>>34584139
You're pay for an escort.

>>34584139
Get off the apps. What makes a women interested in you is feeling that you are not interested in her. Being on an app automatically cancels that effect.

Your attitude is also retarded. Why are you so hard on yourself? Women smell desperation. Trust you will find someone and dont be needy. The less you expect the more will come

>>34584139
I know it's rough, but don't jump to conclusions, It's unlikely people have any bad will towards you.

Shit gets tougher when you're older. I know, because I'm 36 too. Used to get some attention, but it always made me panic, I literally fled from any attempt at romance at the time.
I work out, I think I got a decent body and strength, but even so it is not that easy nowadays. I can only assume it's mainly due to the age.

Best we can do is to keep at it. Developing our bodies and skills and having a brighter disposition are the most important things, I think. Let's keep trying.

>>34584139
Women aren't objects of vanity, they aren't idols o be worshiped or something that anyone is entitled to for that matter.
It's the same mindset as Elliot Rodger, you can be young, handsome, have everything, but it means nothing if your heart is not in the right place.
Any time you feel sad about it, you spit upon those who've rejected the chance to have this life at all, monks, nuns and even our Lord Christ.
Unless you humble yourself, you are no different than an idolater, true love is only from the Lord.

"But I say to you that everyone who looks at a woman with lust has already committed adultery with her in his heart."

>>34584139
are you indian?

>>34584139
>Now what
its a game
accept you suck at this and get better
find a mentor, online resources, hire a coach, try self-teaching. there are billions of ways

I went the 'keep self improving while trying with random women' route and ended up being rejected for more than a year (avg 1 woman per week)
now I'm doing fine

>>34584139
Face is more important than body. Did you
>straighten your teeth?
>whiten your teeth?
>get a good haircut from a stylist that doesn’t suck?
>see a dermatologist to prescribe you tret?
>get your body fat below 15%?
If you answer no to any of these, you’re not done. You’ll also need good photos and it doesn’t sound like you have those yet.

>>34584139
>No luck with women.
>I deserve to die and people want me dead.

C'mon OP, that's unrealistic and you know it. You simply got dealt a bad hand at best and ignored at worst, you'll probably be able to count the people who have found you geniuenly abhorrent with your fingers if you got a full list.

Dating is hard as is, especially late to mid 30s, less people to choose from and all that.

I am not close to 30 yet, maybe what I say has no validity because of it, but if a poor fuck like me could date for 6 months and get his dick wet a few times, anyone can.

You are wrong in thinking that being strong and physically fit will get you women, though. I am surrounded by them due to my field of studies and let me tell you I've heard so many opinions on it that there's barely any standard, maybe height and looking male (as in, not looking androgynous/like a woman). I'm not saying you have a bad personality, but I do think you'll have to do some introspection about it to at least rule that possibility out. Doesn't take much, going back to me as an example, I've been told just being a good listener and doing little gestures like walking down the rain with an umbrella helped in being thought of as attractive.

Good luck out there.

>>34586855
Also for the love of Christ almighty and the heavens up above do NOT hire a dating coach or anything like that, it's a bs scam that at most is pseudo-science. Research about body language or how to appear more friendly, how to be kind, those things.