how do i chemical castrate myself!! i have dreams and sex drive is only pulling me away from them, it's a repulsive side of me which can only lead to suffering.i am happy with any permanant solution besides cutting my balls off (thou that sounds more and more appealing as years pass me by)
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SSRIs will probably kill your sex drive but if that doesn't work antipsychotics absolutely will. Go to a psych and say you're depressed
>>34552294You don't have to get rid of it. Literally just ignore it. You can go like this forever.
>>34552294Meditate daily and learn how to control your mind. Physical intervention is repulsive, too, because rather than combating lust and overcoming it you would just be depriving yourself of the occasion for lust. You can't rise above those impulses if you just get rid of the impulses, so you would essentially be locking yourself out of virtue permanently.
>>34552320im on ssriz alrdy , , doesn't rlly work 4 mei was on antipsychotics some time ago which worked better, but it also made me braindead . . which didnt rly align with me achieving my dreams.>>34552332meditation seems interesting - it has always been in the back of my mind, but i nvr knew were to begin in terms of exploring of pursuing it... some of it looks dumb.any recs in terms of resources or where 2 look?
>>34552294Bitch ass niggah, transmute that excessive energy of yours into something that matters to you, anything, any hobby, working out, but for the love of God no jacking off
>>34552294did this once, utilize medications and dosages associated with medically treating priaprism. I used a really high dose finasteride. Its temporary but sustainable and effective. I recommend getting therapy to cope, itll never truly end until you get help trust me. good luck.
>>34552294unironically inject rubbing alcohol into your testicles
>>34552389for Buddhist meditation, look up a book called Mindfulness in Plain English, should be able to find it from various Buddhist websites that should pop upFor Christian contemplation and prayer, go herehttps://www.usccb.org/how-to-pray-the-rosary and just follow the steps they give you (not a catholic, but praying the rosary has made me feel calm and peaceful)