you are royally pissing me off

When I was a kid, people would assume I was gay just because I was terrified of speaking and a fat lazy fuck.
Now, it pisses me off to no extent to meet liberal women who assume I’m straight because I mention having had situationships (but I didn’t specify with women!), and conservative men who misinterpret my comments of being a prude to mean that actually im a faggot.

I genuinely hope all you niggers rot in hell. Fucking ask, don’t assume. Goddamn.

God is punishing you by making all your hair fall out because you are a bad person

You really fucked up. There's no going back from what you did to me. Can you acknowledge that and hop off my dick please?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mku3c293arA

i'm sorry for what it's worth

the problem is that your apologies aren't worth a thing

here comes another long essay about how sorry you are for how you treat me and how incredibly thankful you are that i put up with your abuse and you want me to stay so you can continue this forever. maybe throw in a few more of those "i love you, you HAVE to believe me!"s too.

Why am I a 35 year old gay virgin?

>>34564988
i assume you are gay due to the attraction to men?

i never promised you a thing

the relationship is only good when you are happy. if i'm unhappy i'm just causing unnecessary drama but if you're unhappy then it's a real problem. i'm miserable. i'm putting so much effort in and you just dismiss all of it and take me for granted. you are way too comfortable thinking i'm willing to be here forever if this is how you really see me, as a tool rather than a person.

>>34564979
Get evicted you overprivileged shit stain

Bottomfeeding pathological liar get convicted

Good morning to my gioyc bf, Sean. Thanks for not making this thread even though maybe you still made it. You listen to me more than my irl bf

Access to pussy yes you are restricted

Oh life is bad to you? That's self-inflicted

Victim complex and projection son you are ADDICTED!!

sean is mine actually

hey hope the weather is nice where you are lately. do you even get summers there like we do here? it gets crazy hot if you remember. i wonder if you miss it

If missing me tortures you that much you could always just put a bullet between your eyes. That would stop it. Just trying to help

It's almost halfway through the year and I still haven't been able to hold down a job longer than a month. I haven't accomplished anything lol.

>>34565052
>I still haven't been able to hold down a job longer than a month
why not

>>34565052
Good things are coming just wait

why are people impersonating me in these threads

i keep thinking it's you but when i ask you say it's not you and i trust you but still. is this God giving me a sign? or am i going insane

insane from...the guilt? of what you've done? so you admit you're the bad guy in all of this

wtf. this is what i mean how tf would you know about that if it wasn't you?

yes God is giving you a sign. take it you stupid motherfucker before i teach you another lesson

>>34564845
Anyone in the North West of England want to go on a date today?
Watch the French open maybe? Promise I'm decent looking or that's what /soc/ tells me anyway

>>34565053
got fired after the first day as a loader at a furniture warehouse in january because the boss personally didn't like me
got fired a month into my job as a package handler at tjmaxx because my score was too low even though I was on time every single day
got fired a week into my job as a quality inspector at another warehouse because the dumb hiring manager hired too many people
now I have a job at amazon that I'm starting next week but I basically haven't done anything all month because they wouldn't let me start sooner

>>34565079
I'd go on a date with anyone from here but I live in the US :(

>>34565086
You know what? I always did want to be an American.

>>34565083
>amazon
I heard working there is hell. I hope you make it

It alarms me whenever you talk about how you want to have kids because you absolutely would not be a good father. They'd grow up to resent you if they for some reason happen to be smart.

It's scary that you act as if they're just pets or accessories and you don't have to raise them beyond playing with them or they exist outside of living in your house. They are going to be individuals who need to learn how to navigate the world in the exact way that you can't.

Please do not have kids.

you're killing me

End didn't come soon enough. I am already dead.

he says he can't live without me. but he's still breathing

all men do is lie

This thread seems more mentally ill than the last one.
Either someone's ChatGPT bot is failing them or they're a bored child that dropped out of middle school.
God damn, this board has died so badly since 5 years ago.

>>34565115
You get one schizo talking about Sun and Moon more than the Pokemon games do.

>>34564988
Man narc larp tantrum eh. You are not that age

>>34565118
Well there's the narc larp confirmation. Butt hurt Texas

Mashallah, if I were a Janny I would strike you down where you stand, you already had to abandon your trip code.
Your presence is an affront to this thread, and more importantly, to God.

Damn can't a nigga get shit off his chest in the get it off your chest thread without making hoes mad?

gas prices are too high

wish sean was here

I haven't been able to post on 4chan :((

J, I love you so much

>>34564959
God punished me when he sent me you.

I read your post in the last thread. Thank you for everything

>>34565164
Who dis

You're a fool who knows nothing of what is expected of, resents those who have expectations of you, but crashes out the moment people don't act how you want them to.

how do i let go of my past? i realize that most of my problems boil down to guilt and regret that i keep carrying with me. i wish i could wipe my memory and start my life anew.

>>34564959
God protects me, actually. God favors me, that’s why you hate me. Hair falling off is hereditary. You’re a spiteful person because your life sucks and you hate yourself. God loves me, I love me. Good riddance.

>apply to internship scheme months ago
>get email saying it's going well and that I have a place on the scheme
>weeks later (today) get email saying i'm rejected
>about to be June so can't even find a new intern scheme
I want to go postal on an office that I don't even work at, I swear they waited for as long as they could to fuck me over as much as they could. Most embarrassingly of all I applied to grad jobs with this on my cv so now I have to somehow explain this without looking like a liar.

