywould rape someone elses soul instead of their own and thanby the time rothchilds generation came out everyone would besouless worthless weakened basedboy cowardsand souless worthless weakened cumdumpster niggersas far as the men and women goif youre a woman and know who your soul is and dont go getthem if you can your a nigger demon OP might be a nigger demon, she will be soon unless she reads this and realizes she has already met this person probably
dont forget you need an orgone demonill obliterate your demon with the Gull Armourof God and the Sword of the Spirit and the Flaming Sword==sin no more==
>>41984314being desenitized to evil is what evil wants.thats'why ultra volience is used on tv and movies and so on.reasons for everything.its so you don't flee when they take and ultamately kill you.
God' is a bitch for brutally niggraping my mind in the level of the Goosh Goosh meme and thus forcing me into a hellmatrix, as well as forcing me to eat the most vile, gaggable nigg tier niggslop like stews concocted from cockroaches and maggots, semen, and spoiled vegetables. I cannot get even basic foods like plain white bread, white rice, crackers, fresh fruit or even clean water. He also only gives me the ugliest ogre gorilla broads for me as an option to date or wank too, even tho they still reject me for an even uglier hoggoblin tier loser, and also would rather get blue balls then jack to them. The worst thing he does to me though is forcing me to type out very longwinded posts everytime the topic of God is brought up. I hardly have enough time to sleep or eat my niggslop or find broads as most of my time is spent typing up extremely blasphemous and hilarious stereotypically schizophrenic ranting and ramblings. I have typed so much that my fingers have their bones showing.
>>41984302take two drops of tropisetren and see an exorcist. detach from all elements of the thoughtform as best you can.
>>41984302I've always wanted a demon hottie. Send him over.
>>41984302this isnt even hell you pussy. you absolute faggot. this is paradise compared to hell. i can give you a better description of hell. its more like a science fiction horror on a dmt trip than the clean relatable lake of fire youre expecting. try to imagine a realm that is like an alien subterranean insect hive pulsating with chaos, like a nightmare acid trip. imagine overdosing on acid and dmt and the diving into a swimming pool full of snakes and scorpions, that is what hell is like. what happens in hell is beyond your comprehension. this world is sick and evil, but hell is so much worse than your brain can handle.
>>41995752>Take a bunch of drugs and experience a nightmarish trip on Earth >"Bro lemme tell you about actual hell which totally isn't just here"Sure
>>41995773the veil is thinning now, im going to level with you, you dont have the luxury of pretending absolute spiritual evil doesnt exist, your little bubble of ignorance will not protect you. and if you keep deluding yourself you will be easy prey
>>41995773i didnt actually have a bad acid trip and see this, im painting a picture for your mind, of what i have been shown, or have been allowed to remember
>>41995920You're just another typical pseud eating up the current spiritslop narrative being intentionally shat down your throat, so why would I take you seriously? Go shiver in a corner and whimper at shadows some more.
>>41995940What you hallucinated and can recall, you mean. I've "gone to hell" too.
>>41995962there are demonic beings working against you as we speak. im not trying to wake you up, because it can break your mind easily. i was open minded and believed in the spiritual world, but when i encountered it full on i went into a state of mental shock for a while, a complete readjustment, but i didnt crack. now im familiar with it. but it still blows my mind. ive just accepted it. i cant imagine how people like you would cope if confronted with the unseen.
>>41995967in my brain visions and my own imagination are clearly partitioned. but on principal, why should you take my word as true? that wouldnt be logical. im just spelling it out anyway. i can see and hear these things, i developed these abilities over many years, and i only know one other person who could see this shit and he went insane. i caught one on video the other day, the first time ive seen one clear as day on camera, that tells me the veil is thinning. i should probably warn more people, but i dont have the time.
>>41984302focus your awareness on your self as the observer,( nothing not even your feelings or thoughts are a part of you, just something you are observing and noticing yourself observe) until you are surrounded by your own white light tuning into that and letting go of anything thing negative like hate or revenge that could be part of its frequency. You build up longer and longer times until you control the station your radio is tuned to.
>>41996031Psychosis isn't proof of "the unseen world". I've dealt with plenty of actual terrestrial horror, and one year long episode of paranoid psychosis already. I was going to kill myself, not because I wanted to, but because I was convinced I absolutely just had to die. As I (slowly) escaped, I just couldn't pretend this bullshit was real anymore, as fun and self-aggrandizing as it is to pretend invisible, evil ass gremlins are trying to get you.
