Last: >>35488635Qott: Post music that captures the moment.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q84psZX6MbA
>>35500942no
>>35500942I'm done tolerating fascist regressives like you, that's not your culture and never was and you're not returning to or restoring anything fuck off
>>35500985mkay. were stealing it then.
this is my culture and u will not steal it
>easy layman i wish
can someone explain politics of this image im not up to date on pols latest gotcha memes
>>35501028kekI'd wear the>easy layshirt ngl
>>35501047its the doomguy handing frieren a pistol and telling her to rip and tear, a reference to an old doom comic>>35501049i'd wear the first if i had a bfi already have my "i <3 hot dads" shirt tho desu
>>35500942https://youtu.be/EMEFZEoYGz4?si=B6znFoH0kJNhhjKx>Wähl ich jede Pein und Not>Zuletzt befreit mich doch der Todas a doomed hon, i hold on to this idea (rather ironically)
>me and the boys when the transgirl we bring home for a gangbang is post-op and has already gotten rid of her pingasWhy do transwomen do this
>>35501047It's crossing over two memes: "rip and tear" doomguy and "go, do a crime" with someone handing a gun to a raccoon.There are no politics in either meme though so if someone attached some it's just their own brand of retardation.
>>35501061cute
>>35501085
>>35501080I saw this episode of buzzcocks when it was on tv for the first time
>>35501225oh trust me. it will be the same no matter where you go. best just to learn to accept who you are and the fact that most people wont like you.
>>35501225commit yourself and submit yourself to your ideal version of yourself
>>35501225Literally just turn off your screen god you're insufferable
>>35501225>is 4chan bad for you? Yes>how can i quit?Cold turkey is the safest way. Search how to do a DNS override if you don't trust yourself to stay away.>i think that it made me into a worse and more pathetic person..Very likely true, but the same is true of almost every other way to interact online.
>>35501225I been on 4chan since 2006 when i was 12 and i think its why i became a sociopathic degenerate
>>35501260jess is laughter right haha (pleas let me go back i would give ANYTHING to go back)
>>35501260my god he used to have so much hair
>>35501260I think you should take pride in your ability to assess yourself! At least you're not like some of the people who post in the repper threads who don't accept they have blame in their own inability to avoid content that was not age appropriate for them.>I got groomed into thinking I was trans by various anons with no connection to each other or goal in mind by clicking on things intentionally and interacting willingly on a site I wasn't tricked into coming to and staying onLegit what was going on the last time I looked in one of those threads.
>>35501350you dont have to hate other people just because they dont like you. you learn in a most circuitous fashion. how is this better than discussion?
>>35501350>You hate in yourself I have never wished rape on women nor exposed myself to themI hate you because you act like a predatory man in a woman's space
>>35501390yeah. thank god i never posted my dick on 4chan. people here dont even know my size.
>>35501355Tbh i was kinda tricked into coming to 4chan, i was one of the kids playing habbo hotel when 4chan raided it and anons began spamming links to gore threads on /b/Fucked up thing is i liked it, so i kept browsing.
we cling to 4chans dead body like Knowhere
>>35501377repressing isn't coping, coming here to talk about it isn't even repressing. The very concept is fembrained by default. always maintained there should be a rep thread on another board.>>35501422Okay so the pool was closed one time and you came here. You admitted you like it and kept coming back. You made the choice. Pimp move desu, but nobody else is to blame.
>>35501450when omniman spoke about how he views humanity as pets he said it in a truly hateful way. none of us would treat animals like he treats humans. but one could have that view nonhatefully.
>>35501350>>35501350no baka. you don’t get people to like you to make you feel better. you get people to like you so you can influence them and accrue social power
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fJvpTmKH3wI
i’m going to move into my own place tomorrowi’m stopping smoking weed rveryday im going to spend more time working on salary jumpingi’m going to get a bf or gf or fuck a loti’m going to see my old hs sweetheart ex gf next month and find peace finally between us things are looking up
>>35501577there are spoons i love and spoons i have a tense relationship with. thats not a metaphor. my relationships with people are all simpler and lower drama than my relationships with spoons.
Is a wig worth if I won't be able grow my hair out for a while because reasons? I wouldn't go out wearing it, but I kinda wanna get a feel for what I migh look like with long hair.
>>35501581"fuck a lot"EWW
the objects in my house have stories too. and its usually not a good one. being an object and not of flesh and blood things in my house tend to be the story of permanent decay. and older things that havent been replaced command a sort of respect.
>>35501600>>35501600thank you lars. for what it’s worth i think you’re an okay person but very troubled. not by being trans, but troubled by self doubt >>35501667what? i deserve it. i have a lot of time i need to make up for
Hi I realized why after 3 years on HRT I don't look pretty. I'm asian so I assumed with HRT I could pass but I still feel like I don't.I think it's cause I'm both naturally ugly AND South-East Asian rather than East Asian.I don't look manly but I want to look like this girl here. I guess I'm lucky my skin isn't dark like my family it's actually pale white.I dunno I'm too shy to post my real face here. I guess I'm just asking if FFS will be able to improve my looks, HRT hasn't
>>35501676the key is to learn to.. negotiate, with your emotions. one cannot truly control their emotions. but one can guide it. train it. shape them.when you develop that skill you can decouple the anxiety from unlimited awareness and imagination.
>>35501683Cute. I'd go on a date with you. Congrats on the new place.
