Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportmeowpurrday :3hello>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
links :33> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7> first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/> wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic> bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read> bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c>a bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
me when im not a retard and don't cut and actually enjoy my NEET lifestyle.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/HD_80606_binteresting planet>>84871117heya catim kinda curious, how come youve been so consistent in these threads across the past 3 or so years?
>>84871248>enjoy my NEET lifestyleme toobut sadly it won't last long>>84871265hmm yes yes interesting so you think humans will ever get to live on another planets>how come youve been so consistent in these threadscan you explain?do you mean like how do I manage to post them (almost) every day?>past 3 or so years?whaat it's been that long?! @w@
>>84871296>sodo?I think that if that ever becomes a reality it'll only be the wrong kinds of people who will get to do that
>>84871296>so you think humans will ever get to live on another planetsif we manage to find a way to produce fuel from nothing maybe sure but it will be such a resource intensive thing that i think it will be only reserved for scientific (or more so military) missionsif indeed its like the movies only the rich are gonna be there so yeah doesnt much matter anyway>how do I manage to post them (almost) every day?yeah how do you manage to be here day after day after day talking to new people constantly on a very non standard platformif theres not a /cut/ thread in the catalog it will be days on end until youre back for one to appear
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Friday was blur, but weekend is going pretty okay>>84855566> failure for not being able to explain myself correctly something a lot people to struggle with. All communication is imperfect even if you're the best communicator in the world and requires other person trying to understand as well>since I'm so pent up even a little bit of light working out goes a long way to blow off steam, even if occasionally doing something light >>84855966>what about weekends?to an extent. It was bad out last weekend, but trying to go out and do more this one. Have big plans next coming weekend after this though>glad your new job isn't as bad as the last oneme too>>84856534>"incremental" genre? did a quick search and way people explain it does not sound particularly appealing to me, but to each their own i guess>it simply isn't anymorei hear you, but I'm pretty sure most people have heard enough to know the basic premise is more so what I mean.>feeling lonely? there's someone who loves you...I'm sorry, but is sounds like where you live is slowing turning into Ohio, picrelated comes next>don't talk about that until monday.noted, hope you're having a good weekend>>84857024>crunch timeget how that is, best of luck. do what you have to and hope it's done soon>I hope you're doing well.work is draining but no complaints
>>84858674>that is a really big ifexactly. Why a lot of people stay in really shitty jobs for a while is not just pay, but the basic things you need to survive that for some reason the boomers were convinced should be a privilege of the wealthy> regular old people weirdness more so than anythingthere's always some conflict between newer and older ways of life. The problem is, American boomers pushed quality of life for regular people back centuries and ignored how hard previous generations had to push to get what they had.>>84871117happy caturday cat! how's your weekend going?
>>84865828>you're hurting so muchthat hit me hard. it's been like this for a while, but the last week has been an emotional rollercoaster and a lot of resentment towards the people in my life's been building up. it's... i don't know. just nothing's been going my way.>I hope your fortune turns around sooner than laterthank you. hope i can work towards that at some point.>no worries if it isn't for (You).i don't think it is. ^^' not a football (or sports im general) guy, so i'm having trouble to get into it. especially rough if and event like the world cup is going on.>I'll probably slack off.how did that prophecy turn out?>Hopefully my poor work ethic won't bite me in the ass.i'm sure it won't. do your best! (*^*)9>I genuinely don't know how you do it.as i always say: "not having a choice helps! :D" jokes aside, it's grinding me down. doesn't help that people think they should dress like they're at a beach oarty when coming to a store. don't know where to look sometimes.>>84866186>spend 50 euro to go out with gf and keep the rest to help my mum pay off loans and stuffsee? you're a good and sensible guy.>i dont have the wiggleroom at the moment to do that unfortunatelyyou're making the right choices. there'll come a time when you can.>within the next 4 days im like 65% sure ill break the streak as exams are ending and closer to the end im getting more worried if anythingsadly that makes sense. don't beat yourself up to much if it happens, vut maybe you could stay around people more when it's getting to much to bear?>i love complainingtrue. i don't want a solution, i wan't to be mad! what good has not complaining ever done to me? >:[>i just wish i could have such self reflection when its most neededheh. yeah. my superpower definitely is hindsight. :p>goals dont really motivate me very much, im not sure whysame here. i don't care about what most people want, i suppose. don't know what to do about it, either.
