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links :33

>a long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):
https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7

> first aid post cuting:
https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/

> wound care guide:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic

> bpd workbook:
https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read

> bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)
https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c

>a bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)
workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:
https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdf

Please don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them

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my sleep schedule is so messed up, slept at 6 am woke up at 2 pm...

>>84879734
hey cat how are you

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>>84880437
hey ali!
>slept at 6 am woke up at 2 pm...
D:
well I would say it's not horrible
but yeah it's not good
though how do you feel when you wake up?
>how are you
I bought a new tire for my bike and just chilled I might play some games rn because my phone has to charge
wbu??

>>84879734
hai haii!! o/

>How are you doing today?
for some reason im feelin extra good today, dunno why :p

>Any plans for today?
just went out to buy new smoking supplies. gonna hop on tarkov in a bit but first i gotta take a shower... im boiling alive...

hope yall are surviving the heat ^^'

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>>84880893
eyo!
>feelin extra good today, dunno why :p
woaaa
you've had a bunch days like that recently
that's nice, maybe you're doing something right?
>went out to buy new smoking supplies. gonna hop on tarkov
have fun gamer!
>hope yall are surviving the heat ^^'
no worries it doesn't really bother me much
I can find ways to be comfy even in weather like thay

>>84881011
>you've had a bunch days like that recently
that's nice, maybe you're doing something right?
i think just having a social life (talkin to yall) is helping me more than i can imagine :p its nice that i finally feel a bit better idk

>have fun gamer!
tyyy :3 had a crazy round just a few hours ago...

>I can find ways to be comfy even in weather like thay
howwww qwq i cant handle it at all... turned on 2 ACs and 3 fans last night and still wasnt able to sleep..

>>84881049
mm nice i fucked up the greentext

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>>84880829
>though how do you feel when you wake up?
i just feel really annoyed ig cause i like waking up and doing stuff early
>bought a new tire for my bike
oh nice, was your old tire worn out or something?
>play some games rn
well have fun whatever game you decide to play ^^
>wbu??
for now I'm just gonna watch a show, later i may play some war thunder :)

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>>84874356
>sounds very game like ^^
yeah. it was also very chinese mythology themed. lots of those games these days.

>or maybe just the right amount :>
i don't think there was a single game announced i actually wanted to play. the platinum games tmnt one could be fun, but there was just a teaser for it.

>I got a feeling I'm gonna need it
it's rough out there. don't be discouraged.

>they're everywhere so ir shouldn't be too hard
harder than it sounds for someone as set in his routines as i am

>has it?
watched the whole season and i liked it, but i'm so tired of things always ending on a cliffhanger. this could have been a one-and-done thing, but i guess not. at least it got renewed for a second season. also watched a movie calles hokum and finally got around to watch mad god.

>I don't believe dreama can have meanings Dreams are about whatever you're thinking about at the moment
i guess that's what i asking when i talk about meaning. what stuff did you process in there?

>>84874371
>i only use it to kick cheaters so thats good.
when you ever get so mad you just start kicking randoms, you know it's time for another game. ^^

>nono thats dead island xD dying light is open world with zombies but in a urban setting
ugh... it gets really hard to keep track of all the zombie games, especially when they all have the same name. think i got the game you're talking about, now.

>i mean for us its payTV
what isn't these day. looked up where i could legally watch the stuff i wanted to and just ended up watching it on the usual sites.

>trigun, bleach, flcl, inuyasha, ghost in the shell, blue exorcist, black lagoon... thats all that i can remember
also good stuff. watched trigun not that long ago, but remember nothing about it. really strange. i have black lagoon on blu ray. was really into it back then. it's so weird the manga is still going.

>>84874371
>got no money for a subscription soo yea, its my go to pirated streaming site
i just downloaded most series i watched on serienjunkies. had a whole drive worth of anime, but it vanished somewhere. i had a crunchyroll sub for a few years. it helps to just have a catalog you can browse and just watch stuff. i watch way less now that i just go to sites again.

>>84879734
hey catbro!

>soo hoooootttt
it's the most terrible thing ever. brain's melting

>>84880437
hi gator. i see you still on that summer break schedule, but i fell asleep around 4:00 am, too. just can't sleep

>>84880893
hi yvki! good to heat you had a nice day. :]

>>84881178
>when you ever get so mad you just start kicking randoms, you know it's time for another game. ^^
true... i think i should really take a break n stick to tarkov >:3

>ugh... it gets really hard to keep track of all the zombie games
real... the amount of zombie games that i played... even hard for me to keep track of everything

>what isn't these day. looked up where i could legally watch the stuff i wanted to and just ended up watching it on the usual sites.
true... thats why i havent used my tv in years now. at least 5-6 years. streaming is my go to, legal or not. id rather pay for lets say netflix than subscribing to a tv channel just to realize the stuff i wanna watch doesnt air anymore

>i have black lagoon on blu ray. was really into it back then.
wahhh im jealous >:( always wanted to get it but didnt manage to..

>it's so weird the manga is still going.
gotta read them someday..

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btw you guys watched the backrooms movie?

>>84881049
>think just having a social life (talkin to yall)
aww if so then I'm very glad ^^
>had a crazy round just a few hours ago...
you better be winning >:3
>cant handle it at all... turned on 2 ACs and 3 fans last night
??? that so much stuff!!
what's the temp in your room?
>and still wasnt able to sleep..
maybe that is because of all that stuff your body can't acclimate?
I was a bit uncomfortable at first last night but fairly quickly I could comfortably lay under my thick blanket and I didn't wake up sweating or anything

>>84881062
oh don't worry
it's normal

>>84881113
>just feel really annoyed
hm yeah but if you wake up and don't feel dizzy or sleepy then maybe that just your natural time to wake up?
>your old tire worn out or something?
yeahh I think I might squeeze some more out of it but I got a puncture last ride so I decided to buy a new one and be safe
>have fun
thanks
I decided to actually just tidy up my desktop
>gonna watch a show, later i may play some war thunder :)
whatch show?

>>84881178
heyuanon !
>lots of those games these days.
I didn't notice that
>game announced i actually wanted to play
seems pretty normal nowadays
>don't be discouraged
well I never been couraged in the first place
>someone as set in his routines as i am
hmm yeah that might be an issues but ig just look out for that stuff in the future
>got around to watch mad god.
oo what do ya think?
>what i asking when i talk about meaning.
ooh well some people think dreams can predict future and so on
> what stuff did you process in there?
hm I'll have to think about it
How r y today btw?