Dermatologist abouta inspect my gunk
>>35501683>what?uh, I thought you knew, sex = bad
>>35501763Comb your hair you bloody NEET.Cute otherwise.
>>35501782Absolutely not
gay thoughts :(
>>35501836Fine, not like I can make you. People look at you funny if you march someone into a barber shop and tie them to a chair.
shibari thoughts
>>35501873BHAHAHA true
>>35501634doubtfulwigs are awsome but if you're not planning on leaving the house with it there's no point in buying anything cheaper than a party wig(mass market halloween costume type stuff)and at that won't really do you justiceI'd recommend using a website that just superimposes the hair on a picture it's free and will give similarly janky results
speaking ofhair is now officially down to my navel :3
>>35502127are you some kind or fag or smth
doodle
>did my makeup yesterday>take a pick>the realization that I'm too old to dress emo sets in and maybe I'd actually look kind of attractive if I dressed olderRip, more than half my wardrobe is now useless but that's life I guess
>>35502163*pic lmao
>>35502151built ikea tuff
>>35502141yehso far my goal is down to my buttand after so many years I'm so close!I spent like 16 years in a fucking buzzcut so this is honestly so fucking amazing
For fucks sake... SHEEN! You can just eat, I don't know... A fucking apple? A glass of water? WEIRD idea! And I know already, now you're going to sad post "boo hoo, nobody likes me because I've had" - no, nobody likes you because you FUCKING DON'T IMPROVE ONE. FUCKING. BIT.Ever since I've been here in 8 fucking years when my life went to shit, and I crawled out of the gutter over and over again, you have been here eating shit all the time, putting your fucking money towards a fucking graphics card. Because you know, that's exactly what you need right now. A fucking graphics card to sit more on your fucking ass and play fucking video all day. While shoving fucking burgers down your fucking hole. Right? Fuck.I'm trying to like you, quit making it impossible. Please. Like a fucking clockwork. Sheen, nobody is fucking angry at you for posting about fucking foods. People are angry at you for wasting money on graphics cards, video games. Fast food. A car, as I've been recently told. Instead of you selling the car, getting some fucking vegetables. Eating your fucking veggies, drinking some fucking water for once in your life (without added sugar I might add) And I don't know sell your fucking car get a fucking bike.Like, yes, you are depressed. Wow. 90% of us are fucking depressed. 90% of us have some fucking mental issue we deal with. Yes, we are here to support you. But you don't want support. You just want a fucking pity party. About poor old fat sheen. Who will never be liked. Nigga You look like a fucking middle aged woman. And you do fuck all with it. It's infuriating, it is sadOh, and I'm not done yet. Sheen. We've been over this for like, how many years? Like fuck? I've been fucking pre op. I had a fucking dick when you started posting here. And what changed? What did you do in all those years? Fucking nothing.You did nothing. Despite people constantly offering you help, offering you advice, constantly offering you to do shit for you and WITH you.
weirdest butthole issues today. in the morning i had a super rough, like full fiber diet monster log that took forever to push out and it hurt. it was so big it wouldn't flush on it's own which i feared as i tried to flush without even wiping yet. like legit poop scissors necessary. then just now, explosive diarrhea that was so loud and violent and turned every spec of the water mud brown. wtf is wrong with my bussy? this has never happened before
>>35502210why do you post this?
>>35502320why do you not post this?
KISSING STRAIGHT BOYS ON THEIR MOUTHS!!!! THAT'S WHAT I WANT!!!!!!!!
Dang what happened to mtfg? Place is dead a f nowadays
>>35502514on top of the normal shit, some people have been being banned for posting “off-topic” when they reply to certain people
>>35502534your accent is funny haha
>>35502514We all grew up or died
>>35502710why are you even here? you sound like fat pajeet male?
Is there a real reason gender dyphsoria isn't considered a mental illness anymore other then to protect weak tranny feelings? God I hate progressives
Do you find oestradio or progesterone more comfortable to medicate with? Any strong feelings?
>>35502920never heard of anyone doing that first thing
>>35503002Oestradiol? I've heard Estradiol and Estrace mentioned before too. What about progesterone then? Is it a good drug to go on?
>>35503021estradiol is the main estrogen medicine trans women take. progesterone is complimentary to an estrogenized system but won’t do much by itself
https://youtu.be/GypWZuKu9Ck
thinking it's gonna be a trip back to the ER today as my condition has not improved and seems to be getting worse despite antibiotics and my gp isn't available til friday.>>35502920aren't you supposed to have both?
>>35503052im sorry sis i hope things look up soon
>>35503046 What's the one you're meant to stick under your tongue? I don't want to cock up and get the wrong brand
>>35503021estrace is a brand name, oestradiol is just a stupid British way of saying estradiol, progesterone is something u shouldn't worry abt for ages there is not rlly a "good drug 2 go on" so much as u have 2 make multiple decisions for ur delivery of estrogen and suppression of testosterone. for example, u need an anti-androgen if u take estrogen through any means that arent injections. TLDR: read the hrtgen image and ask them baka
>>35502958why do you sound pure male and fat and also brown in the voice then?
