last >>35483682death by nombla and larry posting editionqott how do you keep from killing yourself or cutting every day
>>35488635I look forward to posting with paige~
>>35488635Drinking a lot,but that's now out of the table
So what have you all been up to?
I've been working on my health.
>qott sight of my own blood makes me feel sick and shake and the feeling of losing blood i hate even more like im leaking it makes me freak
>>35488713I just think of cutting as a reckless form of masochism. Like on the level of using heroin. Like 0.8 heroins.There are better drugs out there.
>>35488713oh wow idk for me it feels great and really calms me down/elevates my mood and relaxes me
>>35488750Scares the shit out of me when you hurt yourself. Stick to the being tied up please?
>>35488750>feels great and really calms me down/elevates my mood and relaxes merelate>>35488713my little sibling used to be scared of blood like that but like it didn't matter if it was his blood or someone elses bleeding just freaked him out
>>35488750even if its just a small prick or paper cut i have to constantly check it over and over or keep putting it to my mouth to stop the blood
>>35488769The larger wounds get, the longer they take to heal. When they get deep they also are delicate when healing. All things which cause terrible and worse inconvenience. If you don't take good care of a bad wound, it can cause a permanent weakness and sometimes pain.Every wound you see should spoop you on like a sliding scale relative to the pain in the ass of the heal.
>>35488769hate seeing other people bleed also it makes me shiver but i dont mind in movies or video games or combat sports
>>35488786I feel worried about it in combat sports. Like, we're just kinda ignoring that in like, boxing, the goal is to fucking destroy the other guy's brain.
would you date a boxer if he were taller than you?
>>35488635>qottI have severe thanatophobia and the guilt of what it would do to my family
>>35488817If i die, it's no longer my problem. And i was planning on handling a lot of the problems, so you all are really fucked if i die.
I want to fuck my mom. uwu
>>35488784yeah I have like a basic understanding of first aid thanks to my dumb interests and also dealing with my own self influcted bullcrap
>>35488807>dateit really depends more on what he's like than what he looks likebut based entirely on looks a big 6'1+ guy would be pretty hot yesI'll bet the cuddles would be really nice
>>35488922You've got a great rack.
>>35488974Yes, the best one in this thread, my ass is also the fattest and best one in this thread but you already know that, papi.
>>35488786I don't like seeing others hurt eithertho it doesn't really effect me much until it gets gory and/or looks painful (irl or in media)
Ya know, if i am a narcissist, i feel like this isn't the way to treat it.
>>35488817You should rope naz. I doubt that your family really cares that much about you anymore, you are a leech and a burden at this point.
>>35489005May i suggest suicide as a treatment?
>>35489032Liniment.
>>35489045Drinking cow urine is more effective.
It's been so long since i could fully relax.
has anyone here ever looked into pheromone maxxing before?
if I really think about it, the first memory I have of wishing I could have been a girl was playing super ghouls n ghosts for the snes as a kid and getting turned into a girlughhhhhh GOD I wish I had been groomed so BAD bros....
>>35488817the guilt doesnt matter because you'd be dead!
>>35489438i remember the first time i even realized there was a big difference was when my mom said i couldn't have my girl friend sleep over like my boy friends could at my birthday party when i was 6 or 7
>>35489438>super ghouls n ghostsyo damn that's one of the first games I ever playedpossibly *the* first but that could have also been alttp
For fucks sake... SHEEN! You can just eat, I don't know... A fucking apple? A glass of water? WEIRD idea! And I know already, now you're going to sad post "boo hoo, nobody likes me because I've had" - no, nobody likes you because you FUCKING DON'T IMPROVE ONE. FUCKING. BIT.Ever since I've been here in 8 fucking years when my life went to shit, and I crawled out of the gutter over and over again, you have been here eating shit all the time, putting your fucking money towards a fucking graphics card. Because you know, that's exactly what you need right now. A fucking graphics card to sit more on your fucking ass and play fucking video all day. While shoving fucking burgers down your fucking hole. Right? Fuck.I'm trying to like you, quit making it impossible. Please. Like a fucking clockwork. Sheen, nobody is fucking angry at you for posting about fucking foods. People are angry at you for wasting money on graphics cards, video games. Fast food. A car, as I've been recently told. Instead of you selling the car, getting some fucking vegetables. Eating your fucking veggies, drinking some fucking water for once in your life (without added sugar I might add) And I don't know sell your fucking car get a fucking bike.Like, yes, you are depressed. Wow. 90% of us are fucking depressed. 90% of us have some fucking mental issue we deal with. Yes, we are here to support you. But you don't want support. You just want a fucking pity party. About poor old fat sheen. Who will never be liked. Nigga You look like a fucking middle aged woman. And you do fuck all with it. It's infuriating, it is sadOh, and I'm not done yet. Sheen. We've been over this for like, how many years? Like fuck? I've been fucking pre op. I had a fucking dick when you started posting here. And what changed? What did you do in all those years? Fucking nothing.You did nothing. Despite people constantly offering you help, offering you advice, constantly offering you to do shit for you and WITH you.
