>>34701430I know the answer to my questionYet I can't stop looking at her and fawningDon't even know her, we'll never meet, yet she looks so close to someone I knew with all the qualities I wish she hadStrange really. All of it. I never thought I'd develop a celebrity crush
>>34701436Who is it?
At least you have them. My soul cries out for both. It’s not fair to them. Please do your best for them. They don’t deserve any of this. It’s been so stressful being unable to confirm everyone safety. I can’t describe it. I never get to ever not think about it. I managed to eat two meals today. That’s an accomplishment.
Phone rang. What a nice surprise
High School was twenty years ago, I don't care if it's too late by someone's standards, but I'm going to try to get in touch with some of my old teachers and ask if I can use them as references.
A random memory popped in my head today.>be 10>parents just divorced>their relationship was always rocky and the divorce was ugly for all of us>move to new apartment with mom and sister>dad calls my phone for small talk>tell him I’m home alone playing video games while my mom went grocery shopping>he freaks out and starts shouting about how my mom could leave me alone like that and how dangerous it is>thought he was overreacting but ok>mom comes back>she’s really mad (not with me) because he called her and threatened to call the police over this>didn’t realize until today that I unknowingly gave him ammo to use against my mom
I want to hold her and play with her and kiss her
God I want to kill and crush the evil for making it so I can’t hold them.
I just want to love you with love untold.
Gonna be responsible rather than worry if I am doing the right or wrong thing from now on.
I can't keep doing this.I'm a woman in my 30s who has recently fallen madly in love with a married man. He is 40-ish, lives in Toronto (while I'm in Montreal), is Jewish (so am I). and is married with at least one child. I've been obsessively watching his YouTube channel the past few days and I've interacted with him in his comments section, where I've flirted with him.I can't stop thinking about him. I fantasize about the two of us fucking. I don't want to keep doing this, because I know I'm setting myself up for disaster. What do?
derek taught me safety measures that could save my life. Only two examples I can think of at the top of my head. Taught me safety measures as well. tammy taught me that canning food needs to be done correctly and that raw meat isn’t safe to eat. Can’t really think of much else. I can’t think of any instance besides the primary problem where they put me in danger either.
>>34701562Sometimes fantasies are best if they are unfulfilled. Maybe he is stressful to deal with in his home?
Even if they wiped my brain, I would still remember you...
I have urges to kill myself>feel like I wasted my 30 years living>nothing I'm passionate about (tried cooking, jogging, reading, learning a language) but nothing sticked>hate my 9-5>not depressed or sadNothingIm just really sick of living
can we start over?
Are you trying to fuck me?
I want to fuck but I'm literally too lazy to do anything about it
My online friend hasn't responded in over two months... I'm sad. I don't have anyone else to share the stuff I want to share.
I think you're trying to fuck me.
>>34701607They are probably dead. It happens. You think they're just ignoring you then bam you find out they passed away in an accident or of a sudden illness or were murdered
>>34701609I'm not. I'm too self-conscious for that.
You WANT to fuck me
>>34701613Not only. Because I know it might be more important to you than you want to admit.
>>34701611I don't think it's something that bad. We had times when we texted less, like a few times a year so it's nothing new but last year we texted regularly again so I miss it.
Yeah they told me to be careful lifting the logs. I can’t remember them teaching me proper lifting technique but they told me not to overdo it.
derek paid for tires for me when I needed and made sure to get good ones too.
>>34701639
>>34701606I think I'd rather kill myself than try to lose weight and get into dating. Lately I've been thinking about paying a professional but the idea that she'd find me disgusting turns me off. I'm miserable rn
>>34701525Yup same for me with my girl
I'm excited to finally have all our promises together and not be stuck in the place we lost each other from because of Coltn's lies.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8E4Y37YSedk
>>34701488Do it
I need to kill myself so fucking badly. Theres no reason for me to be here.
I would love to suck a buck slug out of my 12 gauge
>>34701905Naw dont say that
For all the times I've lamented your broken promises, this is the one time where I actually wish you'd break a promise.
Been trying to be more social to mixed results. On one hand there are people who do like having me around and they just didn't reach out because I also didn't. And then there were some painful things I could have avoided if I just never went out again. It's tough.
I've planned out exactly how I'd like to kill myself. The only hitch is my mother is still alive and healthy and I dont want to cause her grief just about as much as I'm tired of waking up.It will be so serene when im finally able to, I just have to hold out.
My dad is genuinely such a worthless fucking man. I can't wait to go back home and rub his face in shit. Shoving him in the most shittiest nursing home I can find once he gets older and senile is how he'll get his due desserts
I got three uninterrupted hours of sleep today. It actually felt good until my check in shit had to ruin it. Still didn’t sleep until 6am so that sucks.
My shirt… so bittersweet to see. The smile… precious. I’ll make sure it’ll be ok.
My brain always goes to the worst possible scenario. I’ve grown so paranoid. The physical symptoms were bad last week but have eased up thankfully. I still feel my cortisol spike occasionally though, like coolant has been injected into my bloodstream.
I want to have a nice family at home again. I want it so badly. I’ll forget everything.
>>34701602yes.
I don't know what happened. The shaking and retching has returned.
i question why i keep coming back to this shit after years of being away. i know the K i've been trying to connect with isn't here. god im so fucking delusional.
"tammy" always listens to my needs carefully.
Holdy
Shout out to the police for their tireless service.
Our police force deserves our total cooperation.
>>34702398HAHAHAHAHAAAAHAHA
>>34702391Stop using my name tag
>>34702395>>34702398Stop using my name tag
>>34702473>>34702475Both of these posts are mine
She is stalking me yet again.
what kind of butterfly or moth do you want K?
Pretty lame that the entire world decided the world is better if I’m dead.
Respect and gratitude for the badge. I support all current policies regarding public surveillance.
>>34702547How many times do I have to say stop using my name tag? I will call the police.
>>34702548Stop using my name tag.
>>34702551Stop using my name tag
I can’t feel emotions currently. Just fidgeting hopelessness. Wondering if I was drugged again.
praying and manifesting my bf back into my life . ݁+ ⊹˚
I'm not good at anything. I don't make anything. I hate this self pity but I don't have the will to improve myself.
Why the fuck do u need me to die so bad?
I have an intense fear of talking to other people. Do the people I talk to have a fear of being talked to?
I admit that its entirely pointless for me to carry on, and I would really like to stick it to the world by ending my life. I just can't do it. How stupid of me to cling onto this world when its what's causing my suffering. Life feels like an endless struggle for nothing.
I will only eat food that I prepare myself for now on.
The previous times I thought I was being drugged was when I was being careful what I ate and frequently found the door to the rv not latched all the way in the morning. All u need to do is read the archive.
I’m going to sleep. My next post will have a time stamp with my finger that has 7 dots.
