How do I learn to stop being so misanthropic and angry when I'm constantly reminded of being an autistic creep? I dont feel like talking or hanging out with friends and when I do, I feel like I'm annoying or boring them. I work two wagie jobs and only get one day off a week where I ruminate and try to clean before I have to go back to work. I also get ignored and disrespected at one of them for being a security guard that has to check people's belongings and ask them to fill out paperwork. I set boundaries at this job where I don't speak beyond what's necessary for the job but it's gotten to the point where people laugh and give me attitude for doing the job "too seriously". but I don't want to socialize with people who are disrespectful to me but cool with other guards. Looking forfeedback
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