>>35489592who is sheen?
I'm a huge fucking faggotYou can tell because I redditspaceHaha xd
laf coded meme
more like bad coded meme
>>35489674sup blobby?
What's a reasonable dosage of ev to reboot stalled breast growth post orchi?
>>35489631Very nice poster. Always anon. I can't spot her.
I has injected more gurl into my leg.
>>35489438Being groomed would be naic. But instead we must groom ourselves.>pic me grooming me
>>35490081>But instead we must groom ourselvesme!
NGL being a tranny sucks ass hard. It's like kidna fucking retarded too. Wish I could just be a girl and not a fucking tranner ughhhhhhhh
>>35490173It's better than being a man though.
>>35490173i love it! i get to wear my sissy panties outside and it be totally normal!
need to work out more for the sake of my thighs
I cant even deny people and correct them and be like no im not gay! because tbhdesu i kind of am
is becoming too hard to post to. I cant post half the time because: capcha not right, filtered for spam, wait a minute to post for some reason, janny bans you for a month for no reason. think 4chin is kill
dudldo u frens think this looks like a good design 4 engineer>>35490384>captcha not rightskill issue>filtered for spamnever have this issue>wait a minute to postonly have this issue when connecting to a new network, mainly on phone>jannyknown issue
>>35490262Yus!
>>35490396Looks gay.
Like, he looks how i'd picture my self-insert in the story would be, and then all of my optimism and cheer would get beaten out of me by a bigger engineer.
It's just a story. In real life i never run out of optimism and cheer. I am like the androids except with hope.
>>35488774>even if its just a small prick>keep putting it to my mouthoh
holy shit how is everything going my way. i really don't deserve this
>>35490396is this world ur drawing stuff for like medieval mecha? the mouse like suit, the elfish looking engineer n all...p cool idea
>>35490520I want to be likemore pear shaped than this flat stickbug figure I've always hadthink it's possible since my weight seems to distribute to my lower body first (not much to butt or hips tho)
>>35491283sort of medieval desu, i don't want it to feel necessarily medieval but i want to take inspiration from older cultures and fashions and work it into a setting with mecha, i like that kind of vibe
>>35491483ig attack on titan was like that sorta
the state of this general
dead cope thread
>>35491695the entire board is pretty dead, all of the gens took a hit..
>>35491678>>35491695>>35491731wha happen?>inb4 my impactdid the world actually end and im 2 dumb to realize it lol?
>>35491739>did the world actually end and im 2 dumb to realize it lol?I wouldn't be too surprised if I looked outside my window and it was suddenly shawn of the dead out there and I just didn't notice kek
>>35491739jannies banned all the good postersnomi and larry started posting on overdrive which drove off everyone who hadn't been bannedpeege (possibly me) is going through a depression episode so they aren't posting as much due to thatwait for election season to start, things will probably pick up againcolleges might be having exams toonot to mention discords stealing the poster baseunironically it's probably sixty percent intentional conspiracy on the part of one or more moderators/janitors, some part discord killing 4channel in general, some part malicious actors (likely anya gang) hastening the general's demise by blobby posting, and just a natural cycle of activity that mtfg goes through
>>35491739idk, i think they did smth about the captcha and that scared people off or idk what exactly.. i think whoever owns 4chan doesn't give a shit and only wants to squeeze as much money as possible.. idk exactly what and how..
>>35491296I used to run a lot, and I had insane legs and ass, lol.
>>35491758>>35491775>>35491778this a p gud explination.
>>35491786basedI need to get back into joggingsucks tho since I nolonger live next to the nice ravine I used to run alongafforded alot of privacy for my shy ass
>>35491797I will start walking/jogging really soon once my guests leave. There is a really nice pond close to my house. I plan on jogging around it. Why are you shy, though?
does wearing a buttplug and chastity cage 24/7 make me trans
>>35491830no it makes you a man
1200 is alot of calories
>>35491808>There is a really nice pond closesounds real comfy :>>Why are you shy, though?no idea, always been this wayit takes alot of concerted effort for me to feel ok being seen usually with some odd exceptions heavy social anxiety too, but I can be surprisingly social if I feel comfortable and have stuff to say
sobbing im finally getting adhd medication
>>35491870The pond is absolutely beautiful during summer and fall. In summer, it is so green, with countless ducks, geese, chipmunks, and squirrels all around. During fall, it gets pretty romantic, with yellow leaves everywhere. A bit sad I don't have someone to share these moments with.>no idea, always been this wayOh, I see. I am not really shy at all or anything, I guess. But there are things I would never do. I only get shy if I talk about sexual things, lol.
>>35491887grats, I hope it helps>>35491897>I only get shy if I talk about sexual things, lol.funnily enough I have an easy time being promiscuous around menone of the few exceptions kekbut like only overtly sexual shitI can't flirt for shit and that makes me self conscious so like I could go up to a guy in a mall and ask to fuck ez but asking for a date....
how to stop being lonely? without this place i get very lonely, but i don't want to be here.. i just like writing some shit somewhere no matter how trash it is and maybe having someone reply to it without like facing any consequence..