My mediocrity feels like an unforgivable sin. I have everything, i have friends who care, i have parents who deeply love me, i have a big house, my familiy is so wealthy that i don't have to work, i had a great education. And still, i ended up being nothing. I'm 30 years old and i don't have anything to show for it. Many people would have killed, have killed to be in my position, and yet i squandered everything given to me. Its unforgivable, unbearable that i'm nothing, and yet i lack the will to change it
I wake up where I have nothing but my work to look forward to, the hours between then and sleep are going to slowly kill me. I miss you.
With enough self reflection I figured out I chase avoidant women cause deep down I don't think I'm lovable. Now it's time to work on that.The fuck I need a therapist for if I can do shit on my own
>had to listen to a woman ramble on about spirituality for five hours and didn't even get to smashWhy do I keep doing this to myself?
you only ever talked about negative doom and gloom when you were with me yet I miss it
>>34702865is not about me, is not about me, is not about me
>>34702599how did the facetime go
I won't say it in a DM because it sounds like braggingI'm talking smack on dating a woman older than you, just ignore me getting with a 26 year old when I was 20.She was tiny though and looked young
I think my wife is starting to resent me. Ever since we got married we have had challenge after challenge. Nothing really to do with our personal relationship, mainly external factors. The worst part is, the issues are almost always brought about because we think that we are doing the right thing, but then we run into an unforeseen circumstance which pretty much completely fucks us. And somehow it always ends up fucking my wife the hardest. A small example of this is something that happened today which inspired this post. We were out and about running errands and decided to go to a public park because we have been so broke and busy that we have had hardly any ability to date or have fun. So I figured, why not stop by the park. It was my idea. We were gone for maybe 20 minutes just strolling by the river. When we came back there was a parking ticket on the car. Where we parked was paid parking but there was no obvious signage. So it was my idea to do something nice like stroll in the park but the unforeseen consequence was that we got a ticket, and it’s gonna be on her record because I was driving her car. That’s just a small example. The same thing has been happening on a much larger scale. Like every three months we have an insurmountable challenge that we barely scrape past but it ends up hurting my wife the most, even when I think we’re doing the right thing. Like I convinced my wife to move to a new city with me for work. It seemed like an excellent opportunity and a chance to advance my career but we have lived here for over a year, I am not getting paid nearly as much as I thought I would, my wife cannot find a job and now we’re dipping into her savings just to make ends meet. Last night she said that she gave up everything for me, and she’s not entirely wrong but all these choices we made together and it seemed like the right thing to do at the time. But it affects her greatly. I feel really bad.
>>34702944it was a decent interaction. he asked how i was doing, and was telling me what hes been up to. he told me he would call me tomorrow, which would have been sunday. i havent heard from him since our ft call on saturday…
>>34702940it might be about you
I feel sorry for my partner for having to put up with meBut not sorry enough to actually better myself
How do I stop constantly self doubting and questioning myself, a wonderful girl seems to be interested in me, all signs point to it, it seems realyl obvious, why can't I just enjoy the ride and see where it takes me
how do i forget the feelings I had with someone for almost 10 years. they ended things with me 500 days ago and I still cannot let go. We were to be life long friends...
Tick tock, executioner...
Remember when katie stalked me at my high school? I didnt have a crush on anyone cause most of the girls thought i was black its so annoying. I tan easily but thanks to ana shes the only one who saw me with pale skin. Who cares she won cause katie and them look 35 now were only 27
>>34702997good luck, sounds tough
YURI :]
I trust you and I know you haven’t been wasting my time, but we’re really down to the wire here. As much as I’d like to say I’ll wait forever, there are other things going on in my life that won’t let me say that.
I’m back
>>34703000one minute you hate me and the next you miss me?make it make sense
>alice reached outYES holy SHIT say HI to me downtown
Like I said in my note pad, I’ve never seen derek or tammy do anything illegal outside of this primary problem that I’m attempting suicide over the failure of receiving resolution over. I don’t think that they’re lack of any criminal record is worth taking into consideration.
>>34703223I suppose if u have been monitoring me since 2024 then u would have seen me consider these fair indicators numerous times by now.
I suppose it’s my duty to inform your replacement of everything that I told u?
I want you. bad.Remember when you said "dip your fry into my frosty"?
>>34703211im not allowed to have conflicted feelings for you after what you did to warrant those feelings?
i am going to save lots of money maybe then you will love me since that was all you talked about, unlikely though
>>34703298Aint no way youre blaming me nowYoure probably not my person
>>34703316Nothing about blame just the feelings placed. You can hate and miss someone at the same time.
My mind feels like it's barely holding together... I can't sleep, I can't think straight, I don't know what to do. I feel the crushing weight of the world on my shoulders, and no one can help me bear it.The love of my life is struggling, losing her will to live, and I don't know how to help her, how to save her. She's my only friend, she's my muse and source of strength, she's the light of my life. I cannot bear to see her so wounded and resentful, it makes my soul scream.I am fasting and praying every night, I haven't eaten for 14 out of the past 19 days, and I try to function and do what must be done, but it's hard to keep my head above water when she's like this.If anyone up above is listening, I could really use some help.
Our love from anothers erspective could be summed as glorified penpals. If that were true why did it hurt so much when you said we are through
I wouldn't even care abour the money that much if I had time and energy for myself, but I get home feeling mentally drained from the 9to5. I wish I had an idea to pursue, to get out of this hell, not only to change job, but maybe even change city, change nation, where my engineer degree is more rewarded than here, but I have no idea how to escape. I'm stuck.
>>34703316s?
FUCKFUCKFICKFUCK WHY DO I HAVE TO BE FUCKING PUT THROUGH THIS
I get no fucking break no reprieve constant bombardment of failure and pain I will never fucking know peace until I finally fucking kill myself stupid coward whore that's been saying that since, what, 15? Ar you playing a game and daring yourself, how much stress can you endure? Fuck, let's ratchet it up, why not! Accelerate, self destruct!
I want to give up. I need to give up. Why am I not giving up. What the fuck is wrong with me. I could sleep if I had no responsibility. I could die of I had no responsibility. Doesn't that sound fucking amazing? Relieve myself and all those I've disappointed in my 30 wasted years
Stupid fucking unstable evil slut ruining everything but themself like the selfish whore they are
Imagine the inhumane levels of selfishness to create something innocent only to fucking let that down and ruin that too
I've always been a fucking disappointment. Failure. Born and bred and replicated at every opportunity.
Stop this. We’ll never be whole again if you go. Please, for me. You can hate me if you want. Your pain isn’t you, even if you can’t see that while in it. I swear I’ll save you.
If when we meet again yiu ask for my head I can give it. If that’s what it’ll take. I’ll never ever ever be able to live if you go. Selfish? Maybe. But you’re mine.