>>84866186>youve been here longer than i havedon't remind me. ^^ it's been a good time, though.>>84866828>chroma hasn't posted on twitter in 3 months now i really hope he's doing okaysame. tried to talk to him on discord, but nothing. i think he's russian, right? don't they have their internet access restricted? maybe it's something like that.>>84866852>i just don't really need a new one right now so no need to spend 10%~not being frustrated by something can be worth it, but if you say it doesn't bother you that much, you should just keep the money.>i miss meeting people like those that easily become "friends"she definitely has some mental issues or disability, so i try to stay calm and patient, but it's exhausting when you're already at work.>i usually wouldn't like having something wet on my head but guess i might try it if i had a water bottle some dayyou hardly even feel it after the initial shock and it really helped today. can recommend.>even air conditioners don't fully helpi feel you. having my pc and a fan running does only make things way worse, but i'll not turn them off. :<>wait so you have to stay busy all the time there? that really sucks :[yeah. as soon as you're done with one task, something other task will magically appear. or you're still behind on work that should have been doen ages ago, but you had to deal with other stuff first. there's always something. granted, there's less stuff to do the later it gets.>i suppose you need to sort things inside the store before leaving, am i right?yeah. cleaning, taking out thr trash and counting the money in the registers. just takes some time.>i thought you had the weekendnow i do. time to do as much nothing ad i can til monday.>>84871117hey catbro! :D what's up?
>>84871859>>84871859>did a quick search and way people explain it does not sound particularly appealing to me, but to each their own i guessyeah. had to unsubscribe from a guy since he switched from playing roguelites and horde survivor games to basically nothing but incrementals. there's just nothing left for me to watch there.>I'm pretty sure most people have heard enough to know the basic premise is more so what I mean.sure. it's mostly christian, but that has changed a lot in the last generation or so. my grandparents still cared about the institutions, my parents still went through the motions and a lot of people in my generation don't care at all. doesn't mean we haven't heard about jeebus and the three musketeers.>is sounds like where you live is slowing turning into Ohio, picrelated comes nextwho needs to be reminded of that? we're already in it.>hope you're having a good weekendof to a pretty bad start already, but let's see how it goes.
>How are you doing today?bored, boiling alive and lazy...>Any plans for today?idk.. wanted to play sum games but i dont have anything good -w->is there anything bothering you right now?the heattttt
>>84872378>roguelites and horde survivor games to basically nothing but incrementals. strange progression of events...>doesn't mean we haven't heard which is precisely the issue with these evangelist types in general. It's not just whether or not people have already made up their mind, it's almost insulting the way they go about this sort of thing since it's not like everyone hasn't heard what they said before and they don't realize that just because something has made a positive impact on their life, doesn't mean others care what impact it's had on them. It's very futile and misplaced usually, regardless of how you feel about Christianity and I've heard several Christians agree it can do more harm than good. >who needs to be reminded of that?it serves a useful warning that you made a wrong turn and are now in Ohio. Honestly very fitting.> bad start already,sorry to hear that. anything you want to complain about or just trying to move along?