>>35492001whore yourself out on grindr until you get a local coomer to be your boyfriend
>>35492001I am pretty lonely, too, so I started to write here lately.>>35491996I am the exact opposite, I can't ask anyone to fuck me or anything, but I can flirt pretty easily and ask for dates. I think I am pretty good at flirting, too, at least according to the people I flirted with. Some say I am a real tease...
>>35492009i am too fat and still keep worrying about not having a job so i can't really enjoy myself, otherwise i would suck cock on grindr, also i have to be nice and not clingy obsessed to people irl.. it is hard being nice to people..
>>35488635genuine questionwhy do trans women identify so much with characters that have tragic and depressing stories
>>35492031transwomen tend to have tragic and depressing backstories if they are younger, while late transitioners (post 20) tend to just fetishize women's suffering and so seek to co opt it as their own
>>35491900concerta
>>35492022amazingthere's probably something wrong with me considering I literally lost my virginity before I had my first kiss>pretty good at flirting, too, at least according to the people I flirted withjelly
transwomen be like i need to be stabbed and then have my wound raped
>>35492172>there's probably something wrong with me considering I literally lost my virginity before I had my first kissthat's normal i think i'd had sex with like five or six guys before my first kiss>>35492184based tho
>>35492172You just have to be a tease; let them see, but don't let them touch. Make a lot of suggestive comments, but don't outright say the naughty words, etc.>I literally lost my virginity before I had my first kissmine was a bit complicated...
i wish i had money>>35492222checked also wish i could get high
>>35492192>five or six guyswhew based>>35492194smartthanks I'm def stealing this if I ever get the chance>complicated...but good I hope
>>35488635>qottcutting felt wayy too good so i couldn't let myself get into it. settled for other forms of self harm that don't leave scars.>>35492031idk it's kinda tragic and depressing to have your body warp and disfigure in ways that make you depressed and hate yourself for 5+ years. formative teenage years spent helplessly watching your body mutilate itself while everyone around you is living their life normally kinda fucks with your mental.
>>35492321how is maiq anything like larry or nomi
>>35492319>thanks I'm def stealing this if I ever get the chanceI think I got ghosted several times because I teased and tried to flirt too much though.>but good I hopeWell, IDK, it's average, I guess.
>>35492334if anything he's worse lol
>>35492078>fetishize women's suffering and so seek to co opt it as their ownyeah i definitely have seen some of that in my time. almost like they're bored of having male problems and female problems are fresh, hip and new>>35492328>idk it's kinda tragic and depressing to have your body warp and disfigure in ways that make you depressed and hate yourself for 5+ years. formative teenage years spent helplessly watching your body mutilate itself while everyone around you is living their life normally kinda fucks with your mental.yea your mental really does seem fucked with lol
poor genuine transgirls, uwu
>>35492222>You gonna get high af.doubt desu
>>35492355what did maiq do to be worse than me? i need to surpass that, i just can't allow him to have this win..
>>35492349never done any but i probably wouldn't like themi tend to go for depressants, strangely i'm always exhausted so you would think i would want stims but exhausted doesn't mean relaxed and i love how weed or percocet or even shrooms make me feel, whereas the one time i had anything stimulant adjacent i just talked a fuck ton and didn't enjoy it>>35492355i haven't seen his pp yet tho, assuming he has one
this album helps
>>35492335too much flirt can definitely ruin friendships but sometimes you get a nice relationship out of it :^)>>35492357it's all in the past tho life is kinda good now. plenty of people have a shit time in their teens and recover.
>rapist fetishist predatorsi am none of these, i am not even attracted to women, i posted my dick bc i got a lot of (You)s and i thought it was funny..
>>35492457i eat enough, im even gaining weight again finally
>>35492365pretty sure it just helps shut off the background noise especially if you get the extended release and actually have adhd.
lol are u serious
>>35492453I did ruin a potentially huge relationship once. Now, I am pretty lonely and don't know what to do.
>>35492510>especially if you get the extended release and actually have adhd:)yes
>>35491775anya seething kekyeah theyre probably busy jerking each other dw about them>>35491778lari cope for being manipulated, imagine being like third tier groomed by the deutsch entity. eurofags on watch from a fake russian>>35492469ive decided that grindr is too much work to just get food, and i dont wanna eat eggs and rice so ive just been smoking what lil weed i have left
>>35492525stay social, keep meeting people and hope you hit it off with someone ig. what else can you really do?
>>35492583Well idk, I think I will stay a bit alone for a while.
>>35492583awkwardly hang out with your dad while having intrusive sexual thoughts that make u want to vomit but it's better than being alone and feels vaguely like having a bf
>>35492577who tf manipulated me? everything i did, i did bc i wanted to..
>>35492593I live alone, not with my family, though.
