>25>Fat>Living with parents because I can't afford to move out>Want to pursue a degree in CS for the next 3-4 years but have zero coding skills (let alone projects) especially in this dogshit market where high-school students graduate with projects and skills ready to apply for internships>Currently working part-time minimum wage at a grocery store>Never had a gf>All I see is an uncertain or bleak future aheadAm I hopelessly fucked already? My dream has been to one day get a successful career as a SWE and work at a game company but I've wasted so much time and be so horribly behind that it'll probably take me a decade for me to catch up and by then I might face age discrimination when looking for jobs. And the tech job market feels just as bleak and uncertain after 3-4 years of constant layoffs, that even those who did everything right are struggling to find and keep jobs. I feel like I'm wasted potential, that 10 years ago I could've done things to prepare me for the real world and even right now I still feel like that I'm not ready for. And getting a gf, a nice place to live, lmao, even if I went to the gym and made myself fit and attractive, I still would be horribly broke to afford my own place and privacy.What should I do? And don't suggest trades or military because I refuse to do those jobs that can literally kill people, like doing literal back breaking work or dying/killing for Israel. I really want to do CS but considering the shit job market with its uncertain future, I may not have a choice but be forced to pivot into something like electrical engineering that hopefully won't be oversaturated and faced with a shit job market as well.
>>34617380I went to college at 25 to "redeem" myself in 2021 and it got me nowhere. I'm defaulted on my student loans and doing odd jobs on Facebook for under the table tax free income and splitting an apartment with two roommates.
>>34617380>successful career as a SWE>and work at a game companydoesn't exist. didn't exist when things were good, either
>>34617398It was a slim possibility in 2011 if you were willing to split rent with roommates in California but dead by 2020.