>go to a work event today>tailgate and a ballgame>not how i wanna spend my sunday but its fine, in my job doing the social events is considered a big deal, and I like getting attendance in when I can>see a few guys dipping around the third inning with actual shit to do>hop on the escape rocket with them even though I dont have shit going on (lied and said I have a date later I wanted to get ready for)>just asocial and my battery is drained>even though I ‘cleanly’l left and did everything ‘expected’ of me, I feel like a loser sitting here at the empty train station waiting to go home to do what? Jerk off, smoke weed, and play vidya?I hate that I’m like this.I wish I was a more social person. I’m just not. I’m a 32 year old man, I shouldn’t be like this.
>>34582043fellow drones aren't real friends you fumbduck.
Are you on SSRIs?
Force yourself to stop jerking off, smoking weed, and playing vidya then. If you keep offering your brain the path of least resistance and easy dopamine valves then why are you surprised that it will choose that path every time?Pic very much related.
>>34582589This pic is exactly what I needed anon, thanks. This past week I've decided that shit needs to change, I'm tired of thinking and missing my ex like a fag and doing nothing else but getting high-drunk/hobby chasing during my free time. I feel like I'm going nowhere and I suppose its because I'm running to comforts rather than embracing challenge.
>>34582608Happy to help anon, good luck.
>>34582617Thanks, shits gonna suck but I'm tired of feeling like a bitch at 35
>>34582043work events always suck, smoking weed jerking off and playing vidya is far superior than socializing with coworkers unless you think you can fuck one of them but thats dangerous. you did the right thing.
