YEAH THAT’S RIGHT
YO FIANCÉE A FELON, HE BROKE UP WITH YOU ANYWAY, YO ASS IS ON THE GROUND AND YOU GAIN 100 POUNDS
THE LORD PROVIDES, THE LORD SERVES (CUNT), YOU GET WHAT YOU FUCKING DESERVEEEEEEEEEE

love yall

Karma for what you did to me is just getting started. Goodluck.

Ight, finishing off from yesterday, since you didn't make your chess move on our game that you whined we should play, I can confirm you're dead to me.
Thank you for making this easier on me. Like, I thought I was indebted to you, but nah.

I like the looks of chubby women
but all my gfs were skinny that includes my current gf

should I just cheat on her with a fat bitch, just for sex?

I've been having strangely vivid dreams as of late. A few nights ago it was me using the last of my money to hire prostitutes through Steam as I wanted to go out with a bang
Tonight I dreamt of trying to eat out my sister only to get viciously pushed back (thankfully)
no clue what's going on in my head.

I hope our girl is coming back soon

>>34589882
You’re taunting someone anonymously on an image board. She lives rent free on your mind. What a loser.

>>34589979
To be fair, it's fucking funny on a slow Wednesday morning.

>>34589991
You are funny because you’re a loser. She broke your heart and instead of moving on to greener pastures, you stayed stuck and obsessed with this chick. Get a grip of your life. You never cross her mind once she left you yet here you are online being a creeper. Shows who’s won. She did.

>>34589921
What goes around comes around, your time will come again

Im not falling for your lies. I don't trust a word you say. Show me your worth isnt just a paycheck. Prove me wrong, you can be more than an irredeemable monster. You can change, but you have to want it.

Continue ambivalence and it will not be the end of the world. We'll still be in eachothers lives as parents.

But you're my lover. I want happiness but all you do is inflict pain to get power, control, and your jollies. Baby dont hurt me no more

>>34589921
What'd they do?

>>34590015
I don't think you understand reading comprehension because your paragraph is aimed at the wrong guy, retard.

>>34590043
I’m joining you by saying he is funny. Not you. I’m not aiming at you wtf.

Leilani dresses like a loser with crocs to an office. She can only fool guys oversees because she’s fugly.

>>34590050
I like her laugh tho

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>>34590043
>>34590048
Lmao, you're both silly

I need to get out of here. Blood piss and shit all over the bathroom shared with 8 other people, the prison-style room checks, the creatures living here. Fuck. But I can't leave because of fucking lies about me I have to prove false. I'm not a fucking danger to anyone.

>>34590079
Oh you're in a room and board.
It'll get better soon, bucko. Just take the pills, apply for jobs, even fucking grocery store ones, and hope to christ your savings get you to a roommate situation where you're not near a bunch of schizos.

I've been where you were.
Thing is I lied about psychosis. I just needed a place to live, lol.

>>34590053
Her laughter makes me laugh too. It sounds like a shrilling banshee. And that fake customer service voice haha. She cut off her hair out of insanity. We all felt bad for her. Poverty striken girl. What a sad life.

I want to shoot my parents' great dane in the head

You absolute fucking retard nigger they're going to fucking take her because of your fucking lying about me being a danger to her and myself what the fuck how is this fucking protecting anyone but your fucking self what the FUCK

I miss her a lot.

I'm fucking stuck here for 6 fucking weeks AT MINIMUM because of you. Another two weeks and I'm on the fucking streets and she's gone.

Were you just fucking honest they would have seen things were fine, maybe order you to go to a class, that's fucking it. But noooo, you had to fucking "punish" me somehow, right?

#34590249
#34590272
#34590284

Lmfao, the crackhead chronicles are most amusing on a slow and dreary morning.

>>34589944
I'm gonna cheat on my current gf and she's chubby.
>Feels bad man

I hope I don't dream of loose teeth falling out again...

when i said i would marry you and love you forever i was being sarcastic

God, what the fuck man.

>have a good day
>randomly remember it
>day ruined

ok i have decided i have moved on as of right now. it's officially over. i have already stopped thinking about it. all i'm thinking of now is my future and what i'm gonna do next.

you only ever thought about yourself and i was a convenient accessory to your plans

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Last night, I met someone in a game who was so fun and relaxing to be around that it made me understand just how much shit I've been putting up with in my current relationship. I think I need to break up.

