> be me, 26F> never dated> 25M guy, autistic as fuck, teaches college math, kind of nice to look at> small physical disability, well-managed> good with friends, blunt to strangers but everyone loves him anyway> meanwhile he's warmed to me because we bantered over stupid shit like both having perfect pitch and sensory quirks and arguing over what color F# is> he stays behind in library infodumping math at me for like 1-2 hours> says clinically dumb shit on the regular, went to shitty school got the shittiest fucking grades> thought a movie was racist until he saw it won awards therefore not racist> don't think he knows what antibodies are> but he's weirdly locked onto everything I say, finds the contradictions and needles them, nobody else does this> his moods are so goddamn transparent, bounds over like a golden retriever whenever he sees me> I can find a flaw in literally anybody to dodge intimacy> career/achievement is the only security blanket I have and my job might make me need to move cities soonis this a 'let it be what it was' sort of thing or am I being avoidant again
>>34648641how the fuck do i know, you described what he does instead of what you feel
>>34648641so you guys never even went on a single date together? sounds like hes fumbling you and youre just losing attraction because hes not in his masculine. not your fault
