>be me >enter college >meet cute girl who was late the second class>love at first sight>turns out she was with her friend and thought they had the same classes>approach her and talk to her over first semester>love her positive personality and incredible bod>hit it off>many people ask if we are a couple >thinking on declaring>she has an accident while skiing in Canada>she comes back next semester thinking it was just minor injury >she goes to a good non-public American hospital>turns out her knee is destroyed>doctors have no idea how she is even walking >she has surgery >I have been helping her and sending her messages ever since she got into the accident daily even on days were we weren't able to see each other>I am head over heels for her >her surgery was a success>I kept messaging her before and after the surgery.>she is in a wheelchair bc knee >she invites us to her families home on the weekend after her operation to celebrate her birthday the next week.>go there>only another girl shows up >other girl leaves super early like 6pm >alone with her and her family >converse with her and her parents >her parents fucking love me >dad huge fan of rap music like me >tells me the story on how they met andre3000 in a club >have a good time >dad invites me to stay for dinner>stay for dinner >dad orders pizza at 8pm >pizza doesn't come until 10pm >be there with her >thinking about confessing>no way her family is right there >play board games with her and her sisters to pass time until pizza comes>have great time>pizza comes >eat it with them >dad gives me some spicy shit for pizza >eat it >almost die >he as-well almost died>lol finish eating with them >say my goodbyes to her family >hug her goodbye and wish her a happy birthday >keep texting her bc she cant come to uni >include her in group project bc feel bad for her >team goes to her house to work on said project >SHE HATES ME ALL OF A FUCKING SUDDEN
continuation>worked on the project on the weekend at her house>she was visibly mad at me when we worked on the project >and mostly ignored me >was sad af that day >have no idea why she was mad at me >sends her texts and jokes over the weekend >took until Tuesday to respond and desu only responded to not be rude bc the response was dry af >she stopped talking to me during classes >looked liked she wanted to be with someone else every time we talked>I used to tutor her with some classes but she stopped asking me for help and decided to go out of her way to just not ask me for help >saddest 5 months of my life >seriously considered jumping >friends noticed that the "couple" of the friend group had "separated" >another girl from the friend group noticed i was depressed AF asked if crush was mad at me >respond yes>she noticed ever since the group project that she had been mad at me >she tried to cheer me up but didn't work>been depressed since >2 months pass >almost end of the semester >friend group including crush and female friend get paired up for working together again >start working we need to open a pig's heart >me and the dudes of the group take the dirty work while girls take photos >have knife>bantering while opening up the heart >female friend annoys me as a joke >joke back that she shouldn't annoy a dude with knife she might get stabbed>our type of humor >crush gets seriously mad as a joke and takes away the knife stopping the group project all bc she was mad>everyone tells her to give me back knife bc i was so good at opening hearts >say jokingly that I had found my passion >crush immediately thinks about murder and again gets actually mad>tell her that maybe being a surgeon might be my passion >she gets even more mad and starts calling me lazy af and that i cannot be a surgeon >heart broken .jpg >stand there quietly as she yells at me for having a passion>she storms of, so i keep working
continuation to continuation>keep working while other girls take pictures >grab the heart while other male friend grabs his >call female friend >take a picture with homie while holding our broken hearts (literally) >girl taking photo says that i have two broken hearts one I opened up myself and one that crush broke>feel it.>dont blame picture girl for it >now everyone in group knows she started hating me but no one knows why >go to the cinema to watch the space ryan gusling movie >plot with other friends to sit besides crush (bc i still like her and wanted to be with her)>sit besides her ball my eyes out when ryan gustling feels alone>be the only male on a group with 4 other females being the only one baling my eyes out at movie >bc i feel alone now that she hates me >I seriously as crying hard but she didn't even notice me crying>did not even give me a glance >made me even sadder >left movie sad af >met her dad again after cinema>came to pick her up bc she still couldn't drive bc of her knee >dad cheered me up >dad was great guy >was worried that her parents made her hate me but her dad still fucking loved me >said my goodbyes to her and after that everyone asked me why was i crying so hard>tell them what i just wrote>they understood me.>time skip to yesterday>she invited the friend group today to go see the backrooms movie >no one could go with her >if she didn't hate me I would've gone >same as when i went to her house bc of her birthday >same as when she wanted to go see avatar>but I didn't have the guts in me to go with her alone>I am scared shitless that she might hate me even moreSO NOW THE QUESTION THE ADVISING PARTHOW COULD I GAIN HER BACK?OR IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE?
This is a lot of words for "I threatened to stab a girl and now she's upset" especially for a nigga who did everything except apologize.
Lmao on how u worded it, but i really didnt even threaten her it was just a joke and I did apologize to the girl i said it to. However My crusch really decided to just kick in and yell at me for a joke I told another girl, who was herself joking about me being a serial killer on bc of how well i opened up the heart
