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>>34622238
Will things work out with the woman that I'm talking to?

>>34622266
It seems both sides have a lot of fantasies and illusion and hopes and dreams about this and there’s a lot of mental activity going on about it so I would be more assertive in trying to separate realistic goals from fantasies because it seems like there might be an issue in travelling to see one another or you might feel like you are too inexperienced or there might be delays in moving things to the next level however you make her feel like a woman and she is very drawn to you and she enjoys you and she feels warm toward you and there’s emotional satisfaction involved or some sort of maybe even drinking or drug use or both are very satisfied where they are currently in their relation so I would say it can work if you use your free will to make it work because the woman is where she wants to be and you make her feel good and there is emotional satisfaction

What is her primary intent with me

>>34622238
when will the pain stop

>>34622238
You used AI to write this crap comment, nobody needs your AI slop as a business.

will they keep their word and wait or do I need to keep my options open and stay in my own lane?

>>34622371
She might not love the world or she might not love herself or she might not have any love to give and she’s also either insecure or depleted of all her strength and energy but she wants to give you something or give you an opportunity or an offer that is aligned toward your or her values or may even want a relationship with you and see you as a potential lover. If not a love interest, she wants to start or give a new practical opportunity in alignment with certain choices and values you might share, if in business.

>>34622401
That is definitely not the case

>>34622393
Oh just because Ai—took this from actual writers doesn’t mean I’m going to stop using it, I’ve used it since middle school to write. Jackass. And what I wrote is simple…why are you mad even if Ai wrote it? Cunt

>>34622407
You’ll find out either way, and if you know her intentions why ask me?

>>34622358
Felt nice, but if you say too much that also works against you. You got about 40% of it right. Everyone has insecurities and fantasies but not everyone deals with specifics like me making her feel like a woman or drinking/drugs. Maybe some people can string that along like "oh the drinking is because of her job", but I'm not that type of person to begin with. If you take your time and measure your inferences you're much more likely to make correct guesses that'll goad people into hearing what they want. There's also the whole physical aspect that you can't really tap online so that'll always be a disadvantage in this sort of setting.
There's money in fortune readings but it's usually on the tarot or esoteric nu-divination/healing side of things, both teaching or just doing readings/consultations/appointments.

>>34622238
Does she still like me even if she got another boyfriend before I had the chance to ask her out? Or am I the only one still holding on?

>>34622378
You have to cut the wheat from the chaff, cull your mind of fantasies and delusions. You might have many options or many desires or many paths forward or many illusions or many different things in your mind and in your world and in your life and you’re not sure what to choose or where to go and which ones will harm you. I suggest completely focusing on what you can do every single day such as a routine or a chore or something you dedicate and devote yourself to every single day you need something to build every day and something you can build for a long time, just focus on things like your work or working out or a hobby or a skill or something that you can always have every single day for a long time with patience that only adds to your life. That is the solution, not a scheme. Maybe you need to seek out a motherly council or you need to nurture yourself more and give yourself more warmth and nurture your environment because as you become yourself through this nurturing and you blossom you will attract bees okay? You will attract the bees instead of having to constantly manipulate or constantly be a shyster or constantly have to leverage or get one over on another person or constantly have to take shortcuts or constantly have to manipulate you need to get rid of that from your mind completely the only thing you need to focus on is what you can build toward every single day with patient reliance and to focus on carrying yourself as a beautiful flower in the garden once you do that everything else will magnetise and come to you and everything from you will be honey and everything to you will be honey instead of having to be this snake oil salesman writhing around in life trying to get one over or manipulate situations. Please take care of yourself

>>34622395
No. They’re a liar, they’re scheming, doing something ulterior. Don’t trust them. They’re distancing themselves or promising things they won’t do.

>>34622425
this all tracks
thank you for your time

>>34622416
Just take what’s useful. The drinking and drugs could mean delightful satisfaction in indulgent wonderful conditions. Chill.

>>34622411
Because if you're going to start a business doing this, you better be good. I know her well enough that I can narrow it down to 2-3 things what her intentions regarding me are, but even with your prediction being as vague and wide-reaching as possible, it's still completely off the mark.

Help me choose between the two options I have. How do I know which choice is the right one?

>>34622423
I think her being with another or her choosing another or being in a vicinity of another only lets her realise more and more that you seem to be the real one and the experienced one the dependable one the provider the protector the real man the real visionary the real one that ignites her passions and makes her want to sink into you as you are the one that’s conquered this world or can or can introduce her to a whole new world…..

