i want to try to do stuff on my life, like drawing, learn to code/make games, cook, maybe read books and understand them, etc., but i mostly wanna do the first twothe issue is that when it comes to doing it i simply dont. I cant start, continue or finish the i stuff that i want to do. I cant force myself to do it nor can focus on the task i decide to do, even if its a low effort one(for example, lets say i decide to draw something. I cant bring myself to start, and even if i do, i never finish it, no matter if its even a simple thing. And to be honest i kinda hate the idea of doing simple things to hone skill but thats a different topic i think idk). I wanna be better. I dont even care about making money with(not that much, atleast. If im able to make some money out of it somehow then thats mostly a bonus, doing the thing is more important)what do i do? how do i commit to stuff and focus to make/learn it till finish? how to hone my craft(if i can even say i have such thing)?
>>34638069You have ADHD.
>>34638152yeah recently ive been thinking that it might be that but i didnt go all in on it because that kind of stuff can be mistaken, as in, you have a thing that is part of adhd but not adhd itself. I dont like the idea of a self diagnosis, but i honestly dont see any other solution and most of the time when i search about it i find myself linking to some of its traitsif i do have it then it would be switching one problem for another because then i would need to go to a doctor and do stuff, but i cant do stuff like that by myself