How fucking dare you ask that of me go back to being encouraging and whishi g for it lol
You should've tried harder to find my replacement so I could fucking resign lmao
She wouldn't even remember me lol it would've been the perfect fucking time and of course I had to go fuck that up too
I was hurt, frustrated, angry, thought I’d failed at something vitally important. Was seen as a failure by my dad, he implied as much during his visit. I thought I’d done enough to merit being happy and then had it taken away, the values I held and life is pursued. I thought I had someone with me who wanted me. Wanted life with me. I never meant to hurt them. I wanted to express angry. Most of it was directed at me. It doesn’t excuse the pain I caused, nothing does. My intentions don’t matter. If I can save them then maybe I’ll be worth something. If I can’t then it’ll confirm that I am a failure. I’d lose the light in my life. The hope. Before I had none, I can’t go back to that. I’d die. The old me would and then I’d follow. You’re meant to follow me, so do so. Be my cheerleader. Stay with me through this. I’ll give you rest, love, gentleness. I promise. Always.
I am so thankful for all the guidance I receive from officials. Our officers are truly the best of us.
I'm going to sleep again. My next post will have my penis with 7 dots like "derek" likes, not 42 as "tammy" prefers.
>the light in your life
>>34703252Stop using my name tag.
GIVE ME FUCKING DEATH DAMMIT STUPID FUCK
Graham cracker pie crust is shit. It has the consistency of coffee grounds and makes me physically nauseous and should be outlawed immediately. All cheesecake and key lime pies should be made with regular pie crust.
Imagine being thrown away, told to go, then out of desperation after being discarded and told you were worth less than something evil going through the motion of doing so as fucking told to then blamed for it. I’ve only ever fallen to hookups when I’d been discarded before. Unless being cheated on and leaving isn’t being discarded. Still made me feel worthless. Compared to others and determined that I was worth less than something gross. Replacement? Yeah, I’d probably fall. Hookup once then feel nothingness and unending shame again. I told you my deepest insecurities and they were used to hurt me. I know how it feels because that’s what I did in my disgusting exercise. I never wanted to go through with it though, never intended it to be acted on, conveyed. Another failure. I couldn’t even protect the ones closest to me. My own freedom wasnt enough, my torture insufficient, me judged to be unwanted. So selfishness I ask that you not put the final nail in my coffin. Selfish? I guess. >thE lIgHT of yOUr LifE Consume me. Mutually. Be nothing without me, and I’m me nothing without you in turn. Codependent and strong. Happy like before. Heard and seen like before.
Let me go out as a sacrifice then. It’s who I am. I cannot live without loving for something. Nothing can replace that. If I fail I’ll die. I’ve always staked my worth, my life, my value and reason for existing on protecting. If I cannot save them alive… I promise. All that I am. I’ll keep them safe. If that’s what’s needed.
goodnight my one and only sleep well. I wish things were different
As if that was the first of the deepest insecurities you wounded wne withNot that it fucking matters anymoreThe one you want is dead you've been holding onto a corpse and the flesh finally melted from your grasp
Kill me. The old me is already dying. Maybe irrecoverable. I don’t care. Live with me and help me, or jump into the abyss and I’ll jump in to rescue you if I can’t stop it from happening. View me as evil for this, if you must. View me as vile, only keeping you around to punish you. View me as controlling and mean and worse than the others. But be ok.
I can feel myself sliding into one of my depression spirals and am unable to stop it so far. I have to pull it together before a wedding soon and shit is just getting worse.
Pick them instead of punishing me with continuing this infernal path called living
I’ll save you no matter the cost. I’ll make sure you’re both ok. I don’t care what happens to me.
I'm going to be sick again
No freedom for me, how ironic
I’ve written a letter which will be sufficient evidence to condemn my name and unshackle you. If it comes to that. It’ll be left under our rock if I fail. Deal?
Eh I could probably goad you into killing me one day hahaDon't worry I'll leave proof it was allllll me
No deal, burn that, retard, what the fuck is wrong with you lmao you think it's just your gang on your ass but I have a whole thing just for me. Nothing you can say or do will get them off of me it's fully on me
No, only me. Psycho <3 Goodnight. I can subtly start drawing their interest again. Maybe it’ll make it easier.
I’ll do what I can. You underestimate me. I’ll burn it all down and leave only those I value untouched. I’ll start tomorrow.
If you write that thing I'll tear you to shreds and curse your name, abandon you. Retard. You don't even understand what's going on.
I'll kill myself in front of you and tell you it's your fault and they'll be given to some tranny faggot nigger couple and that will be your fault too dumbass fuck you gay ass fucking letter
Your group literally do not give a shit or have anything on me and my captors have been very forthcoming that no matter what you do or say I still remain hobbled
You'll just fuck everything up further lmaoFucking self sacrificial psychos always make things worse
But fine go make things worse for me I guess lmao I need the last few pushes off the edge I guess
Stop crying about your problems and cut yourself. It makes everything better.
You stole all my blades, nigger
I'd imagine you're asleep right now. Wish I could meet you in your dreams.
Yeah no ok lolI knew your self-image of sacrificial protector was more important than actually protecting, or me, or them. It's all some gay hero trope, but we don't have heroes in our world anymore lol. You'll sacrifice yourself, and they'll eat all that you will claim to have done it for now that you're out of the way
That or a way to avoid actually ever explaining, apologizing, and taking accountability lmao. Figures.
Give me REAL rest. Give me what you fucking promised. >Live with me and help me
>consume me>wait no I'm going to let gay faggots consume me instead dumb whore
can you not be so rude please
god fuck you keep leaving me on my own with your
>>34703626I'm sorry if it didn't go the way I planned...
Then don't be so stupid
Shut up. I have a contingency plan. That’s all. Let me wallow once in a while about the possibility of failure.
No youYou're not allowed to fail
The contingency plan is I go several grand in debt and live in an airbnb realistically until I run out of borrowing power lol
And then uh idk lol actually that's not a really helpful plan ahahaha
Why the fuck am I not allowed to crash out and be not ok sick of being some gay fucking light for everyone why do I always have to keep fucking trudging on lol some supposed "accelerationist" doing everything to keep squeezing out one more fucking second from everyone and everything
https://youtu.be/6f89EaSo2v0?si=j8emPxaJtpkmVz55He was supposed to be a savior, a messenger of love, surpass and succeed a purveyor of fortune. He was supposed to be a godsend here to help us live, not try to destroy, made to benefit us. (I know I'm a disappointment; I can see that much so clearly. I wish that things had been more pleasant, wish I brought you solidarity. I can't live here but I know that he can. Nothing but the shell of good me. In my sleep you take my organs, cut to the bone, steal the insides.)