>>35489592this is the best thing mtfg has done
bf convinced me to try playing runescape and im addicted now
>>35492592fair, rebounds don't usually play out well anyways.>>35492593wouldn't recommend this.
>>35492593I would never admit to this out loud like this. Some things are best left unsaid>>35492692I will never understand the appeal of that game. It's got cute graphics and music but that's about it
>>35492603its alright i still love u bud>>35489592you have a good friend sheen you should listen to her
>>35492905i didnt understand the appeal either until i started playing, u can just do whatever u feel like and its really low commitment and doesnt rlly require too much focus
>>35492986there's something so magical to me about how alive the world islike since there's so many players just doing their own thing in groups or solo you can like just fish or mine and watch em all and it's likeI'm a lumberjack npc in a fantasy game or something elsetheres honestly no comfier a feeling imo
>>35492905>I will never understand the appeal of that gameevery person i know with a 99 in that game has been an opiate addict at some point in their lives or is currently an addict. i don't think that's a coincidence.
>>35492973alright blobby girl, take care of yourself <3
>>35493201rip anon
>>35493243
>>35493260ugh hot
>>35493084yeah its rlly comfy i thinkmakes me want to make friends in game but im too scared to speak in chat to actually try
If I answer yes people vill do "uh huh"Then let's say I answer no people vill do "hm hm"
live most of my life with my head up my ass only occasionally pulling it out to blame others for my problems.
>>35493357>but im too scared to speak in chat to actually tryoof same
>>35488635My autistic partner told me point blank yesterday they’re convinced Im autistic thenmade me take the RAADS-R and AQ test. Both I scored higher than them. Is it over for me?
>>35493468shut up you stupid bitch
>>35493512not anymore than it was before you took the test
i trooned out to get chad dick but ended up dating manlet seth Rogan who glugs my weenus every night
>>35493526Lol it was already kinda over before this
>>35493120i have never been unintentionally called out so hard in my entire life
>>35493565Couldn't be me :) (no bf)
>>35493512autism is such a yucky eww thing to have, especially for others around you, i bet that you look very autistic, poor you..
>>35493835>am trans>talk really quiet so no one can hear>mix between autism face and fetal alcohol syndrome faceYea :(
>>35493862rough shit buddy..
I fucking love mushy peas on a pie and gravy and like a mash potato and some fried onions son of a bitch
>>35493973My future husband
invincible is a pretty good show but it could be so much better with more dynamic animation
what do I do for the next 36 hours until I get my keys to the new place?
>>35494004>>35494005Hes charming but there's only one boy for me
>>35494063wtf
very touch starved and horny at the same time no libido can't get off very strange and frustrating. Can't use vibrator because it's packed and won't live alone anymore anyway it's so fucking over>>35494031He cute>>35494063Also cute and he has a nice laugh. I wanna sully him
>>35494075>>35494080I said boy he's my free pass, Gillian Anderson in X files maybe or mark harmon when he was younger too
so glad i don’t look autistic
please help I am so ready tojust move I feel unable to do anything rightnow but I'm bored
>>35494122I want a corned silverside with pickle spread fuuuuck>>35494141Cute but you need the little propeller hat I'd rep this fuckin thing so hard backwards
>>35494141cap gives me Varg vibes. Is that german pattern or something? Worrying
sometimes i piss the bed
sigh my bf is too fat to come camping with me but i have no-one else to go with and i dont wanna go by myself
>>35494141>>35494208happy passover.
>>35494205its alpenflagehttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/TAZ_83totally benign, i just like how it looks>>35494191drip af>>35494323molotov!
>>35494279the few times ive been homeless ive actually felt pretty free and happyi like camping sleeping out in a tent preferably somewhere close to a beach so i can hear the oceano well my bf is too fat for my carguess ill go camping next partner :(
Hole gangs here
is it gay if i shipped tf out of danny phantom and the jock bully in my head when i was a kid
>>35494344ugh ganghole
>>35494208wow u have pretty eyes
I have about a million selfies on my phone since i started hrt. Not a single smile. Just the same autistic stare lmao
>>35494419thanx u too theyre kinda the same lolo>>35494344what a tasty faggot
>>35494423mines is p bad.if u try less blunt/thick bangs it wud still look gud on u. better even.but not too wispy or wutever cuz yeah ur forehead is kinda limitbreak. sry.
>>35494556lol ripu gonna need some science or someshit then sorry.hairplugz or they like surgically adjust that shit somehow. i could use it desu.
EYES ARE WRINKLYoh god oh godmodel career overTHE WALL IS REAL
Can't believe mef is an old wrinkly lady now
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME???
i want to eat a maiq's feet burger
>>35494662its not over mef.it just depends on what kind of modeling gig ur going 4.
Really the point of life is to get as high as you can and watch Azerbaijani village residents cook outrageously large meals for youtube money in some weird asmr cooking fetishist video format
>>35494766fake diapers >:(
live pic of me ripping the massivest giant diarrhoea shit of me life anskie laughed at me i love beint a trannyverification not required
Time for bed. Goodnight>>35494793They have heavy absorbency?