>>35503124I thought you could get by with just the Estradiol tablets? I didn't know you'd need to go on multiple
>>35503155lmfao, how would that suppress the testosterone? it also doesn't induce atrophy of the testes.like i said, go 2 hrtgen, read the hrtgen image, read related information, decide which sounds best for u, find a doctor or order it online.people here arent gonna babysit u on it, they're busy being lolcows for the lurkers
>>35503105>>35503105estradiol pills. your body has a special intake system for under your tongue that doesn’t go to your stomach. its referred to as taking it sublingually. under tongue.
this is over for mtfg
>>35503246yes, i am fat but like i don't sound fat, i just want to lose weight but it is hard.. thanks for reminding me, i will just drink some tea..
>>35503177I'm just wanting to double check with people. I don't want to end up fucking myself up, that's the whole reason I'm avoiding the syringe and sticking with tablets for now. The only syringe shit I see is... medroxyprogesterone acetate? Whatever the fuck that means.
>>35503318“double checking” doesn’t mean not knowing and asking what to do. you need to figure out your plan first and what these words mean before you can double check that you know it
>>35503333Those are my plans. I've got oestradiol and and your anti andeogens already on the way.
>>35503333im "double checking" those digits sheeesh
>>35503371ah i see. good luck to you if you’re in england. apparently the Guardian is poaching trans women right now who do DIY because they’re working on assumingly another anti trans expose like the cass report
>>35503408we keep it cool B)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1UR3YjktJYI
when do i evolve from being a tranny to actually being a real girl cause god damn being a tranny sucks dick
>>35503470wooowif this guy hasn't worked with trent reznor already I'd freaking love to see thator maybe s.p.k honestly
dude why
>>35503769its not even a terrible cock, shame it's attached to an incel jidan
Is there a connection between CPTSD and high levels of anger and aggression?
do these seem like good ideas for setting stuff>>35503814yeah sometimes
sup guys
Please stop posting your penis and other body parts Larry-shi.
>>35503841wut r these "U" shaped things og brit generals wud rock around their necks called? u should make some dudes with those.
the mods woke up i guess kek
>>35503912i've never seen those before or if i have i haven't noticed it>>35503903stop larping with another weird autistic personality carol-kun
>>35503903don't you like cocks or what, are you a transbian now?
>>35503952Very few people enjoy seeing unsolicited dick pics, anon-sama.
unsolicited dad pics
>>35503945ive seen some native folks wearing them too. i wonder if the brits got it from them?
>>35503971alright, i feel like i am cruel at this point and i need to detox from here anyway.. i just can't help myself..
i'm unsolicidating my hands on my penis right now and ngl feels great
>>35503990They're called gorgets. Different cultures throughout history have had their own versions.
>>35503998Yes, please leave. Sayonara.
15 more hours :3and my 5 day weekend pretty much starts now!!
>>35504064thanks.learn somethin new everyday :)look i found one for paige lol
is there any way to make my boobs grow in like normal girl boobs... and not the pointing outwards massive gap in middle? i'm so fearfull of that it's really gross and idk if i can take getting those :(
>>35504064idk if that's a gorget, since a gorget is normally armour protecting the throat
>>35504070sayonara Carol and everyone. please take care of yourselves and don't forget to drink water.
>>35504125The term is pretty generic and has evolved over time. A proper gorget is indeed supposed to be actual armor, but it's also used for neck pieces that are clearly ornamental (that may have evolved from "useful" gorgets only in shape).
where are you leaving bc u sure as fuck arent finally going to be leaving here & will be back in hours
i hang my hand on things so often it’s actually fucked
too much funny purple syrup :(
Where wer u when lari goI was on phone with KopeShe says...>Lari goNooo waaayyyy
>>35504575what
>>35504597its a boomer meme dw
is it possible to just like, soul-level pass i feel like some combination of weird intersex facial features and aura makes people gender me as female really easily, like even tho I'm a full lateshit this feels kind of like easy mode sometimes
>>35504599>"Being a newfag is good"
>>35504681i’ll believe this when i see proof of no Y chromosome
>>35504759yes granny ur a based oldfag i have been trolololoed epic style
>>35504836kara is pring confirmed
Ye how can I ever compete with pring
erhm - what?!
wish i could make money in a way that didn't make me want to kill myself constantly
i'm down for ai to take over so i dont have to work with gay stupid people
>>35505081im not a huge fan of coding, despite being trans it's not something i super enjoy even tho im decent at it, or at least i was in college
I cut my own hair again. It looks good. glad I did. still 2 years worth of growing and finally hair is down to ears. maybe in another year I will have cute shoulder length hair finally
>>35505258im too ugly to do that
>>35505081how does one get such a job? best i can find is 3/5 wfh and still requires a drivers licence lol
>>35505301>too uglyno such thing
/mtfg/ what's the best sonic song and why is it team chaotixhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=461z7RFJp8A
>>35505340already doing that and i hate being a burden like that>>35505362sorry 2 be clear this is paige we are talking about
>>35505421https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DF726gXNNmE
>>35505428I recognize your lil mech mechanic dude yehyou're not even ugly fren it was just a hypothetical to make a pointpeople have even paid to see me naked for some god forbidden reason
>>35505463no man would marry a tranny>>35505586im uglyand i don't have the drive to run an onlyfrens
>>35505727I'm a handsome cis male and would marry a tranny. Cope more.
>>35505813Not to mention cherry
>>35505631I don't think you know what mutation is.
