For a while I was so coom brained the only stuff that would get me off was gooning to AI-gen hentai with ai chatbots (ERP) while having various vibrators/cock-sleeves/whatever toys I could find and putting them on my dick, while also livestreaming vid of my dick.I've since managed to cut down a lot. The past 2 months I jerk off 1-2 times a week max, and only to regular pornhub type shit. Trying my best to cut the "decadent" hypergooning stuff, but I can't stop craving it. Like I don't even have the time or energy to do that stuff these days, but I can't quit the thought of wanting to backslide into that stuff. Like when I do jerk to porn it just doesn't feel all that great anyways. Yes I'm a virgin. What to do?
>>34572363You need to take a bath or something, do anything else other than be here.
>>34572408I shower daily
Mods pls forgive me and delete just the file, I was looking at the thumbnail and didn't see it
You should never have started that good stuff. The problem with pleasure is that it's addicting, and each time you goon you want more, you want the next level, the next experience. A few goons after that, you're inserting stuff into your anus and beating off to the most sordid stuff you can imagine. I don't know if you will ever be normal again OP, but don't cave in, if you do, things will only get worst and worst.
>>34573006Anal stuff is a line I won't cross. I turned down nudes from girls because they wanted me to put stuff in my ass, so I'm strong on that front.
>>34573016>Anal stuff is a line I won't crossAre you sure about that? I bet a lot of people said that and cave in. I never did that of course, but now and day you'll hear the wildest stories. I jerk off twice a week max too. I think this is an alright time. If you want to maximize your pleasure, go cold turkey for a few months.
>>34573048It was maybe 7-8 years ago I was asked to do anal stuff and I still haven't. I think I can keep to it
>>34573090>It was maybe 7-8 years ago I was asked to do anal stuff and I still haven't. I think I can keep to itWe can only hope. But anyway, I have the same frequency of masturbation and I don't have these urges like you do bcs I never did this crazy stuff. How old are you btw? When I get a long time without jerking off or hentai I feel these urges, I really wanted to stop masturbating, but I don't think I can, unless I find a gf.
>>3457313231. I don't want to stop masterbating completely, I think we all need an orgasm from time to time if pussy isn't on the table.
Just caved and had a mega goon session. Felt real good. And didn't feel the usual post-nut shame I have after a regular porno jerk. Actually feel good.
>>34572938i hate her personality, but i want to nut in her pussy
>>34572363>>34573891I understand how it is OP, but like others have said here, I think the best thing to do for oneself is to not overindulge in it, it can end poorly if you let it.But like I said, I do understand it. Fapping is fine and it feels good and relieves tension and all, but if you don't try to control it at least a bit it can lead to grim places.So my advice is to try and find some stuff to keep you occupied. Exercising helps, diving into work (if you at least tolerate it) helps, going out, talking with others, that sort of stuff.Gotta try to replace that pleasure you get from fapping with something else, hopefully more constructive and beneficial to you in the long run.
>>34574672I don't intend to do it again soon, just because cleanup is such a bitch. I have work and projects to do. But sometimes it gets so hard to focus on those things when I haven't had a good coom in a while
>>34575478>it gets so hard to focus on those things when I haven't had a good coom in a whileI understand you, I cave in today, stressful day at work, I wouldn't be able to enjoy my Friday if I didn't. It is an escapism though, bt it doesn't matter to me, it's this or nothing anyway, that's sad in a way.
>>34574644I used to be like this, but I love her personality now
>Nep pussy on the 'log for over a daywtf lol
>>34575859I genuinely didn't mean to I'm sorry mods pls be merciful