>>84881251
>you better be winning >:3
ahem... one tapped some ratting idiot with crazy loot just for the game to glitch. i noclipped thru the ground n lost everything. anyways time for another try

>what's the temp in your room?
phew.. last time i checked it was 32C/89F (fans n ac off)

>maybe that is because of all that stuff your body can't acclimate?
mm maybe :s idk i was never able to handle heat at all.. tried everything.. yuanon gave me a good tip n told me to wear a damp shirt or cap, so ill do that for tonight

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>>84881232
hey gator
>still on that summer break schedule
yeah it's really becoming a problem tho lol
>fell asleep around 4:00 am, too. just can't sleep
sleeping is always so annoyingly hard, i could lay awake for 2 hours and still not call asleep
how are you doing today?

>>84881251
>you guys watched the backrooms movie
i have not yet sadly
>don't feel dizzy or sleepy
thankfully no, at least not different from normal
>squeeze some more out of it but I got a puncture last ride
be careful then, don't wanna push it too far and end up hurt
>decided to actually just tidy up my desktop
that's nice, always feels nice having a clean organized space
>whatch show?
its called 11.22.63 it's about someone going back in time to stop the assassination of jfk. it's okay

>>84881275
>one tapped some ratting idio
very good!! >:3
>noclipped
oh
I think it was the devs, they did they to you for being too good
>checked it was 32C
insitif your room???? xwx
here its 25 and I don't have any ac or anything
>was never able to handle heat
hm I guess that's just how you are
>damp shirt
that's a good tip

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>>84881233
>i should really take a break n stick to tarkov >:3
if you can call that a break, you're definitely build different. that stuff would get me so mad...

>the amount of zombie games that i played... even hard for me to keep track of everything
i think i haven't played a true zombie game in quite a while. played games that had zombies in them, but not the same focus. would you say a zombie game needs to have a modern setting to be considered one?

>thats why i havent used my tv in years now. at least 5-6 years. streaming is my go to, legal or not
pretty much, this. i watch a few things on tv over the year, but it's not much. streaming is just way more convenient.

>subscribing to a tv channel just to realize the stuff i wanna watch doesnt air anymore
truly the dark ages of entertainment.

>wahhh im jealous >:( always wanted to get it but didnt manage to..
antje von der ahe as revy is truly something special. never fails to make me smile when i hear her. ^^

>gotta read them someday..
i don't think we'll ever see the end of it. one of the rare cases where the publisher holds the manga hostage for some reason.

>>84881251
>you guys watched the backrooms movie?
not yet, but would have been fitting to watch today. how is it?

>I didn't notice that
probably because they all look kinda the same. always some dark fantasy souls-ish action game.

>seems pretty normal nowadays
at least for me, but i just don't get it. you'd think with all the games featured there would at least be one or two that spark actual interest in me.

>well I never been couraged in the first place
heh. that's the spirit! ;D

>just look out for that stuff in the future
i'll do my very best. best chance will be next month, it seems.

>what do ya think?
i enjoyed it. stop motion is one of my favorite mediums, but it's more of an experience than a movie in the traditional sense. still a good time. got very inspired by bloodborne for a part of it, i'd say.

>>84881715
>if you can call that a break, you're definitely build different. that stuff would get me so mad...
i hate tarkov. i hate it so damn much. but its like im addicted. its the only game that i can enjoy even tho i lose my mind after 20 mins

>would you say a zombie game needs to have a modern setting to be considered one?
mm not really

>streaming is just way more convenient.
xactly. if i wanna watch something then i wanna click play n enjoy. i hate waiting for something to come on tv or just being okay with whats airing rn

>antje von der ahe as revy is truly something special. never fails to make me smile when i hear her. ^^
for reallll the voice acting is just so good qwq

>i don't think we'll ever see the end of it. one of the rare cases where the publisher holds the manga hostage for some reason.
real qwq

>>84881251
>some people think dreams can predict future and so on
true. i should be more specific that i don't mean that. ^^

>How r y today btw?
had a good time distracting myself with some movies, heat is killing me and i need to get up early tomorrow. that's about it. you?

>>84881697
>it's really becoming a problem tho lol
maybe set 2 or 3 alarms and force yourself to get up?

>i could lay awake for 2 hours and still not call asleep
always been an issue for me, too. i don't know how people who instantly fall asleep do it.

>how are you doing today?
i'm ok. temperatures are killing me, watched some show and movies, then just killed time. tried to do some mandated training for the job, but couldn't access the site, which was a tad annoying. gonna have to call tomorrow and see how i can get in there. you doing good?

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>>84881759
>its the only game that i can enjoy even tho i lose my mind after 20 mins
i guess the addiction-part prevents from keeping it at a session per day?

>mm not really
i see, but dark souls wouldn't be one, even though every human character in that game basically is a zombie, right?

>i wanna click play n enjoy.
only thing the old version has going for it is making watching something a social event. when everyone sits down and watches at the same time, it just creates another atmosphere around the show. well, that's mostly gone, but the pros outweigh the cons by a ton.

have to call it a day now. see you all soon.

>>84881999
>i guess the addiction-part prevents from keeping it at a session per day?
mmmhm... :p iiiif i have the time, i spend around... 15ish hours per day just in tarkov...

>i see, but dark souls wouldn't be one, even though every human character in that game basically is a zombie, right?
tough... but no i dont think it is one...

>only thing the old version has going for it is making watching something a social event.
true.. cant remember the last time i actually watched TV with others tho-

>have to call it a day now. see you all soon.
gnight!!

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>>84881697
>not yet sadly
do you plan on seeing it?
>thankfully no
that's good
>don't wanna push it too far and end up hurt
I knoww
so I got that now one, it should be here on tuesday
>feels nice having a clean organized space
bwahah not me ^^
I'm sooo disorganized
>it's okay
at least it it's entertaining enough
you're watching it on tv?

>>84881715
>fitting to watch today.
whyy?
>how is it?
I didn't expect to like it because of how I hate how backrooms got sorta turned into cheap scp copy
But it did something different and interesting and I actually had a lot of fun watching it
>probably because they
yep also I don't pay attention to anything
>would at least be one or two that spark actual interest in me.
seem it's the indie gamer life is the life for you
>that's the spirit! ;D
hehe ^^
>best chance will be next month, it seems.
becouse vacations???
>more of an experience
I agree
>inspired by bloodborne
ooh interested thought
do you know who made the movie?