Real shit move. Reallllllllly low. Pathetic.
This is one big shit show.

Always acting innocent and like you never do a thing, like everything is on me.

>>34565014
I didn't make it, but I have agreed that OPs should be Anonymous.

Men don't want women to change but then put them through it in expecting children. Men can't handle no longer being their wives' primary focus of caregiving.

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>>34565525
forgive yourself

My girl likes really rough sex. Like wants me to choke her hard until she’s about to pass out. It’s something I’m trying to adjust too but I’m afraid I’m not being rough enough with her. Choking somebody I really care about just isn’t coming naturally

>>34565016
You and your yeast infection having buddies are no catch, keep that nasty snatch.
Women more built than you throw themselves at me and you hate it, dont ya?

>>34565023
You are going to rot in prison. I cant wait to laugh at your mugshot.

>>34565026
Stop creeping

>>34565059
The most insufferable narcissistic delusional growth stunted manipulative bpd having accountability avoiding childish toddler brained pathologically lying sacks of self absorbed human shit live on this board 247 whining about whos bad just to cope with really being what they project onto everyone else and jerk off their avoidant self serving emotional ass ego.
They are not allowed to have opinions if they are religiously wrong on purpose. For the sake of humanity, they should go run into traffic.

Never trust alcoholics.

>>34565115
Yes, she's shitting her adult diaper as we speak.

>>34565069
Take your meds.

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I've been looking for a job in europe as I now have citizenship. I keep saying that it's for my career development since jobs in my area are lacking here and plenty there(which is true), but I just want to go to europe alone and escape my relationship. I miss living by myself and only being responsible for myself, living with my jobless gf is tiresome and I resent being the provider for both of us. I just want control over my life and start something good in a new place.

Omg I think the girl that was staring at me was the young lady I met five years ago. Fuck. I hope I see her again. I fucking suck.

I need to leave my town. Seriously. Or I will root here.

listening to your voice notes absolutely kills me, i still miss you every day

Please stop it finally.

>>34565465
Your wife c:

>>34564845
Cristian,
almost after 4 years I still miss you. I don't know what happened today, did I forget how everything happened, all the disregard for my feelings and blame you put on me because of your accident. You made me so bitter and aromantic. And I know you are blooming in your new job. While I have to deal with constant doubt because of my academic leave

What a shitty fucking morning this was

>>34565073
Come get me faggot

My wife left me and took the kids and the dog. She said she left because I wouldn't stop calling her names and was emotionally unavailable. What do I do? I did tell her I wanted a divorce 3 months ago but I changed my mind. I think she's going to divorce me, what do I do. I want to kill myself

>>34566173
Be the person you want to be. Amor fati.

>>34566173
Sounds like you deserved it, honestly. You don't get to verbally abuse and neglect people and be surprised when they leave.

Girl, if you’re so happy in your life then why do you need all those vacations? Remember, god/ Sophia still loves you.

>>34566183
She said she loved me unconditionally, that she accepts me, adores me. Then she gets 1 hissy fit over something I did and it's like a switch went off in her. She wont even meet my eyeline to give me an opening to apologize. It's been 4 days of silent treatment and then she sneaks out while I'm at work.

I deserve all the punishment but I have to fix this

For some reason, I lose feeling in the tips of my fingers. Hopefully I'll die soon.

I have been raised and educated to be kind and respectful then I was brutally awakened and thrown into this meatgrinder where none of that is valuable anymore if you want to survive and have your mind intact

>>34566204
BPD

>>34566057
I fucken wish

>>34566232
Yeah for real. She'll get butthurt like an infant and sulk for days. When she tells me I hurt her feelings again I just laugh because it's so predictable at this point. I dont say sorry because I'm not. Grow up I tell her. So I called you a name as a joke. We're adults, I shouldn't have to coddle her feelings. She's so cringe, not sexy at all yet she wants to fuck like rabbits and I'm tired. I can only give so much. She's never happy never satisfied. Wants to hold hands and cuddle. Ive got better things to do.

But I love her and I committed to her.

I'll be cool about it.

@34566349
Ah yes, my favorite girlfriend murdering, cartel style beheading, balding short faggots freak will be chill about it mm yeppers, Hecking Chungus, everything is okay gentlemen, the namefag is all puppies and ponies and rainbows rn.

Ok so he didn't succeed in grooming a teenage girl today, big diff, Uh oh spaghettios. The lesson today is he'll never stop until he has another skull for his bone throne and fresh skin for another wallet he's selling to the gang.

Predators are scary, kids, always look up the registry.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eqW3MeCUwfQ

I'm a multimillionaire that has won some major awards & is fairly successful. I also have a great friendgroup, own my own home, have solid relationships as a mentor and mentee and work in entertainment. Honestly, some of you might recognize my name. But honestly, I still feel like such a loser. I just wish I could find a girlfriend. I don't want one-night-stands, I don't want a situationship. I just want to find someone I love for the rest of my life. Why is that so damn hard?

Nah, you got me ALL wrong, bub. I just want to be friends.

>>34566534
I didn't even say shit. What are you talkin' about?

Heavenly Chungus. The kind of chungus angels sing about. With dark-alt undertones.

>>34566536
Just dreamin', anon. Just dreamin'.

>>34566484
BlueValkyrie likes you bro. I don't know why people like your channel so much tho.

