My 20th birthday is coming up, and Ive been reflecting on my life these past few days, I feel like Ive wasted my time on this earth and that Im not going to accomplish absolutely anything. I dropped out of high school, Nobody wants to employ my sperg ass, I dont have any irl friends, and, literally, the only time I was in a relationship was with a pedophile bpdemon whore that I met in the psychward when I was like 15. Ive already tried to kill myself three times but Im so useless that I couldnt even pull it off. I feel like its truly over and that its not my fault. What should I do man?
>>34647020>im 20 years old>my life is over!!!! I've wasted my life!!! aaaaahhh!!!!im so tired of this meme.
>>34647020That relationship sounds based, what happened?Also embrace whimsy and do whatever the fuck you want lol
>>34647020I'm 25 and wish I was 20 again. People learn too far into either direction on this debate. Yes, early 20s is young, but you shouldn't have spent 20-25 eating doritos and jerking off like I did. By the time I graduate college, I'll have been unemployed for 10+ years. I hope someone'll hire me.
You've probably been told this already, but you're still young.I thought my life was over and hopeless so many times in my 20s, and my doomerism caused me to constantly not pursue opportunities that could have seriously changed my life had I not already been convinced that it was too late for me. Then every time I missed one of those chances, I was convinced that THIS TIME, for REAL I really did miss my chance and it was over, only for me to then repeat the same mistake of not pursuing opportunities and chances that were still open to me, and I repeated that cycle for a decade straight, until it really DID become too late for me to do a lot of shitDon't do what I did.Realize that you are still young and have many, many chances to turn things around, but also don't get complacent and ignore opportunities and chances just because you think you'll get more (and again, don't not do things just because you assume it's too late: It's not)
>>34647020The reality is that you're correct in that it's mostly over for whatever dreams you had as kid or getting wealthy. The highschool dropout thing is a dead giveaway that you're not able to compete in the real world and are too impulsive. Best bet is to find apprenticeship under someone where you at least have one employable skill, but stocking shelves will do too. Research how to save and budget so you have some money when an actual opportunity comes along.
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