Unless you’re numbing yourself with drugs and entertainment 24/7 even a cushy life with goals talents and an above average appearance mean nothing. Even when good things are happening and I’m happy death is still not even unappealing. Nothing is worth living for. It’s so hard to find people I can connect with without a mask. But even having that doesn’t fix me. Any anons have experience getting a gun in Massachusetts?
>>34646766stop being a homo nihilist materialist