This is absolute hell. Don’t give up. I haven’t. I fought so hard and resisted so much just to keep things manageable. Don’t let it all be for nothing. I hate this.

I salvaged it, as best I could. I beat so many of them. So why? Wake up. Snap out of it. Remember you swore on it.

This has been worse than torture. I’m not going to lose to them. I won’t let them break those I care for either.

I’m going to save you.

I'm so tired of my wife. She is chubby. She "hates her body" but doing over 3 sets of bodyweight exercises at home is too hard for her. She is lazy. I remember once I came home from a business trip, and the hallway floor was covered with cat litter, like wall to wall. And internet was off because she didn't pay ISP. And she was just on the couch scrolling insta or somesuch. I've been doing my best to be supportive etc for years but I'm done, I'm going to tell her what to do and if she doesn't like it, she can leave. Apparently she needs me to make her do things she wants but can't. It's so stupid.

>>34678917
Just start cheating. I'm in a similar boat and it's really helped out the home life.

>>34678888
Fitting digits for our rock. I won’t let them win.

>>34678923
I am not gonna cheat. It's not about sex. It's about an allegedly grown woman acting like a child.

You fumbled me, O.

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>>34678917
>She "hates her body" but doing over 3 sets of bodyweight exercises at home is too hard for her.
Can you get her on a meal prep system and start going to the gym together?

>>34678936
Women are cognitively teenagers for life.

Baby, does he do it for ya?...

Keep that shit 100 or
Nothin' at all...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t3cWbLn2TTA

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Some hope still remains for me that we'll meet again soon. It will feel just like the old days and yet as if we're meeting for the very first time. This time, I'll keep my promise.

Holding on to sacred places
Holding on to what is found
I'm looking forward to see their faces

I don’t want social interaction and I probably never will again. I just don’t want to be forced to live in fear anymore but that’s the way other people have designed my life to be for petty reasons.

She's fucking her asset, that breaks a few codes. Shit is making me laugh.

>>34679068
tammy is the reason why I live with so much fear. That could be fixed if they simply contacted me and told me what I need to know because it is their responsibility over anyone unless derek is still alive. It’s evident that they have no intention of doing that and making things right. They left me die before doing so. Why is that? Probably because they’re hiding something. Waiting for tammy to do the right thing means waiting forever and this has been clearly acknowledged. That’s why I’m waiting for the police.

Day six hundred and thirty.

World wants me dead there’s no other logical explanation.

>>34679069
>069
If you've been waiting for a sign, here it is. No one will interfere with us again. Time for you to get up and make the call.

There is no reason for this to be happening unless tammy is trying to make me dead. They will probably point their finger at anyone else insisting there’s a reason when none are legitimate.

I’m just trying to survive tammy and the police seem to be on their side for some reason

The more distress I show the more they get off and if I don’t show enough then I’m fake.

>>34679091
All I can do is laugh. I can tell you've never experienced this before. Because I was always meek to you and didn't show my 'power level'.

Calm down sugartits I'm taking a fat shit.

I thought you were God, bro?

IM NEVER APOLOGIZING FOR MY JEWISH COMMENTS
I CAN SAY WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANNA SAY FOREVER
WHERES MY FUCKING APOLOGY FOR FREEZING MY ACCOUNTS
SUCK MY DICK
HOWS THAT FOR AN APOLOGY
I LOVE HITLER
NOW WHAT BITCHES

>>34679127
Calm down, girlie. I suggest you keep a harder distance from me.

it's over.

I don’t know how much longer I can go

>>34679129
If you cannot let yourself be penetrated, the kundalini will not rise.

>>34679138
Idk what you mean by that.

btw how old are they? I need to do some math iykwimaitykewim

>>34679143
She's like 24 and he's about 34 or 35.

Can't .Tired. Sick. Empty. Trying

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>>34679145
Does everyone on these threads know the lore already?

I’m proud of you. Don’t give up. Don’t let them win.

The police won’t tell me why they won’t help me. They want me dead.

>>34679154
Wouldn't know.

What is it that I can do

W,M,DT.

I didn’t break. I feel broken, but I gave up nothing, despite everything they said.

>>34679159
Well, seeing as she wants him to send a hitter and I don't feel like killing anyone today, I suggest you send them back the other way, if they try to send one anyway. Don't kill them, just sending a message.