gonna reply in a bitsy just gotta do some stuff D:
>>84872761>strange progression of events...he was already modding those games to make them harder or achieve certain runs, so he was already very focussed on the stats. it was the logical next step for him. i just checked out.>just because something has made a positive impact on their life, doesn't mean others care what impact it's had on them.true. if they have a good life because of it, they should just live it and people will take notice and start to emulate it for themself. can't force anyone, though. had these people at my door at 9:00 on a saturday once. they were dressed i suits, i had a bathrobe on. weirdly i was not in the mood to hear what they had to say.>it can do more harm than good.it's like when people tell you how good something is and you need to try it and your first reaction for some reason is "nah. i'm good.">it serves a useful warning that you made a wrong turn and are now in Ohio. Honestly very fitting.heh. guess that state is just too hardcore for you. gotta lern the fundamentals before you progress.>anything you want to complain about or just trying to move along?eh, just wasn't able to play some warhammer with my friends cause i didn't make it in time. was home at 4:45, my buddy had to leave at 6:00 and a game would have taken about 2 hours, so no time for hour game. just stayed home and watched the tadc-movie. i already saw some spoiler, but watched it anyway. /co/ won't be browseable for a week or two. (-_-;)>>84872835best of luck. o7
>>84871899>and ignored how hard previous generations had to push to get what they had.yeah, never seen it put like that but you worded it perfectly lol>>84872293>there'll come a time when you cani hope that time comes soon lol>vut maybe you could stay around people more when it's getting to much to bear?i guess that could help we will see thoughresults day is going to suck ass >my superpower definitely is hindsightmine is oblivioussness>i don't care about what most people wantwhich is annoying, in a way, makes everyones advice completely useless. "set a goal" okay bro now what im still not motivated enough to reach it>it's been a good timeglad to hear>>84872331>don't they have their internet access restricted?yeah discord is blocked in russia, chroma needs to use a vpn to check it, ive been wondering if he was okay too, i hope he didnt get conscripted>>84872660hey yvkiis the heat that bad there?you were scrolling your steam library paralyzed by the abundance of choice werent u>>84872835what if instead of you doing stuff, stuff does you? what if you are doing stuff but you are also jonathan from hotel transylvania, in which case we would have to question, just who is this "stuff"? prooooooooobably not mavis, as she is a fictional charachter and technology has yet to make them real
>>84872997>is the heat that bad there?mmmhm sadly yea.. alr got my ac n 2 fans running qwq>you were scrolling your steam library paralyzed by the abundance of choice werent uyup TwT and my playstation library asw.. 370 games on PS n nothing is fun.. same goes for steam..
>>84873010damn i cant imagine it being THAT bad, i just set it to 16c and wait a while with it blasting my face, i end up cold and then im alr for the next hour or soHOW DO YOU HAVE 370 GAMES ON YOUR PLAYSTATIONI DONT HAVE 370 GAMES IN MY STEAM FAMILY LIBRARY WHATi literally just went to check and the games of 6 PEOPLE are 342DAMNon ps i enjoyed assassins creed black flagit was very funalso sniper elite was chill i had the hitler dlc but i did something stupid and it just kinda got fried, i should give it a try againon steam do you hasppen to have any of the shelter games or spirit of the north? theyre kind of exploration focused so they are very chill you are just existing roaming around pretty much if you do maybe the long dark? its quite hard last time i played i died on the third day lolhypothermia is a BITCH
>>84872660hey yvki! nearly missed your post. D:>bored, boiling alive and lazy...too bad you're sharing that fate. i think it'll stay like this for a while, won't it?>wanted to play sum games but i dont have anything good -w-from what you've shared you got plenty of good games, but it's ok to not feel like playing them. would just feel like a chore anyway.>the heatttttsending you some cool thoughts ~~~>>>84872997>i hope that time comes soon lolfingers crossed>i guess that could help we will see thoughsometimes it's not about powering through, but simply making it impossible to do it in the first place.>results day is going to suck assalways a dreadful event. when is it?>makes everyones advice completely useless.at least in the traditional sense. in the end you can just do whatever and be fine.>im still not motivated enough to reach ittrue. that's why it's important for us to take opportunities when they do show up. can take a while, though.>ive been wondering if he was okay too, i hope he didnt get conscriptedlet's just hope he gets around that somehow.