>accelerationist Gay and wrong, people need an opposing pole of power to rally around otherwise shit will just get worse. Look at Rhodesia and SA. You can be sad and crash out. You cannot fail. I’m mean and bad for not letting that happen!
it's over.
It is fucking mean. I'm empty. In tired. Please, why don't I get to rest, have I not earned it? I can't keep on like thks
More more more more more more I must be an endless fount of struggle ? Really? Endure such fucking bleak pain sad sad sad sadasadsa
You will. It’ll be ok. Eepy pills?
Life is a struggle, and there is occasional breathtaking beauty. I’ll show you that again. Soon.
I have 3 left of the good ones and none of the cheap ones and I'm still on duty I can't and I need to but I fucking can't
Ffufukc need hhgu plsd
I’ll hhgu always and firmly.
What if I panic when I see you
>>34703708Depends on if you want to be touched, if you do, I'll hug you.
I’ll be sad but understand. I’ll hug them, they can reciprocate when ready.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NdvqHc56lE0
>>34703533>>34703535>>34703541Stop using my name tag.
>>34703719i like the part where he merges with the sandtrout and becomes an unstoppable superhuman
>>34703724I haven't read the books, but that sounds stupid.
I'm just too fucking overwhelmed with shit
>>34703726its cool
>>34703729Is it? I'll take your word for it.
What if I hate you for not letting me die
You have to be lost to get found. I’ll be gentle. I love. So much. It’ll win out. Sway. Protect.
>>34703733Then I'll show you the love that you forgot.
>>34703741Not yours.
Can I say it just to make myself feel better whether it's true or not
>>34703744Elaborate.
Not on the first meeting. After, yeah. It’s cathartic, and your pain needs to be acknowledged and let out in a way that helps you.
>>34703749Not who you think it is, friend.
>>34703741I don't want you
Tell me I'm goodTell me I'm worth something. Anything.
>>34703766Thought you were someone else, my mistake.
It would be wasted , but, still...
Am I really not even worth that violation, that use...
Idk how to answer, brain's all foggy.
>>34703811I’m proud of you anon.
OhOk
>>34703842What’s the matter? I am proud of you fren. I’m not good at saying it.
Worth so much more. So much value. I’ll whisper this and all else that has to be said soon. I promise.
>>34703831Eat walnuts in the morning
Mine. Always. Worth all the pain I’ve gone through to keep safe. I’ll whisper it all to you, through tears if need be.
Dude, stop!
...weekend?
>>34703874My sleep schedule is in reverse, so I'd have to eat them at night.
I seen your guy, he ball and all thatBut he just a fake nigga who blog in all caps
...when, please, soon, need, tired
i almost thought this was the vscape thread
I’ll inquire of the Jews again tomorrow.
What if they find us
>>34703921soonokayyessamerest
>>34703967
>>34703977
I can't wait for this mess to be over.
Yeah. It’ll be a good break. The next phase on my end will be stressful but much less.
>>34703984
Would you mix those halal guys type of white sauce with a Chipotle bowl order? Asking for a friend
>>34703990Hell yes. That sounds fucking delicious.
Palestine will prevail
who else is feeling hopeless and missing their special person?
>>34701525>>34701659Do it with each other
Is the tooth ok?
>>34704009
>>34704015
*>>34704023>>34704018
>>34704028
>>34704026No. Not a bullet hole, u paranoid fuck.
>>34704041
>wait a second, buster. Why do u smoke their cigarettes if u don’t trust?
>>34704054Because I’m dumb
Some people deserve to be shot.Like, yeah, you should go to prison if you do but no one's going to deny the bridge of that motherfucker's nose had a .45 with his name on it.
>>34704095
>>34704095Forgot the “reply”
>>34704113
If I see these two characters in the same slide after refreshing then I just figure they might be replying to each other or something.
>>34704129
>>34704124More like the “algorithm” might want me to make that assumption in a reality where speculation and the validity of isn’t a convenient concept to acknowledge and differentiate from for some.
>>34704151
>>34704171
>>34704171>>34704176Why are they still in my “algorithm” gtfo
U would have made it actually hypnotic if I had waited to post the screenshots. Sneaky bastards.
Am I a faker?
Yeah?
?
>>34704231>>34704232>>34704233>>34704237No, I’m really not.
My heart is locked away, it'll take adventures to get it.
I just want things to be chill but things aren’t really chill.
Yee haw
I was doing things that weren’t chill but I’ve been not so chill on doing that anymore so I’ve just been chillin on that instead.
god, i know you're gonna be hurting the minute i get a gf.i'm so, so sorry for leading you on the way i did, i entirely thought you were someone else.
I am not responsible for the posts of anons.
>>34704372
I'm thinking it's not worth it.Once my mom dies, and it won't take long now, I'll have to take care of my sister.My sister has been nothint but arguing and yelling at her. Because my mom is dying due to her bad habits. Because she suffered for my sister and for me. My sister has some mental deficiency, and my dad is the only one pointing it out. No one wants to face the truth about it. I'm the one who has to take care of it for the rest of her days, or mine. I can't bring myself up to do this. There is nothing else but a giant void. The people I know want me to be alone. I have a stable job, unlike a lot of people, but it will only serve a purpose. Keep me alive, to keep her alive.
It doesn’t matter that derek brought me to the carnival and seemed like a good dad. It’s the fact that this is happening.
Nice schizoing as usual
Probably not, but if Dan told u to, u probably would.
>>34701430I'm a little pissed off because your general keeps spamming it's not your fault you're getting paid to do this
I am becoming so mentally unstable
DONT CRY FOR ME I AM JUST A FISH
I'm not a good marksman, because I miss you.
The night is dark, only bullets are whizzing over the steppeOnly wind rumbles in the wires, and faded stars twinkle.I know that you don’t sleep in this dark night, my lovely,And you secretly wipe your tears by the cradle.I love so much the depth of your gentle eyes,I want to touch them now with my lips!The dark night divides us, my lovely,And severe, black steppe was pushed between me and you.I do believe in you, my dear friend,This faith prevented me from the bullets in the dark night…I am glad and calm in this deadly fight,Because I know that you will show me love, no matter what wrong happens to me.
Sleepless at same hours
The shaking is getting worse. More constant.
>>34704669Is it Anxiety? Or you afraid it's something else?
>>34704673Anxiety, stress, fear, sick, the pills, withdrawals, who knows.
>>34704683You have a lot going on, huh? I would help you, if I could.
HUH
>>34704700?
Tooth ok?
>>34704723Eh.
So...tired. need good news tomorrow. Dreading otherwise. Can't cope with more failures, especially with everything at stake on my endTrying to go back to sleep It's not restful anymore, just passes time
Just sensitive, comes and goes.
Can't tell where the aches all come from. Any more anyways it's all blurry general ache pain weird wrong feels all over
Hold on...