>>34622437
Hey you know what I appreciate what you’re saying a lot. I’ll think and reflect on it. I expect a lot of turbulence at first starting this biz and do appreciate your course correction and input. I have some raw material and I wouldn’t charge much, but package and delivery and more practice can use work you’re right

>>34622435
>Just take what’s useful.
I will, don't worry.
>Chill.
No chill!

>>34622441
I think you can choose which one is the right one by first judging which one is the wrong one so under extreme judgement and scrutiny and maybe even which one would God want you not to take, which one would restrain you and your energy and your resources and put you in a protective defensive position and which one would not be viable long-term, which one would jeopardise your bloodline or your future family and which one do you think choosing would keep you up at night more, which one do you think will make you toss and turn at night in the end?

>>34622451
Thank you I’ll try to chill myself, I appreciate your input regardless. Gotta work on myself

Does he like me back?
Will he contact me soon?

>>34622453
It's helpful, thank you. I like the way you write.

>>34622460
I think you are going against your own intuition pursuing this person or they’re very secretive. They are an extreme avoidant player energy and I feel like they’re moving away from you in detachment or avoidance. If not a player and if not leaving you, then he’s coming toward you but this person is not honest with themselves, and they have an extremely frustrated energy about them…might not be healthy. Huge ego. Careful.
He will contact you soon though for sure.

Why am I so miserable? Why do I have conflicting thoughts about everything? Will I continue going through life all alone? Is this my nature?

>>34622463
Aw thank you I appreciate that a lot. I use voice to text but try to make it sound aight to the person reading. I appreciate the comment, as I’d like to improve.

>>34622464
Wow anon, spot on!
He is not a player though..
He cut contact with me last year so do you think he is going to contact me even if he is leaving me?
Do you think I should back away and leave it behind or pursue it if he reaches out?
Can you guess what his intentions/feelings towards me are?

>>34622467
You’re miserable because you never have any rest, or true rest or a break or peace. You’re always called to be strong, always called to action. perhaps you never give yourself any sort of rest because you always see yourself and always put yourself in the position of being the strong one. it always seems like maybe God is calling you to a greater purpose but constantly and you’re tired. You have conflicting thoughts because you have a lot of mental conflict, a lot of mental agitation, you sort of maybe with a lack of vitamins, lack of sunlight or lack of rest it is making you spiral. you constantly feed those mental agitation spirals so very paranoid too. you might constantly want answers where there are none or answers before they have time to develop. you beat dead horses with your mind or watch water boil…. you’re conflicted because you don’t have another person to bounce ideas off of or you don’t have a person where you feel like a true connection with or you avoid these sorts of connections too and it seems like you are very risk prone and you want to trust and believe in the world and in the universe and in your life, but you also might be afraid of risk or you’ve had bad things happen to you when you took a risk maybe you just don’t think things through and you just take the leap first and hope things work out. So you may operate by Blind Faith and have no one to bounce ideas off so you get stuck in your own head and then you don’t even get any rest. All the rest is missing the magnesium and the glycine combo. You’re not gonna be alone you just have to be a little bit more future oriented and look towards the future more and you have to fight for what you think and believe in and what you want to…cont

>>34622515
. You will be alone because of your nature if you keep staring at what’s wrong instead of being grateful for what’s right and you have to be the type to be reliable and dependable and willing to commit in long-term circumstances in constant devotion and in constant investment overtime you have to be seen as reliable and dependable as a man you have to be seen as someone that will be there for someone in the long haul with patience and reliability and it seems like you may lack things in daily life that build towards something so like a job or working out or a skill or developing a relationship or something like that, you have to think more in longer timelines

>>34622493
Well now that we keep poking at this I don’t think he’s gonna come back now because there might not be anything to come back to like a home or a relationship or something built. Did you guys even build anything? Maybe he has no way of coming back now, but even if he did, it’s just trying to make water and oil work, it’s not well maybe I mean I wouldn’t do it. How he feels about you is extreme mental pressure and avoidance might come from that. Like he wants to explode. Why did he stop talking to you? I wouldn’t talk to no jackass that cut me off and came back. His intentions is to use you for what you got primarily anything material or valuable, like your body especially if you’re not taking care of your own self, they he can exploit that.