>>35505813most of these ppl r hiding out in discords lolp sure like half these r banned
>>35505861I wonder
>>35505813I am one of these people and I'm just playing vidya and talking to gf :)
>>35500942>stealthoid, post srs>driving with cis gay bestie>tells me he saw a tiktok about srs and it made him want to vomit>can't really do anything about it so he keeps going>says "it's the most revolting thing he's ever seen" but "he's glad it's an option for those who want to do it">trying not to cry the whole car ride cuz why would a cis woman cry over that :( how was ur day girlies
>>35505779i don't believe you>>35505813>lafbanned>nekov&>phienin england>fifidiscord>myxino clue>painno clue, maybe banned or otherwise occupied>saltbanned>jackieabsorbed into the navysphere>etcpeege is still here>>35505844thought you detransed but then i realized i was thinking of jessie
I hope she's doing well
>>35505813because it's a lolcow farm. no passoids or well adjusted trannies allowed.
>>>/mu/121535744 >>>/mu/121535744
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q5MxSBnBidI
>>35506202what if i'm well adjusted but fugly can i stay?
>>35506411welcome abroad you got lolcow potential you just haven't unlocked yet
>>35506411Didn't you see the list? Salt got banned, there's no place for ugly normies here
Why aren't you an Anarchist, /mtf/?
>>35506475because i would be killed or would kill myself without hrt.>>35506446salt isn't ugly tho.
>>35506503Why do you think you wouldn't have access to hrt anymore?
doodleterrible proportions ugly style fucked up facegoiing into the trash pilemay use outfit for a pilot's casual fit tho idk
death
>>35506535giwtwm
>>35506522same reason i wouldn't expect to get hrt in haiti, somalia etc. instability disrupts supply chains and minorities are the first to get bashed.
>>35506601you realise anarchism simply means redistributing wealth and abolition the central state so that society is managed and governed on the local scale (with the ability to work together with other communes for wider infrastructure, defence, etc)it doesn't mean chaos and societal collapse into a post apocalyptic world
>>35506629that's not what most ppl think of when they hear anarchy desu
>>35506526is he pointing to a Ditto?
>>35506629what stops a gang or a warlord from taking over like always happens irl whenever there's a power vacuum?
>>35506656lol no it's just supposed to be an ambiguous enemy force idk im just disheartened about living so i didn't really think it through
Should I just get random roommate off craigslist?
>>35506684maybe include cis ppl in ur search
>>35506701no i am not pring no.>>35506717dont think you could filter for fags but i would less likely to wanna live with a trans because would be worried about getting sexual assault or degenerate behavior.
>>35506774is this larf
>>35506774i see you don't want competition.
>>35506701NOOOO AKECHI DOESN'T DESERVE THIS WHAT WOULD HIS BOYFRIEND AKIRA THINK
>>35506701aaaand I need to get laidthanks
>plan fun little date with gf>doesn't go according to plan and I lose it and ruin the dateAwesome. My crazy pills are on backorder right now too so I'm just mentally turning into a mess, haven't had my anti-psychotics in a few days and I feel fucking feral
>>35506872this is the kinda lolcow content i come to mtfg for. paige needs to step up her game desu
>>35503814YesAlso I swear up and down childhood trauma is the root cause of my gender dysphoria
>>35506782no this is anon>>35506803i am generally well adjusted except tranny issues and depression issue
>>35506903Glad ur havin fun kiddo
>>35506680o ok lol
>>35506911lmao whatever you say closeted rapist.
>>35506945mmkay blobby
>>35506872hopefully you get them soon and can get back to feeling normal(er)
>>35506995I hope you learn to love again
>>35506967Fingers crossed, I feel like a completely different person rn and I hate it>>35506995Too mentally ill to get drafted I don't think they take schizo retards
>>35507016<3
>>35506903just wait until i end up moving out>>35506905>Also I swear up and down childhood trauma is the root cause of my gender dysphoriathat's the case for a lot of troons, tho more ftms than mtfs
>>35506995https://youtu.be/IMgWnCMAigw?si=tz-p2ZtofoJLjAlpRelevant
>at the ER again>nurse asks about pain>say 8>"ok we'll get you something to help with that"it's been two hours lol. kinda glad tho, opiates make me nauseous.
>>35507151>8ooof that sucks, that's normally around when i stop being able to form coherent sentences
>>35507216tear duct infection. the corner of my eye is swollen to the size of a kidney bean. roughly the same color too lel.>>35507311usually i can cope ok but lack of sleep kinda fucking with me rn. gotta remember to ask them for written instructions when i get discharged because i'm not gonna remember much of this.
>>35507377oh gosh that's terrifying
>>35507501Most soulless eyes I've ever seen
>>35506423why wud i willingly make myself a lolcow :p>>35506446>salt normielol>salt uglylmao
>>35500942A few times a week I just find myself shaking my head in amazement at how easy it was to pass. I must have some gigaluckshit genetics or something. Literally don't even have to wear women's clothes. Don't have to voice train. It's nuts.
tfw not a normie but ugly asfkms>>35507917t. lives in portland or iran
gonna go get some food cya later frens
Anyone else haunted by the shadows of their past and get put in bad moods? I feel like no matter how far I get in this transition there will always be an awful, angry man looking back at me in the mirror reminding me of all my sinsMaybe I'm just getting weird and moody because I haven't had my meds in a few days idk
>>35506066I had FFS in France and have been vibing (mentally ill) since
"if I can never be cis female, then there's no point me living. i'll never achieve happiness or fulfillment in this body."this is the feeling i have every single day. i don't understand where to go from here with a problem i can't solve.
>>35508374Are you cute now
Stop having homosexual thoughts!
