I am male despite the image. My life feels pretty meh currently. I'm currently in my second year of law school and through it I've had a decent circle of friends for the very first time in my life and have people to bond with most days. I have some hobbies that I enjoy, but even if I can't have the time to pursue them studying keeps me occupied. I have been working and eating better by avoiding sugar, eating more vegetables, and eating less than I used to.As for the bad part, for the past 3 years I still haven't gotten over this girl and I still stalk her socials, her GF's socials (she turned out to be a lesbian), and even her mother's socials just to get a glimpse of her. That said, being in law school and simply just getting older and coming across more people has exposed me to various kinds of young women that while I still acknowledge that there are things I admire about her, she's become less and less exceptional to me. I often get a feeling of wanting to talk to her again, but I understand full well that I don't need to and would probably scurry off or ignore her as best as I can if ever I come across her in person.I think I've just been missing the intensity I had when I started to fall for her, which was just about the same as I had for two girls before her and especially for the first girl among those two who made really made my heart beat when I was nearing the age of 14. Should I just keep sitting with the lull? Have I not learned enough yet?
The more you chase happiness, the more miserable you will be. The more you enjoy life, the happier you will be. Maybe try to be glad for the fact your mom or dad take you to McDonald's to have a burger while this "alpha male" has to eat beans and pay child support bills. I know you want to get your dick wet a lot of men do. But you got to enjoy the little things in life. Anon I know your life is worse than mine, but if you keep letting it consume you you'll keep feeling worse and worse everyday. Don't let your sadness consume because your love story crumbled away. True half of social media is bitching about that and getting their happy ending. But a better happy ending is learning to be strong enough to not need it, because while they're crying from their divorce, you're gonna be partying with a hot girl some day.
And even if you go your entire life without friends and a girlfriend, at least you had the balls to enjoy life compared to some diva who whined about getting a car she didn't wanted.
