I was like this last year. Could not change till the regret really built up during college. Cried every night to my parents saying I let them down. Crashed out. Stopped eating. Applied hundreds of places. Nothing
But I kept going. Eventually, stuff landed. Sleeping 12 hours a day is okay, but you need routine. Fix it - gym in the morning, applying to jobs at night, and please, give yourself free time to relax. But you need a daily routine. Without that, you will be distracted and disorganized, like I am right now with the summer here.

As for khhv, you just need to get lucky in meeting a woman that will give you your first time. It happened with me 3 months ago, and I "used" her for my first kiss and first time. A lot of these understanding women have high body counts and are looking for a reset, but you need that first experience and since these women don't like their past they're actually way kinder to men if you treat them with basic human decency.

Just keep going, anon. From a person who regretted not killing myself earlier, even if it doesn't get better, your outlook on life can. Just keep going, and try to surround yourself with people.

24 here, I agree with first post but especially the keep going part.
Give yourself time to relax and also push yourself at times. Both are necessary, the struggle never ends
And when you push yourself don't try to motivate or stress yourself, that's useless, just "do it" and deliberately do difficult things sometimes which seem useless like running

>>34679039
I'm also 24 and finishing my CS degree. I just make my own life hell, no joke.

I don't know, try creating an enemy in your own head?

>>34679039
>I'm asexual bro
You're a low T incel. No such a thing as an "asexual," stop buying into everything big corp tells you, fucking faggot.

>>34679039
yes, you're retarded