>>35494816c****, posting selfies is not the answer u_u
>>35494793yeah. no crinkle.>>35494816mtfg power couples:anskie x skyliekope x karalia x elfipaige x a gay robot on shrooms
i did my makeup yesterday and it gave me eye crinkles :((((((is forever?
a cute boy neighbor just introduced himself to me as we were putting trash out at the same time and i told him moving tomorrow lol
>>35494874me with my gay robot gf powering a coupleverification not required because im a very good poster
how do I cope while waiting for ffs? do I just never leave my house again
>>35495059if it's all scheduled and paid for then sure why not. if you need a job or money to get it then it's a lot trickier and you have to humiliate yourself in public for a while.
>>35495118>if it's all scheduled and paid foroh...
So do you guys fuck with chief keef?
exceedingly long lance
you reminded me. I got my zaku in but it's been slow progress so far
>>35495179noice is that an origin kit? it looks good so far
>>35495213shut up dad
>>35495203yeah. I really hate the little stickers. they are so hard to place so I am saving the rest for the end
>>35495148i don't like
>>35495219yea i normally save stickers until the build is done, or even longer if i plan on eventually painting the modeli normally use my hobby knife to help place them and nudge them into place, but they can be finnicky. i do not recommend the shinanju or sauper's geara if you don't like stickers, because they're everywhere on those kits for the lining>>35495229boomer reference, ninja turtles isn't my generation
if I want more smooth skin, is pueraria mirifica worth testing with?
>>35495272is the power of diaper love
>>35495299it literally just turns into estrogen in your body. just take estrogen so you are able to actually dose it for real
>>35495385
>>35495415based
>hair is wet>realize i took a bath without really remembering it or noticing
>>35495512it's fun just losing large chunks of time haha
>>35495532dissociaitong is back :3
>>35495542I should buy some wine...
wish i could dissociate for the next 35 hours
>>35495564no sorry those don't really speed time up for me
>>35495560what's happening the next 35 hours? if I could dissociate for a specific amount of time I would like to do it for at least a year or two
>>35495588i get keys to my new apartment :3
alone in a crowd of people.
>>35495668same desu
>>35495412but I dont want too much physical changes, I want to smooth skin max
>>35495688not me. guess we're built different
>>35495698did you not read what i said?
>>35495718you are saying that doing it with herbal supp is like an extra step to get estrogen?
>>35495762I'm going to do that soon anyway except sober, I was just waiting so I dont wake up super early tomorrow>>35495764yes exactly, and the main issue isn't indirectness, it's that unregulated herbal supps aren't going to have the same potency in each unit it will vary which is not ideal if you're taking it for a specific reason like getting feminized skin. btw if you take PM you will grow boobs too
is permanent? don't think i had yesterday:(
>>35495814sunscreen. now.
>>35495873that close to eyeball??
>>35495881lmao have you not been putting sunscreen around ur eyes?
>>35495910i don't really go outside so
>>35495925before the sun rises
>>35495917well yes, for when you do go outside, the sunscreen goes everywhere, ESPECIALLY places people wrinkle. even your lips need to be sunscreened. if you're eye is closed you are not going to accidentally rub any into your eye unless you are being retarded
>>35495803is boob growth inevitable when taking enough does to affect skin? or is it diff person2person
>>35495945is it over for me?
>>35495957its different person to person. some amab people take cis woman levels of estrogen and never grow any boobs. but this whole idea of micro dosing estrogen doesn't really work that well, ftm can microdose T and that works more like how it sounds. but if you microdose estrogen, say, "just enough to soften your skin", there's a chance your body will just not use it, or react by producing more testosterone. Dr. Will Powers is an endo in michigan, and has posted about using estrogen topical cream on his face to make it more youthful without the other effects, but I'm not sure how that worked out for him or if he still does it. but maybe i think your best route would be to look into getting estrogen topical cream to apply to your skin you want softened
>>35496020whoa, thanks that made things more clear
>>35496137yup. i was considering taking PM when i was in highschool and wasn’t comfortable being trans yet so the idea of like a light feminizing was appealing. but don’t fall for the memes. it’s good that you are asking questions
wanna die
I want to live.
i want to live. the struggle never lasts
>>35496294I guess planned parenthood is the first step? getting an appointment.
>>35496400>>35496405explain
i want to cum but dick broken gg
>>35496430I’m the first one who wants to live. The second one is a different person. I simply need a lovey dovey trans gf who follows me around like a dog. Then, I will feel truly alive
>>35496452oh I don’t have anyone either and unlovable so I wanna die. does that mean I’m good to die now?
>>35496472Don’t you want to try as hard as you can before dying? Don’t you want to at least say that to yourself that you tried your best until the end?
>>35496543I did try and he didn’t like me anyway
The decline and fall of tranny civilization
https://youtu.be/fSM_SO0GIBc
>>35495935Post butt
omfg i has a sandwich
no women are into diapers its all a psyop
goodnight mtfg
Abolish work
>>35497328Working sets you free.