>>84881802
>should be more specific that i don't mean that. ^^
yep especially with how common some of that stuff is
>had a good time
that's good :3
>need to get up early tomorrow.
nooo
>about it. you?
I just sat inside and bought a new tire for my bike

>>84881999
goodnight

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>>84881802
>set 2 or 3 alarms and force yourself to get up?
I've tried before but I'm really good at sleeping through them ^^
>people who instantly fall asleep do it.
yeah really is some kind of magic it seems
>watched some show and movies, then just killed time.
always nice to do, any cool shows or interesting movies?
>tried to do some mandated training for the job
oh odd you need training, and annoying didn't work
>you doing good?
I'm ok yea, kinda scared one of my friends left me cause they just randomly ghosted me a week ago

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Guess who's back from the psyche ward, having read 86 pages of a book (hates reading, but seems to enjoy it now), with a new friend who got them a new piercing as a we did it present, feeling so much better and no longer suicidal B)

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>>84882603
heyaa !
glad to see you again ^^
and yes got a new friend! what the hell
You're making that warm seem like a vacation resort
And how are you rn? is it hot wherever you are too?

sleepin rimee

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Hello everyone, hope you're all well. I had a rough day with not much sleep, but I also made very major progress with work and think I'm in a pretty alright position now.

>>84874304
>if you watch it for the guys, then it really doesn't matter what the vid is about. just a good time regardless.
Are there any friend simulators you like?
>you've come quite far already. we already are.
Thank you very much. That means a lot to hear. I just don't want to disappoint you guys by getting fired.
>wouldn't even know where to start looking here or what to do instead
Ever thought about working in a luxury/designer chain? I think you have the customer service chops for it.

>>84874356
>Do you have dreams like that? remember any?
I woke up from one a few hours ago actually. There was a discount store that my parents would go to sometimes and you needed to be an adult to get in (kids had to wait in a little jail for some reason). In the dream you had to climb through a little tunnle to get in there, to prove you're adultness, I suppose.

>>84880437
Amatuer hours... But sorry to hear that. I hope we can both fix ours.

>>84882603
Glad to see you're back? Which book did you end up reading?

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>>84882082
sorry missed this
>do you plan on seeing it?
i want too but probably won't unless i become a pirate
>should be here on tuesday
okii well in the meantime have fun on your bikerides :>
>I'm sooo disorganized
well as long as you like it :3
>you're watching it on tv?
yeah :)

>>84882603
hello and welcome back :) epic dog
and good job on the reading !

>>84882690
good night cat

>>84882732
hey discarded :) how are you doing now?
>made very major progress with work and think I'm in a pretty alright position now
good job ! shame day was rough but at least you made good out of it, and hopefully tonight you can get some better sleep hehe
>hope we can both fix ours.
yea I'ma try to fix it tonight ig

>>84882787
>how are you doing now?
I'm pretty good. Obligations have messed up my sleep even further but right now I'm just relaxing and watching Simpsons episodes before heading back to the grindstone.
How are you doing?
>hopefully tonight you can get some better sleep hehe
That's the plan. What I wouldn't give to sleep a full 8 hours again...
>yea I'ma try to fix it tonight ig
Best of luck! Try to do that before it becomes a habit like mine has.

>>84883059
>Obligations have messed up my sleep even further
ah fun so your schedule was basically forcefully messed up
>watching Simpsons episodes
oh fun, never watched it myself but always seems cool
>How are you doing?
I'm ok, was a lazy day. need to be more productive. really hate how little i ever do
>What I wouldn't give to sleep a full 8 hours again...
hopefully one day a genie grants you it
>Try to do that before it becomes a habit like mine has.
I'm scared it almost already is but I'll try my best nonetheless

>>84883267
>ah fun so your schedule was basically forcefully messed up
It was messed up before then, it's just more messed up now.
>never watched it myself but always seems cool
You're making me feel very old... It's probably my favourite show, I'd recommend giving the early seasons a look. They're very funny and have a lot of heart.
>need to be more productive. really hate how little i ever do
I know the feeling. If I go to bed having done nothing I usually feel horrible. But sometimes your brain just needs a rest.
>hopefully one day a genie grants you it
That or the melatonin fairies.
>I'll try my best nonetheless
Best of luck!

>>84883337
>just more messed up now.
well hopefully you don't have any more schedule ruining obligations
>You're making me feel very old...
sorry sorry, I don't watch many shows anyways tbf
>very funny and have a lot of heart.
that's all you could ask for out of a comedy. I'll check out season 1 and 2 then and see from there
>But sometimes your brain just needs a rest.
the problem is my brain gets a rest every day 24/7 :(
>melatonin fairies.
hope they come sooner then later then

for sum unknown reason my mental health dropped to zero, laying in bed bawling rn. im at a point where its so bad that i dont even wanna cut

hope everyone is havin a nice day/evening/night!

>>84883522
do you wanna talk or anything? I'm here if you just need someone to chat with

morning chat, second to last exam today
will fail this one too

>>84883522
cant really help you but rest always manages to help me, try to sleep if you can

probaly gonna try to sleep early tonight ig

>>84884583
heya Sisyphus. i got that one bf plane btw it's good :)
>morning chat, second to last exam today
best of luck then.

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>>84883450
>well hopefully you don't have any more schedule ruining obligations
Just one more tomorrow. Or maybe that will fix it, I'm not really sure. Either way I have to do something at a time when I'm usually asleep.
>I don't watch many shows anyways tbf
Me either, honestly. YouTube has taken that slot for me and in a way I regret that.
>I'll check out season 1 and 2 then and see from there
Season 1 is pretty rough around the edges but 2 has some very strong episodes. I think people usually recommend seasons 2-9.
>the problem is my brain gets a rest every day 24/7 :(
I see. Are there any hobbies you'd like to try out? Maybe that could be a good start.
>hope they come sooner then later then
I think I'll clock out in about an hour.

>>84883522
Sorry to hear. I hope whatever it is passes soon.

>>84884583
Best of luck with your exam!

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mornin helloo hey :3

bemp meoww

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The girl's ex boyfriend got my phone number and is threatening me so I just sent Pic attached. IDK how to feel scared when he sent the wrong name twice. Obviously doesn't have shit on me.

Doing this in class since it's, admittedly, a little stressful having your life threatened. Even by some chud loser.
>>84882653
> You're making that warm seem like a vacation resort
Ghost in the Shell scuba diving no data stream scene. I was so bored 2 days felt like 3 weeks.
>And how are you rn? is it hot wherever you are too?
I'm a little annoyed this abusive cunt is threatening me. She got us matching new ear piercings as a let's get well soon gift.
>>84882732
>Which book did you end up reading?
Wheel of Time book One!
>>84882787
Thank you :3c
>>84883522
Hi yvki- hope you're doing ok. Gunna yap at you soon :3c

>>84886999
trips !!
test >>84888888

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I sure do love knowing skinheads. The actual kind, not boneheads... I can't believe I'd leave the ward doing so good and then have some loser threatening my life for befriending the only other girl my age who also wasn't uhm... Actually clinically insane. I think people have a habit of seeing a *achem* "lonely depressed faggot" and assuming I don't actually know people or can stick up for myself. I've got hella connections. So, if anything, this is kinda nice because I feel so capable of taking care of myself. Proving I do indeed have a huge network of people I can lean on for any occasion. Including ... Well. Hmm... Yeah.