Need a Fallen Angels (1995) kind of bitch
test new test do test new test https://s3.amazonaws.com/he-assets-prod/interactives/233_reading_the_mind_through_eyes/Launch.html>>35508583that movie is great everything by wong kar-wai owns chungking express and 2046 in particular are really interesting
>>35505992Hey salt how are you
>>35508374tfw vibing sans ffs>>35508469radical acceptance>>35508517never
>>35508671I'm not salt!
>>35508712I'm cherry I saw the same surgeon. Thanks to snew. Love her to death >>35508470Dunno
i desperately need a man who i feel safe with to hold me and tell me he loves me and he likes me specifically and wants to be with me or to just violently fuck me whilst only caring for his own sexual gratification
>>35508671I have it on good authority that Salt got pissed tonight and went to bed some time ago
>>35508674Tbh tho
>>35508657I got 26
>>35508761this but bi
>>35508778she got banned like salti i think
>>35508778>miar u???
>>35508778I miss her too. Thanks for calling me cute ; ◡ ;I don't really post here much now adays. Just when I get sad
booba v sore when touched i think im actually getting active growth
>>35508942how are you doing it??>>35508930>I don't really post here much now adays. Just when I get sadme too
>>35508947I don't know you know. Just a sad world. And it's a lot. And I know I have a lot to be grateful for absolutely I do but I just I feel sad. I don't know. It'll pass but it always does. thank you for looking out for me though Anny :)
>>35508827Missing In ActionM I A
I saw an extra cute boy at the coffee shop and I didn't flirt with him because I was really tired. Maybe he'll be there tomorrow
>>35508778I haven't talked to her in probably 6 or so months, I couldn't say. But I have a lot of faith in her so I like to imagine things are going okay for her
>>35509012Thanks anny. Sometimes I dunno, ykno?Hope you've been keeping well these past few months. Hang in there
radiochan is fat and in threadradiochan has a therapist appt tomorrow so she'll tell someone about her adventure in the commonwealth of kentucky
I WANT MY MEDS*bangs table*I WANT MY MEDS*bangs table*I WANT MY MEDS*bangs table*I want my fucking crazy pills I can feel myself starting to spiral and lose control
Once, just once, I'd love not to be the problem but it never happens I'm always the fucking problem. I try to shift the blame onto other people but deep down I know it's me, I'm too much of an unstable fuckup and even when I try to do the right thing it comes out bad, I'm a bad guy with delusions of being a good woman even tho I keep fucking that up.I wish I wasn't such a bitch so I could just kill myself and be done with it all but I fuck that up too. Multiple suicide attempts and I'm still here because I'm too scared to commit. Fuck
>banned for nsfw when there was no cock visiblethis is unfair
>one bread whole day:'(mtfgsisters...its over...
I don't even get what she sees in me, I'm a mess and a fucking scumbag, I wish she didn't care about me so the fear of upsetting her with my death would leave. No matter how unstable and scary I get and no matter how much I fuck up she's still fucking here, why does she fucking care, why isn't she tired of my shit
>>35509288giwtwm
>>35509288I've brought her to the verge of tears by screaming at her multiple times, I've fucking hit her twice, and she just keeps coming back and saying that I'm actually a good person. I'm not, I'm rotten, I'm the exact kind of person that I used to resent so much that it almost drove me to turn into a mass shooter.I want redemption so bad, I want to be better and do better and to be forgiven for my sins but I'm just such a fuckup that it'll never happen
>>35509251at least there’s no nomi posting for now>>35509375you just need to commit to actually doing therapy instead of going to a therapist so you can use that as an excuse when you fuck up because you can say you’re “trying”
>>35509375There is no sin and no redemption. Only you can decide to stop being shitty to people who don't deserve being treated like shit, and you can start doing that at any moment, regardless of what kind of person you think you are. Get over yourself by revoking your privilege to put yourself first and foremost in every equation, at least for a while. Acknowledge that your image of yourself is not helping, not to have another thing to put yourself down with but as a rational observation.t.random anon with no actual ideas about psychology and how to treat mental illness
>>35509410I don't even have a therapist to shift the blame on, another opportunity I fucked up lmao. Maybe my family was right, I strayed too far from God's light and now I'm paying for it
i miss ppp like you wouldn't believe. fuck nick for raping her on the daily
I wish I could go back to when I first came here. I wish I knew what I had.. I miss everybody and everything. Things change so fast and I can't keep up. I can never keep up
>>35509874i feel you. would do a lot of things differently if i could rewind all these years.
>>35509375You're a fucking turd man. Never put your hands on a woman again, or I'll find you and kick your shit in.
>>35508942probably faggot.
>>35509874thissssssssssI always make the wrong decision over and over and over I wish I wasn't useless and rartedsorry btw I'm not implying that you are anything like me, I'm just venting
>>35509874grow up retard, you make mistakes and sometimes people don't forgive or forget. Move on
>>35510270Yeah..
>>35510277What'd you do faggot im curious
>>35509874Fuckin A'https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=BUbjmLrp9dc
>>35510292Like for work?
Accidentally cooked it juuust right.
>>35510341filename
>>35510341You did a real good job. What'd you do?
>>35510333got it, just a genuine retard.
>>35510356I'm not a retard And that's not very nice to say
>>35510353Pan seared it but kept it covered and kept taking it off the heat and putting it back on so the oil didn't reach its smoke point.