>>84873061>damn i cant imagine it being THAT bad,im very very sensitive when it comes to heat TwT>HOW DO YOU HAVE 370 GAMES ON YOUR PLAYSTATIONi grab every free game on psplus even tho i know ill never play them>also sniper elite was chillyeaa my dad got me into it.. played thru 3, 4 and the newest one.. cant remember the name tho..>on steam do you hasppen to have any of the shelter games or spirit of the north?my steam is filled with bullshit... but noo i dont have them :s>if you do maybe the long dark? i got that on my playstation.. didnt like the graphics tho-
I had a dream last night gonna tell you about it is a bitAlso I helped my grandma move to a different place, honestly it made me want to move out, it seems easy, though I'll need a job first! Also I really like how the world looks from different windows in different places, like the different perspective looks cool, I sometimes look at buildings and wonder what do they look like on the inside and what the outside looks from there Also remember to drink a lot of water guys>>84871377>only the rich are gonna be there so yeah doesnt much matter anywayyep I think so too>manage to be here day after day after day talking to new peoplewell I'm not always here but I usually manage toMostly because I don't have a job or really any irl friend and I basically only talk with you guys so I got a lot of time for 4chan >>84871859>weekend is going pretty okayyay \o/plans?>>84871899helloonot many plans just sitting at home and maybe I'll order a new tire for my bike>>84872331heyaa yuanon ^^how r you?>what's up?just chilling now or trying to in this weather ^^'>>84872660hellooo :3>bored, boiling alive and lazy...hmm do you want some recommendations like things to watch?>play sum games but i dont have anything good -w-impossible D:maybe you could download something?>heatttttsame here >>84872997haha>not mavis, as she is a fictional charachternoo where my vampire goth gf ;w;
>>84873192>hmm do you want some recommendations like things to watch?yes please qwq>maybe you could download something?i alr checked everything including good ol skidrowcodex, piratebay etc etc... i just cant find anythingggg
>>84873160>sometimes it's not about powering through, but simply making it impossible to do it in the first place.yeah i know which is what i try to do with most destructive things that are within my powerin my case if i felt shit enough id probably sneak off to cut in the bathroom even if i was with friends but its a highly unlikely scenario thankfully>when is it?no ideanone at allwhenever the professors decide to upload the grades>in the end you can just do whatever and be finedo you want to be just fine though? what if one wants more? thats where it gets complicated imho>let's just hope he gets around that somehow.i hope soi used to have a russian friend that got around it by studying in uni which made him illegiblei havent talked to chroma in so long i dont even remember what he doesif hes in uni too or what>>84873162>im very very sensitive when it comes to heatrip>i grab every free game on psplus even tho i know ill never play themlol i do the same on steamhey whats wrong with more choices? >and the newest one.. cant remember the name tho5....? i stopped following it after finishing 4, i played zombie army too but it was kind of mid desu3 was shockingly hard i still have yet to get all the achievments for itsame for 4 though>my steam is filled with bullshitwhose isnt? what games do u have in your favourites?>but noo i dont have them if you like chill exploration, check them outi really liked spirit of the north because of its atmospherei desperately want to get the second game but neither do i have the money nor does my pc meet the minimum requirements >didnt like the graphics tho-bruhdid you time travel from 2003 by any chance>>84873192>seems easykeywords are seems easyinteresting thoughts you gave me about the prespective from windowstheres a little shop in a small british seaside village that had this small ass window that i liked looking out off so much i took a picture of itthis could lowkey make a very nice. cont.
so in the dream me and my highschool class went to japan for some reason we discovered one of the guys started working in a stable, idk why but he looked happy then I was in a convenience store looking at blue pepsi then I walked up a ladder in to the celling and sorta between the celling tiles and the celling I discovered a train station there, it was a very tight space, I was basically squeezed between the floor and the celling and I had to crawl around then the train arrived and for some reason I felt as if its weight was on top of me, I couldn't move or breathe until it leftI also remember there was some girl there but I don't remember what the deal was with her
>>84873240>hey whats wrong with more choices? more choices but only shitty hardcore niche games->5....? nah nah its sniper elite resistance.>what games do u have in your favourites?favourites? none.. the only games i actively play on steam rn are l4d2 or black ops 7.. outside of steam only escape from tarkov..>if you like chill exploration, check them outwill do o7>did you time travel from 2003 by any chancemaybe? ;3
