My life in general had never gone very well.I had always felt alone.I couldn't truly feel at home either at school or in my own house.When I entered the eighth grade and transferred to a new school I met a girl.Up until then I had never experienced love before.In fact I didn't even realize I had fallen in love until much later.We quickly became friends.She was exactly like me.We talked constantly sat together in class joked around and even playfully fought with each other.Then she transferred to another school and I lost contact with her.My family was poor and at that time I didn't even have phone.During all the time we were apart I could never bring myself to love anyone else.Almost three years later on February 23 of this year I finally found her phone number and called her.By then she had almost forgotten who I was but the moment we started talking again those same warm feelings came rushing back.We were incredibly alike—almost like a brother and sister. We even looked somewhat similar but more importantly our personalities were nearly identical.She often told me that I was the only person she could truly open up to. She said it was amazing that I knew how to cook that I understood her better than anyone else and many other things.We met a few times stayed out walking until late at night andI cooked for her.She absolutely loved the tiramisu I made.That continued for exactly two months—until April 23. On April 23 we were supposed to meet again but we wouldn't.I had baked brownies for her and bought her a bouquet of lilacs. She couldn't come. When I asked her why she told me she was out with her boyfriend.On April 17 he had confessed his feelings to her and they had started dating.I was completely shocked.I asked What about me? She replied that she had always thought we were just friends and that she had never realized I had feelings for her.Then she told me that she couldn't keep talking to me anymore.The next morning she blocked mealready iam graduated
>>34638850Yeah, my advice is use this as a learning experience. Women are closer to animals than actual human beings. I guarantee the reason she chose the other guy over you is just because he has a better face. The only way to win the game is not play. Never get attached to another woman again.
>>34638857To be honest, this world has disappointed me
You're right, she never called me handsome, but she did manage to praise this guy's face
