previous thread >>34537496the 6'6 blackpilled coder autist once again...Last friday i went to kitchen like usual and i saw....and i saw this SLUT fucking sitting with another dude from our department. The moment i saw them sitting together and talking about shit she talked with me...dude...you do not understand how fucking red I GOT, its very rare for me to feel emotions but when i do feel them its usually just RAGE DISGUST or absolute FUCKING WRATH. The moment i got up she glanced at me and i could tell she didnt expect me to be there, i was able to control myself and dont break this faggots fucking jaw and just went straight to the coffee machine. They were sitting around 10 feet away from me and man i was fucking about to throw that coffee on this fucking cunts. This whore talks with everyone about how shitty her fucking job is and how much shit she has to do, she was about to tell the guy about the "illegality" of the fucking job they are dong. The guy is new seo guy who is literally a fucking FAGGOT, an actual fucking faggot. You know there are people you can tell that are gay, the way they talk move etc. This guy is that he is fucking lliterally gay faggot FUCKING NIGGER...man i had to cover my fucking face with palm. After 2 more minutes of this cunts yapping she came to me and stood behind the wall and whispered something, i still dont konw what she said cause i was so fucking shocked...ii just stared at her without saying a word. She started to talk about how tired she is and another 2 or 3 sentences. I kept staring at her then back to my coffee and just threw my coffee in the can with full force and left the room. I did it cause the other faggot came to us to make coffee cause i stand next to the coffee machine. She sent me cat videos that they but i left her on read cause i felt such afucking betrayal(obviously i understand she doesnt fucking owe anything to me the whole point of this fuckass blogposts is my retarded perception of the world)
>>34563278Saturday we had this convohttps://files.catbox.moe/ow0ine.pngbasically she wanted to visit me and my city but i am not going to let that happen, i live with my weird grandparents and i dont want her to see them, also the city i live in is a fucking shithole in a shithole there is literally nothing interesting here to do. after that message she sent the selfie i will upload belowhttps://files.catbox.moe/u4j4dd.jpegi left her completely on read cause, i was feeling super betrayed and orphaned yet again...at this point i just think she doesnt take me serious and never did. As an anon from previous thread said, she just saw a quiet autist and needed someone to catsit her cat, everything else is my imagination. Today she sent me this https://files.catbox.moe/d8ytkf.png(inviiting me to her place again)well i went there and it was better than the first time, i played with her cat and we were sitting closer than the last time, she touched my back and she touched my hair and asked when im gonna cut it, then she ponytailed my hair and wanted to take a picture but since but i didnt let her cause i never take fucking pictures but i still was so fucking...ughh i dont know. She cried a little bit cause how much pressure is there on her in that office, the manager left so she is the one doing all the job. Also her vacation might be canceled cause its world cup soon and the boss doesnt let her to leave to Georgia. Today in the morning i had to lock myself in the bathroom and i cried for straight 20 minutes and i dont know why. I felt immense rage and hatred towards everything it was just too much. When we got back to the office she went to eat and i went with her to the kitchen to make coffee. While i was drinking my coffee she took the picrel of me and we laughed and i was awkward af cause i dont fucking take pictures. Anyways anon i still dont konw what to do, i just dont believe she likes me, there is no fucking way she likes me.
>mexican romancing a chinese hoeahh the land of the free home of the brave
>>34563278My advice is try to be less crass.
>>34563278>my retarded perception of the world)It is good that you see that. Now do something to change it.
>>34563281RIZZ HER UP BRUH
did you finally wash your feet?
>>34565495yeah yesterday she put her hand on my back and i think i was bitching about something and she went "you have to be kinder to people" and i was like "i am kind to people who deserve it". I think that was a good moment to escalate but again i really do just think she sees me as just a fucking kid and all of this shit is just my fucking imagination. I keep the scrunchie she used to ponytail my hair and i showed it to her today and she went "awww". Whatever man whatever...
>>34563278OP is one sick bunny
>>34566395I think he has a humiliation fetish and he masturbates to anyone either judging him or admiring whatever the fuck this is and we should just not engage in it and focused more on our own lives like "did my deodorant work today" or "should I go after women like he did" or my favorite "should I make blog posts and updates in what amounts to a board that's meant for Steve Wilkos level life advice".But then again, I'm not the one typing novels about my exploits with a single mom and my lack of hygiene up here.
>>34566408or maybe i just have no one else to talk about this shit and i have to lock myself in the fucking bathroom like a cuck and whine for 30 minutes straight cause this hit is too fucking intense for my cuck fucking brain i just want to sit infront of my computer and fucking do nothing fuck off you filthy niggers
im going to her house again today....in like 5 hours...are there any recommendations boys...she said do i like ice cream i said yes i will bring some with me, do i ask her what kind of ice cream she likes or is it too cuckish. Also i feel like a faggot thinking about sucking an ice cream infront of a bitch so i will take the type of ice cream you eat with a spoon or something..i feel such a fucking cuck by being so available for her but i dont fucking know. Also i was on tretinoin so i fucking burned my fucking face fully and its just fucking disgusting now. I am at my worst but i will push it giga hard today till something happens, its either i fuck this girl today or i get police called.