I have spent the last ten years alone in my room and I'm just now realizing I am probably an avoidant borderline type. It feels like I've only realized this after exhausting every other possible feel good strategy to the point of dullness. I am trying to work through this but it's tough and I hate the idea of trauma dumping on someone. I think I spent a long time trying to pretend I don't care about anything but I really do care and it hurts how much I care and it hurts to bottle everything down, so put it all together and it just hurts in an unescapable way

Hello everyone, I hope you're doing well.

It has been a good while since I've posted anything to this general despite the fact that I lurk it quite often. While this is mostly due to the fact that I don't really know what to say, it's also 'cause of those wacky Captchas!!!

Jokes aside, I don't even know why I wanted to post this. Maybe it's to pretend to make myself known, lol.

>>84882603
I heard you went to the psych ward earlier, glad to hear you're doing well.

>>84879734
>hot
Not so much for me right now. The sky is gray and heavy, preceding a big storm. While I do like the clear weather, an overcast day has its own beauty.

And that's all I have to say for now, goodbye.

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Nikke once again left me emotionally traumatized than a free to play gacha game has any right to

>>84873504
>watcha made?
Been a few days now, bit Italian wedding soup with homemade meatballs. Was quite good
> I'd be better off replacing it
good to always be careful with that thing
>on my! you're right!
i would pay to go to Japan just to go to the races at this point

>>84873740
>endless vids on the damage of dark souls weapons
different personalities have their own interests. I suppose things I'm into that would give most people pause
>. in the end they're only getting to people that already agree anyway and push everyone else further away.
exactly the issue and in truth, but they operate under it's the thought that counts. But to me, if you haven't thought about this very thing we talked about, you really shouldn't be doing it in the first place and I think religious people need to be more open that not everyone should be evangelizing.
>i think the ending was alright for the story being told
i think it could have been much worse yeah. By no means a masterpiece, but I didn't think it was completely unsatisfying.
> shitflinging between the creator and some fans
i saw a little of that. Maybe I just get these fandom people. I'll be honest, I don't really care who makes the things I watch save for meme purposes like making fun of some manga writers. Anytime I hear people talk about fandoms toxic I want to tell them real life isn't middle school and they should probably worry less about these things. I did find Goose's "eh who cares" to the spoilers kind of funny since I kinda agreed and it's not like Goose coulda done anything about it either.
>/co/ won't be browseable
is it ever?.... I feel like most boards rarely are

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>>84874031
> It's getting there so I'm not too worried.
best of luck if you're still working
>. I take it it's a much better place to work than the last one?
infinitely. My quality of life has gone up significantly since leaving that hell hole I left behind

>>84885536
hope you're having good time cat

>>84886999
hi Luxr
>so I just sent Pic attached.
highly based lol
>Obviously doesn't have shit on me.
just be careful. No need to draw unwanted attention with people who might be violent, never know

>>84888313
hi anon
>those wacky Captchas
they've grown on me a bit
> The sky is gray and heavy, preceding a big storm.
supposed to get a lot of weather here too

bunp nyaa

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hey frens, today just flew by
how r u?

>>84882732
heya
>rough day with not much sleep
uh oh
don't let it happen often pls
>made very major progress
but good job on that!!
but also also of course you did ^^
>wait in a little jail for some reason
hahaha that sounds hilarious!!!
>to climb through a little tunnle
cool
as we all know kids hate tunels

>>84882787
eya
>sorry missed
np
>have fun on your bikerides
actually it's wayy to hot for any bike activities 3:
but it's alright I started working on mt map again
>long as you like it :3
idk of I like it but that's just how I am
>yeah :)
ir sounds like something that'd run on tv for some reason
It's been a long while since I've watched tv
>good night
ty I slept well

>>84883522
heya
damn I guess after a high there's gotta be a low
hopefully it passed and you're feeling better now

>>84884583
>exam today
>will fail this one too
D:
god damn the exammsss
can you retake them?

>>84884867
good night!

>>84886999
>threatening
whaat!? haha
that's pathetic
Hope you're safe
>bored 2 days felt like 3 weeks
but it helped!
>little annoyed thi
fuck em!
>got us matching new ear piercings
cute!

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>>84887824
>loser threatening my life
welp he's probably not gonna do anything anyway
I'd just ignore it
how did he even learn about you?

>>84888279
hello anon
have you tried therapy?
I feel like it could help you to spill out everything that's on your mind to someone and them trying to make sure you do go anywhere in your head where you shouldn't
>I've only realized this after exhausting every other possible
at least you stumble upon something that might give you some insight and be helpful right?

>>84888313
hello hello
>hope you're doing well.
thank you
I'm alright :>
hope you're well too
>this is mostly due to the fact that I don't really know what to say
it's nice to see you posting something again :>
You can always tell us anything that's on your mind or even just say that you wanna talk but you don't know what to talk about
>those wacky Captchas!!!
you don't like them?
for some reason i prefer them to the old ones
maybe be to have dyslexia
>Maybe it's to pretend to
I think if you like this place it's reasonable you want to be sorta noticed and feel like you're a part of it, which you are
>Not so much for me right now
Lucky
and how does the rest of the week look for you?
here its supposed to be above 30deg Dx
>for now, goodbye.
c ya!!

>>84888860
hello
>free to play gacha game has any right to
D':
>Was quite good
sounds very good
man you and yuanon know how to cook
If I had to cook for myself.. well I'd rather not say
>careful with that thing
yep better safe than sorry
>would pay to go to Japan
I think that's how traveling works x3
hope one day you find the time for that

>>84889714
>have you tried therapy?
Last few times I tried therapy went badly. I'm journaling a lot. Sometimes for hours at a time. I think it's helping, or at least helping me see the things on my mind a lot more clearly.
>at least you stumble upon something that might give you some insight and be helpful right?
Maybe I'll say something like that in the future, but for now I wanna saw Ignorance is bliss. I'm pretty sure I've cried more in the last two weeks than the last two decades.

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>>84888905
>>84889599
>>84889714
Long story short enough to fit is... the girl in the ward I befriended was in an extremely emotionally and physically abusive relationship. She's only a few years older than me, and was one of the few who weren't. Crazy. No offense to the others but. We clung together for both of our stays for that reason. Both checking ourselves in within a few hours of separation and leaving 2 hours apart. I helped her break up with him. Of course. He learned about me due to having her phone bugged n shit. He's lashing out saying evil shit
>Pic rel
It's not even the beginning of it. Luckily I've got friends willing to die for me who's all got plans for what to do if he tries or does anything. I'm thinking getting cops involved as soon as he gets more explicit or drops my address or something. Which. Is available with just my number. Which he has. Same with my current legal name. Given all 3 names he called me aren't the correct name, I'm pretty chill right now. However, gotta do whatcha gotta do, so I'm currently moving all valuables over to my partner's who's none the wiser. Undue stress and all. Plus. Im a capable adult who's delt with a friend with a homicidal ex boyfriend before. I've got this handled.