My gf and I were coworkers for 2 years before we started dating. She's a great girl, she's inspired me to be better in many ways, we enjoy our quiet time and our social outings. So many great things in the past 8 months.
She invited a bunch of us from work to come to her families cottage and have an unofficial work party, like cool coworker vibes.
Well I was in a very unwell place, planning my suicide etc. I got completely blackout drunk and slept with her. Unprotected apparently.
She told me the next day that she has genital herpes. I was like, well consequences of my actions.
She later confessed she's liked me for a long time, she's sorry about the sloppy hookup and possible exposure, but she's interested in dating.
I thought "Well if it doesn't work out I can still kill myself later so let's try it"

If I didn't think that she's given me herpes, I probably would not have started dating her. But so far no signs of herpes and negative testing, and the relationships going well. But still yeah, confession I wouldn't have agreed to date her if I didn't think she gave me herpes.

i hate him

>>34590526
going through something similar. realized ohh yeah another person isn't supposed to make you completely miserable and hate yourself all the time and this isn't actually the norm once i interact with anyone that isn't him. i don't even think i'm depressed, it's just him making me depressed

>>34590544
whom

>>34590549
I was an isolated recluse who had a lucky year to make new connections with people my age and younger, who had significant others and saw how they interacted with one another and allowed to have friendships outside of the main relationship showed how co-dependant and miserable it can be

>>34590549
>i don't even think i'm depressed, it's just him making me depressed
This was the biggest thing for me. I just constantly feel on edge in my relationship and experiencing life with someone else for a little while kind of put everything into perspective for me. I wish you the best anon. Hopefully we can both do whatever is best for us.

Not only did you punish me for struggling with those thoughts, but you fucking weaponized them against me and have cost us her, fucking everything, the whole point of living.

Now I'm in the fucking dark, fighting alone against shit you've said, with zero fucking support or resources.

I am a burden to my family

>>34590587
i wish you the best too. right now i am at the stage where i know i have to do it but i'm stalling. i just know he'll say something like "i KNEW it was too good to be true. no one truly likes me for who i am in the end. i can't believe you came into my life, was my best friend, my soulmate, made me feel like life was worth living, just to pull the rug out from underneath me in the end. how can you abandon me when you know everyone else does that to me. now what do i do? what do i have to live for?" i do genuinely feel bad for him but i have to remind myself that i can't let sympathy or fear of being seen as the bad guy overtake logic, because those things were what confined me to share his misery in the first place. he's going to act like the victim but i just have to accept that it's actually true in his reality, but i have my own reality to live for as well. my reality is also real even if i don't act out or talk about how i feel or ask for things like he does all the time. and deep down i know i don't do that with him because i know i won't be heard and any needs i express won't be met. sigh. i really shouldn't be here

What, do you think me retarded, AND a thief? I just needed statements for court, something they're making me fucking do.

I woke up with the shittiest mood in the world I don't want to do anything everything people do is so incompetently made it drives me crazy!! How is it that I need to ask for information that should be ready, why do I keep being asked to do the most mundane shit in the world that anyone can do seriously!! Even if I taught you how to do it you would just forget about it!
Fuck man, I live with so much stress and anger bottled up, I'm thankful that I can at least type it out in this thread

I'm going to try and get a social life again

>>34590701
i'd like that for you sean. you should have friends who care about you

>>34590704
Yep. Things are pretty good otherwise, at least.

Just come clean about your lies so we can keep her safe, at the very least. Fuck. You can hate me and wish my death as much as you'd like, but stop making her a fucking casualty.

I could forgive you if you did.

Now I get why you feel you needed to scream at me hahaha. Definitely wish I could do that to you now.

I hate when my parents feel happy, why should the people who hurt me and isolated me feel happy? I should be the one picking up everything they have and wreck it to pieces, I should treat them like they treated me, when they get old I hope no one helps them so they can feel how hopeless and vulnerable I was as a child I will feel joy when they are at that state

I'm sure you're blaming me for all of this anyways. That if I didn't speak to anybody in the first place, it wouldn't have gone this way? Well, fuck, you shouldn't have fucking done it! I needed fucking help getting past it! This is your fucking sin, not mine!