Stop sending mixed signals stop sending mixed signals stop sending mixed signals STOP SENDING MIXED SIGNALS STOP SENDING MIXED SIGNALS

>>34566621
You stop sending mixed signals. Then if they start being more forward after forgive them for all previous behavior and take it from there, Anonymous.

>>34566621
I'm not. I already know how you feel, so I keep shit to myself.

>>34566624
Since you're obviously not the person I'm talking about, dropping the larp for a sec to say that's a pretty good strategy for burning the other person out.

>>34566634
Ah, I thought it was just better to keep shit to myself and let them feel how they feel.

>>34566636
What stage are you at with them? If you've already established a relationship then that's fine, but if it's early on and you actually want them to reciprocate, you're leaving the possibility open for them to decide you don't actually care and move on, and it'll only get worse the longer you do that.

>>34566642
I do care, I just don't want to argue. That's not how I do. Feels like there's nothing I could tell her anyway.

In case you're confused. I care about you. I DON'T care about anything negative you have to say.

my gf brought home an older runt dog with NO paperwork and I'm about ready to punt this fucking midget retard back to it's wine aunt. I'm trying to handle an estate transfer and all this fucking miniature nigger does is fuck with me. It just wants attention 24/7 and I don't need this SHIT. GET IT THE FUCK OUT

i miss my sweet boy

Let me in, I wanna be your friend
I wanna guard your dreams and visions

>>34566722
Just friends, huh? What changed your mind?

>>34566736
I wanna know if love is wild, babe
I wanna know if love is real
Oh, can you show me?

>>34566742
I can, but I've only been in everything or nothing Love once, and it made me feel like a monster. I don't want to feel that way with you, so I'm trying to mold myself.

>>34566746
Together we can live with the sadness
I'll love you with all the madness in my soul

>>34566753
<3

I fucking HATE when people act scared of me
I fucking havent done fucking anything

but being treated like this makes me want to kill them and validate their pussy ass attitude

>>34566758
I'm not scared of you. I'm scared FOR you.

>>34566758
I feel this

>>34566758
Are you black?

>>34566758
You should smile more babe! You be prettier if you smiled, kek.

just saw my bf bite into a burger and he bit the whole tomato out and now i lost all feelings for him

>>34566813
Really?

>>34566758
they can sense your instability

>>34566758
Don't hit me anon oh god I'm so scared

>>34566825
Why is dude following me around?

>>34566815
yes. it'll come back in a few days though most likely. this is like the time he bit into a mozzarella stick and the cheese just kept pulling even though he kept biting into it

>>34566832
You're wylin'

I’ve realized she’s legitimately stupid as fuck

>>34566861
Why you say that? I'm being real. I have this nagging feeling she's gonna cheat, so I'ma just approach it different.

i wish i could show my affection and love for you more, but i dont know how. i am scared. i want to be all clingy and cutesy with you!

>>34566866
reaching out every now and then wouldn't hurt

>>34566861
How is she stupid?

it's over.

i kinda like you but i prefer my men more retarded

>>34566876
like can’t spell, believes stupid shit, can’t keep up conversation

>>34566866
don't do that

>>34566892
Maybe she's pretending to be stupid?

>>34566890
Dead, how is he not the guy 4 you?

I'm such a shit tier person It's actually so over. Sorry for lying to you. I just wanted something nice in my life without telling you all my problems. It was wrong of me to do that to you.

Let's all just start living life the right way starting... NOW! Okay, we're all perfect starting from where we're at now.

>>34566912
thank you sean for dying for our sins

>>34566909
If I was near you, we could just cuddle and watch stuff. Then I could go back home and you wouldn't have to tell me shit. We could just chill.

The two kids who bullied me in middle school have like 50 mugshots on my county's DOC site. I do truly wish them the worst. That one guy calling out the bum that bullied him in school was based.

>>34566926
the kid who bullied me in school is married to the mayor now

>>34566894
why not?

>>34566920
How about living for your sins?

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Ironic how you gave me this version of the image I once sent you.

>>34566890
Shut up foid

>>34566484
You should give me a few hundred bucks

>>34567014
^ This nigga either just talks about murdering bitches or he actually does it
Do not give this nigga what he wants. I can help you identify him, if you need me to. All you have to do is call.

>>34566484
This is why I wanted Created-counterparts in this reality, I was ruled out. Due to the fact that people might use them as slaves or abuse them. They were also worried it wouldn't be authentic, but that can be the case, if need be.

Yes, I do think about you as much as you think about me. Maybe even more.

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>>34567036
Purrhaps. But my head is quite empty when I get to work.

>>34567046
What's the cat for?
>NTA

There's also the downfall of the created-counterpart, if they're like humans, then they can fall in love with someone else...

I gave up on the typical dating apps back in december of last year and have only recently and half-heartedly tried again with facebook dating since they don't/can't push predatory pay schemes. However, it is deficient in its own ways, aside from being part of facebook. I find it rather frustrating that it never seems to remember distance filters and when it comes to the question of kids, there's only a "Yes, I have kids" and "No, I don't have kids". Despite my rapid approaching of wizard status, I'd like to eventually have kids, but it's hard to gauge which women would also like kids and I feel like it's boorish if a man interested in kids approaches a woman who isn't, even if the "approach" is online. If it weren't for the seldom bouts of crippling loneliness, even the half-hearted attempt wouldn't be there as I fear I have been sentenced to inceldom for life.

I really let her down

>>34567052
Why not?

