Not being able to control your emotions and finding yourself regressing is mainly what I go throughI am 24 everyone of my friends either graduated or has a jobNeither on both for me, cause I'm scared of my own shadow and I don't wanna do anythingJust overthink about problems and jerk offI think a good chunk of my mental disability comes from my fucked up childhood got beaten and always praised for doing what others wantedIdk how to get better fast enough to graduate or even have a fresh startI don't know what I am messing and why my relationships w others always get toxicI get tired from thinking which I probably contribute to having anxiety all the time or just pure retardion God forbid
>>34586878I spent my 20s a complete slave to my family and ruined myself by studying, going to college, and simply constantly being around them to deal with petty issues at the cost of my youth.Understand that you have agency and have a goal in life you want to pursuit. That will require discipline and control over your emotions, but once you narrow what you want to do in your life down to one thing it becomes much easier.
I work a professional job, have masculine hobbies, pay rent, have my bachelors, and etc. However I still feel like an absolute manchild because I havent corresponded to or dated a girl in 8 years lol.
>>34586967What was the biggest issue for you that you spent most of your time ruminating on or at least you faced in general in those days?
>>34586878IRAQ LOBSTER
>>34586991How old are you of you don't mind me asking?And what kind of hobbies do you mean
>>3458705925. I play rugby and like lifting weights. I also like lit and guitar but I wouldnt call that masculine. However my taste has really not changed since I was 13 I still like Anime, sci-fi/fantasy,edgy stuff, and metal. Maybe im just a child at heart, id much rather watch Gundam than some shit like The Pitt or a football game.