>>34590681
Damn, it sounds like he's made you his entire life and didn't have much going on outside of your relationship. I would feel bad for him too if it wasn't so pathetic. It's not fair to be stuck in something where your needs are going unmet and you're staying out of fear of hurting someone else.

You shouldn't have fucking lied, and then panicked and doubled, tripled down.

How could you do this to us...

I wish I didn't have to carry this contempt towards you but its more convenient to have a villain in my life I wish things could be different but they aren't and you scarred me enough that I will keep carrying this contempt to the grave I am so petty but you raised me this way, I am your fucking reflection in the mirror so I hope you live in misery for the rest of your life

You hurt me more, most. Because I loved you more, most.

this schizoposting is a delight. when are you dropping the novel? HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO HER!!!

You only talk to me when you need me

Even now, I can't help but worry about you, wonder how to help you, despite all the glaring signs of your hatred for me, your delight in torturing me, like some retarded masochist

>>34590773
i ALWAYS need you
you dont always respond

You only talk to me when you need me...and THEN you think I should be flattered that you chose ME to help you???

It's like the only way to move on is to hurt you back and be even, but I feel the guilt from it would crush me even harder...

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>autistic as fuck
>obese
>burned out, losing job soon
>always tired
>depressed
>sensory overload from the tiniest things
>anxious
>long time single
>don't own a home
>live in shit city
>zero hobbies
>tiny social circle
>can't get myself to go for a walk or anything
>getting old
>no reason to believe anything will ever get better

For someone who talks about how guilty they feel all the time about being a bad person you really don't try to be a good person at all.

>>34590784
Tell me you at least have a full head of hair

>>34590808
norwood 2, thinking of getting on fin to prevent it from thinning more

>>34590803
Other people just force me to do bad things, I will never win

How fucking could you...I'm fucking falling apart. I lose you, her, them, myself, everything.

We were supposed to belong to eachother. You were supposed to protect me. Us.

>>34590850
I'm trying. Give me a break

i'm tired of always being level headed and empathetic. next time someone tries me i won't overexplain myself or see it their way or try to resolve it maturely. i'm just gonna start slapping bitches

I still enjoy things
I still laugh genuinely
I still feel that I'm making progress
But most days I feel like shit and wanna end everything.

it's over.

If you ask me what I'm doing, probably thinking about you...

>>34590900
What about me

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>>34590887
>i'm just gonna start slapping bitches

>>34590838
>>34590850
I read better fanfics in middle school

I don't know what to do with my life. I'm not suicidal (yet) just directionless. I want to move out of my mom's house but I can't find a job and I'm broke and I have no social life. I was nearly able to get welfare but I stupidly allowed my mom to get involved and she sabotaged it. She's overbearing and needy to the point of parasitism, she doesn't want me to get away from her, and I hate myself for still relying on her and allowing her to have so much influence over my life. I could blame her for a lot of shit and deservingly so but truly in the end it's me that still lets her have control over me and I detest myself for it. I desperately want to go my on way but I don't know how, I'm nearly 30 but I have almost no job experience, I apply for every job I can find that requires no experience but I rarely hear back or even get a interview. I just don't know what to do at this point.

All the success in the world and I will never stop feeling like a failure of humanity for having zero pussy game and fathering something.

You have no idea how proud you would be of me right now, I'm in a much better spot, a much better job. You left me, and I understand why honestly, though I still love you, you said you didn't deserve back then how would you possibly deserve me now? I hate it because I feel like I should be happy about everything but I can't share it with you and that's the thing I want the most.

Broken hearts want broken necks
I've done some things that I want to forget
But I can't

I'm so bitter. I'm trying so hard to not be mad at you and failing.

Single parents are a scourge. The fact that they put themselves on the dating market is hilarious. It shouldn’t be legal. All it does is traumatize the children of already fucked up parents.
Nobody wants sloppy seconds. Nobody wants to be a biological cuck. You may find someone else, but they’ll be a second rate person, and you’ll be settling.

>>34590940
Maybe success is measured by having offspring, so you don't have all the success in the world. I know this is gioyc but I had to say something.

>>34590975
It's mutual. Be mad, I don't care, just fix this for her.

>>34590996
I mean it's more than that. I haven't even cum in pussy. What function do I have as an organism if not at minimum that?

I want to go back to mid-2023 and play it all differently.

>>34591042
through taxes you facilitate other people cooming in pussoi

I wish we could start over.