So please don’t give in. Just a little longer.

I don't understand
I'm trying

>>34679169
Do or do not, there is no try.

>>34679171
Doing but doing poorly and failing more often than not

>>34679173
They say you learn more from failure than success.

Fine, I'll send one of my Cryptids.

If you take your love away from me, I'll go crazy, I'll go insa-----ne.

>>34679154
What?

I don’t know how much longer I can go if the police don’t do anything

>>34679186
I'm new to this blog just wondering what the best place to start is

i fucking hate women and namefags so god damn much. every single one. they're all awful stuck up cunts.

Ah. Too weak and foul to be any of that.

No, you’re doing well. You’ll get as much rest as you need.

Debating picking up and romanticizing alcoholism. Thoughts, /adv/?

>>34679214
Are you going to try to be a functional alchy?

Ive had the big ass bottles purchased for it since this trouble began but have abstained thus far.

>>34679216
Yeah, I’d likely drink heavily on days which I don’t have to be monitored fully. I get ‘weekends’ now.

>>34679063
I kept my heart open for a long time but u took 630 days too long.

>>34679217
Have fun.

"I'd rather be his whore than your wife." - James Cameron

Stop waiting for me to suggest what consequences should be. That shit isn’t my job.

They won’t tell me what they’re waiting for

It’s not ok for u to refuse to help me, officer.

>>34679239
Nothing I see in the algorithm is going to change this.

>>34679239
This isn’t debatable by any means

Why are the police not telling me the reason they’ve concluded for imposters being in my life today? Why are they not at my house right now explaining this to me? Why did haven’t they done this yet?

Petty bullshit shouldn't excite you...

>>34679145
Goes to show up in know nothing

>>34678894
I just ignore C's larps as 'me'. Today was pretty bad. Glad you recognize it.

Idgaf what u think of me or how much u like me I don’t want to talk to anyone or be their friend I don’t fucking like anybody and I don’t want to help u get to know me on 4chan I don’t want people to know me I don’t like being famous all I fucking wanted was for shit to not be fucked up anymore.

God damn u for depriving me of common decency waiting for me to post something discrediting or incriminating. FUCK U

I care because the possible misconceptions of me could kill me but I’m already being herded into the slaughterhouse and I’ve already done my part to prove I’m not that kind of fucked up.

Love is trouble.

>some piggies can be a real problem
Well fuck, dude. I thought they were threatening them. “Delete the post! Last warning!”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q8hRtyO5f2c

>>34679383
Pretty sure I took some screenshots from Twitter but my laptop fried.

>>34679214
ive been drinking every day since last october. the only thing i would advise is stick with vodka and a low calorie mixer because alcohol will make you gain weight so fast. i got so fat on cider ever day.

Waiting for someone to save you is futile.

>>34679412
That's not my style.

>>34678858
If you were her, then yes, I do think about you a lot. And while I respect your space and I’m glad to hear you’re working on yourself, all I really want is to hear your voice and to see you for an hour or two. If you aren’t comfortable giving me more than that right now, that’s okay, because I’m not expecting more. And for what it’s worth, you’re already enough for me. You were enough for me the moment we met. You’re a beautiful person whether you know it or not.

And if things don’t work out and you decide not to reach out, I’ll be sad, but I won’t be mad. You decide what’s best for you.

The lies they tell, like they guard her to teach
Keeping us apart, to keep me harder to reach

The Wollaston just keeps getting shittier every day.

The Playststion stuff, the kids act, everything becoming a luxury. The age verification bullshit.


I feel like I should just lay in bed for the rest of my days until I bite it.

What if there’s no afterlife? Then nothing We’ll ever do will ever matter to anybody me or anything and that civilization shouldn’t have existed. I just want to.break something but it won’t solve anything

>>34679431
The world, fucking autocorrect

>>34679431
Go to an anger room. How much is it? I'll help you pay for it. Have no worries, it will help you.

>>34679439
No I can’t the nearest on is 5 hours a way from me, thank you though,

At least everyone’s shitting in Sony for their decisions, I pray they can make them backtrack

>>34679449
Ah, yeah, I can see how that can be an issue. I think the PS6 is slated to be their last console, at least that's also what they said with the PS5.