>>34622515
You are mostly right. I think you can get a decent read of someone with little input.
I only really care about my parents and sister. I hide how miserable I'm from them, I've always done it but now it's easier since I live abroad. If you ask them, my shit doesn't smell and I don't bleed or sweat. I fake being strong to not worry them. Can't have them know how week and broken I am.
I eat unhealthy, don't enjoy much sunlight and sleep maybe 4-5 hours per day but I don't think that's the root of my predicament. Although it certainly doesn't help. I've always been this way.
The thing about the future is that I don't really see value in anything, I move by inertia if that makes sense.

Anyway thank you for your words anon

>>34622533
Your response earlier was so eerily accurate that I forgot you dont know the full context ahhh sorry!!!!
I have no idea why he cut me off I dont understand him at all
Its been stuck in my mind because I cant figure out the reason he approached me in the first place, your reading really helped me thank you SO SO much

>>34622542
You need to join a gym, 7 hours sleep minimum. You’re gonna be FUCKED at 50…just imagine running on fumes for decades, I’d rather blow my brains out. Stop digging your own grave like this. Have some compassion for yourself instead of giving it all to others. It’s that lack of rest that is destroying you….oooo this is how you always been….ok that’s not your nature that’s you starving your body and mind burning the candle at both ends….one medical hardship and it’s over. Don’t make God fold you like a lawn chair to force you to rest. Like he did me.
Take magic mushrooms perhaps. Also, that’s so silly to think imagine someone constantly deficient and under nourish and not getting any sleep and then thinking that’s his nature to view things in such a depressive way only focusing on the negative and having such great mental agitation….nuts. You know the perfect picture could be right in front of you but because you’re in that state you will never see the good you will only see the bad because of the lens of your mind and the lens that you’re stuck in but if you change some things the same exact picture is gonna be in front of you but you might finally in like 30 years see that there was a beautiful flower painted right in the middle that you have never seen never noticed and never looked at.

>>34622558
There’s some extreme pressured energy inside him…he might have a secret micro penis…..

>>34622566
I feel bad for saying it but I don't really have intentions of making it to 50.
You are right. I do need to take better care of myself. I tried lsd some weeks ago. Like I mentioned I contradict myself a lot. During the trip I viewed things differently and saw some traces of beauty in me. Sadly that feeling is gone. I think I will try it again. I'm aware it helps people. I think it will givf it another go the next week.
Again, thanks for your words. I don't know you but you seem caring and compassionate. I think that's beautiful

>>34622570
This may be true…. he doesnt seem like he would though… hmmmmmmm a lot to think about for me..

>>34622238
Hi.
Am I dead inside? And will I be happier and less in suffering in balance if I wasn't.

>>34622585
For things like psychedelics I highly agree with them especially magic mushrooms but you maybe have to do it a little bit more often so you can integrate it more through repetition…and you have to do everything in your power to not forget so I myself bought symbols that have stuck with me in my trips which are forget me not flowers and dinosaurs and swamps and thinking of man beasts… this then made me think of painting myself naked huddled next to the flame of a lighter in a bunker using my own skins as material metal. Imagine a bunch of skins of different versions of me or the same protecting myself as a part of the bunker… and you know I’m only saying this because this now influences me learning about history and taking up painting and taking time to study different religions and taking time to study different historical leaders and taking time to build my own comprehensive framework of what’s true to me and true to my story and true to my spirit, honouring my bloodline and the human and animal in me. I joined a gym too and started weightlifting after getting hit by a car again and breaking bones. It makes me think the energy that I felt with you is that of God and an animal. I think you might have to honour the animal more because your strength comes from that very same place. I think you have to get way more deeper into your body as a benevolent predator. Become stronger to awaken more blessings and have a new awakening, but through a compassion to yourself the same you extend towards others. Imagine if a dinosaur was right next to you, you’d focus on what’s important, not existing on fumes so you can either run farther or kill it or make some sort of plan… anyway. Yeah, imagine how many calories your brain is burning every day being in mental agitation…yikes. Burning up fumes. Gotta shove milk and meat and potato in there. Your mitochondria might be screaming for help. Living past 50…thoughts will change if vitamins to your brain

>>34622608
You seem to have gone through something ego shattering but you survived and still carry the marks on you and you are very secretive and you keep a lot to yourself and actually you’re the type to be very direct and very action oriented and very much the type to be decisive and not afraid of any argument or conflict or to cut through others or through anything and you’re very focused on your bloodline and your family and your lineage and long-term things maybe even the kingdom of God and your spiritual inheritance so I don’t think that you’re dead inside. I just think you keep a lot to yourself and you may compartmentalise your emotions a lot as well. I wouldn’t think I just think you’re very serious and you withhold a lot and you observe a lot and not a lot of people can get to you because you’re so private and you focus on serious things, serious long-term things and things that matter years and years and years from now but there’s still a lot of energy in you. I don’t see why you would think you’re so dead inside well I do but no, why would there be anything wrong with you? Maybe because you are thinking you can’t get along with some sort of Normie simpleton?