I saw someone say my doodles will be missed and read all the well wishes. I'm not sure how I'll draw given I only know how to draw depression inspired stuff, but It's still cathartic. I'll see what I can do :3c I'm really happy with my stay, and even this has me feeling happy as I feel super capable and like I have the absolute best support system a girl could ask for even in the extremes.

Got a new piercing I'll attach a picture of next time I feel compelled to come on here and post. The other girl got it for me and a matching one (kinda- mine has chains and stuff due to old piercings and blah blah) as a "we made it - hope we keep getting better" gift. All I've gotta do is buy her a drink sometime, which sounds great to me ;3

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Nah. I can't wait. Shits just too cute and makes me feel so happy. It's honestly my least painful piercing yet. It *feels* healed already one day later with absolutely no swelling or crusting. The star and moon are old and were placed with the intention of this third piercing for a while. She got a forward helix with a blood drop attachment. Once it heals I plan on making it a spike on top with a bigger sized... Link? With a third chain dangling with a sword, razor, or something. I'll see what's available jewelry wise. May make both small piercings stars and have a dangling moon. I'm not sure. Gotta wait 3-6 months anyways for it to be healed enough to hold weight.

>>84890170
>available with just my number
I think you shouldn't drop details like that just in case of any 4chan weirdos
Also it's strange that you can do that with just the number

>>84890265
it looks so coolll!!

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>>84890306
>Also it's strange that you can do that with just the number
Maybe this is just a United States thing, but yeah- no- privacy is generally a farce with even a little bit of information due to social media (I don't use it), public documents, background checks, etc. Unless you're like. Super schizo about everything you do. Which, I am a good bit more than the average person, which is why my friend who like. Does this a lot could find my stuff using very little, but not this weirdo. Too many red herrings attached to my info. Plus, its in a list of like 9 other locations - none actually connected to me. Godspeed to whoever wants to find me. Id be impressed. Idk what they'd want with someone like me.
>it looks so coolll!!
Hehe thank you~

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sleep time goodnight

>>84890026
>tried therapy went badly.
oh sorry to hear about that then
>at least helping me see the things on my mind a lot more clearly.
and does it help you for at least a little better?
>sure I've cried more in the last two weeks than the last two decades.
damn
but maybe that's good, you're not bottling it up

>>84890573
>this is just a United States thing,
it might be
>good bit more than the average person
phwe at least that
>what they'd want with someone like me.
some people are just too mentally ill
>thank you~
oh you're welcome ^^

>>84889714
>D':
most emotions a game has made me feel in years
>man you and yuanon know how to cook
haha it's really not too hard with a recipe. Especially soup. Hard to mess up putting things in a pot
>I think that's how traveling works
are many who travel for sports
>hope one day you find the time for that
not high on the list seriously either though

>>84890170
>I've got this handled.
I would say the language here is violent to the point it could be considered a genuine threat, so if someone is texting you like this, you should have grounds for reporting to police a genuine threat (people have gotten arrested for less obvious threats which is where the origin of the "in Minecraft" thing came from) so don't sleep on it too long. You don't want it to get actually violent if there's an easier resolution.

i just want to run away and be free from this hell

bump i guess everyone is asleep rn

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I feel like I'm so behind in life. I'm 27 and I'm still a NEET who lives with his parents, all while society and the economy continues to crumble. I have dreams but a lot of the passion has been beaten out of me. I spend a good chunk of my time in isolation. What's worse, I feel like a burden on everybody. A drain on resources. My mother reminds me that I should stop borrowing condiments from the fridge (I'm your son, can I at least have a little mayonaise?) and that I need to get a job (she hasn't held one herself in decades, she just mooches off Dad...like I do). My father has to help me with car repairs because I'm so goddamn incompetent with anything mechanical (I replaced my car mirror by myself and my parents celebrated it like it's a big accomplishment). My own little sister suggested I just go on disability already because I'm so mentally ill. I can hardly hold down a job because everything I do makes me want to kill myself, and I have to use state resouces literally meant for disabled people just so I find a job. Almost all of my friends have moved out, many of them are dating or are married. I haven't even had a real girlfriend yet. I didn't even get my first kiss until 24. Dad tells me my friends don't have the same struggles as I do but really, a lot of them have mental health problems as well.

I just feel like a broken person. Like some fuckup with no accomplishments to his name. A guy who's just a burden. Someone who can never figure his life out and all of my friends know it and they point it out and it's fucking humiliating.

I can't believe I have to spend my youth this way.

>>84893188
woops forgot to tripfag

buummp hello

>>84879734
Will be along to say hi to everyone soon

Writing shipping fanfics about the /cut/ posters

>>84895715
that's not true right???

>>84895715
Don't keep us in the dark anon, who you shipping with who?

i hope to have the time to reply a bit later
exams over tho so yayyyyy


>>84895715
im tempted to ask for specifics but im afraid of the answer ill get

>>84895751
>>84895807
>>84895851
I lied, I just wanted to bump the thread.

What's the way to cut that'll give the least chances of anyone seeing it? Summer makes it way harder to just hide with clothes

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hey guys
gonna reply is a secy

Today I visited my grandma to help with something and later I got the new bike tire and put it on and went on a little ride around the block and now we're here
How was your day?

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watched diary of a wimpy kid (the live action movies) rodrick is a really fun charachter
lowkey makes me wish i had siblings but oh well

>pic rel is vodka produced like 30 years ago at chernobyl, yes, produced there
id kill for a bottle of this stuff, radioactive or not.


>>84888279
>I hate the idea of trauma dumping on someone
>it hurts to bottle everything down
those two can unfortunately not go well together, the longer and more theyre bottled up the more likely it is to have a bad "trauma dump" instead of simply just, talking about it
at least thats what i think
im guessing it could help to put them on equal scales instead of the scale tipping all the way to one or the other side

>>84884867
told ya its great
i love the f-4, the gun pods make it so unfair to everyone else

>>84888313
>I don't even know why I wanted to post this
why not
were all friends here :3
always glad to have more join the party

>>84886999
>The girl's ex boyfriend got my phone number
how???

