https://docs.google.com/document/d/1_aexMLouKUmKrF-7rV3o80q8jVsQFaizuWP9y1bnCks/edit?usp=drivesdkWrote this last year to someone on discordI'm still suffering from an existential crisis, i thought thinking that at least there are people who like what i like and shared the same pain i went through despite me having so many questionable and weird feelings and thoughts this year. But even so i still feel absolutely miserable every single day now.I feel so scared of being an elder and dying alone without my family and having no one i can make friends with.
stop using social media, discord, imageboards and browsing youtubeyou're welcome
>>34705830But i'm still gonna be so lonely when i become an elder even when i stop using social media.How am i gonna make friends after my parents pass away? Because i'm gonna feel really lost after they do, and i still feel like i will die alone because 90% of the friends i used to have came from social media.