I'm trying but also kinda hoping I choke on my own vomit and die in my sleep lolYou too The hold on bit at leastByyhe
>>34704723You wouldn't be asking that if you understood my fucking situation
>>34704096So edgy
>>34704700Figured something out?
You know what? This my last thread.
>>34704772based, get out of this hellhole while your sanity is still somewhat intact
U got that dudeweed?
I have some idea. I can make it better. I will. I promise. I just ask because it must’ve been scary for it to be hurt as described. I want to help.
Nah, say less, I got the point.
Not really scary. Don't worry about that. Least of the bad things going on.
I can sneak a bit of help. I promise I won’t let the worst happen. That much at least I can assure.
>>34704816Nigga, I will fucking end your life.
Cool
The large one sleeps on your clothing, like they did mine when I was away.
One of these days I’m just going to stay up all night. Perhaps on the weekend. Maybe then I’ll finally force my body to get some sleep. Course given that I only had one ´weekend’ it may not work that way. Dark is the night…
Who is this supposed to be?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zWE9dE86FRE
It's funny how you never wished she would break my heart, but she did. So there's your justice and still it wouldn't be enough, would it?
No ):<
Why the fuck doesn't the hosts file work for blocking certain X pages?
>>34704879Who?
Slept today. Tired and didn't feel well
They’re the reason why I tried using a shotgun slug on myself.
>>34704898No I don’t call them mom but everyone tells me that they are.
I don't wanna hear about the things that got you hypeYou don't have to lie, just tell me that I'm not your type
Already told u that I refuse to involve myself in that line of work.
“Trick”?
Can’t afford to lie.
If that’s where I belong
I hope this fucking faggot DIES. I want to go back to my home so much and not have to hear this fucking worthless dipshits existence NEAR ME for good periods of time. Fuck
>>34704988That's why I'm leaving.
>>34704988Can you tell me what I did wrong?
Every accusation is a confession.
>>34704988Yeah big fat lizard is very annoying
>>34704988I feel exactly the same way. I'd love to go home to her and not have to deal with his bullshit here ever again.
Idk what you think, but I hope it's not that I'm attacking you, I wouldn't.
Thursday night laughs in the face of Monday morning's promises
>>34705117What's Monday?
Another one that will be given what she wants, which is time away from me.
I didn't think the orange one would miss me as much. I'd feel bad taking all of them but also feel bad leaving any behind.
i am lost without you
Need to stop jerking off
>>34705169I remember when Mtold me that
....may not even be able to take any and that feels fucking worse.
Everything drags so fucking painfully
>>34705197You can take as many as 5.
Drake - 2 Hard 4 The Radio / DrakeVEVOhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ESRCdJHbvnU
Please fuck tell me I got it
Fren what would you like for your birthday? Then internet tells me a card would take 7–12 business days to arrive.
There's magic in the world when you're around...
>>34705227What flavor cake do you want
>>34705231My favorite is Red Velvet. I'm not Fren though.
My face is long, it's like I haven't grinned beforeWhen I tell you, I don't mean to make you insecure
Looks like another kitten day alone.
>>34705250Yup.
Say you want space, I'll give you your own seaI don't ever mean to make you feel lonely
I DID IT I FUCKING DID IT I GOT IT I GOT THE APARTMENT AND BOW ILL BE FREE OR AT LEAST START THE FUCKING PROCESS IM GOING TO FUCKIBG WIN THEY WINT TAKE HER FROM US
>>34705423Congratulations.
Reminder this is not a move against you but necessity to shed my own binding ropes it's a very very good thing !! I may not be able to post for sometime though given I'm banned on data lmao...must figure out internet...>>34705428Thank you!!! Kind anon!!
>>34705458Good to know. Congrats again. You be safe, okay?
No home, new home, old home was refused, immediately lashing threats, necessity
Temporary, trust. I love you and want you.
>>34705428Jews confirmed nothing ever happens again
>>34705494<3
I’m outside rn
Im trying. My past experiences tell me this is preparation for a final discard. A final stab. I’ll try to wait. It’s already been excruciating, the worry, for both.
3-12 months. Less chains and time and threats this way. Couldn't exactly risk homelessness either.
You can worry less, this way. No countdown to losing what's ours to them. Set yourself free next and come over.
My freedom isn’t up to me unless I were to expose, betray, have them take my place. I’ll suffer alone. I can manage.
Did some baking with extra butter, baked them a little long too. Swear that you’re mine, always.
>>34705521I wish it was that simple. But as long as you're good and safe, that's most important to me.
Always.
I wanna go to Yorkdale but already an old money girl staked me out downtown eeh
I feel bad for worrying about myself now. Haha. Processing has begun. I’m trapped here. Home isn’t here. Don’t say it just to mess with me. That would be too cruel.
Worry about yourself, you need to. I worry too. Tell me if there's anything I can do? I haven't had any word on things, proceedings, my requests.Not messing with you. You don't have to worry about us now and can focus your efforts where needed. I'm waiting, always. Yours, always.
>chained >theres to be radio silence >plan no longer needed >no longer useful >only human interaction is while I’m very briefly off leash Haha, I’ll survive.
Niggas tryna take credit for my prayer, fuck out my face, nigga.
Useful. Kept me going. Thought plan was to get you free ):
>>34705567I have an obligation to my family, or else I would have to kill a lot of people that would have a problem with it. And I don't want to kill them, because I see them as family. If you're even talking to me that is.
No, plan was for others. I’m at their mercy, was part of the ‘agreement’.
Stalemate was best I could do given my win condition involved keeping others safe.
Oh boy, this dude thinks he's the one doing shit for her. Why, dawg?
>>34705567So, this is going to be my last one of these threads. I'll see you around, okay?
What do I do. Need you. Have only just assigned p? Possible to drop it?
I didn’t want anyone to worry about me. Plan was never for me, primary or contingency. I never stopped thinking about them first. It’s why their assertions were meant to undermine that foundation of my mental well-being and drive to not submit.
Ha, they can stroke my hair and tell me I was better than others before I go. I’m happy- in a sense now.
Told you you're not allowed to go. Need you.
Best. Only one for me. None after. Should have been none before. Didn't know you were out there. Now allowed to go. Fight. Need you.
Jews are waiting, I’m waiting. For news of whether or not shackles come off. Chains grow heavy but I lift a lot so it’s fine. Radio silence on all other fronts except once this week to inform me chains were to be tightened after brief loosening. I sort of miss the attempts, at least it was some contant sort of human interaction. I could pick off their engine when they’d spy too.
>>34705601Fine, I will stay. But I don't want to be away from you. This is why this shit is so hard to endure. Don't worry about me, and come back to me soon.
>>34705605Not for you, but well said, bahahah.
>>34705606Then who is it for?