>>35510341honestly, a well cooked steak, good job anon
If i could plow bread's behindIf I could grind her gayI'd take her backside and make her squirt gooAnd you'd say WEEE
im a hella gifted songwriter
What's a reasonable dosage of EV to reboot stalled breast growth post orchi?
every other timeline I see myself in it ends up stupiderthis is the best of all possible worlds for radiochan
It's all turning up radiochan.
I remember getting really high on opioids and figuring out how to play this song on guitar. https://youtu.be/IT-T7aH__i8?si=S1ixLlfaWqdOYDTR
>>35510381ty anon, that is v good. I am touched
>>35510531<3 it came from the heart
might be getting free clothes
>>35510559bless them
ze thread is ded
g'night /mtfg/I really hope things work out in the end
>>35510722nini
>>35510722goodnight naz. *hug*
No one will ever love me. I matched with 4 guys on Tinder/Bumble today, and asked if they saw I'm trans. 3 said no, and freaked out. Other was a chaser who just wanted to fuck me. How is this my life?
night fags
>>35510766stop it marie
I had my first laser session today, and it feels like they only passed each area one time, like a zap and then done. It wasn't particularly painful, except on my upper lip. Have I been hondosed laserdosed? I got half she'd and half he'd, but everyone was very nice and generally respectful of me.
will i ever grow out of posting my body for validation from horny weirdo’s online or am I just a degenerate
>>35510851ya, you'll grow out of it when you're no longer attractive. enjoy it while you can
i keep seeing pooners use "any pronouns" is it wrong to only call them she?
>>35510851I'm a horny weirdo, can i see?
>>35510882idk if i should subject anyone here to my pre-hrt body lol
>>35510915lol :3
>>35510915:(
>>35510882bashify io/i/0VxvGh
>>35510926idk i think im in the wrong general for it lol>>35510944that is not me wtf
i had to put my adhd meds on hold until monday sobbingmy mom freaked out when i told her i was prescribed meds bc she said when i was 3 y/o i was prescribed ritalin and my jaw wouldnt stop moving and i got tons of energy from it at half of the lowest doseidk if it like triggered my tmj or if it was the fact that i was a fucking 3 year old in the 90s on ritalin or if i actually had a bad reactionthis is so annoying ugh
oh fug became like a dr house case patient. hope they operate endoscopically and don't ruin the skin around my eye.>>35510851i've been farming validation from horny male friends for years so probably not.maybe when you get a bf.
>>35510944Idk how to use this site, I'm just a shrimple man
>>35510975why do they put 3 year olds on speed? that part is messed up
>>35511009i was a v fucked up child
>>35511018Well yeah you were tweaking at 3 years old, parents getting told it's 'medicine' but it's straight speed. How bad could a 3 year old be? Not very.
>>35511023i was a literal demon child and would literally scream and attack ppl sobbing
>>35511027even at 3?
>>35511027and they thought speed would improve that?
>>35511031ya it was prob related to early gender dysphoriai used to get extremely jealous of girls that were my age and would have weird fixations abt them>>35511033idk sob this was literally 1996doctors failed me all my life :(
>>35511054my parents used to threaten me with going to the doctors like it was a punishment whenever i complained about anything. been hesitant to seek medical help my whole life as a result.
>>35511054One time at my babysitters, this girl wouldn't stop making fun of my stutter, so I took a huge dog turd from the backyard and calmly picked it up with a stick, walked over and set it on her head as she was setting on a swing set. That's the only foid abuse I did, was 5 years old.
>>35511069cutetbf i would also attack moids as a kid too>>35511068thats rough im sorry :(
>>35511080I never thought of you as violent gracie. I thought you were so mild mannered and such to be honest. So like how bad did the violence get against other kids- what would you do to them?
At the same babysitters, I made out with the babysitters son every day in a tree house, for like 3 weeks in a row lmao. I was tru gay.
>>35511080i think i'm mostly over it now thankfully. and yeah bullying boys as a kid kek used to get chased so much with my friend. was definitely a problem child before first grade.
>>35511084waow im building my psyophonestly nothing bad desuim normal now uwu>>35511102idk they werent even bullies sob wed just get into fights bc wed both mutually annoy eachother
>>35511159did the ritalin make you better? idk how i didn't end up on some medication like that. I flunked 2nd grade, because I think my teacher hated me and thought I was retarded. I don't even remember much about that year, just my teacher was this mean ESL foid who forever made me think I was dumb.
>>35511159yeah everyone was sorta friends before the social forces kicked in. puberty ruined my life fr fr.
>>35511171idk my mom took me off it that day loli literally have 0 recollection of it and idk if it was even ritalin
>>35511188u think u could beat me up? let's see if you still got hands.
>>35511204i am literally the biggest wimp u could ever meet i dont fight ppl
>>35511207very cute, would hug
>>35500942How much should I tip Roma?
>>35511218I don't like how we're supposed to tip before we get our food and service. It's backwards, maybe the food sucks or the service is bad. Tip him anyway so he doesn't fart in your lunch.
>>35500942>you deserve what you toleratethat's why i tolerate really annoying cute girls.
I like violence
>>35511218>>35511239I never tip on the app; only in cash.Because Roma arrived way ahead of schedule, I gave him a $20 bill.I admire his gumption, grit, and hustle, so he should have been rewarded for such.You know, you can tell Roma isn't from the zoomer generation.If it was a zoomer, he would have probably stopped first for a "vape" break, top text his friends a "meme", to take a "selfie" with my order and "dab", or to do a "tiktok".Makes me angry just thinking about it.
