>Be me in uni>Finally moved out of my miserable fucking home>Live with senpai over summer before the next fall semester>Throughout the years, either ignored at best and bullied and harassed at worst by my sister, 1 year younger. Always fighting every single day>Over time at uni I became a much better person, became social, lost weight, became Christian etc>Do my very best to be nice to my sister>Still harasses me>Never retaliate, never lash out, just ignore it practicing mercy>Takes every opportunity to infantilize and disrespect me, whether its a dirty dish or a forgotten piece of trash or using one of her ten water bottles>Genuinely making an effort to improve>Eating dinner, minding my biz>Using her water bottle>She yells at me as soon as she gets in the door and talks to me like i'm a child>Silence>"If I kill myself, it's your fault" to my sister>I'm now a grown ass man crying for the first time in forever because I cant take my sisters bitch behavior any more after all these years>She looks at me>"Wtfff??!" "Why are you so upset?? I did nothing i'm so heckin traumatized!!!"I really, seriously tried, to no avail. Do women really?
Envy maybe, you can knock a deaf's man door forever.Most of your hapinness will come from the ones you're surrounded.You did well doing all of that during uni, I've just started, I'll have you in my mind anon.
>>34577796deaf man's*
tf with fear and hunger here, my favorite game and it's like the third post I see with a picrel this week
>>34577710She is complexed about you, something weird. Very weird.
>>34577710>Do women really?I was feeling sympathetic up to the point when you said this, but now I'm not. You probably deserved all of it.t. man
>>34577710But it wasn't to no avail. If you genuinely love mercy, patience and forgiveness, then you should be happy with the fact that you were put into a situation that gave you the opportunity to exercise those virtues. They're valuable for their own sake, which means growing in them is valuable for its own sake. If you continue doing so, eventually her words won't even be able to phase you.
>>34577842>I'm so sorry for being a man, buaaaahhh
>became Christian>Takes every opportunity to infantilize and disrespect me, whether its a dirty dish or a forgotten piece of trash or using one of her ten water bottles>Genuinely making an effort to improve>Eating dinner, minding my biz>Using her water bottleThis whole block doesnt show how Christian or how much you're trying to improve. You're not.If this was your mother and it bothered her you wouldn't have done it but somehow because its your little sister you don't respect her at all. Not once do you take responsibility or talk to her about what's bothering you, you 'ignore' it like a beta fake Christian does when faced with adversity. And then you suicide bait. Shit is fucked up and you have problems. You haven't changed at all but the change in setting has given you the illusion that you have.