>>34622629
I've only had a single psychedelic experience. I felt like a child and saw patterns collapse into another patterns in awe, feeling as if I was being pulled away from my body. I felt so much gratitude for everything, including me getting to be me. I think I should honor that gratitude by being kinder to myself. You are right. But that feeling is done so I need to relieve the experience. I will go to sleep now, as it's 5 am here. I will try to get 7 hours.
I engage with others so little. You have no idea how much I value this interaction.
Godspeed, kind person

>>34622648
Hmm I see.
Maybe there is nothing wrong with me after all, I always felt like something was off with me though...
Will I ever feel like there isn't something wrong we me? Worthy? Content with the state of things? How? And if I somehow manage to turn off my constant insecurity which has been my strongest most sharp motivator, will it be a mistake that in the end leaves me with mediocrity and precarity, or will I be healthier and more competent for it? What could I tap into that's more effective or even remotely replaceable to me burning the endless fuel of my fear and misery?

>>34622661
You expect me to fully answer 6 more questions from you when I’ve already answered you before…? Dude knock it off with the greed. First answer is yes if you find self compassion, strength, and restraint of your vices and able to restrain and control and ride the dragon that is your life and any beast that comes to you, you will in the end stop being so insecure and cowardly and weak and lacking in strength and discipline and compassion and self compassion

Is this connection worth holding or am i burning energy on something that was not going to last.

anything you can see?

>>34622408
>I’ve used it since middle school to write.
I doubt considering the first time you knew how to use it, and now in this second comment you don't have a clue, lol.

>Jackass. Cunt
Your father is a jackass, and you mother is a cunt, and a whore.

What number am I thinking of?

i'm stuck between sticking it out where i'm at with the person i'm with and being isolate or going back home and trying to be happy with my family again. i'm really tortured about this and some other stuff. am i gonna die?

>>34623824
i can use it---just to show you
it auto corrects into a fluid line on the phone instead of typing on my laptop where theres spaces

You are again assuming things, and looking very very stupid. I've used it for my papers since middle school, and I skipped 2 grades and went straight to college because of my writing. You are such a sensitive little bitch aren't you? Think he's such a genius. You really think what I wrote AI wrote...? A simple message that sounds very human just because it autocorrected hyphens into a fluid line? retard. plenty of people still use it. especially in real technical writing. or lawyers use it. kill yourself.

>>34624326
you're thinking of a giant black cock twisted into a 7

>>34622795
Hey hope you’re doing well and see this
What I’m getting is that this person will take from you everything you have or you’re gonna give everything you have to this person at the expense of yourself and they won’t give you much back. It’s gonna be a drain in terms of practical finances and also your environment how you feel about yourself it’s gonna be a complete drain and the energy is gonna be blocked and the attention is gonna weigh and the spark is going to be lost and I don’t think they appreciate you or value you or this might be a very egotistical person and it’s also like making oil and water work I’m not sure if there’s elements yeah there’s a lot of elements off. I’m not sure about chemistry but that might be off but it’s just too many elements are off to make it work. It’s gonna be a complete pain in the ass and you’re just gonna force things if you try.

>>34625974
You’re not gonna die you have a lot of resources and a lot of people that want to give you resources and there’s a lot of exchanges available to you and a lot of opportunities where you can put yourself out there and people will come to you and offer you a resource and exchange for something there’s some sort of power dynamics or resource dynamics you can leverage or go find or explore so for the death question no it seems like you’re just too damn tied to others into this world right now to be left alone to die or to want to die there’s there’s something you can still give-and-take. Don’t go home to try to be happy with family again that’s a loss cause there’s some sort of it. Just won’t work out like you’ll lose the rains and control completely and there’s a lot of maybe unfair or karmically wrong or wrong things going on if you do go back, it’ll be very how should I say? Maybe even the law will be involved because of how unfair and wrong things are and there’s just a real lack of chemistry between you and your family. I wouldn’t do it. Don’t do it.

>>34622238
What can I ask? I have too many things to ask and everything is too fucked up. Can I simply ask if, how and when things will get better for me?

>>34626166
I can't remember the exact number I was thinking of when I made that post but it was definitely double digits, time to get a real job OP.

Was it the right to decision to break up with my boyfriend last night