>>34567065
How?

>>34567060
Don't you have to Catfish them, basically?
>>34567066
Because they often say "The Nobody is a Cat." So I'm wondering if you're trying to say you're The Nobody or just a cat person. I'd like an honest answer.

>>34567068
She's going to die because of me

Damn, y'all was really Island hoppin' back then...

>>34567074
Oh no!

>>34567086
I knooooowwwww.
>NTA

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>>34564845
Cannot really get over hitting it off with a transfemme at a concert, but forgetting to get her number. Wouldn't have minded a new friend I guess. Also made me question my sexuality heavily for a week. Please kill me

>>34567095
Shut up. You guys unironically hang out at the same club of many similar interests.
*knowing i'm HER*

>>34567071
Beats me. I'm a boy scout who isn't into playing games or fucking around, so I wouldn't know. The other apps jerked me around to the point where I got sick of it, so this is, like I said, a half-hearted last ditch effort. Plus, my parents are visiting for my 30th, so I can't just tell them that I've totally given up . If I say the apps are predatory, so I'm giving it a shot on facebook, they'll at least think I give a damn about the modern woman and giving them grandkids from their "pride and joy" first child. :^\

>>34567127
Shit, well, are you religious?

my bf has been making jokes like "idk go ask your other bf" lately and it makes me paranoid. is it a joke or did he see something?

>>34567143
He's not as stupid as you think he is, maybe. Just when he start fuckin' other bitches, you bet' not say shit.

>>34567143
my bf always jokes like that with me. its just part of his personality and his way of playing around

>>34567129
Partially. Roman Catholic by upbringing, but the family's pretty lax and I'm the only one who attends mass in person when I can (I work a modified third shift). Usually go to 8am mass because I can go to bed right after, but that means all the other attendees are older folks and I miss a lot of the social gatherings they try to host.

>>34567153
If I even think you cheatin', I'm fuckin' someone else. I wouldn't even mention it.
>NYBF

>>34567155
Why don't you try to find a girl in Church?

>>34567157
i have trust in my man

>>34567153
Talk to him and find out.

>>34567161
That can never be me. I'm either cheating or leaving, which one you want? Simple.

>>34567164
he said he a toxic mf

>>34567160
Like I said, the 8am churchgoers are all older folks and there are fewer people overall. I would be tired and miserable if I kept trying to stay awake for 10am mass. I've even tried multiple apps targeted at the faith like Salt, Upward, and CatholicMatch (which is a shit app and I have no idea why they advertise it on the back of the weekly bulletins).

>>34567181
Make friends with the grannies, they probably have grandkids near your age.

>>34567181
SacredSpark is everything CatholicMarch Should be. Even down to having better looking women.
Problem is that it's REALLY dependent on your area. If you're in a protestant heavy state or area, you're kind of toast as every dude will try and match with the small pool of girls.

>>34567185
Been there, too. They don't. Or they live far away for work. Or they're married. Or they just don't come to church. The most common are that they live far away or I hit the gap where the kids are too old and the grandkids are too young. Remember that I'm nearly 30 and they're in their 60s, 70s, and 80s, so their youngest kid is likely in late 30s while the oldest (single) grandkid is likely in early 20s
¯\(ツ)/¯

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I'm ruhtarded

>>34567191
Being 1000 miles away from nearest family while living near Minneapolis doesn't fill me with confidence, but I'll give it a shot.

>>34567208
Are you afraid you'll look like a nonce for trying to date someone in their 20s?

>>34567238
A bit, yeah. I didn't exactly roll high on charisma, so I've largely kept to myself most of my life. I've gotten better with talking to older people, other guys, and clearly unavailable women because there's definitely no underlying pressures of that nature. But with women where the potential exists, I feel like I'm going to be the next Jamie Griffiths.

Please be hot please be hot please be hot

>>34567265
I'm not, if you mean me. But I got a mouthpiece, plus, I can hit the gym.

>>34564956
>you are royally pissing me off
lul nigger faggot

>>34567191
The other pitfall I've had when dating religiously is that I am not religious enough for some. I'm more of a passive "Man! God is good!" musing throughout the day, rather than bowing down for prayers 3+ times a day. I also haven't read the Bible front to back, nor do I do Bible study stuff. I go to church (when I can), I know core prayers, and I try to live an upright life, but that wasn't enough for several that I've gone on first (and last) dates with.

>>34567267
>I can hit the gym
Better get started babe

>>34567295
Nah, I'm good, I'll go when I want.

>>34567300
You wouldn't do it for me?

>>34567304
Who are you?

>>34567300
Digits, but I don't recommend that. Been north of 200lbs most of my life, but the summer I got back into the 190s, it felt amazing, I got complacent, and now I'm back to being north of 220.
>inb4 yeah, but you're a guy
So are you :^)

>>34567319
I am a guy. But I can get a trainer.

She wants me to get her pregnant but I'm not financially stable.

How do brown people do it?

>>34567327
Dead, uh, imagine wanting children in this climate.

The only friend I feel bad about ghosting is one from my early twenties. He was really into demonstrating and he would insist that I'd come with him even after I'd told him I didn't have the energy for this. Despite this, he was a great friend who stood by me in actual club fights, tried to get me out of my shell and hook me up with women as I was shy and inexperienced, but ultimately, going out with him to party every weekend was taking a toll on me, and I wanted to focus on my relationship at the time and getting my law degree.