>>84896273
gotta dmit, funny

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i tried so hard to sleep early last night but just couldn't :(

>>84885110
>something at a time when I'm usually asleep.
that's the worst time to have to do something, when you'd rather just be in bed
>YouTube has taken that slot for me and in a way I regret that.
yea same, youtube can be really great but it's so easy to watch slop. i do wanna get back into moives tho
>think people usually recommend seasons 2-9.
alrighty I'll casually watch a few seasons then. i have watched a few season 1 episodes and there decent so far
>Are there any hobbies you'd like to try out?
honesty i can't even think of any hobbies. i guess maybe running and stuff i do like going on runs and hiking.

>>84889599
>wayy to hot for any bike activities 3:
oh fair, summer is so great...
>started working on mt map again
Oo nice it'll be another awesome one
>that'd run on tv for some reason
fair it is very mid tier slop that tv is filled with

>>84897435
>visited my grandma to help with something
that's very nice of you then :3

>>84897472
>diary of a wimpy kid
oh i remember watching that as a kid, was so good
>wish i had siblings but oh well
i have siblings but we never interacted like ever lol
>radioactive or not.
radioactive vodka would be peak
>f-4, the gun pods make it so unfair to everyone else
yeah it really is a beast. I'm glad I'm finally at the stage fighters feel fun and strong asf

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>>84891394
>emotions a game has made me feel in years
wow
why?
>not too hard with a recipe
hmm maybee
I dont know
>many who travel for sports
yes especially now
life that football thing
>not high on the list
still it'd be nice

>>84891706
hay anon
what are you struggling with?
but can't balme ya
my strategy ia usually to just ignore stuff

>>84893188
heyyyy okabe \o/
it's nice to see you though sorry you're not well
>NEET who lives with his parents
what would you like your life to look like?
>incompetent with anything mechanical
maybe you just need some practice and learning?
no one is born knowing it all
>resouces literally meant for disabled
I'd say it's fair to use it if you need to, I don't really see a problem with that, You are unwell
>have mental health problems as well.
yet their lifes are different
why do you think that is?
>they point it out and it's fucking humiliating.
that sounds very annoying

>>84895228
hello o/

>>84895715
:0

>>84895851
hello!

>>84896273
oh xD

>>84896662
usually do it in place where no one can see it, though I'd recommend not cutting, ar least for a while, to see how you'll react

>>84897472
>bottle of this
I feel it'd taste just like any other vodka

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>>84882016
>iiiif i have the time, i spend around... 15ish hours per day just in tarkov...
long time to have such a high blood pressure. :p but it's cool you have a game you're that into.

>but no i dont think it is one...
yeah. i think there has to be some sort of survival aspect to be counted as something you'd call a zombie game.

>cant remember the last time i actually watched TV with others tho-
yeah. doesn't happen as often anymore. i used to watch world cup games with friends and family, but we kinda stopped doing that. just no fun anymore with how shitty fifa is.

>>84882082
>whyy?
cause i watched some horror series/movies. didn't remember the backrooms movie, though.

>I hate how backrooms got sorta turned into cheap scp copy
i can see that. it's a cool visual concept, but hard to come up with a plot that revolves around it.

>it did something different and interesting and I actually had a lot of fun watching it
sounds great. i'll have some time this week, so i should be able to watch it.

>I don't pay attention to anything
only way to keep your sanity and not be angry all the time. ignorance is bliss.

>the indie gamer life is the life for you
true, but most of those that get shown are pastel-colored slop as well. hard to find some i actually like and there's always a big chance that the once i follow just never get released. :/

>becouse vacations???
just a weekend trip, but a cool one, i think.

>ooh interested thought
yeah. in bloodborne there's mergo's wet nurse, are giant spirit in ragged black clothes that protects the child of an old god from the hunter and you also have things like the celestial children and when you get the secret ending, the hunter turns into an infant great one. there's a lot of fromsoft games that included infants getting killed and i think the creator of mad god felt inspired by that.

>do you know who made the movie?
didn't look him up, but i know he put 30 years into it. absolute mad lad.

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>>84893188
hey okabe, sorry you're doing so rough. Wish I had better advice to give you. Things aren't great out there like you alluded to. Given that easy to feel overwhelmed in your place.

>>84897435
>Today I
sound like a good day all around.
>How was your day?
work picking up a little again, but nothing bad. Fluctuations are normal

>>84897472
hey sisyphus
>makes me wish i had siblings but oh well
I have some unpleasant ones, but having a brother is pretty cool.

>>84898346
hi gator
>tried so hard to sleep early last night but just couldn't
just didn't make it in time or have trouble sleeping? I have trouble sleeping sometimes and it's always rough day after

>>84898399
>why
You spend hours and hours in this game and get attached to the characters then have very dramatic and shocking things happen that catch you off guard. I had accepted the game is going to upsetting, but still get caught off guard some of the times.
>I dont know
some are definitely easier than others, but like all things gets easier and more comfortable with practice
>life that football thing
all those poor people who had to visit New Jersey

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>>84882082
>yep especially with how common some of that stuff is
yeah. believing in this sfuff isn't an intellectual failing, it's a moral one.

>nooo
yeah. day that followed was really bad, but that's ancient history now.

>I just sat inside and bought a new tire for my bike
did you already install it?

>>84882085
>I'm really good at sleeping through them ^^
damn. guess you need something extreme. do you close your shutters when you sleep? maybe keep them open, so the sun starts to annoy you so much you get up.

>some kind of magic it seems
blackest magic if the most wicked type. they're all witches, i tell you! >:[

>any cool shows or interesting movies?
the show was widow's bay, the movies were hokum and mad good. can recommend them.

>odd you need training, and annoying didn't work
just part of most wagie-jobs. they always think of something new to bother you.

>kinda scared one of my friends left me cause they just randomly ghosted me a week ago
maybe they're on vacation and forgot to tell you? stranger things have happened

>>84882603
hey luxr! glad to have you back. :]

>>84882732
>Are there any friend simulators you like?
hmm. not in the sense of just watching guys doing whatever, i think. i watch a lot of asmr-rps, so maybe that kinda fills a similar role. i also have some channels were i watch people play tcgs and wargames, so that's content that i can connect with because i do it myself.

>I just don't want to disappoint you guys by getting fired.
it would suck, but i don't think anyone here would think less of you if that happened. life isn't smooth sailing for everyone, even if people like to pretend it is, for some reason. guess folks here know that better than most.

i am going thru a looooooot

>>84898449
>long time to have such a high blood pressure. :p
ngl the game is a good (and the only) reminder to take my blood pressure meds

>yeah. i think there has to be some sort of survival aspect to be counted as something you'd call a zombie game.
project zomboid would be the perfect example. wanted to crack it asw but never had the time to... gonna do that now

>i used to watch world cup games with friends and family, but we kinda stopped doing that. just no fun anymore with how shitty fifa is.
true. only watching the world cup with my parents but idk... just doesnt feel right for sum reason. yes, prime time with the parents cuz i usually lock myself in my room all day every day but.. idk. maybe cuz its been a while

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>>84882732
>Ever thought about working in a luxury/designer chain? I think you have the customer service chops for it.
honestly, people are absolute dickheads to us over a few cents and i'm *this* close to murder the next person that tries their luck with me. i'm not sure i'd work there long if i had to endure the entitlement of people with actual money. joking aside, i don't think you're wrong and i probably should look at some better paying retail jobs. either that or politics.