also>>84873192>like the different perspective looks coolheres the photo i took in the small british village i mentioned>>84873240could lowkey make a very nice photobooki forget what theyre calledor photocollection or somethingbasically a gallery with either similar photos or by the same photographer or whatever whateverif i find any cool windows ill be sure to send you pictures of them>Mostly because I don't have a job or really any irl friend awwwwthat sucksyoure such a nice person and not having many friends is just a disservice to the world :/>noo where my vampire goth gf ;w;you arent doing draculas daughter are you?>>84873228>i alr checked everything including good ol skidrowcodex, piratebay etc etc... i just cant find anythinggggwhat about vimms lair? do you like to emulate old games? im assuming liklely no due to graphics but its a nice site to check out>>84873251what an odd dream>>84873282>more choices but only shitty hardcore niche games-hey now beggars cant be chosers>nah nah its sniper elite resistance.lolmao what even is that>l4d2havent played it in years damnalso >tarkovew
>>84873318>lolmao what even is thatits the newest oneee (and it suxx)>havent played it in years damnlmao u really gotta play it again its fun>ewWHAT?! okay yea.. i only play it cuz i like torturing myself but eh -w-
>>84872946>. it was the logical next step for him.ah that makes sense in that context. People too focused on completion/challenge/etc cross into that realm of being weird with games to the point i don't see the fun>people will take notice and start to emulate it for themself.exactly. I heard someone also explain the problem is some of these christian sects with overzealous believers have this problem where many worry they're not doing enough if they're not doing this type of work, when the Bible itself seems to suggest different people have different skills and not everyone should be no where near trying to sell people on it>guess that state is just too hardcore for you.Just more Ohio jokes. Parts of it are okay. Gets joked about a lot because of dumpy polluted cities like Toledo and Cleveland, while lacking a lot of the Midwest charm you'll find in other nearby states, so it's an easy target.>cause i didn't make it in timeah sorry. It happens sometimes unfortunately>watched the tadc-movie.ah think i saw you mention watching whole series, how'd you like everything? I think I said before, but whole thing was serviceable at least>>84872997> you worded it perfectlythe biggest gripe I have is boomers deify the WW2 generation to an absurd degree, but then hate social welfare programs of any kind and all unions equally , then pretend the Great Depression wasn't a thing. Corporations couldn't have been given a greater gift than these people living as long they have.>>84873192>plans?went out for a bit shopping. played some games, worked out, and finally got back to cooking> I'll order a new tire for my bikeback up or problem right not?>>84873251> highschool class went to japan for some reason we discovered one of the guys started working in a stable>idk why but he looked happyobviously he gets to work with japanese horses which are all cute anime girls>, I couldn't move or breathe until it leftpart sounds a little unpleasant though
>>84873228>yes please qwqoke ^w^tell me if you like any of those very cool tf2 animation https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fGRCus1yRXM&list=PLLjdQVMzYtQXd-xmJw5CY8e-pklIugC7T&index=7&pp=iAQBvid about grass (it's worse than you think)https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jqTEvS0d_Co&list=PLoeK8V36zVtM3pafCPnQR1Em3riuJiSgP&index=420&pp=iAQB0gcJCUACo7VqN5tDsAgCbiig ol tvhttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=JfZxOuc9Qwk&list=PLoeK8V36zVtM3pafCPnQR1Em3riuJiSgP&index=502&pp=iAQBsAgCCs1.6 maps and what they capture, idk if you'll like this I think it's great but I like making maps and I like looking at especially old maps and the stories behind themhttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=lBTeEcu3ts8&list=PLoeK8V36zVtM3pafCPnQR1Em3riuJiSgP&index=477&pp=iAQBsAgCGolbo care guide https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=KBV91LS8Bpo&list=PLoeK8V36zVtM3pafCPnQR1Em3riuJiSgP&index=396&pp=iAQBsAgCmichelsoft bimbows ;3https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=yDzAAjzbV5g&list=PLoeK8V36zVtM3pafCPnQR1Em3riuJiSgP&index=340&pp=iAQBsAgC>checked everything including good olDDxI guess it's a get a cold drink and watch som shiz type beat
>>84873478tysm!!!>michelsoft bimbows ;3PFFF i love that vid so much xD
>>84873240>small ass window that i liked looking out off so much i took a picture of itsounds cool>>84873318ooo it looks almost like a painting with a thick frame cool!>odd dreamyep but I think it was coolwbu? any dreams latel?>>84873431>went outsounds nice >got back to cooking:owatcha made?>back up oreeh I could still use the one I have on there but I think I'd be better off replacing it >japanese horses which are all cute anime girlson my! you're right!>sounds a little unpleasant thoughyep but I was interesting
>>84871117>helloHi!>How are you doing today?Im doing fine. Sometimes I feel a general sense of foreboding, but otherwise I've just been on my computer all day.>Any plans for today?Nope. Just plan to be on my computer all day, listen to the same music I always do, go on the same social media I always do.>When was the last time you hurt yourself?10 days ago :/>Why did you hurt yourself?Sometimes when I feel anxious, the only way I can think to calm myself down is to give myself a bigger issue. Its like "oh, I feel like something very bad is going to happen, instead of focusing on that, I should focus on the blood dripping from my arm.">Is there anything bothering you right now?Not really, just life being mundane, boring, and generally unlivable.