It's been 5.5 years and I still feel guilty. He deserved more honesty than disappearance, but I was overwhelmed and conflict-avoidant.

i hate women and N's so god damn much its unreal

I can say somethin' to make you wallow to the ground
I don't respect people who follow me around

Simple.

>>34567350
Some of the people you ghosted may have had issues getting a word in or out, so they probably felt embarrassed when left out.

>>34567174
That sounds like posturing.

>>34567384
That's all these people know how to do. Not be loyal and do passive war. Which is why I'm not stupid enough to not have one foot out the fucking door with anyone.

>>34567304
>>34567307
youre fake, not who i think you are and just leading me on.
i literally just want a best friend and bonus if we fall in love with each other (not likely - i am unlovable)

i do make stupid jokes to myself often, tho.. just to make myself smile. i feel so alone all the time

>>34567393
Idk what you mean. I'm telling the truth. All I'm saying is, people like to play games, I don't play those. I tell it like it is. I'm not leading you on, I'm simply telling you the consequences for something, that I understand can happen. If I don't feel that, then there's nothing to worry about. If I feel that with you, I won't cheat, I'll just leave. That I can make a promise to you about. And you're the only one I would make that promise to. Excuse my long windedness.

>>34567393
You're right, in that I'm probably not who you think I am, and that I have no capacity to love well enough the way you need and deserve. I'm sorry I played with your feelings, it was calloused of me.

>>34567388
I'll tell you how you handle it. Wait for things to settle with this guy. See the next day given of how things settle if you can still be loving to him as usual. If the love is still there you are good, but if not, get another guy. Your boyfriend should see you as a human being not a monster.

>>34567393
If you're talking to the girl that said that to me. She probably thought there was something to look away for. This is the type of shit where I would snatch her soul (Not literally).

>>34567406
I'm a dude and I'm talking about both women and men.

>>34567399
>>34567398
i don't need or want love, btw. that is just the dream and fueled by biological factors. i don't deserve anything and have worked very hard for the little bit i do have.

thank you for apologizing, non. you didn't have to do that.

>>34567384
idk why he says that. perhaps its true. to me, hes a good boy

>>34567411
"my bf" okay so you're a male into men, completely normal, not the 1960's so it's normal now.

>>34567417
We're two different Anons. I'm a cold ass nigga, no lie. Lots of women know this, give me the starting shot and I'm on the loose, in this climate, anyway. I'm good with friendship too.
>>34567421
Should have prefaced it with
>NTA

i want my children to be tall, white, redheaded, skinny, and attractive. is that racist? is that evil? i think not.

>>34567406
This resonates with me because even when i'm most vulnerable, trying to be open and communicate my feelings (not even about him) he talks down to me, degrates me and calls me names. last time it happened.. i stopped crying about what he said and started crying for the disappointment i felt in myself

>>34567427
You're welcome to have a preference, as long as it's not based on racism.

>>34567410
i am girl

>>34567439
Mmm, okay. I did say "Who are you?" To her, I meant it sarcastically, basically saying "Why would I do that for you?" I'm not gon' lie, though, I'm probably not the person you are referring to.

I don't start games, but I end them.

We're going to fade out of each other's lives because of these stupid ground rules you set months ago. I just want to see you for the sake of seeing you, what's so wrong about that?

>>34567433
Okay well in case you need an idiot guy to readily date when this guy dumps you, people like me are there. We are easy to pick up and ready to use for dating as we are a dime a dozen.

Anyway, he's probably the type of guy who hates bullshit and is throwing it on you. Best thing to do is try to not give him bullshit. Speak concretely and try to be reasonable. See past his emotions and know what his heart is. People have negative emotions all the time, but sometimes they have them because there are deep issues at play. And you know be a little bit independent from him and see if he follows you or abandons you.

But again, I'm dirt cheap and if you need an easy fixer upper of a guy I'm here.

Dirty little goyslop guzzler larping as chad !!

>>34567455
They're not my rules.
>>34567459
Believe what you want, gawd.

Last bitch I knew cheated on me, I left her cold after dating her for a year and a half, nigga. You must be out ya motherfuckin' mind. Now I don't even try to find out anything.

I don't want to be anyone's hero anymore.

just hung up otp with boyfie and i already feel sad and miss him

>>34567530
Dead. Are you cheating on him?

>>34567537
heck no!! i love that man downnnnn

>>34567542
Damn, you rare. I wish you guys have a good relationship all the way, through.

>>34567544
thank you, anon. many blessings to you

>>34567551
Ayyy, you know. You're welcome. Keep being a good partner, I love seeing that shit.

>>34567283
neodestiny?!

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>>34566758
psycho vibes

How do I know if I'm an NPC?

>>34567731
Why are you worried?

>>34567733
I'm a 34 year old virgin, I have no social life, I never leave my house, I don't really do anything except work, I feel subhuman and think everyone else is human having human experiences

hi. it's me.
i have no right to say this and it is completely selfish but can you be better already? we don't even need to reconnect at all or ever again, i just want to know you're safe and doing okay. i can't stand being in the dark, it is viscerally painful not knowing how you're doing, what became of you, whether you moved past your immediate family and health issues, how you're coping with the results of the health issues...and it isn't getting better. i don't think there's been a day since we last talked (something like 380ish?) where i didn't open up our messages hoping to see something, anything, from you, and i don't anticipate the next 380 to be any different, and that's extremely daunting. i regret massively how i reacted when you first established this boundary, but THIS scenario is why, because i knew it would turn into a never-healing wound for me, and if i had to pick between having a never-healing wound and your needs i'd pick the latter every time but that doesn't make the wound hurt less, you know?
and i'm sure you're aware of this and feel guilty about it and you shouldn't, it wouldn't even surprise me if there was a lot of parity in wondering how i'm doing, but...fuck this fucking situation sucks. i really, REALLY hope you're doing okay, or at the very least surviving.