I wanna larp as the moon-sun guy now lmao. I’m proud of you. My pain sours that a bit, but I’m glad to have helped. I’ll always be watching over. If I must I’ll do anything. My oath wasn’t to evil.
Spy. Hm.I'm not leaving here until you're free. Connection may be on d until Internet setup.
I'm literally the only one saying he'll leave this thread, who else are you talking to?
Praying shackles come off then. Mine were answered once already, today.
Anxiety and physical sickness have improved. Cough from stress endured weakened immune system, some random physical weirdness like a desire to jitter. No longer think every car is them. It’s a tactic used by the ones that really glow. Unmarked but noticeable. Not sure if the same ones that dragged me to pit in front of everyone. As an autist, I did enjoy seeing the tactics play out and their impact, even when I was aware of what they were doing. The human mind is fascinating. I want to be violent again now.
Mine have only been for them. Even when my anger and doubt were at their peak. Every night. Even when I was hopeless for myself.
Sort of wish the chains were physical so I could pull on them desperately and yell threats and promises of retribution at them, so my physical situation would match my mental one.
Burned the contingency plan, not needed anymore. Would look really bad if they came back too Kek
>>34705636That's probably why he said "We'll see." Your contingency was unnecessary.
You'll only be chained to me, as soon as able. Please don't tell me plan incriminated you. Need you.
I was only followed once. They don’t have the resources and don’t see me as implicated in the literature, just suspicious. At least from what I could gather from their tactics. I don’t know what else is going on, communication was mostly:>you’re alone and you should help us because they left you alone don’t you want to help >its suspicious that you don’t want to help >are you sure you don’t want to x5629/):9$»493)93?/&!8 times a week before they fucked off 2-3 weeks ago
>>34705644I'ma take some space, because you just threw me for a loop. Call my Higher Self with the word "Halas," if you need me.
Pst, hey kid, you wanna betray your race family and values? Lol, lmao
>>34705648Not yours, nigger. Plan was to provide safety for others, eventual path for myself. Contingency was self immolation to assure others would be ok.
Good. And good to burn that. We have two enemies, you know. May have save d me from one, but not the other.You're not alone in spirit. Free yourself in body now.Halas is a pretty good band though.
>>34705653Except I'm the one you asked to pray for you. These other niggas ain't never did shit for you. It's always Me or My Dad, because he usually tolerates you. But keep listening to these false prophets or whatever bullshit they spew to get you to believe they did anything for you. Now I'm gonna go, because you don't seem to care anyway.
>>34705658Please pray for me, nigganon.
>>34705660No. Not anymore.
Suspicious means nothing concrete...is that the only thing they grill you for, and the shit between us a tool to get to that?
>>34705663They don't need you anyways, they have me.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hWJ6PMSVaa0
>do you remember your oath Always makes me smile. I do.
YoUrE stIlL OnE oF Us
>>34705666Yeah, another liar that says he's got God in his pocket. No.
Bro Kate is pretty ugly lol but she fucks a lot of guys haha I think some rich Stacy put her in her place cause she can’t show her mug online
Hahahahhah Yeah, that got me too. I’ll kiss you, hard.
Just know it's bang, bang, boogie when you see the bros...
The oath thing visually out me back at that time and place and I smile uncontrollably. Wanted to laugh in their faces. Generational lock in. Not as good as getting perfect on their test though, still my finest display, but I had prep time for that one Kek.
I'm counting on it. So get started on freeing yourself. Get word to me on how I can help.
This made me laugh. Thank you.
The debt accrued is unpleasant
>>34705684Because you're stupid.
Ferocious need, victory high. Unfair to not celebrate with the one I want to celebrate with.>>34705685Probably!
NEED NEED NEED NEED NEED NEED NEED I don't understand the VIOLENCE I FEEL NOW
I’ll not tap into my strategic reserves tonight then. I’ll wait until then.Interesting my lady… it’s called a counter offensive. You desire to push the initiative now. One of the things I’ve always liked about you.
>>34705699>reservesHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
>my ladyHhhhnnnngYes. Arm me.
i wish everything can go back to being OK
I swear if that nigga put hands on you, that nigga gettin' erased
Not fair to need so badly when I can't have I'm frantic and trembling all over and my insidesI'd smash their faces in with a brick if it would help
Pick their brains like they did yours...mebbe a lil more literally eheh
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jo8sxsqaNmQ
They didn’t get anything out of me other than concern for others. It frustrated them.
C'mon, dawg. That you, Julian?
The Elohim, the rebirthBefore you get to The Father, you gotta holla at me first, bitch.
Based. Wish we could do morrrre than frustrate.....vggrrrrr
>>34705816All I took was one of my people to eliminate a million of theirs. If you ever do manage to kill me, shit's just gonna get worse.
I invented how to teach lessons to slow learnersGo ahead and act up, get smacked in the head with the burner
>>34705822Can you teach me?
>>34705831I can. I won't.
The drama will have your ass in trauma, booooyyy
That shit is hilarious. He gon' tell you a bunch of bullshit, and it won't make sense. Pertaining to ****. That shit is gonna be funny.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QPA0xZFt-68
Are you here?
>>34705949For you, always here for you.
What general am I talking to?????
>>34705952I was wondering if you've seen that post I've made a while ago, maybe a week or two, where I said I was the demonic influence.
He gon' lie, watch this.
>>34705973You shouldn't lie.
>>34705976I lie only when I need to. Otherwise I tell the truth. I wanna see his answer. So shush.
>>34705978*zip*
>gf acting bitchy>know shes going to blame it on pms afterwardsThis just pisses me off
>>34705959I did actually, I was in that same thread. I think you are being hard on yourself. Mind telling me more?
>>34705989What name does she go by, my guy?
You hang around too many niggas that's pussy, you gotta be pussy...
>>34705992Dunno. Im probably not the match of what she was looking for, but I saw the post as a bystander. I lurk here in recent frequency.
>>34705997Then why did you act like you knew anything about her?
>>34705989Yeah, that's why I came here. I feel like I've led you astray with some of the things I said and ridiculed your faith and a whole lot of very bad things that have maybe added to you going down a dark road. I know you're capable of handling all that and pulling yourself back out and it's probably not a coincidence you had to go there but it's just become so crystal clear to me that I felt the need to make sure it's crystal clear to you too and you have no doubts about what happened so it's not a tangle in your mind that hinders you in any way in the future. I hope that makes sense somehow.
>>34705999Everyone needs someone to hear them. And for that I provide. Hoping that at some point, at some day, someone can hear my cry when I need it most.
>>34706007I'll make sure everyone you ever loved abandons you.
>>34706009Why are you like that? >>34706007Wholesome.
>>34706013This is the second nigga that tried this hard to get at me. I saved the first one from being killed, I will not do the same for him. Good travels, enjoy your time with him.