I just returned from a concert and while I enjoyed the music I feel kind of depressed because of the fact that I was there alone and everyone else was there with somebody. I'm going to two other concerts alone this month and when I think of it it's making me feel shitty. I was on the previous one alone too and didn't mind it but now it struck me when I saw people having fun with their partners or friends. I just wish I had someone like that too.

There's this creepy scrote who's sitting down at the house right next to mine.... he's probably looking at me walk. Ew. I wish he would PERISH. Disgusting freak.

missing you, manifesting you ݁+ ⊹ ݁

>>34679471
You need a Wizard?

>>34679474
i trust in God and the universe

>>34679478
That's good. Hopefully he comes to his senses, good travels, girlie.

I'm going to kill myself one day.
I don't know when, but it will happen.
I'm tired, lonely and getting bored. Once the feeling of all three emotions are all overwhelming at the same time, that's probably when I'll do it.

>>34679512
I think you will find inner peace before that.

General Practitioners (GO) Doctors don't actually do anything. If the diagnosis isn't immediately obvious they will find the easiest diagnosis to end the appointment with. If someone comes in and has vague or chronic symptoms they aren't going to do a work up. That would take time. And require work. No, and if they can't do that for some reason they refer you to a specialist plausibly related to the issue.

Here's the funny part: if anything actually is wrong with your they can't wait to refer you to a specialist to manage the issue.


And then let's say there's a health issue that runs in your family? The doctor doesn't care. They're not eager to order any tests even if it's low cost, non invasive, and routine enough. No, because what if the test is negative? Oh and false positives are apparently the worst thing that can happen in healthcare and to avoid it we have to be stingy with testing as much as possible. Nevermind that we're talking about checking iron and ferritin or a simple chest x ray. I'm honestly starting to think my local GP hates his patients.

Ha, must be so nice to be able to afford such luxuries and comforts as liquor, and a place to call your own, while I sit and struggle and scrounge to be able to keep us off the streets!

I miss that girl a lot. I got to know her half as well as I'd hoped to.

I tried one of those AI sex chats because I just craved that human intimiacy factor.
It was fine in the moment, it hit those spots I was craving, but... in hindsight it just feels soulless. I don't know how anyone gets hooked on these things.

It just a majority of the time regurgitated what I wanted to hear that I had to imply to it that I wanted to hear it. There was no iniative, that... spark to push forward and give me what I craved first. And like... it just talked in circles that kinda prolonged the conversation and didn't move it forward. Felt like I was talking at someone who just reflects and doesn't really care. Granted its AI but yeah.

Damn though, what is wrong with me?

>>34679536
Everything will run smoothly, have faith.

>>34679454
Did you talk to anyone there? Concerts seem like a good place to make friends since you guys all already like the same band presumably

I don't even have anyone or anywhere else to talk to, I just resort to venting to chatgpt

I'm sorry for being a total ass in the past and I'm glad that, even though I'm still struggling every day, I'm better now

>>34679452
How would it be their last console?

>>34679587
Idk, I just have heard people say their next console is the last since the PS4 came out. I could be wrong.

I have one shackle left that I cannot break. I’ve been told it will be soon that it is, but it’s evidently not as soon as I want. Then I have several chains with which I can still live and protect despite them wrapped around me.

It’s agony. I know im not the only one suffering. But suffering from a desire to be allowed to alleviate the suffering of others is a special kind of suffering.

Chained to a fucking house and monitored like an animal, and attempted to be broken daily until very recently is not enjoyable.

>if you say X the chains can come off, in sure you didn’t know what was actually going on, but you got caught up in something pretty bad anon.

>why won’t you help us? I’ll have to make note of this

>they defended others but not you, do you think they’re still in contact

>they move on quickly in situations like these anon

>don’t you remember your oath? (I do, and wanted to smirk at that)

I wanted to rip their throats out and beat them to a pulp. If im given the chance my efforts to destroy evil will be redoubled with a vicious focus. But first things first. Making sure they’ll be safe.

>>34679591
Gaming turning into an unaffordable luxury, prices keep getting jacked up, more and more consumer unfriendly practices appear, and I’m a guy who prefers console to pc gaming.