>>34567739
You are having an experience, your mindset is skewed by what you think the world is telling you is fun. Learn to have fun in your own way, in the moments you have by yourself, if it comes to it.

>>34567745
Being a mentally ill loner rotting inside all day isn't a good experience. I try to change and just constantly fail over and over again. Professional help has gone nowhere. I've wasted so much of my life and it's hard to cope when you see all these people having experiences

>>34567753
What do you do when you're home? Are you doing things that are unruly?

>>34567739
I almost thought you were a woman typing this, but then you said NPC as I scrolled up and uh, ick bro.

>>34567761
Shut the fuck up, we're having a conversation.

You make me want to vomit. You unstable evil woman. You’ve made me insane and likely everyone else before me. Why oh why was I so stupid as to choose you and keep doing so? I wish I could shut down and not feel. Vomit.

>>34567765
You should listen to Puke by Eminem.

You finally told me something real, the root of what I believe is all the problems. You think I'm smelly and use too much teeth. Too bad it took me leaving with the kids. Do you really think I didnt sense something was up? I thought I wasn't pretty enough, not sexy, you were secretly gay but wanted a family - but none of that was true. I was trying to fix an unknown problem. When i asked you what was wrong, you said i needed to smile more... When it's as simple as a pH imbalance you so flippantly suggest. You never said anything. You think I purposefully produced odor and tightened my vagina muscles to push you away? It's too late and now there are lawyers and therapists about to dissect our entire private life. I wish this had been a conversation between us. You chose contempt and masqueraded as being a good partner by not saying anything? Then say I dont communicate?

Unfortunately I know that even if I had ambrosia for vaginal fluids you'd have still found faults (my parenting, my emotions? I dont even know)

I feel like this is the core problem because youre a man, how can you love your wife if youre secretly repulsed by her smell.

I hate that this problem is so simple.

Men, just tell your wife things like this.

I'll never get to tell my husband this: I get it. I understand. Let's work this out. All my despair and doom thinking is because I knew you were hiding something. Now that I know it was just my smell, I can fix that.

Im still divorcing you because you still dont admit you have done anything wrong. Im grieving the loss of the love of my life. My soul mate.

I cant even imagine how hard it must be for you to white knuckle through literal repulsion because I wanted more intimacy. But I didn't make you feel safe enough to speak, you assumed I would freak out and get mad.

I wouldn't. I would see it as a very easily solvable problem. But now it's too late. Maybe it was always going to happen this way.

Or maybe you just said I smell to hurt me? Idk

It hurts me to know I can’t save anyone from their own internal struggles, no matter the outings, gifts, sweet words it will always be in the back of their mind of unhappy they are with themselves.
He cried in my arms saying how insecure he was and how disgusting he thought he looked in photos I just held him telling him he’s beautiful pushing away his fingers from digging into his skin as a way to self harm. Pushed me away with his mental health, said having me in his life is draining, can’t make me a priority and his mental health comes first. I am thinking of him tonight and whether or not this is genuine I hope he reaches out and knows im there for him. On the other hand I am silently struggling on my own with no safety net. I feel alone. Who is there for me? Why isn’t he here for me? Him pushing me away and leaving me is making me feel like this? The person I want to be comforted by hurt me and he’s the one I seek solace in. Why do I seek validation from him when couldn’t open up fully to me
I miss him and I miss seeing him smile
I wish things were different
Maybe I just wasn’t the one he wanted.

>>34567757
Nothing significant. I work from home, cook, maybe do things around the house, listen to a lot of music, and doomscroll. I was professionally diagnosed with MDD, GAD, social anxiety, and avoidant personality disorder so it's hard to do much of anything and I really never leave the house

>>34567811
How is that a bad life just because you not fuckin' ho's and gettin' drunk? Is it because you think having friends in life will help you? I only have about two, and only one of them is one I think is my real friend.

>>34567764
Ah yes, so riveting your buddy didn't continue it.
Good job with that conversation, you fugly ass short bald weirdo.

>>34567825
Sure, bud. You sound like a hater. How I don't know you but you know what I look like? I'm the weirdo though, huh? You literally follow people around on the internet, bozo.

I seriously just want to blow my own head off

>>34567848
Stupid.

>>34566233
We're going to meet soon and get married, don't worry <3

>>34567850
Brilliant input. Anything else, o great sage?

>>34567859
I wish Sage still worked on this site.

Honestly, Idk if people think I fall in love every day or some shit, but my heart don't pump like that.

>>34565029
<3

>>34567743
k

>>34567884
lmao she'd never respond with that but the response is objectively funny. thank you anon

>>34567870
do yo dick pump like dat tho

>>34567957
Depends. I can probably give you a thrashing, if I'm not Anxious. I have to be comfortable with you, either that or I'm cursed.

>>34567961
you don't have to do that

>>34567973
The demon 'chick' that probably cursed me might put you in the grave, anyway. She seems jealous. But I appreciate the sentiment.