>>41996056 >caught one on video the other day, the first time ive seen one clear as day on cameraLet me guess: you can't share it because of X, Y or Z, but it's totally, definitely real.
>>41996058listen im going to be real with you so you have a better understanding, if you ever encountered a demon prince from hell, you would forget that hippie shit and pray to god. you would realize how small and vulnerable you are by yourself with your fucking healing crystals and dream catcher you bought at some department store. you will flip on a dime and become a believer, if you ever faced off with a demon, thats a fact. most of you will never experience that, because you dont show up on their radar, you pose no threat
>>41984302>We are in hell>"We"We? Who's we? Nintendo Wii?
>>41996153Unlike you, who is so significant a "Prince of Hell" accosted you? Lol.
>>41996108the line between the underworld and the imagination is thin. and if you have no education to understand these things, it can easily put someone in a mental hospital. people who experience psychosis are under demonic attack. and often they are reporting real things from beyond the veil they cant logically interpret. its complicated and a disturbing topic in itself. and im weary of exposing people to these things who might be triggered into an episode, some people are very sensitive to these things
>>41996205its just basic demon terminology, there are ranks of demons. i know more than one person who has encountered high ranking demons, but the one that attacked me the first time when i was completely unprepared, tried to kill me, it was pulling my life force out of my body or what it felt like, this one had the appearance of a bloated corpse, kind of a nurgle vibe. i wasnt a believer before then, when it happened i just knew to call upon god and not be afraid, then it got blasted out of the room. it got to the point after years that i stopped getting scared of them entirely. but ive only seen two high ranking demons, the other was about 8 foot tall with horns. when i saw it i kind of thought 'horns, thats a bit cliché, for a demon' i thought the horns were some fictional trope
>>41996245>im weary of exposing people to these things who might be triggered into an episode, some people are very sensitive to these thingsWhy do you think you're capable of exposing "this" to someone? How would you even do that? I see claims like this all the time, but there's never even any weak evidence, let alone actual proof of said claims. >the line between the underworld and the imagination is thinOf course it is, it would be too inconvenient to have to actually back your assertions with something that isn't just semantic fog.
>>41996331That's honestly probably schizophrenia. It can develop late in life with little warning. You likely saw a hallucination, which can be very terrifying and life-changing. Calling on God in your darkest hour to ward away evil is a very primal cultural narrative trope that's subconsciously buried in anyone who can speak English.
>>41996357i could tell you exactly how to do it, how to pierce the veil, but i wont because if you or someone else tries it youll probably get fucked up. heres how it works, this is what i was taught early on - whe you first notice the demons, they all notice you, and they will wage war on you. so i dont want to accidentally cause that to happen, so i wont tell you how. but even if i did tell you, you probably wouldnt want to put yourself through that, just to see something out of morbid curiosity. no, i mean, the underworld is part of the irrational realm, and a part of your mind is in that realm, so there is a thin line. like the meme, theres a thin line between higher truths and schizophrenia. thats why most people cant handle it, the truth is stranger than fiction, very important to remember, the mundane world is a lie you were sold.
>>41984302Why don't you rape the demons back? Pussy
>>41996392thats a perfectly rational conclusion from your perspective. i can tell you my mind is like a rock, its not normal, ive never had any symptoms of mental illness except adhd. i dont expect you to take my word for it. i know it sounds crazy. whatever man. you need to stay rooted in your bubble for whatever reason. i have one on video from 3 days ago, shits getting kinda fucked, or interesting. the the world, this spiritual war, is coming to a head. most of you are not ready. but thats fine, just remember its a war against good and evil, and trust in god.
>>41996538>i have one on video from 3 days agoThen show us.
>>41996486Why hasn't God arranged for me to encounter a demon so that I can develop faith and be saved? Why am I instead allowed to wallow in my supposed mundane ignorance? If my psychotic episode was actually a demonic attack, why did I survive it without God's intervention? If God did intervene, why wasn't it made apparent to help me escape potential future attacks and gain salvation? I'm pretty sure I already know "how" to pierce the veil (inelegantly), but I'm wary of engaging in any serious ritual. If it works, that's dramatically worse than just feeling like an idiot for a while. Even if it's purely self hypnosis and autosuggestion, that's pretty fucking disturbing.
