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Anonymous
 No.34648940
 No.34648940
>3rd world shit country
>not male, almost 30 years old
>boss discovers that I'm mentally ill and wants stated in my contract that I'm disabled
>lost my contract and I need to get through medical evalution for a new one
>seek free psychiatrist who just ignored the help I asked and made me pay for pills that made me be flled with murderous thoughts
>shit pills are a waste of money and I can't do shit besides waiting for exams
>it's taking months and I'm currently unemployed
>while I'm waiting I've tried to apply to another jobs, nobody calls me for interview and if there's interview it's with groups where I go completely ignored
>saving money as possible
>had to be isolated at home waiting for doctors to call me
>the money I've saved is now gone
>tried to apply to a social security program, but still have no answer
>my mental health is worse than before
>divorced parents doesn't want me to stay at their houses
>they at least offered help, but it's not enough for me to pay the bills and eat at the same time
>no friends IRL nor online
>not active in any online group
>the last time that I talked to a non-anonymous person was 1 month ago and I was left on read
>filled with guilt for being weak at work after doing my best
>can't stop thinking about killing myself but also worried about how it can make people feel bad for it
>all this is making me feel so stressed
>now I have to deal with meltdowns and headaches almost everyday
>can't focus on studying or working at the computer because I can't ignore how everything is fucked and I become more stressed
>can't do anything more productive besides wait for medical evaluation that is taking forever and becoming homeless, then dying of hunger or whatever
>drugs don't make me feel good, besides I have no money for it
>escapism is not making life more tolerable
>not interested in stealing or killing people, I just have to control the hurtful thoughts and be left alone
How can people say that it can get better? How is it possible?
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Anonymous
 No.34648946
 No.34648946
what is the book in the OP image, or is it just AI?
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Anonymous
 No.34648966
 No.34648966
>>34648946
It's not AI. I don't know what book this is.
There's another image and this one is called Ruthless Vows.
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Anonymous
 No.34649173
 No.34649173
>>34648940
>I'm ill
What do you have?
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