>>34604023
Because the inside of your asshole feels good wrapped around his dick. Some people (not me) are able to have sex even with people they're upset with

>>34604023
why did you go weeks without showering

>>34604172
My body reeks and is appalling to look at. In no way would it make anyones dick hard

>>34604023
I'm not sure I understand. You cheated him, broke up with him, but still live on the same place?
Also, revenge against who? Why would he sleep with you to get revenge against you? Or do you mean revenge against his current gf?
Why do you not take a shower? Self-loathing? He forbid it?

>>34604347
1. Muh depression and bed rotting obviously
3. I don’t want my ex touching me anymore thus I resorted to being filthy as possible to gross him out

>>34604369
I became a roommate after we went our separate ways.

Revenge against me btw. His gf knows I cheated and allows him to sleep with me.

I know he does this to get back at me for whatever psychological reason to make me feel more guilty/jealous that our sex together lacks real connection and love vs what he has with his current gf.

>>34604459
I don't think he loves either of you, considering his actions and behavior.
Also, why do you let him sleep with you, if you despise him?
You said you have nowhere else to go, but do you really have no other options? Like friends or family, or maybe finding a new roomate?

You both were wrong for cheating, but there seems to be something a bit more messed up with the guy, like a 'I own you' thing or something.
My advices are to cut ties, seek shelter somewhere else as soon as possible, and do your best in your future relationships from now on.

Is this faggotry? Just wondering for lore reasons. Man has to jizz. I'll eat a wet pussy in front of me. I'll jizz even if it will ruin my life.

>>34604615
Hi gooner friend, not OP here,
We must assume faggotry since no gender was mentioned. Unwashed man ass is rancid while unwashed woman ass can also be rancid but still fuckable for a coomer of your statute.
I'm sorry that the fantasy is ruined but indeed since no gender was mentioned all of your investment in this thread dies here and mine too and it's sad, because it could have been a wonderful thread had I known we're talking about a bedridden female who got fucked here.

In any case, to OP:
you're a massive faggot. If you're a girl - what a den of worms, a slurry of virus infected solution, you guys are just ewie. Fucking and fucking and nothing else going on in your lives. Get some self respect, get up and clean yourself you pathetic pig. Like damn I am jealous that you can get sex and I can't, but I clean myself and it's always better to remain clean you disgusting hooaaar, ya filthy hooaar!! Clean up yer muff cabbage you disgustin hooar!!!

>>34604590
I ask myself why I let him then I realize no other man would ever have sex with me so I just let it happen.

I could always move back with parents, but there’s context why I can never move back with I’d rather not elaborate here since it’s irrelevant to this post.

Don’t get the wrong idea, my ex never cheated since he found his gf after our separation.

Thanks for your advice anon

>>34604803
I’m AFAB and ex is literally a dude. No one here is trans if you’re wondering.

I appreciate the harsh criticism and I get why you come at me with the generic whore label, it’s unfathomable I admit. Personally, sex isn’t worth it with someone you don’t love…… unless you’re into sex workers so there’s that.

Thanks though, even though I regularly wash my cunt and ass I’ll shower just for you anon.

>>34604023
Honestly, even bad sex is better than no sex at all.

>>34604850
Even if you’re slowly getting ED? When you can’t feel pleasure from it, why wouldn’t it be better to have no sex at all

>>34604855
I’m retarded, not ED. Meant to say whatever generic sexual dysfunction that occurs in women not men

>>34604829
>then I realize no other man would ever have sex with me so I just let it happen.
Didn't you cheat on him? Looks like there are other men who would have sex with you.

>>34604849
Weird smart aleck whore it's because you said jizz no normal woman says that

>>34604859
OP was asking about her ex's motivations.

>>34604867
I’m not the anon that said if this is faggotry I never use that term

>>34604869
I gotta start using the “OP here” in every post I make ffs this is why I specifically said I’m retarded in this thread

>>34604023
someone who let their cheating whore ex live with them would probably fuck them, what exactly is supposed to be surprising about that? /adv/ isn't a blog

>>34604354
why'd you cheat on your partner

>>34606906
yeah you're right

>>34604023
Can you describe the story of how you cheated? I find the female cheating epidemic lately to be really fascinating.

>>34604829
No problem OP.
I think you are being too harsh with yourself. This can be seen on your belief that no other man would ever want you, that you have to accept this degrading situation, and by not taking care of your hygiene and all.
Also I get not wanting to talk about your situation with your parents, it was just a suggestion. I still think you should find someplace else to be. Living on those conditions seems to be doing you no good.
I get that he didn't cheat you prior to you cheating him, but he is cheating his gf with you now, by using your body, so he is both taking advantage of you by playing on your guilt, and cheating his current gf by sleeping with you.

Like I said, cheating is wrong and you shouldn't have done it, but life goes on. This self-imposed suffering is not helping you, nor is it helping the guy, or anyone.
I'm sorry about your situation, OP, and hope that things get better. Learn from it all. get away from this situation you're in, distance yourself from this guy, and aim to do differently on your next relationships.
Best wishes.

>>34604023
>gets dumped for cheating
>lets taken ex fuck her whenever like a fleshlight
>doesnt like it but instead of stopping it tries not showering to prevent it
>comes to 4chan to ask about his reasoning
where can I find a dumb slut like this that I can use?
also men dont need reasons to have sex, and they need a whole lot more deterrent than some sweat, especially if you are hot.

>>34608284
Yea the thought of fucking some dirty, smelly, sweaty bitch that cheated on me is extremely hot to be honest. A literal dirty freeuse whore

>>34608283
Hah? She's in the wrong here man. Why are you gassing her up and running away?
Let her stink up your apartment and cheat on you if you've got all this praise and justification for her.

>>34608315
She was in the wrong, as I said twice. I have no sympathy for cheaters.
I haven't praised her, just said I was sorry for her situation, I don't think anyone should live like that.
I just think that she degrading herself like that isn't helping her or anyone.

She needs to learn and move on, and try to do better. giving up her body and living like a pig won't help.

hi retarded OP here

>>34608209
>>34608220
The environment living with my ex and his family was incredibly toxic and abusive. I caved into alcoholism & addiction, then looking for any way to cope; thus being a whore. I got drunk and sexted with an old friend. My ex found out by going through my dms while I passed out.

>>34606906
After solely being co-dependent on my ex for so many years, finding someplace else that tolerates an incompetent person seems impossible. I’ve been put on disability due to my mental illness for context.

Thanks again for your further advice anon

>>34608887
Right, you're his live-whore at this point.
You could go elsewhere and prostitute yourself to other penises or stay with the current penis.
You're not going to go anywhere in life no matter which one you pick though.

Guess cheating wasn't a good idea longterm, who would have thought?

>>34608887
meant to reply to >>34608283 not >>34606906, I fucking hate using this site on mobile

>>34608910
Ofc cheating is the worst decision anyone can make, and every consequence that comes with it is justified from what I learned

If there were local men in my area that would stoop down to my level, then maybe I’d objectify my body

ATP I’m not really bothered about how my life turned out, I’m able to cope peacefully in my own delisions whilst living with my ex.

Only dumbfounded as to why my ex has the courage to still fuck my disgusting cunt when he already has a gf

>>34609033
Escape this cycle dude, it's not good for you, him, or his gf. No person must live like this.