>>35497113mmmm mm mmm
>visiting parents for passover >worry bralette would be visible through my shirt so wear a flannel shirt on bare skin>day after>nipples chafed so badly even soft fabrics hurt like a bitch>nipple balm does nothingI guess it’s a bit affirming how sensitive my skin has become? Fucking HRT.
>>35497328Does fizz suck you off after a long day at work?
I tried reading about passover, but like anything having to do with jews, it's a lot of schizo ramble rules about eating flatbread because leven is bad, and you're not allowed to harvest your belly button lint and don't tell the goyim about the secret blood drinking ritual. Why are they like that?
>>35497718lol u went to a family thing with hard nips pointing out on lil tranner breast buds yeh no one suspected a thing
>>35488635>how do you keep from killing yourself or cutting every daycigarettes mostly. when i wanna hurt or kill myself i go "okay fine, with fire then" and go out for a smoke i may die but at least i don't have to hide any marks when i wanna wear shorts :')
>>35497850least conspicuous boymoder
>>35497850Men’s nipples stick out too. You see it literally all the time when they wear any fabric thinner than whatever a hoodie is made from.>>35497773The important part is the seder, which is kind of like a family dinner with specific meals you otherwise wouldn’t make (because they suck). Afterwards there’s a religious story if you have young children, otherwise it’s just sitting down together and chatting.
>>35497921lmao yeah. couple shots of vodka if brain is really trying to start some shit works wonders too.>>35497952men don't have breast buds so their nipples barely show even when hard. only gymnerds with gyno get boymoder type nipple visibility.
>>35498129why dont fishes have tits?thats just illogical
fred ded v_v
I WONT WANT TO COME BACK DOWN FROM THIS CLOUDIT'S TAKEN ME ALL THIS TIME TO FIND OUT WHAT I MEAN YEAH
>>35497952So like jewish thanksgiving, but the food is probably much better. I was cheated yet AGAIN by not being jewish
Good morning.
need bf
>>35498499Hola, coma estas gran culo blanco jugoso?
carol is a juggalo??
>>35498528I do not speak Spanish, anon-sama.
>>35498536carol from hr?
>>35497952men nipping out is nooot the same as boymoders thinking no one can see their braless cones lol>>35498129alkie does the trick but the aftermath is so unfun. i tend to go for binge eating or other intoxicants instead :p>>35497328cringe>>35498536based
>>35498547Carol mi amor pienso en ti y en tus adorables monticulos de azucar.
>>35498569other drugs work yeh but are harder to come by. food is so bad for coping, ends up more visible than cutting if you do it too much and fuels self hate for me.
Carol, mi corazon te anhela cada dia mas, mientras mi pene palpita dolorosamente por ti
>>35498569I’m not a boymoder, I started at 28. Anyway no, men’s nipples do stick out. My boobs are practically flat compared to some men.
how do I ask my mom to braid or teach em to braid my super long hair asking for a friendpic unrelated
>>35498748Why do you need help with that? It’s easy. Make a ponytail, divide the hair in three roughly equal parts, swap the leftmost part over the centre, then swap the rightmost over the centre, and repeat for as long as you want, finishing off with a hair tie.
>>35498788>Why do you need help with that?Im clumsy and dumb. Like its bad. Ill try igbut also idk it sounds nice...meh "men" dont have braided hair she wouldnt help
>>35498812Messy ponytails are cuter anyway.
>>35498828I try to wear them high but it just dropssss howDo I need a steel hair clip to keep it in place?
what's his endgame
does it ever get better or am i destined to kill myself?
>>35498860You mean your braid? If you start from a ponytail the braid proper will start roughly where the ponytail would, except the first two or three loops will stretch out. If you want to do something like a crown braid, you’d make two braids and anchor them with a number of bobby pins. If you want a braid at the back which starts at the top of something, you start with a little hair at the top, and each time you move one of the strands to the middle you add some more hair to it, until you reach the back and add all your hair to all three strands and just continue braiding as normal. But yeah, bobby pins are the secret of pretty much all updos.
>>35498896Why December
Fell In Love With A Girl Named December
thanks for the repfuel to all the people that posted selfies more above in this thread, you are da best..
>>35498920I understood everything...need more research i guess.And I was talking about a regular old ponytail lol
>>35498978nice, keep being a coomer blobby girl
>>35498994Just kidding, me on bottom
>>35488635dissociating so hard i black out <3
found both the boymoder national anthem and the manmodernational anthemhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=igqLDdMpHMUhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ioKP3ORu0QY
>>35499001that is a really nice cock on that transexual, a man can only dream, i guess..
>>35499044I like her nipples more than her cock, im not gay
>>35499058>im not gay
>>35499095
>>35488635OH GOD I FUCKING HATE HOW LONG IT TAKES TO GROW SHOULDER LENGTH HAIR!FUCKING DAMMIT WHY DID I GET A HAIRCUT WHEN I STARTED REPRESSING LAST YEAR AND RUIN 6 MONTHS OF PROGRESS!THIS FUCKING SUCKS!