>>34591048
Me too. I'm desperate for a second chance.

>>34591048
Start over today! (I don't actually believe this)

We joked about wanting a trauma bond, and here I am, addicted, in withdrawal, in spite of everything. I don't think I want to know if you feel the same.

>>34591061
no i don't feel the same. i'm ignoring you because i genuinely don't care about you all that much. you think i'm being an avoidant but i'm not

>>34591048
I wish you made better choices

I feel unwanted and meaningless. Months of dates followed by sudden silence. Lengthy job interviews followed by template rejection emails or ghosting. Why am I even here?

>>34590909
You tryna get me in trouble, huh?

when this woman stares into my eyes with dilated pupils, inching ever closer, i just want to grab her by the wrist and take her to the nearest place where i can plant a baby in her

NO
FUCK
IM SORRY

>>34591185
Take it easy, I was just joking.

>>34591185
It's okay. I forgive you.

>>34591083
Update: I don't know if I'll find it, but I'm going to go out looking for my own meaning for a couple weeks. See you guys later.

We're not recovering from this, are we? I'll wait for you anyways. Please believe me I never wanted this, no matter what you would have done or said to me.

We need to speak in person.

>>34591253
You want to gauge me?

>>34591261
No, I need to know the plan, and apologize. I won't tell anyone.

i miss my ed and i should totally relapse

>>34591284
No, you shouldn't.

>>34591272
Do you know where I live already?

Sorry but we work hard here to undermine the efforts of Evil
I know you want a sense of control but the divine restitution WILL continue
How you treat others Matters

Please, I love you, I'm sure you'll have a good defense, shield, we can get through this

We're both dogshit communicators. Maybe that's why we didn't work out.

>>34589859
Thought about starting a thread to vent, but nah, that wouldn't be appropriate. I lost a rather difficult friend of 8 years, today. She left our friend groupchat to get away from me. Other folks in chat are just annoyed we always end up like this, which I don't blame them for.

TLDR, I was talking about the new GoW. Not interested myself, but our friends are, I was pointing out what was what in the trailer, afterlife of the gods. She tagged me to talk about some church related trauma. Basically she asked questions she felt people didn't like her for. Told her I didn't mind her talking about it, but to please not piggyback off me talking about video games, or make me the focal point of what could end up being a rather negative conversation in chat. I'm the only person in our group I know to be traditionally religious.

I wasn't mean. I didn't attack her. Just said hey, that was an uncomfortable several paragraphs to get a notif for at 3 in the morning. She exploded. Said I was accusing her of stuff she wasn't doing. "I didn't tag you! I replied to you!" I got a little miffed, but still didn't want to attack her. She decided she's had enough and is leaving the server, because I apparently want to police her speech and beliefs.

On my end, I've never outright told her this, but... why is it always me you piggyback off of? Why are you always so aggressive when I go I don't want to talk about that with you? I've made mistakes in the past, our storied history is likely why we're both on edge with each other, but legitimately any time you hijack a conversation I'm having, scold us for our opinion, try and forcibly change the direction of convos she only just joined... but when I privately ask "Hey, don't involve me in this. Don't use me for this. You know I'm not one for this topic"

We used to be very close. Almost dated once, glad we didn't. She thinks swearing and "putting her foot down" is being tough and strong. It's been like this for a while.

sex work is NOT WORK.

its SEX

>>34591387
We could work on it together

>>34590933
get job.
save.
move out.
not hard, unless u are lazy/retarded

>>34591412
Agreed. But I'd prefer to meet in person to set things straight.

>>34591048
dont wish it

just do it!
go!

>>34589859
i fucking hate women and foreigners so god damn much. i want to live in a county of only white people and maybe some spanish to do some jobs and maybe some niggers to cook bbq and maybe some asians to fuck and maybe some jews to be doctors but thats it. at least 90% white.

I'll be lurking. We'll arrange a meeting. Looking into ways to get them to drop it, I'll speak to your team, anything.

im stressing about getting a job. he finishes with his program early august he said. i dont want him to go back to his city. since he has a job here, maybe he will save for his own place. im thinking if i get a job too, i can convince my grandma and aunt to let him move in. we can both save up money together to get our own place. ughh i really need to get my shit together. i want to live and spend my life with you.

Thanks for the memories, even if they weren't so great.

