>man>have bpd>not above a 7/10>lonely>suicidal>on pc everyday allday>LDAR Should I just rope at this point, I feel like I'd be better off dead than I won't have to live in pain and distress everyday at least if I am dead than I won't have to feel anything anymore. All I ever wanted was a significant other to love me.
>>34652842Nah. Because you would be roping because you felt you couldn't be happy. But you can't be happy when you're dead. So it's pointless to kill yourself. But that doesn't mean life will be pointless. Maybe consider that your entire point of living is to see the day where you survive BPD, where you put it into remission and become some of the valuably rare few who know what it's like to be consumed by such an empty and painful demon of a disorder yet live to tell the tale? Former borderlines are amazing people who have crazy wisdom and insights to share after they've healed. It was a former BPD who genuinely played a massive role in saving my life and all they had to do was speak what they knew. You can get a significant other to love you, and what's even better is you won't have to force the matter, they just freely choose you. And it will be at a time where your BPD has been out into remission. This isn't an impossible fairytale I describe, even if it feels impossible to your current reality. But it's entirely possible I've witnessed recovery with my own two eyes. So hang in there, yeah?
>>34652842you can't be a man and have bpd dude. it just ain't real. maybe your uncle touched you or whatever but you need to man up and cut the bullshit.
>>34652857Thank you for your words. You're getting through to me. I know it's possible to go into remission but honestly the amount of effort that it seems to take is overwhelming. But I suppose you're right I really should just hang in there, I hope things can get better.