Day 5 of not having pissed any blood!
>>35511327Racist.
>>35511370>If it was a zoomer, he would have probably stopped first for a "vape" break, top text his friends a "meme", to take a "selfie" with my order and "dab", or to do a "tiktok".shit hits too close to home. it's like you ask them to do a task and they're like ya sure i'll get right on it. then what happens? they disappear, dick off, and generally just leave you hanging. then you give them a bad review based upon their bad performance and they call you the asshole. sometimes they figure it out and turn it around. other times you're better of praying to jude.
>>35511370Very based, giving him $20 was a nice gesture. Those app companies don't treat their workers very well, from what I've heard. Food looks bomb too, i wish there was any Turkish restaurants out here, instead of 15 Mexican places on every street.
v i o l e n c ehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uP4xj0ubJ80
>>35511207Sad, I want a tranner gf who beats me regularly.
>>35511392They're both black.
>>35511426They only posted that because I'm here and I'm black.They think they're slick with subtle microagressions but I know what they're up to.
just weighed myself after months of refusing to >154lb >6’2 what do you girls eat to gain weight, i’ve been doing 30 minutes of cardio a day and cut fast food almost entirely out of my diet
>>35511410i meando i get to dress up in some latex outfit with thigh high boots and beat you with a riding crop?stepping on a guy cause he gets off on it? hotpunching your boyfriend cause he cheated on you? you should probably just break up. it's not worth the domestic.
>>35511461I posted that. Here's two white guys. I don't give a shit about your race bruh. I like violence.
>>35511463eat stuff with fat in duhbutter oil nuts chocolate
>>35511410sry u only get to beat me uwu
t4t relationship where you take turns getting hit with a stick
>>35511466Whatever you like. I just have a sexual attraction to pain. I am very loyal.
Alrighty, so I'm confused on what category I fit in. Like I've been taking e for years now and I'd definitely prefer looking like and being refered to like a girl in the outside world, but internally that thought never really settled. Like could I just be an otokonoko?
>>35511461>slick with subtle microagressionsdid you ever consider that you're over reacting and what you consider microagressions is you engaging in paranoid schizotypal behavior? maybe they meant it, maybe you're reading too much into subtext. maybe the paranoia stems from your own feelings of inadequacy. calling out their microagressions does not reassert you as the dominant force in the conversation. it just looks like you have thin skin. there's nothing wrong with people having different colors of skin. what's wrong is when people feel insecure about being different and lash out as a result of their insecurities. everyone's different. if you want to be included, then control yourself.the point is: sometimes you need to let shit go.
>>35511516mommy needs a poney ride! mush! go faster!
>>35511552My back is in incredible pain, otherwise you could pony ride me.
>>35511516Where are you from?
>>35511479>I don't give a shit about your race>filename: tumblr_inline_nigfjmdJMO1rql7h5540.gif>_inline_nig>nightYeah.Nice try, grand wizard.>>35511541>sometimes you need to let shit go.I'll "let shit go" after the black racism stops.
>>35511593Washington, hbu?
>>35511594>>nightStupid autocorrect.I meant "nig".It's plain as day what they're up to.
>>35511595California. What kind of stuff are you into?
guess i showed her
>>35511679Yeah you did show me :(
>>35511603did u go 2 any of the protest thingys?
Is there a way to have discord on your phone without it killing your battery?
i WISH i saw a nigger at the Israel protests bruh, i would beat them up
>>35511913i just found a juggling clowngirl mtf and im p sure im a transbian now.
>>35511924linkage
>>35511936i cant find on yortube but theres a instogrum
>>35511943show me plez
why aren't there more trannies who look like this
>>35511964she so beautiful and talented and funy.i luv her.
>>35512024you need to get on that asap rocky. is she American?
>>35511998because it’s not 2005 anymore
>>35512041idk i cant read but im gonna learn how to do the pull the flowers outta the hat trick with a big red nose on and propose to her when i find her.im gonna HOOOOOOONK
>>35512024have you seen what she looks like now
>>35512062wait wut -_-
>>35512051so trans girls need to be ugly hons because it's not 2005? idgi
2 more weekstrust the plan
Transition is hard but living as a man was a pain.. why was I cursed like this,,
>>35512087what no? the reason you’re not around hot trans women is prob cause you’re a loser but they still exist
>>35512058nice i like your shtoyl
>>35512173The real reason trans women are uglier now, is because it's all these straight dudes trooning out in their late stage cringe whatever the fuck mental break, instead of hsts women like Bailey who knew they were girls, and had to transition.
>>35512177https://youtu.be/inWXxYvtc94?t=43if i die n go 2 heven i hope i get to be reborn a clown :)
>>35512197that makes no sense
>>35512197this is easy to assume because hons r more visible now, but that's just the internet. there r more youngshits than ever before, and most ppl trooning in the last few years have been midshits who a couple decades ago would've been considered youngshit
>>35512214Think about it~ straight guys aren't motivated to transition at 12 or 13 years old like hsts are. So they're waiting longer to transition, while they date women and try to stop the agp thoughts. By the time they troon out, they have no prayer of ever passing or looking attractive as women.
>>35512213You used the nword.You're not going to heaven.
>>35512277>no tripcode>get impersonated by trollsoh man how cud this happen??>tldri aint do it.
would say i wanna kms but now that my body is actually trying to kill me so i don't wanna die. not like this anyways.