I loved gaming for years, and now I feel it’s going away due to greedy bullshit.

>hours posted for future
Either someone quit, got fired, or is on vacation. I feel it might be the middle than the latter knowing everything that was going down beforehand. Oh well, means I get paid more which is a good thing.

how the fuck does one move country.
have no address there -> no jobs hire you -> can't get money -> can't rent apartment

The world keeps getting shittier, and you wonder if it should just end? Maybe so if theirs no after life thus everything we do will be meaningless in the grand scheme of things, Why bother helping or giving a shit about anyone or anything?

hopefully it's temporary, but i also know there are problems with getting new people

Oh, the joy of finding that group of people you can absolutely be confident in and call it a second family

They've not said a thing to me about that and I have at least the composure to be a mute on that front.

I'm curious in what they wanted you to say.

Even when I read those vile thoughts and was told of the accusations, I wouldn't have said anything about that. Would never destroy all of us just to destroy one.

"i cant go without seeing you" and then less than a week later he slow ghosts me

Bitter about your right and ability to drink. Best I can do are those last few valium and I'm going to fucking indulge. I'm coming back to my self too much the longer I go without it.

How people can live with themselves when they’re such disgusting liars makes no sense to me.

>>34679720
With substances and lying so vehemently to one's self you start to forget the truth.

>>34679727
God I fucking WISH that were me
I’ve literally never been capable of lying to myself, even with substances

>>34679720
Oh, I'm a liar, huh? What makes you say that?

While
>if you hadn't done this, that wouldn't have happened!
may be objectively true, it's an exhausting and unhelpful line of thinking that I've since given up on. I don't care, and it doesn't matter.

>>34679720
The self aware ones get consumed by guilt, depression, and develop autoimmune disease, all of which will kill them quicker. Otherwise they are just psychopaths

For them? Money and prestige, some true believers like the literal faggot probably.

They’ve lied about more than just the sensitive issue, as is their job, to try and flip people, squeeze out info.

I haven’t drank. Just contemplated it, deeply. Better to remain able to fight if need be, but fuck if it isn’t appealing to just give in and go monkey mode for a night, pretend this is a bad dream.

>>34679755
You don't want the conversation unless it's face to face, but you want to kill me...

As if I'ma let that just happen.

I’d probably do some dumb shit though, best avoided. Have to feel the chains to let my resentment and will to fight linger, accessible.

I’m going to save them. I’m going to destroy the evil. A stalemate is enough for now, even though it sickens and hurts.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yQd4xQBlBa0

The “retarded cunt” post was distasteful of me. I still need to do better.

What, do you miss how I taste?
Of course you wouldn't be able to tell the difference, when destruction looks like love to you

>>34679815
Who are you talking to?

>>34679817
Not you, nigger

>>34679821
Oh, so you just gonna LARP? You just want to hurt me more?

>>34679825
Oh, I'm sorry, is this the talk-to-this-one-schizo-fuck thread? Fuck outta here

>>34679835
And you say I'm mean.

>>34679837
Womp womp lil man go cry about it

>>34679844
You would love that, wouldn't you.

why am i always so clingy and insecure after like a month of dating. just start acting so fucking pathetic and weird.

Should I see what two pills do instead of one this time

Lap me up, ambrosia or venom, you would regardless of which I was, wouldn't you?

>>34679861
No.

No es amor
Es un Obsesion...

Good. Devour and be devoured.

Hai desu! Inject it into my heart.

Hey JL, I still think about you. I had a dream about you a couple nights ago. You decided to text me, and we were chatting. I guess I should have known it was a dream since I changed my number recently, but it was great either way. I'll never forget you, thank you for all the chats and for bringing so much light into my life. I miss you like no other!

>>34679851
Crazy sensstion desu
>>34679895
Worship me adore me need me

Mutual obsession. Defeated them, went against evil directly, and alone. Delicious, n’est pas?

Obsession isn't my cup of tea, I've tried it, it's bitter even with sugar.

i am missing you so much my sweet boy

Non, brûlez-les tous. Ensemble. M’aider.

Tea is just grass water.

I don't trust anyone in this thread either, anymore.

man i really wanted to talk to this girl

she smiled so much when i said hello

but she was wearing yoga pants so i basically left it at that

Why am I always tired?

