This sounds antithetical to living peacefully but sometimes I think about how the GF of this girl I fell for but never dated clearly has anxious attachment, like I'm sure they miss each other while they're both in their respective hometowns on academic break but it seems apparent that the former misses her GF more than vice versa. The relationship is still a year old and they're clearly still in the honeymoon period. I remember seeing reposts from her TikTok around the time they just became a thing that she was so happy to be in a relationship and no longer sulking with ChatGPT.On the other hand, I was as anxiously attached as she was then and I might probably still be, and in the first few weeks after learning of their relationship I questioned everything I believed in that the person who I used to be would be repulsed with the things I say and believe in now.Not as painful as it used to be though, but it may be because I've been setting a more disciplined schedule for checking their accounts and have no longer been posting on edgy/contrarian Internet forums about my thoughts on their relationship. Currently been eating better, social circle is OK, my law school readings help me schedule my day, and my guitar helps keep me sane.
Forgot to mention though that prior to the girl becoming the GF of the girl I fell for she may have been "plotting" on other girls while I was stuck on the latter the whole time and was getting sad that I couldn't get to see her again because we'd finished undergrad together. The two girls I mentioned here were both my classmates
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