i do this under the false pretense that i would get love and validation, ofc women only fake affection to feed into my delusions they don't really respect me, rarely reply and put just enough effort to make you an orbiter the rhetoric of "just find nice people" wont help cause i am obsessively attached to girls who hate me or in short, "hoes"pic relatedlook at the time stamps or at least from my experience she can ignore me all day and when she realises im bored w her she starts putting effort otherwise im just a toy
Meds, now.
>>34706887What?
>>34706887Never send more than 2 text messages in a row
>>34709056nuh uh i love being miserable yummy>>34709679i actually want to shoot animals for a living over having to act stable i love losing my shit and begging her to respond to meRealistically speaking ik this is inherently wrong and fucked , i just dont know how to get betteri enjoy begging for attention, the same way i enjoy cold water