>>84873192>I had a dream last night gonna tell you about it is a biti had a weird one not to long ago, too. don't remember much about it, but i was running away from some demon or ghost thing, but it had some weird projectile-power that you could avoid by standing in certain spots. super weird and i don't usually dream stuff like that. i think i watched to many game reveal shows.>it seems easy, though I'll need a job first!usually how that goes. good luck.>I really like how the world looks from different windows in different placesnever paid much attention to that, but i haven't looked out of a window i haven't known for ages in a while. i'll try to make an effort to do so when i get the chance.>Also remember to drink a lot of water guys*glug* *glug*>how r you?i'm in a weird mental state right now. lots of things just haven't worked out. i think i'm going to watch another episode of widow's bay. first one was a bit slow, hope the second one picks up the pace.>just chilling now or trying to in this weather ^^'yeah, it's rough. how are you holding on?>>84873240>what i try to do with most destructive things that are within my powerwell, it's been working for you so far, so i'll put my faith in you. you know best how to deal with these things.>in my case if i felt shit enough id probably sneak offlet's just hope it won't get that bad and if you does, maybe sneak off and call your girlfriend?>no idea none at alldon't you just love surprises...>do you want to be just fine though?would be a nice start.>what if one wants more? thats where it gets complicated imhotrue, but wanting more at least show you do have ambitions in the first place, so maybe there's a way to capitalize on that somehow.>if hes in uni too or whathe was in some sort of education, but i'm not sure what form, either.>>84873251>stable, idk why but he looked happyi'm sure that was officeanon :pdefinitely a wild dream, though. you think it means anything?
>>84873160bwahhh no way i forgot to answer qwq>i think it'll stay like this for a while, won't it?sadly yea.. gonna boot up tarkov n see how long it takes for me to go insane :s>you got plenty of good games, but it's ok to not feel like playing them. would just feel like a chore anyway.true... for me its just, after playing thru a ton of games i always try to look for something better but i just cant find anything.. same goes for shows / anime>sending you some cool thoughts ~~~>hehe tyy :3
>>84873318>heres the photo i took in the small british village i mentionedthere's something off about it. can't put my finger on it...>>84873431>cross into that realm of being weird with games to the point i don't see the funas long as it's fun for them. number crunchers need their games, too. remember watching a guy who did endless vids on the damage of dark souls weapons. he even worked in the official bloodborne guide later. still have that somewhere.>they're not doing enough if they're not doing this type of workit's odd. in the end they're only getting to people that already agree anyway and push everyone else further away. had to bite my tongue to not tell them what i really think and just firmly said i wasn't interested. maybe a bit too firmly.>Just more Ohio jokes.sure. ^^ just need to poke some fun here and there. just don't know much about it, so i can't really join in.>It happens sometimes unfortunatelyyeah. it's a narrative campaign, so i'd have liked to get some info or pics about how it went, but nothing so far. bit pissed about that.>how'd you like everything? I think I said before, but whole thing was serviceable at leastreally enjoyed the series up to the finale and had a really hard time watching that. i think the ending was alright for the story being told, but just not for me. the shitflinging between the creator and some fans doesn't help, either. will keep away from /co/ for a while.>>84873514hey, anon!>Im doing fine. Sometimes I feel a general sense of forebodingthat's good to know. relate to that feeling, though. not sure what it is, but something's been off, lately. maybe that's just me, though.>I've just been on my computer all day.anything interesting in there?