Hello 4chan. I am posting this here because reddit deleted my post. 5 years ago, i faked my own death.

I am not going to get into anything that could identify me or where I am. I am not encouraging my behavior and i strongly advise you to not do the same as I did. But I also don’t want people to tell me that that i should turn myself in or something like that. I am well aware of my what i am doing.

About nine years ago, I disappeared after what was officially recorded as a suicide. During a very bad period of my life, I made a series of decisions that I thought would solve things permanently. I took all my money from the bank in cash and built what is basically a hidden shelter on a piece of remote land in a different country.

Living here is very hard, lonely, dangerous, stressful, but it is easier that the life i had before. Every once in a while I wander to a city, buy the things I need and pray to god that nobody recognizes me. Every interaction to me feels like a big risk, even when it probably is not.

I am posting this because I realized I have not had an honest conversation with another person in years (i haven’t had any real conversation with anyone but myself since i left), and I needed to say it to somewhere “real” people might read it.

>>34591469
you're happier in your pictures with me than any other picture

You can say you've moved on, whatever makes you feel better right now. But I am going to die and someone will reach out to you to let you know and you will know YOU did that. You set this entire thing in motion. For fucking nothing. Absolutely fucking nothing. You tried so hard to paint me as a fucking villain so you could finally have the victim status you were craving so badly when you mutilated yourself but still now you are obsessing over me because I did nothing wrong and you know how unconditional of a love you threw away for instant validation in a shit moment for both of us, completely fucking destroying me in the process. Fuck you you motherfucker. I will curse you all the way to the grave. I will be in all of your dreams, your nightmares and I will be waiting for you in whatever lies beyond this life to torment you. I will never let this go. 10000 curses on you with my death for destroying every capacity of love I had left. You did what you did knowing how much it would destroy me and I did nothing to deserve it. You're an actual villain. Fuck you.

>>34591495
Geez, story?

My brother is a NEET and has never brought a girlfriend or friend home, he just stays in our parent's basement smoking tobacco and doing science shit all day. He literally experiments with CRISPR and peptides and stuff down there. The only time I ever see him is when is carrying more tubes and jars down in boxes. I literally have zero clue how competent he actually is at whatever he is doing.

>>34591495
You will gain nothing. They will forget you. Your friends will not blame them. And if there is an afterlife, you aren't going to be the one calling the shots. You will be dead. That's the only thing you will manage. Why don't you take a moment to calm yourself, and tell us what happened.

>>34591495
Man, do I hope that is not for me.

Today I walked into the parts store and there was a man inside standing in a full suit of armor. He had the helmet, the gauntlets, chainmail and breastplate. Just standing there bullshitting.

This Get it off your chest shit doesn't work, but imma try it anyway:
"YOU'RE A STUPID BITCH, DOING ALL THIS ON PURPOSE. YOU GET OFF ON DRIVING PEOPLE MAD IDK WHY I EVEN BOTHER"

>>34591569
God, I hope this isn't for me.

Well I took the test and it felt like it killed my ass. I wish it didn't but I can feel when the flow is killed.
I wanted to win, but my doubts are up.
It's a dream job and a career I've always wanted into since forever ago. But moving on, I wanted to leave my dead building and work in live places as the everything man under a union.
I hate feeling inadequate because of a test, as everything that built up to this moment was meant to wind up a passing grade.
And the one asshole I told this to, that I thought could help me, sent me a condescending emoji and a "everything will get better, we all learn, best of luck".

Im not going to let you throw me away so easily. You think because we're married I'm just going to divorce you, take the cash and go? No fucking way. You made a promise to ME. I matter. Keep avoiding the issue. You want me to just come home and go back to pretending we're a happy couple? How about you start acting like you did when we started dating? Stop telling me I ask for too much- you dont hold me, touch my body, you belittle me, criticize me, and now you threaten me. But I ask for too much. You're so focused on explaining away all our problems. You take no accountability let alone even have any awareness that you hurt people. Not just me. Your mom. Your sisters. Your daughter. People at work reporting your behavior. You're not a nice person. And guess what. I still love you. You're a sick person who needs help. You have a clock that's ticking. Delaying and avoiding change is giving me the answers I need.

My love for you won't stop when we divorce. I'll ensure the kids have a good relationship with their dad because THEY NEED YOU.

