think of, objectively speaking, after you hit your peak of health in life it becomes a slow gradual decline until you die.you lose hair, skin sags, private parts don't work like they used to, memory declines, not as attractive.i think aging is what will make future generations of people commit suicide, losing that youth.the thing is if you commit suicide while young will you end up cherishing your next life more as a whole in some way?
>your next lifelolhe thinks corporeal existence is life
what are you trying to say? are you on drugs?
>>42037284People don’t commit suicide out of fear of aging, they do it after the fact. And that’s not even one of the lead reasons for suicide.
i'm in my mid-40s, and i can tell you life is better than it was in every previous decade, even physically since i have the discipline to lift and do cardio regularly that i didn't when i was youngerthe best part is though how much less of a shit i give, but that could be partly because there is no future in front of us that can be planned or prepared for so agonizing about taking/haven taken better paths in my life is irrelevantbasically we're on the eve of the end of modern civilization, and you're worried about aging? you're a moron, aging is going to be the least of your problems
>>42037293my personality changes every other day so i might look at this tomorrow and think it's retarded.most suicides usually are tied to losing youth in some way, there was this black youtuber guy who committed a suicide a few months ago or something.typically hanging onto interests from childhood means you have some connection to the past and it's memories.i believe in quantum mortality, there are 3 times in life where i should've died but reality kept ma dumbass alive.once was drowning, twice for losing massive blood from finger snapping off, third was shoving something in my ear that hit my brain and destroyed my ear drum.i am more "drug addict" like when sober compared to any drug i have taken before.i live in poverty so i may not have a lot of time left i suspect, so this question is being asked.
>>42037284Not for me it isn't.Suicidal ideation at its worst for me is when I start hyperfixating on how repetitive and boring life is on the grand scale. Rinse, wash, repeat until you die and then they force you back in again.It seems like the way they manipulate you into taking an incarnation is by showing you the highlights, which is only blips in between the bullshit you have to deal with day-to-day. Too many rules, restrictions, and bureaucracy in this life.Sure, relationships and how we interact with people do matter, but it doesn't cancel out the monotony of life.I'll take the void oblivion instead if I maintain my conscious decision to escape, thank you.
whites and jews doing virus hoaxes on yourecording your fap sessionsdestroying your money and freedomflooding you with mudsbut what makes you commit suicide is hitting 30, lolzoomer problems
>>42037333A lot of people are going to give me weak cope responses to this one but I think they're just afraid to admit there's really not much going on here. It's all distractions.
>>42037335OP is retarded and so is everyone replying to him with their gay stories. This is either AI or an abysmally low IQ at work.
honestly maybe being in poverty my whole life doesn't help my case here but i knew even more well off people still be suicidal somehow.i even have multiple hobbies that aren't just time wasters where i actually create things n i still lean towards suicidal ideation every year that passes.it's more than just that boomer "missed out on teen love" or whatever crap they try and shove down everyone's throats.boomers should die off quicker there genuinely seems to be no good ones left.
mbti and enneagram theory also is one of the best things you can ever learn too.it helps with growth patterns and identifying what you need to integrate into in life.money has never been more useless however, unless you are already in the midst of earning income. less income you earn the less the government tracks what you do and can be labeled as mentally retarded and not be able to work for the rest of your life, breaking the system succesfully.money will be abolished soon, they only have money to keep lower people in herds, all the rich people at the top r basically smart to keep the world in order so low iq bastards such as myself don't get power to do world ending decisions.when i was 9 i thought the world would end in my 80's, but now it may end sooner.being alive in the 70's - 00's was the peak of humanity, i lived a good life in my last life and now i am living this life as a retard for punishment.
>>42037318Did any details of your past change after these attempts?
>>42037318>i am more "drug addict" like when sober compared to any drug i have taken before.i know exactly what you mean.when it comes to aging i think suicide is a way of taking control of your own mortality. i can imagine myself getting to a certain point and going, well, ive had a good run, yknow. i am not afraid of dying. its part of our life. i think the way we cling to life when its time to let go is kind of undignified sometimes.i wouldnt do it early though, like at middle age. i may as well experience all the seasons of life. even if aging sounds unpleasant, i think ill become someone who can enjoy that stage of life.
>>42037850they were all accidental when i was a kidclosest i came to dying as an adult was a year ago when a car almost hit me at nighteverytime after one of those happened though i lost more and more of my original self, as in, it kinda fucks with your brain subconciously but you don't realize it until years later.i sound more retarded than usual today and i also have prefrontal cortex damage as a kid so i truly believe my life was meant to be rigged in some way. sometimes when i fall asleep i hear murmurs and radio static too but this happens infrequently every few days.i have no idea what prefrontal cortex damage can do in an adult life besides be more of an impulsive idiot so idk
>>42037898yeah honestly in a weird way, i think time is the biggest psyop of them all.despite a measly 20 years of my existence passing by, it felt like actually 1 giant track this whole time like, 20 years feels like 1 year at the same time almost like the entirety of life is one giant deja vu phenomenon?like, experience is pretty much what dictates if you get killed or not in life, almost feels like ive been alive since the stone age but in modern times, like i KNOW I lived multiple lives but have no way to prove it?
If you wish to end your own life the best advice I can give you is to meditate until you can stop your own heart with you mind. Don't do yourself an injury. Don't be angry with yourself.
>>42037293without divinity there is no spiritualityand without spirituality there is only consumerism and materialismand since you're here on 4chan, you're not maximizing your material wealth at this very moment. you're a lazy failure and thus your existence is meaningless and you should end yourselfrefute this, simpleton
>>42037946or fast until you're too weak to move and die from starvation
>>42037284The rat study suggests suicidal behavior is mainly triggered by living in rat hell with no escape. For some people maybe that’s aging but it’s more likely something they hate about the present than a future fear
>>42037293The most damning redpill is that the corporeal reality is death to most entities.It's human hubris to suggest that having a body to be in is a blessing and a virtue.There's nothing more restricting to an energy being, than to be confined to flesh and bone.But to an hero and relieve yourself of your imprisonment won't actually set you free.
>>42038114>But to an hero and relieve yourself of your imprisonment won't actually set you freeI don't wanna hear your shitmeme about suicide triggering an automatic re-incarnation
