A mentally unwell guy, currently questioning all of living to undercount everything with the human condition and free myself from the irrationality of it.I recently felt like Illusionism and Determinism is helping me out as it makes me feel like it’s not really my own fault for being like this as I have no free will or even something what we call consciousness.But it still end up suffering, and I don’t get it.
>>34653463Because determinism is irrational, and your subconscious knows it. There are other places to take solace, though, so not all hope is lost. For example, all happiness and well-being comes from virtue and you're the one who gets to choose how virtuous you will be. This mode of thinking strips away the things you can't control and labels them as unimportant while pointing you in the direction of what you do get to control, which is all-important. A man who loves honesty, integrity and compassion more than anything else is never miserable or defeated, because nothing in this life has the power to separate him from his honesty, integrity or compassion.
>>34653475True true, except for the subconscious crap, that and the unconscious play into what I’m going with this, also taking in labeling, memories, stimuli, emotions and all I feel is a biological machine that is irrational. I shouldn’t exist with things like anxiety but I DO, and that has sent me into an existential crisis what with also having ocd (I think).I believe I can make this illusion work until we all leave this crappy nonexistent nonsensical reality