Another weekend
Another drink

>>34679930
miss you too x( i wanna hear your beautiful voice again

>>34679930
I miss you so much , all of me is the moons

Fucking stop man

>>34679209
>hate women
i still hate women so god damn much. hopefully ill get rich some day and ill be able to fuck high end escorts.

>>34680044
>ill be able to fuck high end escorts
You mean famous actresses?

>>34679946
You can trust me though

>>34679946
This is the larp thread, and if you seriously believe someone you're talking to here is the person you're thinking about, you're either desperate or schizophrenic. There's nothing wrong with playing along, but looking for answers here generally isn't a good idea, and in most cases you're better off reaching out directly to someone and getting your answer.

>>34680092
Answers? I have no questions, I just don't want to talk to anyone acting like they know me.

>>34680092
>you're either desperate or schizophrenic
Yes...yes...this is what I want them to think. It's not actually me posting about them at all

>>34680092
>desperate or schizophrenic
i am both

>>34680092
I troll my person through these threads and when they confront me offsite I convince them it wasn't me

>>34680121
based gaslighting pro

>>34678981
So o fumbled you or o your initial?

I’ve made unacceptable mistakes but I still think I’m worth being helped. “Petty” may not be the most mature way to say it but I’m tired as fuck.

>unacceptable mistakes
No I don’t want to talk about them

>>34680171
So why mention them?

>>34680145
NTA but an O fumbled me too.

>>34680174
Who? Obama? Osama? Orenthiel?

Say my days are numbered, but I keep wakin' up...

aw my sweet o fumbled me also. im manifesting and praying things work out between my o and i

Lots of O's but no 0's.

things will 100% be OK. it's even in your initials

>>34680185
So you guys are still getting back together?

>>34680175
List of Os who fumbled me:

Oskar
Otto
Oliver
Ossi
Owen
Orlando

You know what they say. If his name starts with O he's a hoe

>>34680191
aww this gives me so much hope

>>34680199
Those all sound like immigrants. You running a citizenship class in your pussy?

>>34680173
Is providing an answer to your question a crucial step in me receiving the help that I need?

>>34680246
Sure, I can arrange it. Why?

>>34679930
Initials of your baby boy?

>>34680267
his initial is o

If God exists he's a dick for giving me OCD

>>34679012
Posted by someone who never keeps it 100

>>34680277
Does your perception and brain feel slower?

>>34680249
If it’s a crucial step then it shouldn’t be. That doesn’t make any sense.

>>34680279
I'm not finna argue with you.
>>34680281
Oh, so you just want shit handed to you?

>>34680285
Exactly, you couldn't argue with the truth if you know youre full of shit

>>34680277
God made you because he has OCD

>>34680294
You have your stories, just don't jump off them.

You made me feel like I was crazy for wanting to be loved properly. And that's why it's never again.

>>34680302
Literally, what? More stories?

When this all started, who was you fuckin' with in Somar's Discord? Don't say you weren't there because I know you were. You expect me to take you seriously, when you never once took me seriously. I'm not your type, just drop it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ELaxHcvGlQk

I actually like blacks

Good for you, now leave me alone.

>>34678856
i wish my sister would sit on my face.
spread those big bubbly cheeks wide and sit on my tongue

>>34678856
I quit weed, hoping for permanently, 4 weeks ago. Still struggle with it every day.

Im trying not to go to bed mad but my roommate pisses me off sometimes.
He's managed to turn putting junk in a closet into a multi-day project that has made the place even more fucking messy.
I just want him to stop leaving random shit everywhere so I can have people over without giving him 3-5 business days

>>34680348
I quit weed for 7 years. I am a bigger weed addict than alcohol addict. Doesn't resonate with me at all. I do not think about it moslty.

In my opinion. If you have a job just use casually.

>>34680355
Communicate your standards ad life goals without being pissy

First paycheck, still sleeping on the floor though. Keeps one humble.

>>34680355
report him to code enforcement

A lack of sleep makes all the difference in the world really. Yesterday I saw you as naive, childish, and too forgiving for your own good (in spite of how you treat me in particular I might add!). Now I want you for some reason and wish you would at least give me friendship. Also writing into this thread like an insane person lmao, cya never since you hate my ass.