>>34591495
No no no no please I didn't mean for this let me help you know where I am roughly we'll meet and talk

everyday is a new humiliation. maybe i should look for a remote job...

>>34591610
That post wasn't me. I don't hate you at all.

>>34591661
Are you talking to me or the person she replied to?

>>34591673
I don't hate this poster >>34591610

I can retain someone to write up a request

>>34591676
Oh, so her. Okay. You know them. Makes sense.

I'm hells confused.

>>34591684
its a social experiment

>>34591698
What, exactly?

>>34591705
This thread, 4chan, the internet

>>34591707
Oh, I can see that being the case.

I don't understand why you're not willing to trust me because you think I'll hurt you like them, but you're so desperate to trust the people who hurt you in the first place and made you this way.

That's it. I have nothing more to say to you.

>>34591737
Say to whom?

Please. Let me do what little I can. I'm sorry. I didn't want this. I just wanted to stop hurting. We can talk. In person, in secret, I love you still.

Even if you don't love me.

>>34591753
I'll allow it. Just worried for your safety.

>>34591757
When?

>>34591760
Whenever your schedule lets you. I'm not much to look at, I'll warn you now.

>>34591766
How do I know it's you

>>34591495
You're not willing to talk to me so what else can I do but move on.

>>34591769
You haven't told me your real name or real Birthday, though I think you're B-Day was mentioned. Who else would know that? Also you said you had a chair for me in one of your most important series of moments. Who else would know that?

>>34591783
You're not him, I'm not them

>>34591497
It doesn't fucking matter. Everytime I feel like I'm getting over it, the individual or a family member pops up and sets it all off again. I've been sober for awhile now and I just want to drink so bad until I blackout. I am going to push weights until absolute failure, sit and do it again over and over until I'm not angry anymore and sleep. I only have a few more months until I will to be too focused on my own survival every moment of every day to worry about this shit. I let someone con me into a life I always wanted that they had no intention of doing with me and wasted fucking years of my life in the process. All the opportunities I had for a normal life are gone because of this. Every fallback is basically gone. I finally let my guard down to trust someone with everything and got fucked as hard as possible a result. My fault. I'm going to deadlift my entire house tonight with this hatred as fuel and move forward again. Goodbye anons, I seriously just can't come on here anymore.

I will win or I will lose. If I win, I will have a career and home far away from here, doing something worthwhile. If I lose I'm free. Win-win.

>>34591787
Then why else would you be worried about seeing them and if something dangerous could happen to you?

Wife is getting fat again I can't bros I'm dying inside. She said only diet matters and exercise doesn't do anything and she doesn't have time for it. Nothing I do will get her to change outside of deleting all the food in the house. I guess it's strippers for the rest of my life.

This could be the only chance in thousands of years, it's okay to be afraid. Courage.

>>34591821
Make her drink green teas, pomegranate smoothie, turmeric tea, dandelion tea

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>>34591857
Me

It became too painful for me to keep putting effort towards our friendship. You said you were working on being a better friend and I trusted that, but your actions didn't match. If you ever want to try again let me know, and if not I'll respect your decision and close this chapter. I'm taking a break because it really hurt me, and I told you that so many times. I can only take so many thumbs up emojis.

>>34591863
Boy or girl? Do they come here?

>>34591847
I will try this thank you for the advice fren

>>34591789
Sorry to hear it bro, but kick some ass lifting tonight.

You're too cowardly for direct contact so it's just fuck you. You will never apologize. The time I spent here was more of a waste than the time I spent with you. I know you're lurking. I'm done with the schizophrenic bullshit.

>>34591857
What brands do you recommend? All of the local dandelions have flown away into the wind.

>>34591861
Fuck. >>34591891

>>34591888
Is this fren?

My cat is dying of cancer. He has resigned himself to the corner of a room. He won't eat or drink. I love my cat. I won't kill him and will let him die naturally. But, what are your thoughts on the subject.

>>34591896
No, I'm not that anon

>>34591903
I think you should put him down, because he will suffer. Cancer hurts. I know you want to spend as much time as possible with him, if you are going to keep him alive, practice proper penance (Say thank you).

>>34591903
The good die too young. Tell him I said meow.

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Why are there so many songs about rainbows

Please, my heart, let me help

We can do this together. We'll find a way to meet. I can do that.

