I'll keep it short, both of our lives are so anyway.>Be türko>Get chem degree in some eastern Europe country because father is a chemical engineer with a company.>Live near russian border, genuinely consider killing myself in that cold wintery shitland multiple times, would've done it multiple times if I had a way.>Company goes down while I finish chem degree and I turn back to my 3rd world country>mfw I dont even like chemistry, I wanted to be a biologistNow I huff acetone for a living in a lab making meth for a syrian guy. Im an autistic shitskin with my only skill being able to retain information. Shit man how do you turn a chemistry degree into a zoology degree?! This is genuine hell.Just tell me how do I get out of this. I beg of you. I just wanted to pick plants and watch bugs crawl...
>>34706866Do your own meth business and then enjoy whatever you want. People need your skills and are happy to pay.
>>34706866>zoology degreedon't