>>35495881Yes.You close your eyes, then gently rub the sunscreen over your eyelids and the surrounding area.
>>35497328Fuck that. I'm gonna need to work to earn the money I need for my FFS and my boob job.
>>35499104brush it everyday
>>35499131I already do that.
>>35499140wait
>>35488635I have scheduled my first laser hair removal session for next monday.I paid for 10 sessions of laser for my face, neck, chest, stomach, armpits and pubic area (brazilian excluding the ass).Soon I will have achieved smoothness.
>>35498582>>35498629I do not speak Spanish, anon-sama.>>35499104It took me a bunch of months.
>>35499099you are a transbian babe, soon you will be in a polycule, wearing a diaper, being a feminist hating on men while stroking your girl dick cumming in the mouth of your sisters in a totally woman and lesbian way..
>>35499142I am very bad at that.Also is there any way to stop my hair from overheating my head?Last time I got it cut because it grows really thick way before it grows long so I end up with this floofy helmet-head type of thing that seriously overheats me instead of the smooth, long hair I actually want.
>>35499171never had a problem with overheating so idkalice band?
>>35499159Sometimes I think I'm a degenerate pervert then I read this kind of stuff.
>>35499159Nah, i just want to bang Carol's bum. I'm not a diapy poly degenerate.
>>35499233two things can be true racist
>>35499258carols still tightish liek an almost roasti3
>>35499274My dick would get lost in all the cheek meat anon. That's all I care about
>>35499233fuck you, you are literally the lowest of the low, i have never seen someone more degenerate than you, you were literally a transphobic chud and now you are a bbc troon that does porn..
>>35499297When was she transphobic larry? You were like 10 when she transitioned.
>>35499323i heard people talking about her on this board.. idk if true or not, idc desu
>>35499297chuds weren't even invented back then what are you on about.
>>35499335i didn't know that she is an ancient hag, i guess people were memeing around, but ik that the bbc part and porn part are true and that she is and looks like the biggest degenerate ever..
>>35499331So you just believe anything anyone tells you?
>>35499348no, but it wasn't that extraordinary, many transphobic people transition.. also how tf i was supposed to know that she is a fucking grandma..
The face i made when I saw rooty nude
>>35499368I'm just kidding you larry idc. Moap is a 40 year old ex porn star with blown out holes. She was cute a long time ago..
>>35499382samefag larry..
>>35499404Fuck ur mother..i hate being trans you're all freaks and disgust me... who wants to see my penis?
>>35499382jfc, whatever, i hope she is happy now and PTSD free..>>35499404what would that achieve?
>>35499346idk why you think liking cock is degen like more than half the population of this planet get dickded and the rest are looking for someone to do it with or watch porn of it.flashing on the other hand...
Why didn't valentine spontaneously masturbate for us? I would have much rather seen that than Larry's schlong
>>35499433dont give larry any ideas>>35499424i like cock and am degen, ergo liking cock is degend
>>35499438good morning
>>35499417PTSD free and STD positive
>>35499424it is not about liking dick, i like dick, i am into men, it is the fact that she did porn especially the bbc variety, also she looks like a public toilet and she dresses like that while being old, how is she not a degen? also flashing here is ok and not morally wrong since this place is not to be taken seriously, no one acts irl like they act here..
>>35499456She ran a bnwo twitter page where she begged niggers to talk to her on kik. It's really sad when you think about it.
>>35499433>>35499438haters, this gen is dead anyway..>>35499463i saw that she had smth on reddit too, sad and really funny..
Whenever I make something I most often constantly juggle that it's so disgustingly awful that I should never make anything again, the best thing I've ever made, or pretty okay, and not bad, Actually
good morning. the day has come that brings us to only 24 hours left before I move!!!
>>35499445gm its time for some early morning autism>>35499517p sure that's normal>>35499518why is everyone moving lately
>>35499475I didn't see the reddit one. She should offer free kfc to black guys that will talk to her.
>>35499524Yeah I know. But it sucks cocks!!!!!
>>35499518I thought today was the move in? You totally look like you didn't sleep lol calm down champ
>>35499524because we're healing..
>>35499542i just woke up 15 mins ago but I am really tired and hungry anyway. I slept like 7 hours though
>>35499517That's a Jackson RR Concorde guitar, but Randy Rhoads actually didn't play his prototype Concorde because the neck was too thick, and he thought the guitar was too heavy to use on stage. BUSTED
>>35499550bazed, drink some cobbee and eat a victory brekfast
>>35499576yeah i should go by coffee for the last time from the block coffee shop !
>>35499584Do it victory girl!
i should do a little bit of strength training and then cardio to forget about how shit my life is..
>>35499517i've been happy with like 5 things i've made over the past 15 years. it's pretty draining but somehow still more enjoyable than other hobbies.>>35499545feels more wounding for me but maybe there are some silver linings.
