All the schizos on this site are fake

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>>34583749
i have schozophrenia and with the voices i hear i can still tell theyre inside my head usually because of their sound. the tonage and speech patterns are familiar sounding by now because theyve been around for so long. its extremely rare that i hear a noise or voice that sounds similar irl and it usually makes me stop in my track and go „wtf“ because its indeed a weird experience. it only happens every 2 months or so and even then i can usually differentiate whether the sound was real or in my head like a moment later. i dont have visual hallucinations but i suspect its similar due to people ive talked to. so basically you can separate between what your head generates and whats coming from the outside. the thing is though often people who also suffer from delusions (i dont currently) often experience the idea that their voices are being inserted into their head from a real outside source (radios, witchcraft, whatever, god, whateverthefuck). so thats what makes it problematic because then youre listening to them as much or maybe more as you might be listening to a mentor giving advice.

>>34584494
I used to have 24/7 visual schizo as a kid, i do not have at anymore, but nowadays my schizo manifists in not believing what i am experiencing, i always think "what if it was all fake..like back then?" It makes me really depressed that i take these thoughts seriously, idk what to do. I cant afford therapy or meds. But ill try my best to figure a way out.

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