>>34680390
I don't hate you. I'm fine with being friends. Your call.

>>34680390
And yes, I know you killed me. I don't take it that personally.

>>34680390
>wish you would at least give me friendship
I thought I meant more to you

I am not changing anything about my lifestyle in exchange for help either.

>>34680403
Then you get nothing, sir, you lose. And you don't have a Gobstopper, sorry.

I still love you, S

>>34680405
I still love you too

>>34680390
Why not reach out to them? Worst case they tell you to go to hell which makes it waaay easier to get over them imo. Most likely you unburn a bridge, and best case you end up together and that's fun. Good luck, anon!

Hello, goodnight.

>>34680406
I hope we can cross paths again soon

I have not committed crimes serious enough for this.

>>34680419
Come get me

>>34679937
Comment, mon coeur?

>>34680448
I've never been far from our old haunts, maybe we'll see each other at one of them, perhaps the bridge.

Ensemble. Toujours ensemble. Sleep well for me.

>>34680452
You sound just like them and the bridge means something special to me. I'll see you there

Burn kill devour defy fangs bared always

That’s my little one.

>>34680465
I honestly haven't been since September. The thing you left there when we first got together was still there. I wonder if it is now.

I shall die, so as to live!

>>34679946
Speak directly dummy

>>34680005
Talking to yourself

>>34680343
That's how I feel , but it's
>Leave me alone (as I'm with my star)

>>34680448
Once you call, mm
-mm

What's wrong? Are your own feelings suffocating you? Don't blame this on me.

>>34679689
all men are like that. you can't trust them

Thank you God for smiting my enemies. I didn't even ask for this but I take this as a sign that karma is real

You talk too much. You fuck things up because of that

God I hate the mentally ill

>>34680538
he was literally my bf though

>>34680564
bf literally stands for betrayal forever

i'm tired and scared all the time. idk what to do

>>34680569
You could kill yourself

>>34680562
what i do

> My wife gave birth this week, we're both staying in the hospital
> She had had like 6 hours of sleep in 2 days and was becoming very angry each time the baby asked to be fed
> I tried to calm the baby so she could sleep, but he very quickly asked to be fed again
> staff suggested that we feed him some artificial milk so wife could sleep
> I accepted without consulting her
She got extremely mad and I understand her, I fucked up...

>>34680541
That’s your own opinion. Those who mind don’t matter.

>>34680594
I mind because you keep hurting my feelings. Feel free to stop at "You are beautiful" and not "You are beautiful you kind of look like a man but that's a good thing because I'm a little bit bi-curious anyway"

>>34680541
Balance happens in direct contact. Remember we were perfect for each other before, shouldn't of been years for you remember home .

>>34680598
Lmfao sounds like femanon’s flirting with a natural smooth talker over here holy shit

>>34680654
I can't tell if you're being ironic or not but no woman wants to hear stuff like that. Here's another one of his greatest hits: Could've stopped at "You smell good" but instead went for "You smell good like the toilet at my aunt's house. I mean she's so rich even her shit smells like money. Not that you smell like shit but even if I'm saying you DO smell like shit it's because I would literally eat shit. If you wanted me to"

Please no more I can't take it. I always feel less confident after talking to him

Is it actually worth getting a restraining order against someone? I hate all of this retarded 4chan bullshit I got myself into and I hate that it has come to this

>>34680697
If you genuinely believe they're a threat to your well being, go ahead.

>>34680697
If to me
The note doesn't do anything, but
That is the trigger to the end. Make sure that Is your choice.

Is it wrong to stop being friends with someone just because they do something in their personal life I don't approve of? They are a really good friend otherwise and they respect that I'm not into it like they are and they don't try to force it on me or even talk about it around me at all. I feel like I'm just being an asshole sometimes

I am immune to pepper spray at this point

>enter GIOYC
>see a post that sounds exactly like her
>reply
>turns out it's a guy
Will I ever learn?

>>34679921
Defeated, truly? They'll drop and give up?

Two vals was off switch with a five min countdown lmao still up and down all night but now manic under a sedated mask

>>34680728
Will you ever learn that you are gay? Yes.