>>35499297Ive never been transphobic and Ive always been very pro-LGBT. Ive been a Libertarian since I was like 15 :/ . Ive done LGBT volunteer work and counseling, the community used to be a big part of my life before I discovered it was a communist propaganda farm.>>35499346BBC is trueIve shot a few porn scenes too, nothing amazing.>>35499451Ive shown clean test results on here so many times lmfao
>>35499647what happens when you get too old for sex work
so useless as a person i hate it>>35499545>have to move back in with mother because mental illness>healingkms
>>>/hm/2598423daddus maximus
>>35499642not wounding at all for me. this move is going to be very good in most respects.>>35499668well that is why you're doing it right?
>>35499719>well that is why you're doing it right?im doing it because i can't afford to live on my owni'm sure i'll recover a little bit but realistically idk if i'll ever be at a point where i can comfortably live on my own
>>35499668didn't you say you had some tailoring skills? that's not useless. >>35499719mhm i'm just salty im not moving on my own terms.
dysphoria is so fucking scary.. i hope that i can escape it..
>>35499799BOO!
what do i do to make today go by fast
im a pretty girl
>>35499647glory to arstotzka!
dogs are especially effective vs humans because nobody wants to hurt puppers
>>35499658you mean now?
>>35499647you are so beautiful
im finally healing. its been so long i thought i was just dying.
>>35500252<3
>>35499904damn, this thread is truly dead, i hope moving will make you feel better..
>>35499647post pics
>>35500396the thread has never been as popping as it used to be back when i first joined in 2019. it has its moments though where more new people will come in and that brings back the discord fags temporarily so they can cull the next wave of minors
>>35500429we need a new plague lol
>>35500429obviously it is not as popular as 2019, covid just kinda started then..
>>35500440covid started in 2020?? how can you not remember that
>>35500470its called covid 19 because it was identified in 2019.
wish i knew what to do todaycounselor appointment tomorrowbut that's tomorrowtoday i have nothing to stave off the depression and anxiety and maybe some slight autism>>35500485it hadn't started spreading until 2020 dummkopf>>35500436again?>>35500440ebin retard moment
>>35500488somebody should have told the scientists in 2019 that it wouldnt really take off until 20XX and they shouldnt be so quick to name their new discovery for when it was discovered.
>>35500491they don't speak english, i don't think that would've helped
>>35500497maybe if someone had named it covid 20 it wouldnt have become a global pandemic. did you think about that? no you only think about yourself
whatever sure, i am low iq..
>>35500500ching chong u got me
>>35500488ugh i’m also aimless today and also have therapy tomorrow
i want to do the things i need to do but instead i am sitting here and mtfg isnt even moving. but im still waiting here.
>>35500516hope the move goes well, are you doing it just by yourself ? i just moved from my apartment and it was way more draining than i thought it would be>>35500518autism
>>35500522>picrelthis could be me and you but you playan
>>35500522i love that picrel, those are genuine transbians? at least one kinda passes but yea..
>be bi tranny with bf>therapist uncrosses and recrosses legs>slightly slow my speechfuck im a freak. a prison gay, fake tranny, incel pornaddict. she noticed. the bf cover didn't work.
>>35500522>>35500522thank you. fortunately my mom lent me money to be able to afford movers so I won’t have to move much myself besides the delicate stuff i want to handle myself
>>35500557they both pass. but the cute dork on the left is obviously cuter. but the hambeast passes too.you know you can tell passing isnt actually important to a lot of people here since getting fat is a huge buff to passing, but it makes you ugly. and thats what they really care about.
>>35500558she was testing to see if you are a rapehon transbian and you passed that test, sorry sis, now you need to leave your bf and join a polycule to be among your kind..>>35500575i don't want to imagine them doing anything sexual..
>>35500574oh that's great, hopefully it goes well and the movers aren't creeps>>35500575lol
yesterday i saw a fat chinese dude walking down the street, it looked like some hentai addicted stereotype that plays those weeb phone games, he was staring at his phone with his rice eater face, it kinda reminded me of blobby ngl..
>>35500650sorry for the first it*, i am racist but not that racist..
>>35500622it’s okay i just say i am a man to people like that to avoid situations like that
>>35500654do a humanity roll.
>>35500660based male privilege enjoyer
>>35500670it’s true. and anyway past just looking male, i’m also 6’1” with long arm span so very little people are at an advantage over me physically
>>35500667what is that
>>35500689in vampire the masquerade when you do something evil you have to roll to test whether you degenerate and lose points in humanity. which i forget if it actually had any effects. we didnt really use that part of the system.
i think i would be gangrel, since maiq mentioned that once i think it was fitting
>>35500704i have no more points left probably, no need to worry..
i have fed him. there is food in the bowl.cat is still yelling at me.please advise.
>>35500740my cat used to do this, i would just hit him a little bit until he got scared of me and ran under the bed and then he will come back and i will have to do it again..
>>35500758the uhh answer we were looking for was uhh give pets
>>35500772i am not a bad person irl, i am actually very empathetic, affectionate and kind..
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