>>41984302You can go vegan and get everything you need from plants and supplements.God probably exists I’m sorry about your schizophrenic hallucinations but that is because you were hurt, it’s trauma, chemical imbalance, etcTry going to a catholic priest and telling him this. As a catholic you can be a hopeful universalist and believe maybe no one goes to hell forever https://benthams.substack.com/p/universalism-a-comprehensive-defense?utm_source=publication-search…there’s a community which is now still only in its faintest beginnings, but which is going somewhere stunning. It’s being formed by a being of perfect love and beauty and goodness, one who wants to have relationships with you and I, of all people, and has even proven willing to undergo terrible suffering to bring that about. It’s a community in which you’ll again see your departed loved ones, in which people whose lives consisted of nothing but suffering will have their wounds healed and will be able to go on, a community without death, without oppression, without degradation, without hurt (even the little animals won’t get hurt, if you can believe it), one in which we’ll relate to God and to one another without fear or anxiety or shame or pretense–in which, as St. Paul says, for the first time, we’ll see each other face to face. And it is our job, here and now, to help this community be realized. “Repent, for the Kingdom of God is at hand.”https://benthams.substack.com/p/gods-existence-is-the-best-possible
>>41984302There’s lots of answers to the problem of evil and divine hiddeness https://benthams.substack.com/p/the-archon-abandonment-theodicy
>>41996618i dont know why. i didnt invite it or even know it existed. but at that time i had lost a lot of child like innocence, so that was the vector. it wasnt arranged by god, it came from them. you survived because demons cant kill people directly, only indirectly. the time that i got attacked directly was highly unusual, its not supposed to happen, they arent supposed to have that kind of power here.i would say god may be treating you as a soldier, as i am, so you are expected to become stronger of your own accord without intervention. but you can always make a request. if you dont ask it cant be granted. so the trick is asking for the right thing, instead of trying to indulge some fantasy like most people do. if you ask for that kind of challenge, youll get it. i never asked for challenges and trials they just came to me, i asked for strength and guidance. theres no ritual involved, no invocation. but it seems the veil really is thinner now, so if you want to tap in, it will be easier now than it was prior. but i dont recommend toying with demons and elementals, just observe them occasionally, but for the most part ignore them.
>>41996554what can i say, it looks like a luminous little creature about the size of a jack russell. it changes shape. it can jump like 2 meters, but to walk, it hops, or it runs, or it flies, it does shit i cant make sense of, running in circles and hitting the ground with particles of light. sometimes it looks humanoid like a gnome, bipedal, sometimes it jumps around on all fours. this is all from one sighting. i tricked it. im going to try trick it again and get more footage. if i showed you the video, you could reasonably argue it is ai generated. but for what its worth i swear on my life i filmed this thing, im dead fucking serious. i have never seen anything like it, and for 2 days i was freaked out. now im just really curious what else is going on. i have seen other stuff that, i mean, fuck me, its too crazy. ive seen where portals are located, i have a camera with a telescope attached for spying. ive seen too much crazy shit this week. but seeing the creature on film was something i wasnt prepared for, even though im familiar with all this shit, i guess you never fully get used to it, and you dont want to get used to it, that would mean youre shadow walking with the dead, if you were totally accustomed to that kind of shit.
>>41996738Sure, but none of them are actually good answers.
>>41996919>if i showed you the video, you could reasonably argue it is ai generated. but for what its worth i swear on my life i filmed this thing, im dead fucking serious. Look, it's that excuse I was talking about.
>>41984302>I have a real demon raping me constantlyTell your stepdad to knock it off.
>>41997015im not trying to prove shit. theres no point, none of you on this website have shown me any sign that any of you are capable of operating like this. i know for a fact if you tried you would get fucked up. not going to bother ripping the video and editing it down for 4chan to show you some goblin imp running around on my street. youre merely curious to see something supernatural, i would warn you that is a very dangerous curiosity to have. and i doubt youre prepared to make the leap. thats why you hang around here on /x/, there nothing here, but tripe, none of you have scratched the surface and you also cant be trusted with certain things. very disappointing. oh well
putting you on a path like this, you crystal gazing nerds, no offence bros, it would be like giving a child a loaded gun to play with.
>>41997252>Bro I don't care about proving anything, it's why I've posted multiple posts about invisible goblin people and insisted it's true>You're just not smart enough to handle The Truth like me Fuck off with your stupid LARP, faggot.
>>41984302>I have a real demon raping me constantly, or hallucinations and delusions of a real demon raping me constantly.Naw it's just some faggot.
>>41984302Omae wa mou shindieru.
>>41997480HUR PROVE IT DUDE, DEMONS ARENT REAL. youre out of your depth, go watch your fucking cartoons
