I wasn't being payed for jobs, my trucking license is stuck in valid/invalid and from another state, had to sell most things to move back to where I'm from, now I'm stuck at a place with a couple people who kinda help, but are also abusive and basically leave me with almost no money or ability to get around. They're not from here either so they aren't really with it. I kinda just work the land as I can but I'm mostly the only one doing it and I feel like a slave. All my family and friends stepped away since they have steady jobs and housing and don't want to think about me. I'm happy not to be completely unhoused for almost a year, but no "support system" has really done anything. I play maplestory and use what money I do have on food, but it's not enough for my own olace. Theres plenty of abandoned houses around but I'd rather not try living there and end up encountering cops or landlorders. They're both older, had traveled all over, and have connections and money. I feel like there's no escape that wouldn't leave me sunburnt and out of money before my paycheck. It rains hard here too. Why is everybody and everythin so hostile now, I'd ask. They/my ex never hear me out and for some reason, are kinda puritans while also being kinda smelly and lazy, talk as if my body is theirs, i talk english but I have a lot of language factors. Also like **I'm Not You**... They get pissed off if my body isn't well, as if I'm an extension of them, and I wonder why while trying to keep away
Sounds to me like you need to leave.
>>34619326That's genious