>>84887804
that's probably the most fitting post for this site to get sexts.

>>84888860
>I suppose things I'm into that would give most people pause
yup. it's just annoying when people drift into extreme territories or change subjects, so that i can't follow them anymore. happens more often than you'd think.

>I think religious people need to be more open that not everyone should be evangelizing.
freedom of religion also includes being free of it. that said, i think we're getting to a point where people will start challenging this right again.

>I didn't think it was completely unsatisfying.
it definitely had it's merits, but you could smell people preparing for the shitflinging. i think this is another ip that the community ruined for me. glad i was only part of it for what now? two weeks?

>I want to tell them real life isn't middle school and they should probably worry less about these things.
it's not like i care about the things, but the constant screeching is grinding my gears to the point i just can't take it anymore. can't go to /co/ because there's 20 tadc threads up at all times and you never hear the end of it.

>Goose's "eh who cares" to the spoilers kind of funny since I kinda agreed and it's not like Goose coulda done anything about it either.
yeah, but their ego wasn't big enough to not let the fans get under their skin. could have just not posted passive-aggressive artworks to rile everyone up, but that's never an option.

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>>84898668
heyo!!
>thru a looooooot
nooo :c
picrel
you're gonna get through this fren! and thing will get better!! \o/

>>84898449
>watched some horror series/movies
ooo
did you like it?
>hard to come up with a plot that revolves around it.
I feel a lot of time "liminal" content doesn't need plot
I think often just seeing cool unusual spaces that shouldn't exist or maybe they're only possible in a computer is enough
>so i should be able to watch it.
I reccomened!
do you think about maybe going to the cinema?
>ignorance is bliss.
yep!
>pastel-colored slop
haha true
>and i think the creator of mad god felt inspired by that.
may be may be
>know he put 30 years into it. absolute mad lad.
yep hes and old guy who's been working on the movie in his spare time for may years
I think it's cool something like that exists
It doesn't even have much of a plot you just look at cool things

>>84898507
>good day all around.
I'd say so :3
>work picking up a little again
Dx
at least not as bad as the old one?
>caught off guard some of the times.
that's good
that's what fun is!
>comfortable with practice
Ik maybe I'll get to practice one day
>who had to visit New Jersey
bless their souls ;w;

>>84898645
>intellectual failing, it's a moral one.
I feel it's just lots of people don't question that stuff at all, same with superstitions
>was really bad, but that's ancient history now.
yep let's keep it burried and not dig it out or we'll be cursed
>already install it?
today yep

>>84898927
>picrel
<3

>you're gonna get through this fren!
i hope so.

>and thing will get better!! \o/
atp, i dont even know anymore. just got done writing my journal entry and i realized how crazy things are rn. would share it, but idk how.

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>>84888860
>is it ever?.... I feel like most boards rarely are
i'll give you that. if i actually go through /a/ and /co/ and hide everything i don't care about, the catalog is usually empty.

>>84898668
>reminder to take my blood pressure meds
you have to take those?

>wanted to crack it asw but never had the time to... gonna do that now
brother mentioned it before and i have it on my wishlist, but 30 bucks was a bit much for now. maybe when it's on sale. could be a cool game for the thread.

>just doesnt feel right for sum reason.
had that feeling watching the european cup a few years ago. just doesn't feel right to watch something that constantly tries to sportswash places i have a hard time supporting, to put it mildly.

>maybe cuz its been a while
it's a nice change of pace. i'm always watching darts with mine around christmas. it's a tradition at this point

>>84898927
>did you like it?
yup. can recomment widow's bay and hokum. they're not great, but good enough to kill some time.

>"liminal" content doesn't need plot
true, but if you make a film about it that runs in cinemas, you need something for people who expect a bit more than just cool visuals. the stuff the director made for youtube is awesome. i think you showed me that one in the mall and that was great, but not something you could just port into cinemas the way it is.

>do you think about maybe going to the cinema?
i can check if it's running near me, but i'm not sure my friends would be up for it.

>I think it's cool something like that exists
yeah. you hardly ever see passion projects of that scale get anywhere, but he actually did it.

>It doesn't even have much of a plot you just look at cool things
i'm sure there is something, but i always have a hard time getting into the deeper meaning of anything. need some youtube video-essayist to explain it to me. :p

>>84898927
>I feel it's just lots of people don't question that stuff at all
exactly. that's the point. it's not like they don't have the mental capacity to question it, they just choose not to.

>we'll be cursed
we aren't already? D:

>today yep
and? how did it go?

>>84899260
>you have to take those?
blood pressure, blood thinner, pain killers, IBS meds, antidepressives, some random shit that i dont even know the purpose of... thats abt it. :p dunno what is wrong with my body but i am 99% meds 1% human

>30 bucks was a bit much for now. maybe when it's on sale.
real... things always have to be so expensive...

>could be a cool game for the thread
id instantly buy it istg

>just doesn't feel right to watch something that constantly tries to sportswash places i have a hard time supporting, to put it mildly.
realllll

>it's a nice change of pace. i'm always watching darts with mine around christmas. it's a tradition at this point
lmao recently got into darts cuz of an old friend :p invited me to some match in frankfurt but... i got sick :3

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>>84899184
><3
another huggg
>hope so.
is it something that will make things worse if you ignore it and focus on whatever makes you feel a little better?
>would share it, but idk how.
hm I guess you could spend a picture of it maybe? though idk id that's a good idea

>>84899260
>good enough to kill some time
okay
>, you need something for people who expect a bit more than just cool visuals
I guesss
though there have been some movies like that right? but if they're niche
>i'm not sure my friends would be up for it.
they might be surprised by it but you do you
>you hardly ever see passion projects
I think most people just don't have the patience for that
>deeper meaning
I'm sure you could make one up
>>84899290
>they just choose not to.
yep
it annoys me too
for example do you know that here in poland people think that if you open a window and have a draft on your room that horrible and unhealthy, but a fan is completely acceptable even though they're the same thing!
>we aren't already? D:
uh oh o.o
>how did it go?
it went well :D
at fort I was afraid the new tire will be too big because it has bigger knobs but turns out it fit because they take knobs into account when measuring size
it's even 1-2mil smaller than the old one but maybe it'll get a bit wider with time
Then I went on a little bikeride to test it out, it works, nothing exploded

>>84899385
>another huggg
bwah >_<

>is it something that will make things worse if you ignore it and focus on whatever makes you feel a little better?
desu, it will get worse no matter what i do xD

>hm I guess you could spend a picture of it maybe? though idk id that's a good idea
way too long for a pic. 1393 words says the app. and its a bit TMI for here :p

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>>84899394
>bwah >_<
^^
>get worse no matter what i do xD
nooo that's the worst of both world
well I guess it can't be helped them, could you do anything fun to maybe feel a little bit better? maybe watch a movie or smthn?
>and its a bit TMI for here :p
it's okay to keep it to urself
it's 4chan after all

>>84899574
>pic
NAWWWWW

>well I guess it can't be helped them, could you do anything fun to maybe feel a little bit better? maybe watch a movie or smthn?
maybeee i was about to LEGALLY OBTAIN silent hill 1 for my psp n maybe play that.. or just gonna watch blade runner cuz i didnt finish it..