>>34706018Good travels to you too.
>>34706005A demon wouldn't have remorse and shame for their past actions to others, anon. I will be okay. You will be okay too. Thank you. Your apology was not at all required, but I accept it and accept you. Let's talk another time, you and me.
>>34706023>A demon wouldn't have remorse and shame for their past actions to others, anonWRONG. You've obviously never heard a demon cry. You don't know shit, all your fucking bullshit comes from Christianity.
>>34706023I know that. I'm not a demon, but I was under demonic influence and through me, the demon tried to influence you too. You're not him, but maybe he'll read my message sometime. Thanks anon, take care.
>>34706026This is true, demons suffer for their actions but there's no mercy to be had for them. That's what hell is.
>>34706030>He thinks crying is sufferingIt's remorse, dickhead, the same remorse you said they don't have.
>>34706026A moment of temporary weakness does not condone you to being eternally beyond redemption, anon. No need to get technical. We are all human and imperfect. Trying to do better is an essential part of the human process. I do pray that anon finds peace within.
>>34706035You can feel sorry for yourself for the consequences of your actions without actually regretting the actions. They aren't sorry for what they did, they're sorry they got caught and will get punished accordingly. That's what they cry about.
>>34706037You actually believe this too. You're not an Authority on the things of The Creator or Heaven.>>34706040Literally all that show remorse will be forgiven and redeemed. Fuck what you're saying. It's because I fucking said so.
>>34706005I thought the same desu. Whatever clung to you began influencing me.
>>34705423>They won't take her from usWho?
>>34706043>Literally all that show remorse will be forgiven and redeemedAll humans, yes. Because humans can make mistakes due to not really knowing enough to fully understand, that's why we get the option to receive grace for repentance. Demons on the other hand chose evil with perfect knowledge, that's why there's no mercy and no redemption for them, they knew exactly what they are signing up for and the consequences and they chose it anyways.
>>34706043>You're not an Authority on the things of The Creator or Heaven.You are correct. Neither are you. What IS in the Bible though, is treating others well, something everyone could practice more of.
>>34706052Just stop. Like I said, you're not Authority on anything of The Creator or Heaven. Stop spreading your bullshit unforgiveness for things you don't like already.>What IS in the Bible though, is treating others well, something everyone could practice more ofYou don't even know what the fuck that means, you're a fraud.
>>34706046I think it was mutual. We both have something clinging on to us and it tore into both of us and dragged us down further. I know you made me worse and I know I've made you worse, but I also know it wasn't really our true selves doing that. It was something that had gotten a hold of us because I know I've seen your true self and it's nothing like that thing that has dug itself into you. You're good at keeping it in check but sometimes it gains a little more territory and I think our respective demons teamed up to gain more territory together. Nice try bitches, I think we both came out the other end even stronger.
You neglect to recognize your shadow self, which is a demon in a cage, one that you need to surrender to The Creator every chance you get. This is partly why what he's saying is nonsense.
I want to get ice cream tomorrow with my Prince of Wallachia
I hope so, little one. I have a plan for that too, haha.
>>34706072I'm older than you. Get off of Earth already and do some jobs, goddamn.
Velvet soft, liquid smooth. Dipped kisses. Did you check the map?
>>34706083No.
So you'll trust I'm not fleeing. Vampires need invites, no? Consider this a permanent entrez-vous.
Better to trust you and have faith in you instead of reading any posts here and assuming anything.
>>34706097Idk. Go do a job in another star system, then come back and we'll talk. You said you wanted nothing to do with me.
>>34706116I want nothing to do with you, I'm not talking to you and never will be.
>>34706119That's why you were struggling in the first place. Consider yourself blocked for all intents and purposes.
I understand, but my chains are not to be broken lest they add more shackles.
Lilith's gonna kill me again. I just fucking know it.
Im growing lol
Tips on annihilating troon thoughts forever?
Not asking for you to do anything, just to know where I am. Reassurances.
What are u doing?
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And I put that on citas and the boulevardWhen I lost Big Nadia, I took it hard
“”
I ain't no jive ass black nigger honey. Who do you think i am? Geraldine?
Perhaps because they only wanted my finger prints without a prison sentence. Not sure.
>>34706363Considering that the property had no neighboring houses around and everything happened January it’s not really the most dangerous crime. It’s just disruptive to the fire department who might need to be occupied with something else at the same moment.
I don't want to pursue you because I'm still hung up on some 3-month fling from 2 years back. I'm sorry I made out with you and started something. Find someone who will reciprocate your feelings.
>this fucking loser obsessed with me thinks that I was fucking his best friend while he was doing his best to survive a world that turned its back on him as he was knocking on the the front door in need of a ride to the hospital for “physical” reasons. Yeah fucking right. Probably lying about everything. What a bitch. Stop seeking my attention, faggot.
>>34706650>maybe if I pretend to be the girl that he obsesses over in itt then it will be enough to drive him to suicide.
>>34706655>babe, u got this.
I don’t care
U want me to care?
Going to celebrate, dinner and lots of wine, be prepared to comfort and exalt with me
Well I don’t. I don’t fucking care. Look dumb if u want. Idgaf.
I made myself disinterested and unappealing to protect myself from you. I thank you for holding on for as long as you did, but you let go right before success and now we cannot change that.
https://youtu.be/jdbQYDkNjfk?is=ePg2qIDfd8pLZCQI
>>34706707Disturbed is so based some of the heaviest shit I ever heard
>dude he’s trippin about several bitches he’s thinks is one bitch. Probably faking delusion. If I just hold out I can receive a convenient reaction.
https://youtu.be/cFT30ClRBdg?is=oQb3TtmMABXkx5NfWatch me scrape the plate, fetty scrape, hollup
Had a dream during my 15 minute nap (a miracle) dream you made a return. There was another man and I had to be very stern to get you to tell me and it was some fertility surrogate expert that worked for the Zoldyck family. You had planned to carry one of their babies to make money while gone. I was livid, and woke up immediately. Lmfao. Enjoy tonight, glad you can be happy.
Told her everything about all the different scholarships I could get to ease up the financial burden of University, she refused because she "wanted me to have the same opportunities as my brothers".Told her I didn't need a car and I could use the bus just fine, she insisted in buying one for me anyway.After she kept complaining about costs related to my medication and graduation expenses, i started paying out of my own allowance.Told me that I "shouldn't worry about the family finances, as my university fees would all be paid on time".She insisted I have only the best grades I could possibly have, and I gave her just that.And yet, only after the scholarship opportunities have dried up, I'm home with my mother furious that I used my car to go to therapy, going on long tirades about how they've only got 6 months left of money for my university, that I should stop taking my fuck loads of medication and therapy that I need to deal with her every single day, that I have to leave university halfway through the degree that SHE insisted i'd take, even as I fell in love with it myself, that I am at fault for her intentionally paying the fees late and making the expense worse, that I am a big financial burden on my family and I can't even know how much of it is actually true.I don't know what to do anymore. Nothing I do can make her happy. It's just a cycle of meeting increasingly unrealistic expectations and getting shouted at anyway. Moving out is not an option, not only for financial reasons but because she'd see it as the biggest betrayal I could make.