I'm 36 and I have never learned more about myself, patience and forgiveness and understanding, gently caring for another soul, than I have in my current relationship. I don't know what I would do if I lost her - but I don't know what I'd do if I never met her.

Thank you for loving me, my dear.

I still miss you, Steph, I wish I had a chance to see you again.

>>34567987
you call her stephanie? i call her headphanieeeeeee

It is the beginning of a beautiful day. Its so over and its so starting. Good that people like me exist.

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>>34568000
I don't open doors for a whore. I just want the neck, nothin' more. Shorty make it clap, make it applaud. Dyke bitches talkin' out they jaw. Next minute, callin' for the law. This nine'll have 'em callin' for the Lord...

>>34568015
you couldn't handle a gun

>>34568017
You actually believe that too.

>>34568019
confidently

>>34568023
Just remember, once upon a time when your next life comes and they ban you from Military service so hard that God himself has to come down and make you turn it down.

>>34568017
You should see me handle a cock

Eating is so goddamn annoying, I'm fucking sick of it

I'm tired of being sick. I hope I get better. I'm tired of going to the hospital every week for plasma transfusions. And having to use a wheelchair there because I can't walk very well anymore. It's scary having a port in my chest and it hurts when the nurses have to access it even when I use the numbing cream and I'm tired of taking blood thinners every day that make me feel sleepy and dizzy because without them my dumb retard body makes clots around the port and they could go into my heart I guess. I miss being able to walk and going out and doing things on my own. It's so unfair. Also the steroids the doctor put me on made me fat as fuck and hungry all the time and anxious and give me insomnia. Ugh.

>>34568047
I felt that.

Talm bout I couldn't handle a gun. Stand in the same spot for hours while getting attacked at the legs, goil, we'll see who has more tolerance.

Talm bout I couldn't handle a cock. Stand in the same spot for hours while getting attacked at the nuts, boy, we'll see who has more tolerance.

>>34568094
Funny.

Talm bout I couldn't handle a book. Sit in the same spot for hours while getting attacked at the brain, goy, we'll see who has more tolerance.

>>34568197
That actually made me laugh.

I know she's on meth

>>34565753
Why not? They're fun!

I don't feel human
No one ever granted me permission
I'm not allowed to do human things
I'm not allowed to fail
I'm not allowed to engage
I'm not allowed to thrive
I'm not allowed to die
I'm not allowed to live

Fucking your cousin is wrong.

Incest is a federal crime. You should know Mr lawboi

You both will be punished very soon

God help you

>>34568347
Are you literally comparing rape to incestual sex? Are you out of your mind?

>>34568347
Also, why are you tryna slide on me? You really believe these niggas? C'mon, gawd, be serious for once.

Even though you're half my age, I adore you

>>34568347
Next time you do that, you're getting a huge acne cyst. I'm tired of the bullshit already.

This girl I would have really liked dated my ex-friend like a decade ago just so she could get a chance to meet me so we could date, and my ex-friend knew and used that chance, and when she finally started getting a chance to talk to me I had the ick about her dating my ex-friend, and she started like freaking out when she realized she fucked my ex-friend because he is gross and was also my friend at the time and in love with her, and it ruined her for me and I kind of feel bad, but now I realize my ex-friend was a bad guy that kept not just her but other women from me during a deeply isolating period of my life just because he was a disgusting envious wretch. I hope she is happy. I stopped being his friend when I learned he kept other women from me too, and he cried. Also basically everyone hates him now. Doesn't make me feel better though. I'll never get those years or experiences back. Now I'm old and gross looking. I'll keep trying to learn and make things better though. I am VERY stubborn. Still...

>>34567765
Then why do you keep coming to me for "connection"? Do you think I'm stupid or unaware? Your hatred for me has been palpable for months. Even from the start, I could tell you couldn't stand me if I spoke up for myself or needed anything that wasn't something you were already giving. I was just too lonely a doormat to speak up for myself at the time. So when I really needed to? Really needed your help, your understanding, your patience, your gentleness? You shot me down. In harsher and harsher ways. I'm a pet, to you, one you resent having to do anything more for than petting and feeding. Even when you've broken my heart, I still tried to please you, comforted you after you raged at me, yelled, scared me, told me I brought abuse upon myself, hands on my throat. But I can only do that for so long, I can't endure it, along with all the other things I've had to endure, things you have no respect or understanding for except in concept...the most important thing...has been a war in me...
You only started to resent me when I started to speak for my needs, tell you when you hurt me. You only started to hate me when I became unable to feel safe around you, to trust you, when I became shut down and self-protective.
It's never been love, that you felt for me...

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I made the mistake of telling that I was breaking up with my gf to a friend that was into me. Worse than that, I also confessed that I had feelings for her and that maybe we could try being together if we both were single. She broke up with her bf, I didn't break up, we kissed and now we can't talk to eachother because I chose my gf over her....but it's not fair. When we were 19, I wanted us to be together but she went for another guy. She knew I wanted her but she dated someone like me instead. Now that she can't have me, she tells me that she's always loved me and somehow it's my fault we can't be friends? It's not fair.

>>34568380
Lack of maturity from everyone involved, hers for thinking that dating someone else to get to you was a good idea, his for not being able to see this and being jealous. But mature of you for leaving them both. Leave it in the past, anon, someone loved you once, someone will love you again.