>it's okay to keep it to urself
it's 4chan after all
yuuup... dont want the silly ppl here to see that stuff ;p

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>>84898449
>>84898645
Bloodborne posting today I see, very nice
>>84898849
>freedom of religion also includes being free of it
honestly, I think people who are good at evangelizing would be the first to admit it
>definitely had it's merits
would of preferred if we had less Jax, more emphasis on what was going on with the Caine bit.
> ip that the community ruined for me.
I think my problem is I never checked out what the community is like. My only exposure were the people at the theater who were cool (and not smelly despite what smelly looking instagram posters keep saying!)
>it's not like i care about the things
i think I was a bit harsh sounding here, but I was getting annoyed by those people who keep talking about the fandoms they don't like or think are "toxic" which itself is an annoying thing itself.
> but their ego wasn't big enough to not let the fans get under their skin
the problem with indie stuff taking off is you have people who really shouldn't be in the spotlight end up in the spotlight I suppose. I again never pay close enough attention
>>84899260
>catalog is usually empty.
sounds very much like some other boards for me as well heh

>>84898927
>at least not as bad as the old one?
nah, just busyness swings back and forth. Someday I feel like I'm too idle, then others I'm swamped till 4 and realize I missed lunch. so it balances out
>maybe I'll get to practice one day
you know two people would have lots of suggestions if you ever do feel like!
>bless their souls
i wouldn't be able to handle it

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>>84879734
>>How are you doing today?
Eh, not terrible
>>Any plans for today?
I had an interview yesturday. I don't think it went well.
Other than that, I'm just watching vox machina
>>Is there anything bothering you right now?
I have an agreement with a union I'd have to resign from if i actually get anything good outside of it. I feel like I've just made things complicated.

uugh sleel time
goodnight friends

>>84899900
gnight! :D

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>>84899329
>dunno what is wrong with my body but i am 99% meds 1% human
i'd argue constantly being pumped full of meds is one thing. don't get me wrong, i'm sure there's a reason you have to take them, but taking them doesn't address what causes the symptoms you need them for. doctors really frustrate me sometimes.

>things always have to be so expensive...
the game is probably worth it, but there's a lot of games that are and i'd rather spread my money around a bit more and get 2 or 3 games for that price.

>recently got into darts cuz of an old friend :p invited me to some match in frankfurt but... i got sick :3
it's nice to just put on the championships at the end of the year and chill with the family. perfect sport for that. we had tickets for an event too, but it was during covid, so we didn't end up going. probably for the best. too bad you missed yours, too.

>>84899385
>though there have been some movies like that right? but if they're niche
sure, but i think they tried to make something like that one movie with the youtube guy... iron lung? hollywood is all out of ideas and they need to find something that gets the younger generations into the cinemas. guess it worked. :>

>they might be surprised by it but you do you
i'll see what i can do.

>people just don't have the patience for that
it's definitely the opposite of instant gratification. that's for sure. don't think you can do it if you don't absolutely love whatever you're working on.

>I'm sure you could make one up
true, but can't somebody else do that for me? it's so much work to think about stuff like that

>here in poland people think that if you open a window and have a draft on your room that horrible and unhealthy
we're not so different, you and i. here it's called the dreaded "durchzug". a pestilent wind most foul that brings death and decay wherever it goes. i'm pretty sure my coworkers believe that nonsense as well and that's why i they always want the doors closed. no matter how hot it is

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>>84899385
>uh oh o.o
life's never so bad it can't get worse, i suppose ^^

>it went well :D
i never doubted you. good job! ;D

>Then I went on a little bikeride to test it out, it works, nothing exploded
phew. that's a relief. nothing worse than an exploding tire. well, maybe one that just separates from the rest of the bike...

>>84899632
>Bloodborne posting today I see, very nice
just a little bit. there's a scene in mad god that really reminded me of it. had more, but i didn't see those were webp images. god, i hate that format. :/

>I think people who are good at evangelizing would be the first to admit it
probably. at least you might be willing to listen to them.

>would of preferred if we had less Jax, more emphasis on what was going on with the Caine bit.
yeah. the caine stuff felt like an afterthought cause we needed to have some sort of actual ending for the series. lots of focus on the fate of a character that was already gone at that point. also didn't really need to see what the actual people the characters were based on were up to. whatever. had a good time overall. it's over now anyway.

>I think my problem is I never checked out what the community is like.
i'd say is that's why you have less of a problem ^^

>My only exposure were the people at the theater who were cool
don't know why they wouldn't be. don't think the bad actors would leave their house to watch a movie

>I was getting annoyed by those people who keep talking about the fandoms they don't like or think are "toxic" which itself is an annoying thing itself.
i get where you're coming from. it's usually just a very loud minority on social media starts to bother the creatives and other fans. i just like to read other peoples thoughts sometimes, but it hard when there's outrage to be farmed.

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>>84899632
>you have people who really shouldn't be in the spotlight end up in the spotlight
that sums it up pretty well. maybe creatives should take a week or two off twitter after they released something. better for your mental health in the long run.

>sounds very much like some other boards for me as well heh
i think i just check their out of habit at this point. i got better recs for every medium in this thread than on the dedicated boards.

>>84899638
hi cynic. always a pleasure to see you. :>

>not terrible
hey! that's adjacent to kinda alrigth!

>I don't think it went well.
oh, what do they know. they obviously suck at job interviews if they don't pick you up. :p

>vox machina
what's that?

>I feel like I've just made things complicated.
unions seem to be an odd, clunky thing most of the time. i do see the value in them, but they can make things more complicated than it's worth for some individuals.

>>84899900
good night!

time for me to get some sleep, too. see you all soon.

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tried to sleep but the heat is killing meeee qwq

>>84900228
good night!!