I've been wanting to expand my palette to actually have an opinion on something, but my only problem is that I just don't care about it at all.Books don't interest me, sports don't interest me, movies don't interest me, and games don't interest me.Whenever I try to start any of them, I always get off it without finishing it, forgetting about it to do something new.Stuff like stories also don't interest me anymore. I just read a synopsis and go: 'wow that's cool' and nothing more..I never really go through finding the deeper meaning when it comes to a storyline. Just kinda accept stuff the way it is..All i really watch is random video essays in the background while I work on something and then i jerk off or something else to waste time.I really just want to actually connect with people because I will either awkwardly feign knowledge of in-jokes that they'll have or I'll just stay silent and break the conversation by asking dumbass questions.
get a LLM to generate a cultural literacy starter pack in a csv format you can import into anki and the numbergoup will tickle your autism
why do video essays interest you if you have no interest in the primary source material?
>>34579201>oh I've heard of that! I watched a mop headed faggot sitting on a bouncy ball rant about it for 20 minutes! is this a valid method of knowledge acquisition?
>>34579128I mean might as well>>34579201because most of them are about people rather than the topics
>>34579218No, video essays are mental poison. Not only do they fill you with misinformation, which is worse than zero information, but they also burn out your urge to learn.
>>34579223>because most of them are about people rather than the topicsso you mostly watch biography YouTubes?
>>34579418Well that or just streamers just to put noise on in the background.