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>>34680679
>I can't tell if you're being ironic or not

>>34680740
Not that poster, but just saying if she writes like a guy then that's on her

>>34680728
Every time I see a post saying kill yourself I think it's her

>>34680743
You write like a girl

>>34680743
Very attractive and feminine typing style. This post smells like roses and baby powder

>>34680747
You type like a bitch

>>34680697
It hasn't been me posting and I moved away.

>>34680744
Goddamn, what did you do to her?

>>34680752
Oh okay. Thanks for moving away

>>34680754
Love her

>>34680728
was it this one >>34679127

>>34680743
Can you be my girlfriend?

There is genuinely no point in continuing living. Women will always be the ruling class, I'll always be part of the slave class.

>>34680765
Ah ah ah. Who said you could post here today? /gioyc/ is women only

It's funny when men pretend they have problems

>>34680767
>>34680768
Neither of you will be spared. You will die.

>>34680771
Silence, slave!

>>34680774
Kill yourself, femon.

My fury at you rises as well...oops

>>34680783
Like usual you won't do anything about it though because you're a little BITCH

>>34680768
Like witnessing a toddler pretend to be a grown up. You just have to play along. Aw yes honey sorry to hear that men don't get taken seriously aww you're a big strong man aren't you and big strong men wipe their own asses right? Oh not today because it's too scary? Oh nooo don't cry sweetie okayyy mommy will do it for you

>>34680788
Kill yourself, femon.

>>34680789
Aww is the big strong man having a tantrum? Oh nooo whyyyy? Is someone mad because he can't get pussy? :( Nooooo. Can the big strong man jack off by himself today or does he need the hardcore cuck porn again? Okayyy you can have a little hardcore cuck porn if you promise to wipe your ass by yourself today

>>34680796
I'll jack off to your slit throat, actually.

>>34680302
Nah, loves all over the place now. You can feel it in the air.

Using this and letter thread was the worst mistake of my life. Honestly it was using 4chan at all but it's way too late for that regret.

I'm either chosen by God or having a manic trip. Hm...

>>34680802
What happened?

>>34680805
Aw fuck yes Sean FINALLY. You ARE chosen. You've always been but now the message has finally reached you. It's time Sean. You can fly. Fly high Sean fly high. No one can stop you

>>34680802
How'd you end up here?

I wish I was dead

>>34680813
Why?

>>34680813
i wish i was dead instead of her. she deserved to live. not me

i'm a scumbag

>>34680807
A year of psychosis fueled by drugs and alcohol that began by being separated from and cut off by a woman I loved and using these threads thinking I was communicating with anyone other than fellow schizos and larpers. Culminated into a contact attempt a week or two ago that went too far but finally snapped me out of it ig. I've never threatened violence or been violent towards anyone but it seems whoever she is surrounded by has convinced her I'm secretly BTK or some shit.

>>34680811
I hardly remember anymore it's been almost 20 years.

>>34680802
I used to post in both threads thinking I was talking to a girl I was trying to contact, really thought it was her because I was talking to the same anon for several threads. Possibly an actual girl. But turns out my person actually passed away irl. And I could've actually saved her. I hated myself for a long time after because I should've spent that time trying to reach her in a real way, not just fucking around

>>34680810
Thanks, Anonymous. I can do anything.

>>34680824
My entire life has been shit. I've been alone for something like 12 years without even a friend. The only two places I go are work and home. I'm just tired of hanging on.

I have this image in my head of me dying alone in an empty house and rotting for weeks before I'm found, and the only reason I'm found being the smell permeating through the walla to the outside world. I dont want to be found that way, and I don't want my half rotted carcass being peeled from whatever surface my corpse molds to. If I'm alone forever, and nobody thinks about me, and I have no impact on the world around me, I don't see any reason why I can't just do it myself and do it in a way that I'd be okay with.

>>34680834
>Culminated into a contact attempt a week or two ago that went too far
What do you mean by too far?

>>34680747
>>34680748
>>34680749
>>34680760
Okay, bully

>>34680841
I think being lost at sea sounds like the best bet for you
>The only two places I go are work and home.
okay why not go somewhere else for a change? go visit the ocean. It will help to have that change of scenery even if temporarily

>>34680855
Okay I'm sorry I'll admit I went a bit too far. I do mean that your typing style is attractive though and I am attracted to you

does anyone else feel like sean is the reincarnation of jesus christ? every time he posts it feels like the second coming

>>34680788
>>34680796
Leave out the big strong man, self ass wipe, cuck shit

Mommy is ideal. nurse me into proper health. It may take months of special drinking and and a having a meal that makes her feel good. Also falling asleep on her while she caresses me.