>>34591888
You say that and yet you left your shit vague.
You're not helping.

>>34591874
They'll know it was written by a dummy to a loser. If that doesn't mean anything to you I'm not your person.

>>34591970
Okay. You're not talking to me, thank God.

>>34591953
Help? What do you want to help with?

Pookie, please...
-RayRay

Obsessing for almost 7 weeks now

Ended up taking the conversation and putting it through temporary instances of different AIs and had it respond based on if it was me or her putting it in and looking for advice.

ChatGPT to me: Constantly downplays everything, there's no proof that her admitting she sent you a ChatGPT message meant she sent you a ChatGPT message, you don't know that, let's try reframing everything, obsessively focuses on one topic as the problem when the conversation tries to go elsewhere.
ChatGPT to her: It'll be fine, everything turned out great here, no it's not hypocritical to denounce liars and act principled and then break your own rules all the time while holding other people to them, your feelings in the moment matter more.

Google AI to me: Man that sucks, just keep doing what you're doing and do your best to move on
Google AI to her: Man what the hell were you doing, look at the timing of these messages, why did you send him a generic ChatGPT response after a week, and he handled it everything shockingly maturely, but he was 100% in the right and he gave you fair warning about what was going to happen to this relationship and you can see how he just left you on read after you ghosted him for days and your weak low interest response that you've damaged things enough. The best thing you can do right now is stay out of his life.

I'll do whatever I can to get it dropped, but I need your help, please, even if you still hate me I'll do what I can, just find a way to see me and sort things out.

>>34589859
Ever since I became disabled and reliant on a wheelchair I've just wanted to fight. Never been in one before and it feels like I missed out on an important life experience. I currently train in boxing, so hopefully ill at least get to fight in some capacity.

I wish you felt the same but I wish you the best anyway, it was all just a weird delusion anyway

It must be 4 years by now, and yet I'm still not over you.
I've had sex, I've had other women, but yet, you captured my heart and yet you never believed me, you accused me of using you for sex, saying I was like a groomer, that I treated you so poorly and it dismayed me, all of it, every accusation when all I wanted to do was love you.
I feel so conflicted as I think in the end you were lying, I think you were cheating, I think you wanted any excuse to get rid of me and you managed it, you made me leave.
And yet I miss the girl I fell in love with. I know I'm only a person or two away to contact you on my behalf, but you've been with some guy for at least 2-3 years so far as I've been told.
Even if we did, to know someone else fucked you when I didn't, took your virginity when we promised to marry each other.
To crawl back feels like going through shards of glass, yet without you is seemingly just as painful.

I feel pathetic for saying I thought you really were my soul mate.
I need to stop posting these things, I can't seem to stop looking back, I keep thinking of you too much though.

>>34592131
I know how you feel anon
When they represented something you need in your life right now
When you hoped that you meant just as much to them as they said you did
When you're feeling so much pain and anger that you just don't know what to do with and you can't tell them because they're the source of it, and what are you gonna do? Burn the bridge and make it more unstable than it already is?

>>34592118
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/70Wq2s0yVKE

>>34592131
Middle initial?

>>34592094
why the hell would i want to read your chatgpt output? all you ai people have gone categorically insane. think for yourself
>>34591521
functionally he seems like a helpless drug addict. i wouldn't bother

>>34592172
>I know how you feel anon
>When they represented something you need in your life right now
>When you hoped that you meant just as much to them as they said you did
>When you're feeling so much pain and anger that you just don't know what to do with and you can't tell them because they're the source of it, and what are you gonna do? Burn the bridge and make it more unstable than it already is?
nta but this is exactly where I am right now :(

I wish my mother would die already.

Please. I know you hate me, I know I deserve it, I'm sorry. I need you.

I know I have no right to ask but please don't abandon me

>>34592131
You will forever be my favorite, I'm not trying to breadcrumb you. But we both can't see each other playing the long game.

I wish I didn't still love you. I wish I could let go. But I can't. Not unless I put myself through something even worse than what you did to me. The only way I'll forget. You broke my heart so badly. And still I would take you back with no hesitation despite the anger and it's not right. The end made move past everything before which I didn't think was possible. I don't think about any of it anymore. I don't want to be mad at you for the rest of my life. You could directly contact me if you wanted to but you choose not to. It's over.