>>84873514>Just plan to be on my computer all day, listen to the same music I always do, go on the same social media I always do.sounds like a way to kill some time if i've ever heard one. wanna tell more about what kind of social media you use or what music you're listening to?>the only way I can think to calm myself down is to give myself a bigger issuemakes sense to me. replaceing the ominous with something you can deal with.>just life being mundane, boring, and generally unlivable.hope we can distract you from thst for a while. (^-^)>>84873676>bwahhh no way i forgot to answer qwqseems to happen to us quite a bit, lately. let's not make a habit out of it! D:>gonna boot up tarkov n see how long it takes for me to go insane :shope you'll have a good time instead and will loot as much great gear as you can carry! >i always try to look for something better but i just cantneed to get through that post-good-stuff depression first. always takes some time, but you'll get there again.>same goes for shows / animehard to find things these days. there's just so much of everything and in so many different places, it gets more and more difficult to just sit down and engage with something. personally, i'm still waiting for the next cowboy bebop.>hehe tyy :3wanted to send this pic with it, but forgot
>>84873832>hope you'll have a good time instead and will loot as much great gear as you can carry! just got killed by a hacker with headlock n speed scripts :D>always takes some time, but you'll get there again.i hope so... really wanna get into some more single player games desu>hard to find things these daystrue... i remember watching toonami on adult swim back when i was a lil kid. good old cracked tv.. started monogatari just a few days ago, been enjoying it so far :3>i'm still waiting for the next cowboy bebop.ooo havent watched that yet :p i only know the shroom scene, that was funny :3>wanted to send this pic with it, but forgotbwahh
>>84873870>just got killed by a hacker with headlock n speed scripts :Dthe joy of playing with other people. sometimes i wonder why they play in the first place if they don't care for the competition. never was fun to me to just steamroll people.>really wanna get into some more single player games desuanything you got your eyes on?>i remember watching toonami on adult swim back when i was a lil kid. good old cracked tvmust have been cool. i was mostly watching anime on mtv. i think vox had some late night anime program as well. watched some cool stuff there.>started monogatari just a few days agosaw that being mentioned a few times. what's it about?>ooo havent watched that yet :p i only know the shroom scene, that was funny :3it was the right show at the right time for the right audience. it's kinda slow and you need to be in the mood for it, but since you're so much into music, i think you might have a good time, but every shinichiro watanabe show would be something for you in that regard.
Evening everyone. Hope you're all well.Back to the grindstone today trying to get this document finished.>>84866852>how are you disanon?I had a pretty rough week earlier (hence the lack of posting for a bit) but I'm doing better now. Although I'm a little exhausted from work and social obligations.>>84867025> the game itself is super grind heavyThat'd be enough to put me off, honestly. I'm bad at using my own time well, but I also hate the feeling that I could be doing something more enjoyable. That was a big problem I had with RuneScape when I still played that.>that's why i just hate a lot of recent shows, they just feel like soulless slopFor the most part I'm insulated from this by mostly just sticking to stuff made in the 90s, with a few exceptions.>>84871265I was really into astronomy when I was younger and wanted to work in the field. Unfortunately my science grades were too bad for that. I wish I could get back into it.>>84871859>get how that is, best of luck. do what you have to and hope it's done soonThank you. It's getting there so I'm not too worried.>work is draining but no complaintsGood, good. I take it it's a much better place to work than the last one?