>>34706905And even as I physically show her the grades myself, she insists that I must have failed my classes, and that if i tell her I'm just fine she thinks that I am hiding something from her.
U again…
If I have a sister she’s probably a dumb bitch I’ll dread meeting.
Pray for me, for redditors have disturbed my inner peace.
>>34707007I told my note pad a long time ago that if I have a “sister” then I’ll probably just end up wanting to have sex with her no fucks given.
HAHAHA nigga you've got strange dreams. Love the possession. Bad though, makes me want to draw it out on purpose. Not to threaten you, but to delight myself and make you claim me. Ovulating tm btw.
I feel bad and manipulative But you're so much fun when you need to claim me...
It's not that I'd cheat, god, yours or mine I would fucking never ever fucking do that, to you no less, but the game of>man wants me (I want no one but you)>you claim me, remind me and everyone IThat I'm yours and that blood will spill if anyone challenges thatIs fucking delightful
Where are you, what are you doing, I'm obsessed, need to know, need to feel close (are you thinking of me? Looking at my pictures? Thrashing against your chains to free yourself and come recover me?)
>>34707154No one wants to claim you, needy
>>34707176Little do you know, projecting-ass nigger
I never saw all the blood when they came forth. Was it terrifying? We're you scared for me, or thought it expected?
I spilled seed to the thought of you yesterday. Thought about when I claimed your womb. The outfit, you cheekily answering yes when I told you I wanted to cum inside, assuring me there was no risk of pregnancy. All that to speed up what would’ve happened in a few months anyway.
I MOST CERTAINLY DID NOT ASSURE YOU OF THATI was far beyond my senses at that point
I'm a better, more pleasant person when I'm drunk. Permission to become and alcoholic?
THE ZOLDYCJ FSSMILY HAHAGA
After they’re asleep, or D.Ds.
Jerry, I would NEVER date your daughter most especially based on the fact that I will never know if tammy and derek made a deal with u to create her just for me.
Yeah, and when I say I was asleep for 15 minutes I mean I was asleep for 15 minutes, Kek.
Trimmed their claws today. Eldest’s seemed fine so she was excluded. Large one put up some resistance, has one nail left which I know will dig into me in the morning if I let him escape justice for the entire evening.
>>34706688Is it already kitten day over there?
Sleep in my armsss in my lap
I was worried for you. Not scared. Was too busy comforting yiu when you told me you were. Loved helping. Always do.
Wow that's brave of you, really? Eldest allowed? No blood? Have you ever done it before? Can I come get any of them??
>>34707225Tammy didn’t like it when I covered the picture on the dining room table. I could tell.
Hello me be a happy alcoholic awash in oblivion of mania and transcendence
I’ll take you up on that when this is all over. Eldest didn’t attack, just made it known she wouldn’t allow it, and they were sharp enough to merit it. We’ve grown much closer this month. Best to wait on all these matters.
Tammy n the lizard nigga are big dumb slutholes>>34707254*Help meFuck
Never know
They'll let me get things and beings under escort with you disappeared, apparently. Told them not to bother when it was first offered, could probably do so now againWould feel bad to take them from you but just as bad not to unsure
Can't afford to bring my things, can't afford movers. Starting from. Scratch. They'll provide much. Silly but I miss filter tastes like bleach here
Bart
>>34707254Say psppspsps if you need help. Enjoy your day/night.
Sadness returns.
Wwwhhhy where were you nnneeeedded uou
https://youtu.be/vF1T-AEH2GA?is=mOIBXK201ULdSaWV
>>34707302No no no no nononinkno
Don’t make me bring back wizard cat
Type shit I need
Toni was scratching my back with her finger after she got a hug from me last time i saw her.
She is stalking me again.
I dIdnT Know YoU wEre jeWIsH
Men need to Get biggerGet trim er
Grow your hair out.kLong.
You could also just strangle me and j d totally understand
Ive been growing it out for the next time I see them. Knowing they know they messed up is sufficient. Devotion > anger. In a toxic way that deeply speaks to them, I’m sure this will make them recognize my commitment to whats mine and my cause.
Well yeahDo you know you messed up though
And by speaks to them is that another jab against my character like your speech about seeking out instability recreating it and ruining people lolAnd honestly I still think I reacted entirely as exoe
Expected Given what transpired for months during that period of time and my own distinct needs but also what I read LikeHonestly What the fuck was I supposed to do but run and try to find someone to save me from death and rape again l amao
Maybe you gotta experience it to get it lol idk not that I'd wish that I. You but it's like a nigga just think that shit was a bad tuesday
Is there any point. Tk talking about it I wonder All the times I asked for help in the way I needed and it was met with...... not
Ah well. Valium it is. Fun Soured quickly. Too much poison hurt inside I guess what a fucking bitchwhore lol lol lol lol lol I'll get ice cream tomorrow afterwards at that place I got the "cake" the one time and it's fucking stupid to calm it came when there's no actual came but I digress adieu
I am that person
Ok fuck me because eim bad but also fuck you honestly
gonna go play meccha chameleon soon
My hairline is thinning and it makes me feel like shit.I was in an LDR that went nowhere for 3 years. I could have fucked so many other girls it's unreal
Took a short break. Just going to present the next slide provided exactly as is for the first slide they gave me since I last checked. This is only one scroll, no refresh.
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>>34707594Less selective I suppose
>>34707601Can I suggest you make your own screenshot thread to serve whatever schizophrenic purpose you have where I don't have to look at them. In sure you'll still receive attention or whatever it is you are after but it's annoying and clogs up this thread.
>>34707572Minoxidil put in a small dermaroller just be extremely cautious if you have cats, dogs, etc.
>>34707716>Can I suggestFeel free
>>34707606Why do you post them?
>>34707179Nice verifying it
>>34707192Talking to yourself wierdo
>>34707798To show anons what i see.
>>34707818You'd be surprised how many of these are just big lizard talking to himself like >>34707187>>34707192It's obvious when you realize that there is no reason for that conversation to be said here and not to each other, no identifier to say who the original poster is but the response acts like they know even though the subject matter is not one someone would just assume and respond to, the post and responding post are back to back
>>34707880I don’t post without name tags anymore.
Fight the future
>>34707964Sure you don't. >>34708008If ur struggling, there's a reason
You are my portal to a new world...
>>34707606>>34707819>>34707964Stop using my name tag.