>>34592245
Initial?

>>34592190
I'm not giving you my output, I'm just summarizing. ChatGPT misses the forest for the trees, is dead set on preventing catastrophizing, is unable to recognize context, and tries to solve a problem after a single input while it hyperfocuses on one point. It only made things worse. Google AI doesn't mince words, it's honest and holds you accountable when it should.

>>34592255
>I'm not giving you my output, I'm just summarizing.
nta but I really wish you people wouldn't. I even use LLMs to bounce ideas off of myself, but I know that nobody wants to read that shit.

>>34592262
I was able to make ChatGPT bearable and actually therapeutic by telling it to stop trying to give me answers and summarizing everything in point form after every single post I sent. I told it to instead give shorter responses and ask questions to try and build up a profile before trying to solve things. Also to not try and reframe the situation constantly. I started to enjoy speaking to it at that point and I was able to work out a lot of feelings instead of telling it to fuck off every other post.

Why the fuck do I put in all this energy just to get fucking ghosted for hours everyday. Makes me feel like a fucking loser talking to myself cause you were “at your friends house” or “dealing with family” like that stops you from checking your phone for two minutes.
Why do I completely let my guard down when you still hide everything from me. I’m starting to wonder if you’re even the person I thought you were. I’m starting to wonder if the feelings were as mutual as you told me.

>>34592284
I cannot grasp every single post that is for me, so if I miss your post, then you allowed to be mad. But I would ask for a little patience.

Almost got bit by a what I think was a brown recluse just now

>left hand itches
>swipe at itch with right hand
>look at hand
>some crushed insect on hand
>whip it off onto the floor

Fucking nasty
I wish it was winter, I hate bugs

I had to check up on you I had to know where you were, fuck I'm so sorry, I miss you, I need you, please tell me what to do, please tell me we'll get through this

You swore on our rock, right?

>>34592273
Psychotic, AI psychosis.

ahh my bf has been sleeping on my couch for the past two hours. dinner is waiting for you.. wake up already dang it!! i miss you my sleepy baby :c

Oh my god today is so fucking weird. Everyone under the sun is trying to talk to me all at once.

>>34592249
J

>>34590754
>>34591248

Larp bait from Colton all over this thread

>>34592163
C larp

>>34591475
She looks unhappy and unhealthy.

I HAVE ACHIEVED enlightenment(maybe).

nvrmnd im bad

Thunderstorms always fill me with anxiety about my electronics being destroyed.

>>34592476
You can be both bad and Enlightened.

Cleaning up after the elderly, grown fucking men is abysmal. I don’t give a fuck what I look like anymore, I’ve tried. I’m dont trying. I’m fine with being considered lazy. “Inattentive” Nobody else has given a fuck enought to do what I’ve done up until now. Nobody has asked how I’m managing. Nobody has offered help their 70 year old father out, because I’m the one expected to housekeep as “i’m the only other person that lives here”. I was fine with it, I overextended myself to help at first. I got rid of the rat and roach infestation on my own. I deep cleaned areas of the house that had not seen light in 5 or so years. Yet now, I’ve eaten out of the same bowl for almost 12 months, microwaving meals. The one thing I clean at all is the microwave, since you also get that dirty and it’s the only thing I can use. The sink is filthy, filled with plastic dishes and mold from everything sitting in putrid water. Food residue all over the stove. Unthawed meat and food you cook on the stove being left out unless I remember to put it away after you’ve fallen asleep, open containers in the fridge, cutting open resealable bags, overbuying and not using produce. Everything is rotted. Your room is a mess, food left out for gnats to swarm around, you dribble piss everywhere, leaving your adult diapers open and exposed. The stench of piss has been made a complaint btw. I’m supposed to remind you to wash your ass? In the tub that you also hoard dishes in? The tub that even I cannot use to bathe? There’s only fucking filth around me I don’t feel human. I cannot be round people knowing how I live. Washing my ass in a sink and cooking in a microwave. We are not living right. I want you to be comfortable, but I have to think sometimes, would it all end up like this again?If youre that old, why wont any of your children help you? Why do you not take consideration for me? Why has my grandfather grown into such a careless cunt?

I want to eat all the time
I wanna drink all the time
I don't want to feel anything
I don't know how I'm gonna pull out of this one

>>34592637
I hope you don't get alcohol poisoning.