I emotionally betrayed and ruined my relation with a girl of my dreams out of loyalty for my friends. She turned out to be right about them and they turned out to be snakes after all these years, I unironically feel like that douchebag Chris from The Sopranos. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=11OrXoOpdHkEven before that revelation my anger at her started slowly turning into remorse, getting stronger with each week. I apologized to her, not counting for anything; she accepted but admitted that our relation won't ever be the same again. After these people turned out to be cunts I started spiraling into depression. I'm not suicidal but I've lost all my strength and motivation, feel tired all the time and I'm left with an overwhelming feeling of guilt which really makes me feel like I should be punished and hurt. How do you deal with these feelings?
just jerk off or whatevertake h to cope like that fictional character on the programme
>>34611696Just speculating here might be a cope - the dilemma was a double bind if you chose your gf some bullshit would happen too.Being a mediator is suffering man, every time.
>>34611696>How do you deal with these feelings?You find someone else, and don't make the same mistakes.
It’s like the regularness of life is too hard for you