>>35512295Why are you trying to change your voice?I know who this is!
>>35512310because i sound like joe pesci.why the fuck wouldn't i wanna change my voice?also u never answerd my question b4 the racist troll interrupted and i got distracted by clowns.did u go 2 any protest? see anything fun/crazy?
>>35512259hahahah actually ur so rivht XD bwahahah
>>35512068she's like 40 now hon
>>35512442lol ur buggin
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_DEbVM6tgmk
I used to be a boymoder, I used to mope aroundBut I couldn't take the loneliness and had to settle downNow I'm playing it real slutty, and yes, I grew my hairYou might think I'm crazy, but I don't even careBecause I can tell what's going onIt's hip to get rapedIt's hip to get rapedI like my boys autistic, I text them on my phoneI'm eating dick most every day and aching to the bonesThey tell me that it's bad for me, but I don't even careI know that it's crazyI know that it's nowhereBut there is no denying thatIt's hip to get rapedIt's hip to get rapedIt's hip to get rapedSo hip to get rapedIt's not too hard to figure out, you see it every dayAnd those that cling to girldick have gone the other wayYou see them on this website, they look like gigahonsBut don't you try to fight it, an idea whose time has comeDon't tell me that I'm crazyDon't tell me I'm nowhereTake it from meIt's hip to get rapedIt's hip to get rapedIt's hip to get rapedSo hip to get rapedTell 'em, girlsHere, there, and everywhereHip, hip, so hip to get rapedHere, there, and everywhereHip, hipHere, there, and everywhereHip, hip, so hip to get rapedHere, there, and everywhereHip, hipHere, there, and everywhereHip, hip, so hip to get rapedHere, there, and everywhereHip, hipHere, there, and everywhereHip, hip, so hip to get rapedHere, there, and everywhereHip, hip...
https://youtu.be/IawhWZuME1klmao
200,000 MEN lmaooo
getting oat milk latte then drinking it then going to ride my bike to realtor office to pick up key then ride to my new house :3
>>35512458you posted a picture of bailey jay from like 20 years ago this is what she looks like now
>>35512570average gay male lifetime number of sexual partners
>>35512584congrats!his tattoo is rly cool
>>35512591does she stil juggle tho thats the tru question
>>35512628her titties bounce if that's what you're askingif she's a juggalo can't sayif she juggles as in the act? idk
>>35512641did she get rid of the tattoo?it looks rly cool right here. i need more ink.also i think you (You)'d the wrong person now that i think about it.
been awake forever but scared to fall asleep because the iv pump is still going.
>>35512526I just got rapedAnd it felt so good A man just forced his penis inside my assholeI just got rapedAnd I'll never go backTo the not-getting-raped ways of the pastHave you ever gotten raped? I have, it felt great It felt so good when he did it with his penisA man just raped me, it literally just happenedGetting raped can make a nice troon out the meanestNever guess where I just came from, I got rapedIf I had to describe the feeling, it was the bestWhen I got raped, girl, my prostate felt greatAnd I called my parents right after I was done Oh, hey, didn't see you there, guess what just happened?Got raped, undressed, saw his balls and the restBut sure nice of him to force inside that thingNice of any man everNow, singI just got rapedAnd it felt so good A man just forced his penis inside my assholeI wanna tell the worldTo be honest, I'm surprised he even wanted my ass to begin withDoesn't really make senseBut, girl, screw itI ain't one to argue with a good thingHe could be my husbandThat good?The best thirty minutes of my life I'm so humbled by a man's ability to rape my asshole'Cause honestly, I'd have sex with a 10 foot wooden poleWith that in mind, a hard, nice-smelling dick's betterPlus, he let me wear my chain and my turtleneck sweaterSo this one's dedicated to them boysThat decide to flop around on top of usIf you're near or far, whether short or tallWe wanna thank you all for fucking our assholesHe kept looking at his watchDoesn't matter, got rapedBut I cried the whole timeDoesn't matter, got rapedI think he might've been a racistDoesn't matter, got rapedHe put a bag on my headStill counts!I just got rapedAnd my dreams came true So if you've gotten raped in the last thirty minutesThen you qualified to sing with me I just got raped!And it felt so goodA man just forced his penis inside my assholeI just got raped And I'll never go back To the not-getting-raped ways of the past
>>35512689I think we're talking about different ppl, I'm talking about limetrap/bailey jay
>>35512724yeah idk who that is.we were talmbout this rly awesome juggling clowngirl.
Everyone cam up like it’s the old better days of mtfg https://v.ringcentral.com/join/807315803008
>>35512730fr
>>35512977Woah
>>35513006Do it bussy you won’t
>>35513020Sorry anon I value my privacy too much but I appreciate the sentiment and am surprised that there are still cam sites like that around like there were 10 years ago
What a bitch made faggot you are anon>>35512724You are so fuckin dumb radioman
>>35513027God damn ou are retarded https://files.catbox.moe/yz7h9w.mp4I hate this neo internet it just full of dumb little pussies like fuck y’all bitch made niggas
>>35513041is that your new gf lmao
>>35513061No he’s some retard like you I just found a shard that is at least a gram so hahahahaha And even if it was someone I was dating it’d be more than what you got by your side all you got is your left and right
>>35513201i have a squishmallow to my left and gunpla to my right, both are better than a greasy dork or a drug addiction
snew thread pls someone bake
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