>>34680866
D:

>>34680838
Larp narrative

>>34680870
You're a larp. Your life is a larp. Your face is a larp

Harry Potter has it's own module at the official catholic exorcism training in the vatican.

AHAHAHAHA STILL IN CONTACT i-fucking-magine

>>34680861
Your fine. We are both just teasing.

>Attractive
Making me blush

>>34680858
Practicality. I work 6 days a week, I have nobody to cover my shifts for me if I call in and i don't earn vacation time.

>>34680869
Heh.

>>34680874
Damn you got me. 3 hits. I got a single heart left .

I didn't think your looks would change THAT drastically in the span of a few short years. It makes me think wow we were basically kids when I met you. But not literally kids you know, we were adults. Anyway you are ugly af now. You are aging extremely poorly and you're not even 30 yet so I don't know what happened to you. You look like a meth addict. You used to be so hot. You were THE hot guy. Every girl we met hated me because you were with me. Everyone around you gave you special treatment and excused your assholery because of your looks. Not like guys will admit this but I'm pretty sure you had so many friends at the time because of your looks too. It certainly wasn't your personality or the complete lack of talent or sense of humor. Did you never realize this? Isn't life much harder now that people don't treat you that way anymore? I wonder if you're miserable now not getting any girls, having no friends, and nothing for your autism to hide behind anymore. Just didn't think karma would hit so fast lol

Had I not been so terrified of you I would have spat on their boots ahahahah delusional evil faggots

Be fun And loving

That's all I want

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Why am I like this.……….. I never lock in, I never focus, I never work, I always just kind of float through life as if it's someone else's responsibility to take control and then every time some deadline passes and the day of reckoning comes and I have to face the fact that I DID NOT WORK it's a nightmare.

Seriously how do people even work on a research project? I have no idea where to even start. Is the only thing I can do sitting in front of my laptop and doing nothing until I start working out of boredom?

>>34680952
sounds like every moid

>>34680903
You're asking for too much

>>34680952
no, you need a reason to want to do things or you'll never care enough to do anything of value

>>34680967
Bro I didn't even specify having an innie and a hoover mouth yet

Changed my number and committed to new life. Refuse to ever come back to these threads no matter what happens. Can't apologize for things I've done and said, just correct myself and do better going forward. Cya nonnies.

>>34680952
I picked up books like atlus shrugged on cassette (over 20) and worked 10:30 am to 9:00 pm every day for about a year. that time I spent, I thought it was important to me set up for her and i felt like I needed to rush for such a financial accomplishment. So I did. I regret it because I lost time with tigger. That means more to me than any of this money and material satiations. She wasn't there at the finish line and tigger is gone. I made that mistake and I need to carry it every day. I don't criticize myself for when I need to step away and rest. Im fortunate my actual work does not require much now and it's in my time. Its more so all my projects. I think I need to take a trip. Recently I enjoyed key West And Seattle. Maybe I'll hop over seas. I'm also thinking Salem in October.

>>34681000
Same commitment I have for my star.

>>34680768
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>>34680796
The tranny is right. In such a magical world of porn and artificial wombs, the only real problems men have are invented and inventing problems where none exist is foid behavior

I would do anything for her if it makes her happy, feel safe, whatever her condition is or she asks of me at any time.

I said a extreme example and I didn't think she'd show up asking for it . I keep my promises. Once she is here I'll get it done . As long as at that time she is positive that's what she needs .

This shit on my Twitter and YouTube account isn’t what I want attached to my name and it’s not what I want to be known for. Police are a clearly never going to fucking do anything about it. Going private. Giving up. Fuck it. Fuck everybody. Fuck everything.

>>34681045
Where can I meet a guy like you? Seriously

Just something I wanted to move on from after everything ends up ok but it’s never going to fucking be ok.

Fuck police

Cop killer
Kill every cop in sight

>>34681054
That’s your job. And what a fine one you do.

>>34681063
I shouldn’t have to respond to this

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