And I reiterate, I don't know you. You look stupid digging up dirt on a nobody. That should give anyone that's looking at what you type pause, if they don't see the agenda, that's on them. That's the last thing I'ma say about it.

The rage melts away. Because what use is it. It's my own fault for rushing into things. I should have taken the time to get to know you, I would have been able to predict all this. Instead I got caught up in finally feeling wanted after not, for so long. I stifled parts of myself, my needs, and hoped one day you would have time and space for them. Put yourself over me, every weekend, even when I was so sick I couldn't eat for months, and so tired I could barely get out of bed. Made you treats, sat next to you playing games and asked for nothing, pleasured you even when it hurt or scared me or made me nearly throw up. You changed when I became unable to keep doing that, when I slowly started to voice my needs, my hurts.
I'm just sad and disappointed, now. Mostly in myself for throwing myself into a situation I knew would be harmful to my self.

I have internet fatigue

You only care when I'm sad, because you think it gives you an "in." You think my anger unjust, though it is rational - banked sadness and disappointment and hurts from the same things repeating over and over. The sadness is the same as the anger. You used to allow me to feel at least the former, but now you can't stand either, and you can't stand that I've (involuntarily) shut down entirely around you.

>>34568441
I'm gonna act like you're her. You know how I feel about that 'Ick' shit, it's unfair and it doesn't matter if you were just joking. I'm sorry I lashed out, but you're doing the same shit you just said I do. You think my anger is not justified. So where do we go?

I have wasted precious years of youth for nothing and I don't know what to make of life. I feel completely lost in life and I have no useful skills. The rest of people my age have degrees and jobs. I have nothing. I don't know what to do.

Forget about me.

>>34568478
Better late than never, anon. I went to college with a couple of 40 year olds wanting better for themselves. They were wise and kind and I really admired them.

>>34568478
I'm kind of focused on living the last of my youth socially but afterwards I might finish my engineering degree just to do it and finish what I started. I've been studying a lot of stuff I didn't learn as a kid and it would be a lot easier now. I feel like school is just a lot easier for people that are sort of immature in youth and maybe developmentally delayed in terms of discipline and concentration.

>>34568396
I'm starting to think this whole seething and purity and only dating women that choose us under perfect conditions immediately is maybe suboptimal

My story is a bit long, so I'll try to give a quick summary with a green text.
>be a porn artist
>guy contact me to tell me that he's a big fan and want me to work with him on his project
>not a fan of his project (I find it too gay and gross), but my family needs the money and some of his ideas aren't that bad, I guess
>spend years working with him
>once again, I'm not a fan of most of his work, but I'm happy I can support my family
>could even help my poor mother during her last years of life
>guy starts to get a little too friendly and chatty
>he even tries to know me better and tell me about his life
>some of his comments sounds a little weird, but I'm not sure
>one day, he tells me that he would like to visit my country someday
>he even ask me where I live and how safe my neighborhood is
I'm genuinely worried. I appreciate everything he's done for me, but I don't want to meet him in person. I'm practically a hermit with Asperger's. On top of that, I'm afraid he might have feelings for me.
I talked to my family about this, and they gave me a couple of tips. First, I should tell him that I live in a remote area to discourage him from visiting. I should also mention that I live with my family—which is true—to make the situation seem more complicated. The second is to tell him that I live with my girlfriend—who doesn't exist—and that we both have busy lives.
I don’t know what to do. It seems unfair to me. I just wanted a job to help support my family. Even when I was friendly and chatty with him, I did it out of politeness.

>>34568582
Tell him you're lesbian and it's just a job. That you wouldn't like to take it any further. If he doesn't back off, then you tell him what they told you to tell him.

Gaslighting nigger, why should I ever be honest with you again when you lie to my face and say "you must be imagining other people to be me!" after you've previously admitted to writing here.

>>34568621
Are you the one that imagines all the dudes posts about cheating being your bf?

Gonna take a page from your book and start denying everything and saying I never said or did that

>>34568652
I'm gonna a LARP with you.

Just because I post here, doesn't mean the people you think are me is correct. I'd let you know if it was me.

missing him so bad rn

I really don't wanna fucking go into work tomorrow
I don't wanna go into work ever again
I'm praying for a migraine
I'd rather have a fucking migraine
Just for an excuse to not go in
And I wanna fucking kill myself when I have a migraine

God really does work in mysterious ways. Thank you.

What would it actually matter if I killed myself?
>blah blah blah
I won't be here for it

>>34568893
You'll just respawn and have to do it all again because you rage quitted before you got it right. Go ahead, not like it would mane a difference besides you losing however many years you've already put into those version. Plus you might get born with dicklet genetics. Is that really worth the risk?

>>34568903
>You'll just respawn and have to do it all again
Oh god...

>>34568886
It wasn't God, it was someone who follows me around like you do.

There are a ton of privileges people with autism have that aren't talked about at all.

>>34568928
Okay.

God, please. Please. Let her be there again.

>>34568965
I could brag if you want too.

>>34568988
I don't really mind or care sonic could go either way. Your call.

A long time had passed. Neither of us will be the persons we were back then. If I DO get to meet her again I need to be in the moment with her as she is now or I would lose her anyway. I shouldn't obsess about her.

34568979
Hey God, if you're reading this, how about we keep her away from this freak?
That's what I'm gonna ask of you.
There's much more, but for now, this is what I ask

Dear God, please cancel that other anon's prayer cancelling out my prayer. Amen.

>>34568494
Not possible