>>84873981>sometimes i wonder why they play in the first place if they don't care for the competition.99% its just arrogant lil kids who wanna ruin the fun for others to make themselves feel strong. thats why i use a mod menu in mw2 to kick cunts that ruin the game>anything you got your eyes on?kinda? my dad said i should play dying light 2 sometime.. might buy it someday>was mostly watching anime on mtv. i think vox had some late night anime program as well.didnt know that! i only watched my stuff on adult swim, then took a loooong break n then started using aniworld>saw that being mentioned a few times. what's it about?phew i dont even know yet. all i can say is every season is a new side story of the characters from s1 where every season a side char from s1 becomes the main char. its all connected but shifts focus n follows a non linear timeline>i think you might have a good timeill defo add it to my list! gonna finish monogatari first tho ;p maybe gonna start the english dub of ghost stories for the funnies after finishing those two
>>84872293>a lot of resentment towards the people in my life's been building up. it's... i don't know. just nothing's been going my way.I understand. Life has nasty a habit of piling on everything at once. I hope it can all be resolved relatively painlessly.>hope i can work towards that at some pointI'm rooting for you!>not a football (or sports im general) guy, so i'm having trouble to get into it.Fair enough. I don't really care for it either and genuinely cannot recall if I've ever sat through a full match. I just treat this as a friend simulator, I think.>how did that prophecy turn out?Very true.>i'm sure it won't. do your best! (*^*)9Thank you. I need to make the good anons here proud of me.>it's grinding me downWould you be able to jump ship to another job that isn't customer-facing? Or slightly nicer customer-facing?>>84873251>between the celling tiles and the celling I discovered a train station thereI enjoy these kind of weird architecture things in dreams that you just sort of accept are real in the moment.
>>84874093>its just arrogant lil kids who wanna ruin the fun for otherssounds about right, but cheating is quite the industry these days. i'll never get it, but i also don't play these games, so i don't have to.>thats why i use a mod menu in mw2 to kick cuntssad you have to, but at least you can.>i should play dying light 2 sometime.. might buy it somedaythat the zombie game on the island? i always mix that up with dead by daylight.>didnt know that!ancient lore at this point. what shows did i watch there... agent aika, record of lodoss war, silent moebius, samurai champloo, vision of escaflowne, the lupin the 3rd movies, golden boy. not a bad time to get into anime.>i only watched my stuff on adult swimdidn't even know we got that here, but people always speak highly of it. what shows did you watch?>aniworldnever heard of that before.>its all connected but shifts focus n follows a non linear timelinesounds like a lot of work to get into. hope it's worth the effort.>gonna finish monogatari first tho ;pdefinitely do that. no good mixing shows.>english dub of ghost storiesis it that hilarious?>>84874109>I hope it can all be resolved relatively painlessly.it's ok. i'll just repress it and make some remarks here and there.>I'm rooting for you!o7>I just treat this as a friend simulator, I think.yeah. if you watch it for the guys, then it really doesn't matter what the vid is about. just a good time regardless.>Very truemaybe that was one of the self-fulfilling once. :p>I need to make the good anons here proud of me.you've come quite far already. we already are.>Would you be able to jump ship to another job that isn't customer-facing? Or slightly nicer customer-facing?i don't think i'm ready for that. wouldn't even know where to start looking here or what to do instead.i think i'll fall asleep soon. good night, everyone.
>>84873564>>84873564>that you could avoid by standing in certain spots. supersounds very game like ^^>many game reveal shows.or maybe just the right amount :>>good luck.I got a feeling I'm gonna need it>make an effort to do so when i get the chance.they're everywhere so ir shouldn't be too hardhave fun >*glug*very good!same>hope the second one picks up the pace.has it?>how are you holding on?actually don't mind it too much I just don't like the humidity I did go on a little bike ride today and I sweated a lot >officeanon :phaha>you think it means anything?I don't believe dreama can have meaningsDreams are about whatever you're thinking about at the moment >>84874031heya ^^>trying to get this document finished.XwXgood luck!>>84874109>kind of weird architecture thingssame!I should make a map about those Do you have dreams like that? remember any?>>84873486no probby!>love that vid so much xDoo you know that one ?turn out it was all a pun and man I like puns
>>84874304>sad you have to, but at least you can.i only use it to kick cheaters so thats good. when i play im usually with a little group that also got menus n we play normally n kick cheaters to keep lobbies clean>that the zombie game on the island? nono thats dead island xD dying light is open world with zombies but in a urban setting>didn't even know we got that here, but people always speak highly of it.i mean for us its payTV on warner TV comedy or prime video but... it sucks. i used to watch the US channel cuz it was actually good.>what shows did you watch?trigun, bleach, flcl, inuyasha, ghost in the shell, blue exorcist, black lagoon... thats all that i can remember>never heard of that before.got no money for a crunchyroll subscription soo yea, its my go to pirated streaming site>is it that hilarious?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m5LjA0gjeX8this vid explains it all
getting lategoodnight friends and see ya morrow
