I have no idea what I actually want from life. I just know I'm not happy with what I have.
>>34563222>I'm not happy with what I haveThat's the human condition.
Sorry to hear, dude. I believe that if you feel the need to change and move on to something different, you eventually will (even if you don't know what that is yet.) You can try and experiment with hobbies / dating / visiting new places / jobs as a way to figure yourself out a bit.
yeah i dont know what i want too/why i am here also im pretty mad about it too. i mean why the flying fuck did i consent to be invocated into this shitty ass garbage dumpster of a discount reality planet?i know my parents really really wanted to conceive and a child and thats why i probably consented but in hindsight....its all fucked down here, let me tell you. theres time, space, rotting corpses, the need to breathe, need to piss and shit, to eat rotting corpses of animals and plants on the fucken daily. then after two moments its again fucking time to die and go back. there are millions of billions of diseases illnesses and problems that can afflict this poorly designed meatsuit.then there are flaws and holes everywhere. the deadly sins, commandments and non entities and non-native entities that circumvent them. constant wars, physical as nonphysicalhidden stuff everywhere but no time and energy to know it all. you gather knowledge? good because oops ur suddenly old and your organs dont work. sowwy its a fucky wucky, now die.
>>34563557Everything is so fucked, so you might as well take it all a lot less seriously. That's my cope at least.
Keep it simple, stupid.
>>34563557Well, you're free to leave any time*Wink*
>>34564186>all a lot less seriouslyim pro at taking it less seriously (im the exact astrological sign for that, too what a cohencidence) much to the inconvenience of others or my family, yet its still not enough detachment. i mean i can feel the vibes of the people dieing off and humanity getting weaker and diminished, but again, there are certain things that have to be done in every iteration. i just wish i could go to sleep and wake up in a few hundred years. refreshed and with energy.>my copethats a pretty weak cope, honestly.>>34564198if it were that easyyes and no. if you anhero the arconic mafia gets free reign over your soulish adam kadmon and will torture the fuck out of it in the /afterlife/ (more than they would anyway), probably throwing you to a lower caste even ("see? he anherod, so he forfeited his freewill. hes in our domain now, byatch"). imagine being then born in india or africa or even a lower plane.
>>34563222>Marry, and you will regret it; don’t marry, you will also regret it; marry or don’t marry, you will regret it either way. Laugh at the world’s foolishness, you will regret it; weep over it, you will regret that too; laugh at the world’s foolishness or weep over it, you will regret both. Believe a woman, you will regret it; believe her not, you will also regret it… Hang yourself, you will regret it; do not hang yourself, and you will regret that too; hang yourself or don’t hang yourself, you’ll regret it either way; whether you hang yourself or do not hang yourself, you will regret both. This, gentlemen, is the essence of all philosophy.
>>34564622bullshit. philo soph ea means love of wisdom. there is no deeper wisdom in the entire wall of text except "it is no thing/nothing" that you posted.great job retard
>>34564622You can't regret hanging yourself. You would be dead and incapable of regret.