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He believes in forgiveness

>>34579932
If you stopped and regret doing it, it's fine. If he is as forgiving as you say, you can tell him, and he'll likely not judge you for it.
It's in the past, what really matters is what you do from now on.

Don't tell him. You just want to clear your conscience which is selfish. He gains nothing but confusion and resentment towards you while you get to have a clean conscience. How is that fair? You're in too deep, find a way to get out of being dependent on him and maybe then you can tell him. Till then I would keep my mouth shut. Have fun digging yourself out of the grave you dug for yourself

women moment
jk
but personally, If I had a gf I wouldn't like to know that, as I wouldn't like to know her bodycount. And if she told me, I would probably break up with her, but that's just me. :p

>>34580108
My problem is that I love him for who he really is and he loves me for who I’m pretending to be and his family loves me too, I want to be with him forever but I know he will find out eventually

>>34580116
I did tell him mine but I lied and said it was 0 because he said his was zero and i didn’t want him to judge me, i figured 20 has a zero in it so it’s not a complete lie

>>34580081
I did stop like 6 months into our relationship and no I dont regret it, I only regret still doing it whenever we were living together and shit

did you show your face in it? if not just do boy/girl content now and start getting his dick involved too

if you did show your face well then.. good luck to you... probably just nuke it and take it to your grave

>>34580179
>>34580187
This is either bait or you are seriously mentally ill. You laid the foundation of your entire relationship off lies. What did you think would happen? Now you're going to break his and his family's heart if you ever tell him the truth [which I still think is beyond selfish of you to do] From the bottom of my heart go fuck yourself. Girls like you are the reason guys are so jaded and don't trust women anymore.

>>34580205
>no I dont regret it
Well, as long as you don't go back to doing it, it's fine.
However, I must say, doing it in secret while you were already living with the dude is bad.
He seems to be a fine lad. Don't take things for granted. Respect and love him.

>>34580108
>Don't tell him.
Uh what if he finds out on his own? He'd probably prefer her to tell him

>>34580274
Yeah I did show my face in it and hes completely opposed 2 the idea of it so I can’t ask him 2 participate

>>34580292
I have bipolar 1 disorder so yeah I am mentally ill, I thought it would all go away but ppl still post my content on twitter and Reddit. I think he wont leave me if I tell him but if he found out on his own idk he can get rlly mad sometimes and I never lied 2 him about it he has just never asked me if I used 2 do onlyfans

>>34580877
Do the right thing and leave him. He deserves someone better.
Next time be upfront that you’re an online whore.

You e-chated on him. You committed a sin.

>>34580897
No the reason im so scared is because i did film with another guy in his apartment when he was deployed but I only did it once and I felt bad after so posting it

>>34579932
Don’t tell him. Thank me later.

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>>34580912
Lol
You should tell him so he can dump you now instead of wasting his time
Find a real job instead of being a whore

> im completely reliant on him for transportation, housing and money
Damn, you're cheating on him AND ruining his life financially too. Poor guy.
If you truly love him you should dump him so he can be freed from the demonic entity taking over his life.

>>34580988
Im not cheating on him anymore and I was just trying 2 help us financially whenever I was cheating on him

>>34581032
Just tell him that I'm sure he'll understand

>>34580205
You're fucked op and you did it yourself. Living with a guy you are in a relationship with and still doing onlyfans is a cunt move. Since he pays for everything you could quit or you would still be at it. Anyway don't tell him now and don't tell him ever but know the relationship won't last long enough to matter. You should try to get your finances in order and a plan to exit without needing to bounce to some other guy.

Tell him, i do not think he will be as harsh on you as you think. I am catholic abd i wouldnt that as long as my wife repented

>>34579932
Tell him you have a confession to make and just say it. Preface it by saying you're done with that shit.

>>34579932
why tell him?
I've met many girls who were prostitutes when they were young but they'll never tell that to their husbands
some of these girls I fucked when they were 18 and they're 26 now and marrying and if you could see how different they are now to when I fucked them, bodywise, weightwise, clothingwise, they're like two different women
and if they're two different women why tell their husbands what another woman did back then?

>>34581295
The difference is OP had it while in a relationship with him. I'm sure those girls weren't prostitutes while they were with their current partners.

>>34581325
she never said that in the OP and I replied from the main page of the board

>>34580187
>said it was 0 because he said his was zero
oh this thread is a larp
and here I was replying earnestly
another thread to demotivate virgins into going the anger shooter route it seems

>>34579932
>but i dont wanna live with lying 2 him for the rest of my life
So you're going to tell him something that will hurt him just to make yourself feel better?

>i did film with another guy
Uh huh

>in his apartment
Wait, what?

>he was deployed
Ok, you already messed up with the apartment part.

>I only did it once
So this magically absolves you of any guilt?

>I was just trying 2 help us financially whenever I was cheating on him
If you truly love him, you would never do such a thing. Being a Bipolar sucks, trust me i know. But that does not give you an excuse to literally neglect your mental health needs such as medication and proper theraphy to manage your bipolar disorder.

Bottom line, you made a decision that already broke trust within the relationship. Get an actual stable job and stop whoring yourself out like that if you plan to commit with someone as nice as that guy. Im afraid you already ruined a huge chance of actually mending things over with him specifically, coz believe me he WILL find out sooner than later.

Here is my personal advice which will spare the both of you prolonged pain in the relationship

>Get a stable real job.
>Break up with him after you say the actual truth to him.
>Get proper professional help/ extensive mental health support.

IF you decide to still love someone else OR you wish to come back to him sometime in the future (with his wholehearted consent and approval of course), you should be responsible enough to stay consistent with managing your bipolar disorder. Let this be a lesson and hopefully this is not a larp. Poor guy.

Well OP, I don't know if this is all just bait or not, but in case it isn't, I wanted to give you the benefit of the doubt and assume you weren't a nasty cheating person.
Since you did a bunch of awful stuff like continue doing it while on a relationship with him, on his own apartment no less, I sincerely hope he dumps you. You have shown no regret for your actions and no shame.